Chapter 488 Good night, no guess

Ying never thought of saying these words unexpectedly and disorderly, but his apology blurted out easily and in a hurry.

She couldn't see his real look in her tears. She only listened to his solemn tone, which made her panic involuntarily. She wanted to tell all the words that had been hidden for a long time, but the guilt in her heart was too heavy. The tears couldn't help it, but she insisted on catering to his eyes.

"You just went to Xianghe..." She talked about the painting snake in the clear sky, and found a short poem in the handbook returned by Tianyi Pavilion. Then she learned that he had done everything he had done for her without her knowledge. She said a lot of things. She just talked about going to the Buddhist Temple to "blackmail" Master Tongji. In a short choked, he Her lips and tongue were pressed down again, resolutely **, so long that she could hardly breathe, and her throat was even blocked by the burning congestion caused by lack of oxygen.

He finally left, but he sucked the wetness of her cheeks.

Until the kiss makes her eyes clear.

Only then did I see his smiling eyes, and the corners of his eyes were so stretched.

He thought that she saw something strange after marriage, and gradually realized that he had already returned. When he could no longer choose to avoid it, he repeatedly expressed his admiration... If so, he still felt regretful and there was always a gap in his heart.

"I hide it from you because I'm afraid that I will feel more guilty after you know it. I'm so timid that I can't get close to it." He said, gently scratching her soft and beautiful eyebrows and staying on the side of her cheeks.

"Originally, I relied on the ugly face that you didn't know about me to make up for the debt... When I knew that you also returned, what face was there to accept you sincerely and give... In fact, I can't help you, let alone repay... But when I think of it, I don't see you, Watching you marry someone else... I can't do it. I can't deceive myself. I'm afraid of losing you. I can't imagine a life that has nothing to do with you at all... I desperately think back and try to persuade myself to let go with the sins of the past. I don't deserve to be your wife and I don't deserve your affection. If you want to revenge on me, I should bear it, but how can I It's so brazen. I know that you remember that nothing happened and enjoyed your gift... When I first saw you in this life, the shame of shame should be remembered, but I don't know when I won't be afraid to see you again, but to look forward to you hand in hand.

When the guilt did not fade, admiration quietly emerged. When she learned that he had also returned and was unwilling to let go, she was enlightened.

"Luckin." Yu Yu covered her body, kissed her eyelids again, and tasted the slightly salty and wet taste of the remaining tears, and the sweetness between her lips and tongue.

The two gradually moved from their feet under the low couch and fell on the soft white fox felt on the couch. The tent was taken down by someone's arm, and half of it was covered.

She heard his voice suddenly sounding hoarsely in her ear. He said, little fool, you have always been my wife. Don't avoid it. You have to repay it with your life. No, your life is too short. In the next reincarnation, you can only belong to me.

The cabin was so silent that there was only the sound of exhalation and heartbeat, which gradually calmed from the rapidity.

He lay down sideways, hugged her from behind, and casually pulled the brocade and wrapped it around him.

Yijing also found that their clothes were entangled under the couch and could not distinguish between you and me.

The silence lasted too long to make her think that he might fall asleep.

Yu Yu spoke, and his voice had returned to Qingyue: "For a long time, I have been living alone... I am weak, and from time to time I have been tortured by the poison in my body. Many times I feel that I can't stand it... I have dreamed of my mother's concubine countless times, and her eyebrows are not clear. I asked her if she has reached another one. The world will never be so lonely and painful again... She said that silly child, it will be more lonely here. If you stick to it, one day you will get rid of the pain.

Yijing carried his body on his back, but he could feel the slightly curly corners of his lips when he spoke, so the corners of his eyes couldn't help but be astringent again, so he held the palm of his waist firmly.

"Mother Xie told me that my mother's concubine was poisoned, and I was also killed. I want to know the details. Mother Xie is so deep... My grandmother also didn't want to mention the old things because of guilt, and my father is even more... Except for the King of Chu's Mansion, the only place I have been to is the palace, which is also because of recuperation... Everyone looked at me, It's with pity and hopeless... For a long time, I didn't even know that my mother was killed by the Jiang family.

"Later, the second brother grew older and often came to Guan Suiyuan to accompany him. I knew you well from his words... It was also the second brother who told me that the Jiang family was the 'true murderer', and told me carefully about what happened back then... Not only you, but also me at that time, I repeatedly thought about the strangeness of the Jiang family and gradually felt that things were not so simple. But I have never doubted the second brother.

"Until the sixth year of Yuanqing was seriously ill and the needle stone was ineffective, I almost thought that I could no longer survive that cold winter... Mr. Jiang appeared and diagnosed and treated me, saying that he was hit by the secret poison of the Miao family in Southwest China, and he could eradicate it... I doubted how the Jiang family could get the Miao family to make poison... I was not sure. I suspected that my second uncle was because of me. Dan died of illness, and his second brother and he were direct beneficiaries... Yingjing, you may not know that I was deeply obsessed with you at that time. Except for my family, you were the only person I felt familiar with... Although I only saw you."

