Chapter 493 It's not easy to make a choice
After a light snow on the night of Shangyuan Festival, the sky has not cleared up, and the rain has stopped for many days. On this day, there was finally a slight sunshine on the green tiles. With the help of the rain, An Jin, who had been "sick" for many days, finally stopped dizzy.
She sat quietly in the rose chair set in front of a picture screen stained with plum blossoms and snow. At this time, she was looking at the mouth of the thin waist beauty green glaze bottle on the edge of the painting screen, stretching out the vigorous Kezhi, and the green calyx plum blossoms were in full of tenderness.
There has been a maid presenting fragrant tea, and the soup is golden red.
An Jin's eyes droop slightly, and her slender eyelashes cover the mood flowing at the bottom of her eyes.
Holding a delicate hand stove, the copper stove is also painted with cold plums to welcome spring, but the picture has been touched a little vaguely by the palm of the hand.
This hand stove was given by my biological mother many years ago.
An Jin seems to remember the soft and loving smiling face when her mother handed her warm copper stove to her. Even if it was cold, she always looked at her mother with warmth in her heart.
When she entered the royal palace, she relied on recalling her mother's warm love over and over again and persisted on the time of being laughed at and made difficult.
The mother in my memory has always whispered, so soft and beautiful.
She really misses the time before she was ten years old, with the love of her parents, even though most of the time she just depended on her mother and lived a lonely life.
When she learned that her mother had gone to Longxi, she heard that the place was a bitter cold place. She once cried and begged her father many times. She would rather abandon this noble daughter of the clan and only wished to be round with her mother.
Xu's begging moved God, and her mother finally returned to Jinyang. Although she could no longer live together day and night, she was also happy.
Now that I think about it, it seems that after the reunion, every time I don't get along with my mother, the most talked about life in the royal palace.
How unruly Xiao Xie is, An Hui is so domineering, the second brother's indifference, and the third brother's evil.
She didn't want to mention these words, but every time she talked about her grievances under the seemingly guidance.
In fact, she prefers to talk about the gentleman invited by the government. How well-known she is. She prefers to talk about the happy time when she spends with the few little women of the Su family. She is willing to say that her eldest brother is gentle and amiable, and she will never talk coldly to her.
She can't remember how her mother looked when she said these things.
She can't even remember her mother's kindness.
At this time, there was only my mother's cold smile in my mind, which was deep and strange.
"An Jin, take this hairpin..." When her mother said this, she was not in a hurry to hand the hairpin to her, but opened the exquisitely carved lotus flower. She just felt that the hairpin seemed to be thicker, and saw that the hairpin body was hollow.
"It's poisonous inside... You have to find a chance to put it in the imperial concubine's tea!"
"I know you will find the opportunity. You said that the concubine treated you very kindly... Don't worry, good child. How can my mother not think about the future for you? The reason why the medicine is put in the golden hairpin is because it is planted after good things.
She didn't have time to wear it, like she can't wear such a golden hairpin.
"Although the maid around you is selected by the second master, Xie is in the palm of the middle gift. Didn't you tell me that one of them has been entangled by Xie and become her eyes and ears... On that day, you take her to Guan Suiyuan to find an excuse to set up the maids first, while the concubine is unprepared... Then let your maid come in and let her kiss her kiss. Seeing the imperial concubine poisoned... At that time, it must have caused riots. As long as you throw the hairpin at the foot of the case, and tell people that you saw the hairpin slipping from the maid's sleeve... There is no one else at the scene. You are the master, and no one dares to doubt your words... This golden hairpin can't be owned by the maidservant. There must be a master for her... Good boy, My mother knows that you have always been clumsy, and she will be able to guide the maid to tell Xie..."
She was stunned for a long time and was stared at by her mother's cold eyes.
It's to let her kill and frame!
"The second master always loves you. In fact, the second master has long hated Xie and will definitely believe your words."
Is that so?
