Chapter 22 The Past and the Future
"Chen'er, my parents are fine, aren't they?"
"Very good." Wu Ming and Wangchen came back from Wu Ming's parents' house. Wu Ming was busy asking about Wangchen's feelings, but Wangchen did not have any special feelings.
"Didn't they ask you anything to embarrass you?"
"No." Wangchen doesn't know why Wu Ming is so nervous, but in fact, there is really nothing. As Wu Ming said, his parents are really good and give him a very warm feeling.
"Very good." Wu Ming took Wangchen home. To be honest, he was actually very uneasy. After all, his parents hoped that he could like women from the bottom of their hearts. This time he took Wangchen home, he didn't want to embarrass him. Fortunately, my parents really accepted their sexual orientation and the forgetfulness they brought back.
Wu Ming and Wangchen arrived at their home. As soon as they entered the house, Wu Ming still habitually hugged Wangchen.
Maybe it's a habit, maybe it's like, and Wang Chen is in Wu Ming's arms like this. There seems to be nothing else to break the warmth of the two.
Wu Ming's mobile phone vibrated, so he held Wangchen with one hand and took out his mobile phone with the other.
"Hello." Wu Ming picked up his mobile phone.
"I'm not good." The sound from the mobile phone made Wu Ming reflexively let go of the forgetful dust in his arms and go to the place where the dust could not be heard.
He looked at Wu Ming in puzzledly, but Wu Ming motioned him not to worry.
"Deep?" Wu Ming asked on his mobile phone.
"Do you still remember me?"
"How can you do it?"
"Why can't I, President Cheng, is your farce a little too much?"
"I..."
"Cheng Chen, what do you want to do? Makes me angry? Make me jealous? You did it!"
"Deep..."
"Don't call me deep. I wish you and your new lover happiness!"
"Shen, listen to me..." Shen Shen over there suddenly hung up the phone, making Wu Ming helpless.
"What's the matter?" What Wangchen said most is this sentence. Who makes him know nothing and know nothing?
"It's okay." Wu Ming could avoid the contact with Wangchen's eyes, "I want to be quiet alone." Wu Ming walked to the bedroom, and such a sentence interrupted Wangchen's footsteps.
"Good." Wang Chen stopped in the living room and watched Wu Ming walk into the bedroom.
The quiet living room was waiting. He hadn't seen Wu Ming come out for a long time. He slowly approached the bedroom and saw Wu Ming holding his head in pain and muttering in the crack of the door that had never been closed.
When Wang Chen first went in to comfort him, he heard Wu Ming's words.
"I'm not Wu Ming, I'm Cheng Chen, I don't love forget dust, I love Shen Shen..." Wu Ming hinted in his heart, because everything he had been out of his control, Shen Shen's phone rang the alarm for him.
Wangchen doesn't understand what Wu Ming said. What does it mean that he is not Wu Ming but Cheng Chen, Cheng Chen? Shen Shen? What kind of people are they? However, Wu Ming's next sentence made Wang Chen stunned again.
"Wangchen and I are just a game, a game..." Wu Ming told himself alertly.
"A game?" Wang Chen whispered outside the door. He silently closed the door for Wu Ming and sat on the sofa in the living room pretending not to know anything.
Wu Ming, whether you are Wu Ming or the so-called Cheng Chen, as long as you don't say separation, I pretend to know nothing. Wu Ming, you are struggling because I'm a little important, right? Wu Ming, can you lie to me for a long time? Wang Chen turned on the TV, trying to make the noise of the TV forget all the scenes he had just seen and heard.
That night, the TV was not turned off, and Wangchen and Wu Ming did not sleep.
"Chen'er, what's the plan for this morning?" Wu Ming pretended to have nothing to do.
"In the morning, you will attend the jewelry exhibition of Shengfu Jewelry Company." Wang Chen also pretended to have no answer.
"Then get ready. Let's go."
"Good."
Wu Ming drove the car and Wangchen sat on the co-pilot. Both of them tried their best to forget something. Wu Ming seemed to naturally discuss some topics they often discussed with Wangchen. Wangchen also tried to answer calmly. However, they all knew that some things could not be changed after all.
Wu Ming entered the exhibition with Wangchen. Of course, the media did not let go of such an opportunity and flocked to take photos. Wu Ming hugged Wangchen and took photos naturally, but when Shen Shen appeared, everything changed. Time seemed to stop at that moment. Only Shen Shen, Wu Ming and Wangchen. Wu Ming looked at Shen Shen's heartbroken eyes and let go of Wangchen's shoulder like being hit by electricity. Wang Chen just looked at Wu Ming and said nothing. Shen Shen watched them turn around and leave, and Wu Ming wanted to catch up but did not move.
The media beside me were very happy to see it. These are all news and naked money. They seem to have seen the scene of newspapers selling well.
"Ming?"
"It's okay." Wu Ming came to forget the dust and continued his activities. Everyone thought that the president of Cheng's Group dumped the vice president of Sun Moon Network Company, but Wu Ming himself did not know how to answer.
Wu Ming was very busy today. He attended three activities with Wangchen, and their every move seemed to be a loud slap on Shen Shen.
In the evening, Wu Ming and Wangchen returned home. Wu Ming did not hold Wangchen as usual, but fell on **. He was very tired, both physically and mentally.