"So I opened my mouth to the emperor and the empress dowager and agreed to marry... I know that I am only a stranger to you, I know that my second brother is innocent, and that you are childhood sweethearts... But without certainty, I questioned the second uncle in front of the empress dowager and my aunt. I ruined your marriage and let you not do it again. It can bloom the bright smile under the peaches and plums carefree.

"I'm also wrong."

"If I hadn't brought you into misfortune and let you fall in, you wouldn't have been taken advantage of... So when I came back, I first wanted to secretly find out the truth and not want to involve you anymore... You shouldn't have been involved in the conspiracy of the royal palace."

"I was about five years old when I came back. My mother's concubine had died of illness and could not be completely recovered."

"Yijing, stop blaming yourself. I want to know the truth of those years, because until now, in fact, I can't be sure whether my second brother is innocent or not. You have to tell me what happened in those years."

If you say unspeakable words, you may be completely relieved. In fact, Yu Yu is not still uncertain about Yuzhou's malice. He just wants to let Yijing completely put down his past.

Another slightly long silence.

He just heard the deep voice of the person in his arms.

"With your reminder, I remembered that I heard from Jiang Yue that you begged the emperor to marry and persuaded my grandmother." Looking at the light and shadow still flowing outside the tent, some memories suddenly became clear.

Jiang Yue was her "good cousin" and bosom friend at that time. Seeing that she was worried about the marriage, she intimately comforted: "Jing, I think that since the son of the next world has personally asked for marriage, he should be sincere to you and will treat you well in the future..." This is also not malicious at present.

But after she knew it, she had a dead knot in her heart. Although she did not hate Yu, she complained that he had ruined her life, so she treated each other indifferently. No matter how sincere he was, she felt that she could not let go.

She doesn't want to excuse herself, but she must explain Yu Zhou's sins: "He must not be innocent. If he hadn't been indoctrinated with those evil since childhood, how could he develop a vicious temperament? Mingyue is right. Yu Zhou is ruthless and not just against you and me... Maybe in that life, when he sees that you are weak, he will flatter him for the future. Win the opportunity to start... Since the marriage between you and me was settled, he must have plotted step by step.

"The second uncle and second aunt can't know my temperament deeply, only Yuzhou."

In this life, he had a confrontation with Yu Dong and his wife. Yijing did not think that Yu Dong and Xiao Xie could understand human nature, but Yu Zhou knew her. He knew her obsession with him, couldn't bear to separate from him, and knew her weaknesses. His mind was full of those love stories in the book. The more he couldn't get it, the more unwilling he was to let go. He was arrogant and capricious. If you don't want fate to hold the hands of others, you may be used by them.

Only Yuzhou knows her wholehearted trust in him.

Only then will he deceive him with such a ridiculous lie. I believe that Yu's condition will be repeated again. After sleeping for a period of time, the emperor will take back his order and let Yu Dong's family continue to stay in the royal palace.

"He can't be deceived by my second uncle, because before I died, I heard him admit his greed without hesitation."

I only hate myself in that life, cowardly and ignorant, and I can't see through the dangerous and disgusting hearts of the people around me.

It's too late to regret.

"What happened after I took the medicine?" Yu Yu felt that the person in her arms trembled slightly, holding her hand back, and her voice was soft.

"Yu Zhou handed me the tea made by Dongyu..." This time, she did not silence for a long time: "The tea was poisonous. The two watched me cough blood. Yu Zhou said those words. He had a grudge against you and thought that everything you had should belong to him."

"I remember I reminded you at that time, why didn't you return to the government immediately?"

Yes, he reminded that those people would be unfavorable to her. When Yu Zhou handed over the tea, she actually thought that the tea was poisonous.

She had a chance to escape. After all, there were several maids outside the house, such as Yingsheng and Xia Yun. Although they were trapped by Mother Song's ancestors and grandchildren, they must not know the carefulness of the conspiracy. As Mother Song would never give people a handle, and Yu Zhou would certainly not kill in order to completely clear the suspicion of the conspiracy.

Only when she is willing to drink that bowl of tea can he achieve his goal.

At that time, she had no ambition.

Thinking that her husband, who poisoned her own hands, was still thinking about her before his death, he regretted and wring his heart.

It was her childish idea in a hurry at that time.

Yi Jing sighed for a long time: "I was very cowardly. At that time, I realized how cowardly I was. I didn't dare to face the next thing... I said shamelessly to say that I hurt you in front of everyone... I didn't even think about dying like this, which would make Yu Zhou get what he wanted... I didn't regret until I woke up, and I had to wait for him to expose him to die. It's so cruel... I'm such a stupid, selfish and useless person. I don't even know why people like me can be favored by God..."

"Stop talking." He interrupted her in time: "Everything is over..."

His kiss can always calm her down and gradually stop trembling.

After a short silence, Yu Yu asked again, "Do you still hate him now? It's strange that I don't seem to feel your hatred for your second brother."

As soon as he asked, he felt the man in his arms leaning over and his cheeks against his chest.

Light but clear words.

"I don't hate him for a long time. He is not that important. It's not worth me gritting my teeth for him."

He smiled and put his chin on the top of her soft hair.

Anyway, it is a blessing for God to let them meet again in this life. Tonight, he was finally sure that he occupied her heart this time.