"Good child, you must do this. Only by letting Xie bear this charge can my mother get along with you day and night, and treat children to recognize their ancestors... Do you really have the heart to separate from your mother? Seeing that your own brother can't look up in front of people all his life and is not recognized by the family, he is the bloodline of the clan..."
An Jin remembered that she seemed to panic at that time and avoided the hairpin that had been handed over by her mother, and repeated the kindness of her sister-in-law and kindness to her eldest brother over and over again.
"Don't be stupid, An Jin. The second master and the son are dead and alive. You and the son and the couple are destined to be enemies. Didn't you also talk about what happened not long ago? Why do you think your second sister-in-law framed the princess? An Jin, you are really a stupid child. Don't you realize that the son and his wife don't treat you as really friendly? They just want to use you to provoke you to quarrel with Xie, and teach the second master and Xie's husband and wife to separate, so that they can benefit from it... In this world, who will treat you well for no reason?
Is that so?
An Jin remembered the time when she listened to school with Yijing in the Duke of Wei.
I even remembered that at the first meeting, the second mother of the Su family and the third mother were sharp and mean. The sixth mother was not easy to get close to each other, and the eighth woman was too weak. Only the fifth sister pulled her to sit beside her. Although she could not be called intimacy, she never looked at her with the picky and sarcastic eyes of others.
At that time, she thought that this was the real lady, noble daughter, tolerant and friendly.
At that time, she was not very illiterate, and she could only play piano in the four arts. It was the fifth sister who took time to teach her books, painting and game.
Later, the fifth sister married her eldest brother, and she was very happy and thought that there was another relative in the royal palace from then on.
I became closer and closer, and I often complained about my mother's rude treatment in front of my eldest sister-in-law. What did my sister-in-law say?
"A Jin, I know that I am wronged, but my second aunt is always your mother. If you have any, it's okay for you to talk to me, but you must not show any disrespect in front of your second aunt... Although the second uncle cherishes you, in the noble family, the important thing is the word etiquette... Disrespectable to the mother, this word spreads, and the world only The meeting talked about your unfilial piety... You have always suffered losses... That is, these three or two years, just endure the past... You are the daughter of the clan, and your grandmother and second uncle are in charge. You will have a good end in the future. At that time, you will no longer be treated harshly and difficult, but if you damage your daughter's reputation because of your second aunt, you are afraid of difficulties in marriage. It's not worth the loss."
An Jin understands that her sister-in-law's words are all for her consideration, and she has never used her.
Mr. Li has taught for many years, telling them that if they know the book, they should be reasonable. When people live in the world, both men and women should remember the word integrity and not be insidious.
She likes the aunt, the fourth lady, the sixth lady and the seventh lady of the state mansion, and is even closer to the benequin of her eldest sister-in-law.
Not because they are born, but because they are well-in-kind. She wants to be that kind of person and is respected and envied, not because of her noble origin.
But her biological mother made her murder.
If you do such a thing, you can't hold your head high in the future.
Will the father really deal with his mother for her words?
She is no longer a rich and noble girl who knows nothing.
Such a flawed conspiracy will never make her retreat.
The eldest sister-in-law is the concubine of the world, the direct daughter of the Duke of Wei, and the princess of the Holy Family. If she is poisoned to death, how can she be allowed to speak cleverly by her daughter?
Does the mother really believe that she will be safe and sound?
Even if she knew the result, she was still forced to take risks.
These days, as long as An Jin thinks of this possibility, her heart is like a knife.
That's the biological mother who gave her life and flesh and blood, and depend on each other for ten years... Is the word wealth really more important than blood and family?
At this time, she remembered her mother's last warning: "An Jin, if you don't do it at this time, Xie will force you to do it in the future, because only you have the opportunity to get close to the son and his wife... Can't you see that the second master and the prince have become water and fire? At that time, if you refuse Xie, will she still allow you to settle down in the royal palace? Your future wealth and happiness is in Xie's hands!"
"An Jin, the second master and my son are your blood relatives. Only we are really good to you. Shouldn't you do what you can for us? How can you survive in the future without the second master... but don't be stupid!"