Wangchen retreats to the guest room and sleeps at the end. Maybe he feels that everything will be fine when he wakes up.
"Hello." Wu Ming didn't have the habit of electric display, so he answered the phone officially.
"Cheng Chen, are you enough?" Shen Shen's voice on the other end of the phone was crying, which made Wu Ming uncomfortable.
"I..."
"What are you? Cheng Chen, I hate you." Shen Shen hung up the phone. Wu Ming could imagine how sad Shen Shen was, but what could he do? Wu Ming comforted himself that he only made Shen Shen jealous and wanted Shen Shen to apologize to him. Yes, it was to let Shen Shen apologize to him that he ended what he thought was the so-called game. However, everyone knows that Wu Ming is just making excuses for himself to not only let him lose Shen Shen and continue to be with Wangchen.
Wu Ming, no, it should be said to be Cheng Chen. He has always felt that he loves Shen Shen, but he doesn't know that this kind of love has already become a responsibility, a responsibility to his family. However, when he became Wu Ming and met Wangchen, the kind of emotion towards Wangchen at this time, the kind of emotion he had never wanted to believe, that was love. As Wu Ming, he thought it was just an accessory to the game. As Cheng Chen, he selectively forgot. He will never understand that such a game will make him lose himself.
Wu Ming subconsciously told him that he could not let Shen Shen be sad, but his emotions told him that he could not lose his forgetful dust. Contradictions, huge contradictions filled Wu Ming's mind.
When faced with difficult things to choose, most people choose to escape, and Wu Ming is no exception.
As if nothing happened, nothing happened, Wu Ming comforted himself. Maybe he didn't know that the seeds of uneasiness between him and Wangchen were sown like this.
It was another night's sleepless night. The next day, Wangchen habitually made breakfast, and Wu Ming sat quietly at the dinner table. The two of them ate peacefully, but the quiet atmosphere and depressing atmosphere made Wu Ming feel that he had to do something.
"Dust."
"Hmm."
"Let's go out and play." Wu Ming wants to leave the city with Wangchen. This uneasy city is good, even if it is just a short escape.
"Where are you going?"
"How about the Maldives?"
"Do you want to go abroad?"
"Yes."
"I don't want to go abroad."
"Go to Shangri-La?" Wu Ming asked.
Wang Chen shook his head.
"Where do you want to go?"
"Mountain climbing."
"Mountain climbing? Which scenic spot is called mountain climbing?
"I just want to climb the surrounding mountains."
"What's the point of this!" Wu Ming was dissatisfied and wanted to take Wangchen out of here.
"I want to go." Wangchen's persistence made Wu Ming's plan impossible to be implemented, but since Wangchen liked Wu Ming, he agreed. After all, Wu Ming realized that his behavior hurt Wangchen.
"Well, which mountain should I go to?"
"The nearest one."
"The one without a name?"
"Yes."
"Let's go."
"Now?"
"Yes."
"You have a lot of trips today."
"Push it off."
"But..." Wang Chen hesitated a little.
"No, but let's go." After saying that, Wu Ming immediately packed up his things. Wangchen saw his busy figure and unconsciously asked that sentence.
"Ming, are we really lovers?"
When Wu Ming heard this sentence, he couldn't help but move his hand. Are we really lovers? Wu Ming also asked himself that.
"Chen'er, we are." Wu Ming must have looked at Wangchen. At least now, Wu Ming added such a sentence in his heart. Fortunately, Wang Chen didn't hear it. Fortunately, he could hear it himself.
Wu Ming held what they wanted to use in one hand and was ready to drive to climb the mountain with Wangchen in the other hand.
"Let's go hiking." Forget the dust proposal.
"It's far away." Wu Ming frowned and considered Wangchen's suggestion.
"Forget it." Wangchen sat in the car, and Wu Ming saw that Wangchen did not insist, so he drove to the destination. He never knew that Wangchen wanted to take him a long time, because Wangchen realized that such a life would not last very long.
No one opened his mouth in the car all the way. Wang Chen looked out of the window while Wu Ming stared ahead. Wu Ming tried to break this dullness several times, but the words came to his mouth but swallowed it.
Chener, what should I say to comfort you and tell you that I love you.
How can I tell you that I love you but I can't beat him.
How can I tell you that our time will eventually pass.
How can I tell you that we will eventually be separated.
I'm sorry, Chener, I'm sorry.
Hate me, Chener, hate me forever. The more you hate, the deeper you are, and the more you hate, the clearer you will be.
In this way, I, you will never forget.
Forgive me, I just love you so much.
"Ming, did I say I love you?" Wangchen continued to look out of the window without looking at Wu Ming.
"No." Wu Ming held the hand of the steering wheel and suddenly grasped it.
"I love you." Wang Chen looked at Wu Ming, but Wu Ming did not look at him. Because Wu Ming did not dare to look into Wangchen's sincere eyes, Wu Ming summoned up his courage to open his mouth
"I also..." But I didn't expect him to cover his mouth by Wangchen.
"I know. That's enough." Is it enough to know that Wu Ming loves Wangchen, or is it enough to know that their love is enough? Maybe lies are enough. Maybe love is enough.
"Dust." Wu Ming wants to say something, but...
"Let's drive." For a while, the car was quiet again. The quiet sadness made people's heart-ache.
Their love has the past but no future.