Chapter 107 Stay in my room tonight
"What a disappointing time." Larryvi walked slowly with an unhappy face, because I carried Hilmi on my back. The guy was drunk, so that she had to walk by herself. No one carried her. Although there was also her sister Aina, it was obvious that Ena would not be willing to carry Larivi at all.
We walked slowly on the path. Linover was particularly deserted at night. We finally found a pub with lights, and then we planned to stay here for one night. We will leave for Bier early tomorrow morning. There is not much time, so we have to leave quickly.
I came to a dark room with Hilmi behind my back. We just found the room casually. The layout was very simple, but it was much better than the wooden house I had lived in for the past five years. I looked around and walked in, and then came to the bedside to put Hilmi down. I was exhausted. He also sat down on the bed and remembered what he said to me when he was in a separate room with his friends. "Nia, Hilmi will be handed over to you."
"Damn guys..." I said depressedly that this was only for Ina and Larivi. The matter of bringing Hilmi in should have been given to them. After all, it was a girl, but since at that time, the two seemed to have collusion, Larivi pretended to fall asleep in an instant, and then Ina excused to take a sister. Sister, go to bed and run away... Can't you come out to pick up Hilmi anymore?
I turned my head and looked at Hilmi on the bed. At this time, there were only two of us in this room, and my heartbeat couldn't help but accelerate. Although she was nominally my fiancee, I didn't plan to marry Hilmi, and I had always wanted to find an opportunity to push it off, but my heart still had some throbbing. After all, Ermi is an aristocratic girl, and naturally she is very beautiful, and it is difficult to grasp an impulse at my age. In this environment, I even have some ideas that I don't want to say. I want to get married naturally, or even be a little guilty, while Hilmy is asleep now...
Let's leave, otherwise I really can't say it... I thought about closing my eyes and sighing, so I stood up and turned around to leave, but suddenly a pair of slender hands hugged me from behind. I was shocked, Hilmy?
I turned my head and saw that I didn't know when Hilmi had woken up, but now he was holding me.
"Are you not drunk?" Did I ask doubtfully, or did I wake up again?
"How can anyone get drunk after a sip of wine?" Hilmi's voice was a little weak, and I put my head on my back, and I could feel the trembling on her arm.
"Then why are you pretending to be drunk? What's wrong?" I asked in silence for a long time.
"I want to see what you will do to the drunk girl." Hilmi said calmly, "Nia, I don't think you care much about my business."
"Why do you think so..." I said, and my heartbeat couldn't help but accelerate a little. Is it possible to say something today? I have such a hunch that the tension also climbed to my chest in an instant.
"We haven't seen each other for five years, but you don't have much words about my fiancee. You don't have the excitement of seeing me for a long time. It's very ordinary and calm, like... I'm just a friend of you." Hilmi said lightly, but what she said was very correct.
"Hilmi... I do think of you as a good friend."
"Is there nothing else? I'm your fiancee, aren't I?" Hilmi's arms tightened slightly and took a heavy breath. In this quiet room, any small voice could be heard clearly.
"Hilmi, in fact...I..." I paused and wanted to tell her now, but I couldn't say it.
"Nia, stay in my room tonight..." Hilmi interrupted me, and for some reason, he didn't seem to want to hear me continue.
"Tonight?" I was stunned and said, "How can that work?"
In a room accompanied by a beautiful woman, how can it be held? I immediately refused.
"Just stay with me... just talk." Hilmi's voice became smaller and smaller. He let go of his arms and hugged me and said, "I haven't seen you for five years. Although you have appeared these days, you seem to have been avoiding talking too much with me, and I have a lot to say to you in my heart, just to you."
It's true that I basically stay in the room these days. Even if I go out for a walk, I just say hello when I meet Hilmi, and then walk away without saying much. I stay with my friends the rest of the time, and I rarely talk to Hilmy. Naturally, I want Hilmi to understand that I don't like her...< /P>
I was about to refuse, but my head was electrocuted by an electric current, and there was a tingling pain. It was definitely impossible to do it!
