Chapter 72 Life, Oldness, Illness and Death

"Grandma, I'm back. Do you miss me?" Since he met Cheng Chen, Shen Shen has moved away from the place where Grandma Suri lives. Although he left here, Shen Shen did not forget here. Grandma Si Ri is still his grandmother. Shen Shen is very filial to Grandma Si Ri. She must spend the night at Si Ri's house three days a week. Because Shen Shen is afraid that even she will leave her grandmother will become very lonely. Although Chu Si Ri will call home and talk to Si Ri every three months, Shen Shen knows that this is not enough and far from enough, so he will try his best to stay with Si Ri. . So every time Shen Shen came back, Grandma Si Ri was very happy.

However, Shen Shen still has secrets hidden from Grandma Si Ri. For example, he moved out of the house not by himself, but with his lover Cheng Chen, and his lover is still a man. Shen Shen didn't tell Grandma Si Ri, and he didn't dare to say it. Shen Shen remembered the sad appearance of Grandma Si Ri when Chu Si came out, so he didn't want Grandma Si Ri to be sad again, so he concealed it. It was just a feeling of guilt that stayed in Shen Shen's heart.

"Grandma?" Shen Shen was a little strange. His grandmother was absolutely happy to greet him when he came back. Why was there no movement today? A very uneasy mood suddenly appeared in Shen Shen's heart.

"Grandma? Are you all right?" Shen Shen threw all the gifts in his hand aside and looked for his grandmother everywhere in the room. Living room? No. The kitchen? No. The toilet? Neither. Shen Shen panicked. Bedroom? Finally found it. Shen Shen breathed a breath.

Seeing Grandma lying quietly asleep, Shen Shen Shen couldn't help walking lightly and walked to Grandma to help her cover the quilt.

Shen Shen's hand accidentally rubbed against Grandma Suri's arm. It's so cold! This is Shen Shen's only feeling. That uneasy feeling surged into Shen Shen's heart again.

"Grandma?" Shen Shen couldn't help calling her grandmother's name again.

Grandma Si Ri quietly didn't respond.

"Grandma?" Shen Shen didn't realize that his voice had trembled a little.

Grandma Si Ri's pale face seemed to tell Shen Shen some information.

"Grandma." Shen Shen shouted again, and tears uncontrollably dripped on Grandma Suri's hand along Shen Shen's cheeks. The heat of the tears and the coldness of the hand formed a sharp contrast.

"Grandma, wake up, don't blind me." Shen Shen shook Grandma Si Ri's shoulder with tears as if to wake Grandma Si Ri from a sleep that would never wake up.

"Grandma!" Shen Shen lay on Grandma Si Ri's body and cried weakly.

Shen Shen never thought that Grandma Si Ri would leave her one day. In Shen Shen's heart, Grandma Li Li and Chu Si are his closest family members, and today's sudden departure made Shen Shen suddenly at a loss. Shen Shen hated himself so much. Why didn't he find anything wrong with Grandma Suri when he came here a few times ago? Shen Shen regretted moving out. He should have stayed with Grandma Suri. He should have stayed here, but now he hasn't even seen Grandma Suri's last meeting.

Shen Shen didn't know how long he cried. His tears dried up. He became extremely calm, but no one could see that there was a strong sadness around him.

Perhaps because it was calm, Shen Shen found a letter on Grandma Si Ri's pillow, which said "Deep enlightenment". Shen Shen knew that this was Grandma Si Ri's words. Grandma Si Ri's words were very beautiful, like the ladies in the early days. Shen Shen also knew that this was a letter for himself.

Shen Shen opened the envelope tremblingly and took out the last words that Grandma Si Ri left in the world. This is Grandma Suri's suicide note, but it is more like a letter to her family. The letter reads:

Cute Xiaoshen:

When you saw this letter, grandma had already passed away. I hope you won't be scared when you see grandma's body.

Grandma has always had a feeling during this period, feeling that her life is coming to an end. Grandma is actually doing well. You and Xiao Ri'er are both grandma's pride. If there is any regret, it is that I shouldn't have taken Xiao Ri'er at the beginning... I don't know if Xiao Ri'er still hates grandma. I hope he will forgive grandma.

Xiao Shen, maybe you don't know that when people are about to leave, they will really look down on everything. Grandma is like this. Grandma hopes that you and Xiao Ri can be very happy in the future.

Grandma has another thing to trouble Xiaoshen. When Xiao Ri'er comes back, he may not come back. Anyway, grandma wants you to tell Xiao Ri'er that no matter what happened before, he is Grandma's good grandson. Let him chase whatever he wants. Grandma won't stop him anymore. As long as he is happy, grandma will be happy in heaven.

Also, Xiaoshen, you haven't brought your sweetheart back to show your grandma. Do you hate grandma?

"No!" Shen Shen's tears kept flowing, and he continued to read Grandma Si Ri's letter in the world of water.

Grandma knows it's not. Grandma wants to say that Grandma also wants Xiaoshen to be happy. As long as you are well, Grandma will be happy. Therefore, Xiaoshen, you should also grasp your own happiness. Grandma wishes you!

"Grandma..." Shen Shen's voice choked a little.

Xiao Shen, don't be sad about grandma's departure. It's enough for grandma to live so old. Grandma is going to find your grandpa. When he left me alone in that world, grandma is going to find him.