An Jin had to admit her mother's words. She also saw the calm wind and waves on the surface of the royal palace. She thought of her father's love over the years... If the family really died on that day, where should she settle down?
With her understanding of Xiao Xie, maybe one day she will really instigate in front of her father.
If her father forces her to act...
That's her biological father. She can't ignore the safety of her biological father and mother.
The palm on the stove was so hot that An Jin's fingertips couldn't help trembling.
At this time, she heard a slight footsteps, turned her face, saw that her eldest sister-in-law had gone up the stone steps, gently raised her skirt over the shallow threshold, and looked at her smile.
Yi Jing saw An Jin's pale face at a glance and sighed secretly in her heart.
Of course, she understood why An Jin was huddled after being "tested for four arts" by Yu Dong the next day of Shangyuan Festival.
smiled and said, "Is the third sister all right?" While holding An Jin, who was about to get up and greet each other, her sister-in-law sat down across the case.
Looking at An Jin's quiet eyes and a gentle smile, it is no different from usual.
couldn't help noding slightly.
An Jin is indeed more stable and witty than Enron. She is not as old as she is. She can still calm down when she hears Yu's scary words. This shows that the city government.
Compared with Enron, An Jin's situation in the royal palace is more difficult, especially after understanding those hidden situations.
Hot tea was presented in the spring and evening, and the scenery took it in his hand, and only took a sip and put it on the case.
The two open jade cup are very close.
An Jin raised his black eyes slightly: "I came here today and want to talk to my sister-in-law alone." He first motioned the maidservant beside him to retreat.
Binjing's heart was slightly heavy, and naturally he looked at the spring evening quietly.
The afternoon sun sprinkled under the steps, and a touch of mild gold appeared on the wet bluestone road, and a few green calyx plums in the flower hall made the atmosphere soft.
There is no urgency of life and death.
Yi Jing didn't say anything. She waited. She didn't know whether An Jin would choose to be frank or deliberately divert her attention and drop the highly poisonous thing in the tea.
But I heard An Jin say: "I've been sick for many days, and I feel relaxed today. Thank you for telling my second sister to visit me every day."
The corners of her lips were slightly curled - An Jin was sick this time. She did not come to visit because she knew the cause of An Jin's disease and wanted to give An Jin plenty of time to measure her choice. She didn't want to force pressure, and naturally she did not ask Anran to visit.
An Jin's dark eyes stared at the scenery motionless.
She is testing!
The girl is struggling to walk in this rich and noble hometown. She is always cautious and exercises early and meticulously. Her eldest sister-in-law has always been kind to her, but this time she has turned a deaf ear to her. An Jin has vaguely guessed something.
Although she made up her mind to do this today, An Jin has always been a little worried.
Even my mother knows that the dark tide in the royal palace is surging, and she is as smart as the eldest sister-in-law, and she will certainly not be unaware of it.
An Jin thought about these days and became more and more sure that her brother and sister-in-law had seen the fire.
In fact, from the beginning, she had no choice.
How eager she is to live a life without fear in the sun, not seeking wealth, as long as she is safe and happy.
Without difficulties and ridicule, a husband can respect each other, and his descendants will share their family in the future.
That's all.
But fate will not be so favored in the end.
An Jin held her palm slightly and felt the sweat between her palms.
She finally saw the beautiful smile unfold and said, "The third sister's words are heavy. I should have visited her in person, but she was busy with trifles..."
This is "admitting" that Enron was entrusted by himself.
An Jin knows it's not.
was relieved, and then gently pushed the brocade box that had been on the case for a while to Yijing's hand: "I'm worried about my sister-in-law, a little gift, just to show my heart." But he stood up and bowed solemnly: "My sister-in-law is busy and dare not disturb her."
So goodbye.
Yijing got up, but did not see each other off. She watched An Jin leave with a smile. The girl stepped on the wooden c logs a little slowly, but did not stagnate.
It was not until An Jin turned the fork in the road that beautiful scenery opened the box on the case.
A golden hairpin is very dazzling on the vermilion soft brocade.