I immediately shouted to Mo Qingyu in the spiritual world, "What are you doing!"
"Stay with her, or I will ignore you!"
"It's none of my business if you ignore it!" I said angrily, inexplicably, no one would be happy if I was electrocuted in my head.
Nia! This is a good opportunity! You can take the opportunity to talk to Hilmi tonight. Mo Qingyu's voice of dissatisfaction came out.
"What's the hurry! Didn't I tell you that I would say it when I came back from Bier?
"Anyway, you accompany her. Do you have the nerve to abandon them like this!"
"Anyway, I'm not here with her!" I don't know what to say, and it's too much to abandon, but my behavior seems to be like this, so I said to her angrily.
" put away your childish character! Nia! Think about who risked his life to find someone like Kira in a damn dungeon to save you! If it weren't for Hilmi! You will die if you look for it now!" Mo Qingyu said, and these things hit my heart like a stone. She didn't say that I really forgot. At that time, Hilmi seemed to have been raped by the jailer. Later, the whole prisoner was slaughtered by the army sent by Hilmi's father. At that time, it shook the empire for a while, a The number of jailers in the cage is not small, but they can be killed.
"Okay..." I lowered my head and said, slowly turned around mechanically and looked at Hilmy. Hilmy was also a little stunned. She should have no hope of me staying. Her cheeks were red, and I don't know when there were tears in my eyes. I had always turned my back to her and didn't see these. .
"Just talking! Don't do anything else!" Hilmi said in silence for a while, then crossed his legs and sat back a little, making room for me. I took off my shoes and sat in front of Hilmi, but her words made me laugh, as if I had insisted on staying...
On a long night, we chatted face to face, talked and talked about a lot of things. Hilmi patiently told me about her life over the years. She has always been in the imperial capital's home. Every day, she trains and studies. Occasionally, she goes to Gorfield Province to find everyone to play, but every time she comes out Not much. Sometimes I have to stay for a day or two to go back to my family to continue studying. Five years of life is also very boring. I also carefully told her about my life in the past five years. Every interesting adventure, of course, is a processed version! Make my image better! She was happy to hear it.
Obviously, I feel that Hilmi has been indifferent these days. I thought she had become a little silent for five years, but now it seems that she has not changed much from five years ago. She is still the same Hilmi five years ago, my childhood playmate.
It was late at night, and Hilmi had fallen asleep and lay on my lap. I was supposed to lie down for a while, but then I didn't refuse. This feeling of closeness made me want to get closer to her, and then I continued to tell the story, only to find that she had fallen asleep.
"Well, I thought I would talk all night." I looked at her and sighed, "I didn't say anything."
Gently picked up Hilmi, and then put her on the bed. When I touched her, the soft feeling from my hand made me stop for a moment. My eyes wandered on Hilmi, and then fell on her thighs, white legs... I shook my head and put her on the bed. He took his sight away, coughed gently, and couldn't help but beat his heart.
If it is another woman, maybe I will still look at it unscrupulously and feel a little cool in my heart, but for Hilmi, she is my partner and also a person who is difficult for me to treat with a normal attitude, because I am not very good at dealing with our relationship.
In my previous life, I never had too much contact with girls. I have always had a view that women are troublesome things, and men are easily restricted by them, so I didn't like to contact women until I met Mo Qingyu, who was the partner assigned to me by the director. She was an example. Outside, a cowhide candy that can't be shaken away.
I have always carried out tasks alone, and I have never been a partner, so I still carry out tasks alone as usual, but Mo Qingyu will keep up with me every time. She has a good talent in electronic software. She can easily decipher me and the director's text messages, phone calls, and any tasks I receive every time. However, she later inexplicably became a real partner, and then slowly felt something about her until they walked together.
"I'm so tired." I looked up at the ceiling and narrowed my eyes tiredly, so bright... I opened my eyes and climbed to the head of the bed to blow out the candle. Suddenly, the room turned dark. I narrowed my eyes again to relieve the fatigue of my eyelids. Just squint for a while.
"Squint for a while... just..."