Xiaoshen told Xiao Rier not to be sad or feel guilty. Grandma only hopes that you can live well and find your own home.

Grandma's time is really coming. Don't be sad. Grandma will look at you in the sky.

Love your grandma forever

"Grandma!" Shen Shen held the belief tightly in his arms and couldn't cry.

Shen Shen wanted to call Chu Si Ri, but he didn't know Chu Si Ri's number. At this time, he couldn't help but resent why Chu Si Ri was so mysterious!

The second person Shen Shen thought of was Cheng Chen.

"Shen..." Shen Shen's voice choked.

"Deep? What's wrong with you?" Cheng Chen heard that Shen Shen's voice was obviously wrong at the other end of the phone. He couldn't help but worry. Who dared to make Xiao Shen cry? I wanted to make him look good. Cheng Chen thought so.

"Shen..." Shen Shen's words were incomplete, and the sadness in his heart cried out for a while.

"Deep, don't worry, I'll be right there." Cheng Chen couldn't help but feel a little distressed when listening to Shen Shen's choking.

"Hmm." Hearing Cheng Chen's voice, Shen Shen's mood was obviously much calmer.

"Wait for me." Cheng Chen said, and there was a tinkling sound on the phone. Shen Shen knew that it was Cheng Chen's anxious voice. There was a warm current in Shen Shen's sad heart.

"Hmm." Shen Shen hung up the phone and looked at the grandmother who would never wake up and call him quietly waiting for Cheng Chen's arrival.

Cheng Chen did not know where Shen Shen was, because Shen Shen would report to him every time he went out, and what Shen Shen didn't know was that Cheng Chen sent several bodyguards to secretly protect Shen Shen. Even if Shen Shen did not explain his whereabouts to Cheng Chen, Cheng Chen would grasp his whereabouts as soon as possible. Cheng Chen doesn't want to monitor his lover, but really protects Shen Shen's safety. Cheng's Group is not as harmonious as outsiders think, so he is worried that something will happen to Shen Shen, so naturally he has to work hard.

Cheng Chen quickly came to the door of Grandma Suri's house. As for the door lock, Cheng Chen decisively took out a key to copy Shen Shen. Originally, it was for a rainy day, but it was really useful one day.

"Deep." Cheng Chen was distressed when he saw Shen Shen sitting by the bedside, and his voice unconsciously softened.

"Shen?" When Shen Shen saw Cheng Chen, he rushed into Cheng Chen's arms.

"It's okay. I'm here." Cheng Chen looked at the old man lying quietly and understood the general idea.

"Grandma, grandma is gone." The tears that stopped after Shen Shen said fell down again.

"Don't be sad. If you are sad, grandma will be sad too." Cheng Chen hugged Shen Shen tightly to comfort him.

"It's not here." Shen Shen has been repeating this sentence. Despite the established facts when Grandma Si Ri left, Shen Shen still doesn't want to believe it emotionally.

"Good boy, don't cry. Look, grandma walks peacefully. Are you going to make her uneasy?"

"..." Shen Shen squeezed his mouth and looked at Grandma Si Ri, and found that Grandma Si Ri's expression was very peaceful, as if she was still sleeping and dreaming.

"Don't be sad." Cheng Chen looked at Shen Shen sadly.

"Hmm." Shen Shen looked at Cheng Chen, and then brought Cheng Chen to Grandma Suri's bed.

Cheng Chen did not stop Shen Shen's action, but was very obedient.

"Grandma, look, this is the person I like. His name is Cheng Chen, and he is a big boss! He is very kind to me and I am very happy. Shen Shen smiled hard, but tears dripped.

"Grandma, I'm Cheng Chen. Don't worry, I will take good care of Shen!" Cheng Chen made a vow in front of Grandma Si Ri.

Grandma Si Ri seemed to hear this oath, and there was a little curvature at the corners of her mouth. I don't know whether it was the illusion of her eyes or Grandma Si Ri's spirit in the sky.

Chu Suri, who is far away in the sky, is carrying out the same task as one plus one equals two in his eyes. However, when he successfully cut off the vitality of the mission target, the dagger that has followed him for many years has not been interrupted without warning.

Chu Siri frowned. He took out his mobile phone and dialed the phone at home uneasily.

In his memory, Grandma Si Ri's kind voice did not sound, but a boy answered the phone. He knew it was Shen Shen.

"Deep? Are you at home? Where's grandma?" Chu Sil didn't know what his uneasiness was. He always felt that something was going to happen.

"Sri, go home!" Shen Shen said what he had said countless times, but this time his plea was definitely more profound than before.

"What's the matter?" Chu Sri really found something wrong with Shen Shen.

"Grandma...milk...milk..." Shen Shen found that he had not told the truth to Chu Suri but was overwhelmed by tears.

"What's wrong with grandma?" Chu Suri's voice was suddenly rising. He couldn't believe what had happened and what was that uneasiness!

"Milk...Milk..." Shen Shen couldn't say.

"What's the matter, tell me!" Chu Suri knew how bad his attitude was at this time, but that uneasy feeling made him unable to care so much.

"Grandma is gone!" Shen Shen summoned up his greatest courage.

Pang... The mobile phone fell to the ground from Chu Si Ri's hand and changed to twice.

Grandma, are you gone? Chu Si stood on the spot and couldn't speak for a long time.