Chapter 142 Doomed Separation
Unconsciously, Long and Feng have been in the human world for more than half a year, but these half a year are not as beautiful as Long and Feng expected.
When Feng got up early in the morning, when Feng was making breakfast for the dragon, the ground began to shake violently. The dragon, who was watching Feng cook, quickly propped up the boundary and protected the Feng under him. Feng grasped the dragon's skirt tightly and buried himself in the dragon's arms.
The earth is trembling. Although there are only a few moments, its fierceness cannot be underestimated.
Finally, everything turned into peace. There was no damage to the dragon and phoenix's home because of the dragon's spells. It should be a fortunate thing, but...
"How many times is this?" Feng asked with a wry smile.
"..." The dragon was silent.
"Dragon, how many times do you think this is?" Feng asked.
"..." The dragon is still silent.
"Say it! How many times has such a disaster happened!" Feng's mood suddenly became excited.
"Phoenix." The dragon gently called Feng's name.
"...I'm sorry, I... I'm so excited..." Feng broke her shoulders and looked out of the window sadly.
"Don't say sorry." The dragon hugged the phoenix tightly.
"Where are we going to move this time?"
"..."
"Let's move to an empty place."
"Good."
"This earthquake is because of us, isn't it?"
"Feng, this is just a coincidence."
"The first flood flooded the place where we live and killed hundreds of people. You said it was a coincidence. I believe it. The second time, there was a strong earthquake in that place. You said it was a coincidence, and I believed it. The third time... The third outbreak of plague caused countless deaths and injuries. You said it was a coincidence, and I still believed it, but you took me out of that place, didn't you? You also know that everything is our fault, don't you? Look, in the past six months, no matter where we go, there will be natural and man-made disasters, earthquakes, floods, and everything else in less than a few days. You are still telling me that this is a coincidence, Long, do you believe it yourself?
"...Feng."
"Long, what did we do wrong? What's wrong with us in loving each other? Why do you do this to us? Why?"
"..."
"No, we are indeed wrong. Maybe it was not wrong when we first fell in love, but we stubbornly killed so many innocent human beings. We are wrong. We are unforgivable villains!"
"No... It's caused by a natural disaster. It has nothing to do with you!"
"A natural disaster? Yes, those deaths are caused by natural disasters, but natural disasters are caused by us, aren't they?
"No..."
"No? Hahaha... Dragon, dragon and phoenix, the destruction of the three worlds, the transformation of dragon into nine heavens, Nirvana to build heaven and earth, the return of the gods, the awakening of all things, the beginning of reincarnation... You can't know, right? The combination of dragons and phoenixes, the three worlds are destroyed! Dragons and phoenixes, the three worlds are destroyed! It's us, it's all caused by us!"
"Feng, where did you hear about it!" Long looked at Feng in shock. Obviously, he didn't say anything but didn't want to bother Feng. Why? Why does he still know?
"You know, you know, you really know it! Why didn't you tell me!"
"You...how do you, how do you know Feng..."
"Do you want to ask me why I know? Hahaha, when I crossed the boundary gate, this passage appeared in my mind. At that time, I was thinking about seeing you and didn't care... But... But now, I have to think about it.
"Feng, we still have a lifetime to live."
"If it goes on like this, in a few years, the whole three worlds will no longer exist for a lifetime!"
"..."
"Long, let's separate."
"Feng, why do you say that every time! Separate! Separate! Do you think it's easy for me to separate from you? How much have we gone through to strive for a short time together like now? Why do you give up like this every time!"
"Do I want to give up? Yes, everything is forcing me to give up! Can we be together forever? No! You know it, don't you? For these short decades, do we have to build some time on the premise that countless people die for no reason? Thinking that people die for us every day, how can you let me live happily with you! How do you want me to do this!"
"Feng, don't think about it, okay? Let's just go on for our own selfishness... okay? Don't leave me..."
"I also want to be selfish! But my heart doesn't allow it..."
"Feng, don't leave me!" Long hugged Feng tightly and didn't let Feng break away from him.
"..." Feng was silent.
"Phoenix!" Long shouted the dragon and called Feng's name painfully. He didn't want to see Feng lose his mind and be confused.
"Let's go out and have a look." Feng said softly, weak like a breeze, so that the dragon wanted to catch him but could only watch him fly away.
"Feng, why? Let's just stay in the house, okay? Is it okay?"
"I want to go out and have a look..."
"Why do you want to see it! Why!" The dragon is a little crazy.
Regardless of the dragon's behavior, he broke away the dragon's hand and walked out of the room step by step.
The dragon looked at the back of the phoenix, with deep sadness in his eyes.
"Look." Feng looked ahead and said softly.
"..." Long did not answer, although he knew that Feng was talking to him.
"Did you hear that?"
"What?"
"Listen, there are the sound of crying everywhere, and the sadness of death everywhere..."
"...I can't hear it."
"You lied." Feng had no expression, and her tone was also very light, as if she would disturb the dead with a loud voice.
"..."
"You see, the child lost his father, the woman lost her husband who loved him... and that... the old man lost his only grandson. All these tragedies are caused by us!"
"..."
"Look, those who died suddenly because of the earthquake, their souls are also crying..."
"Feng, let's go home."
"Dragon, we have to face these tragedies."
"...Can we..."
"Can you do something? Can you not mention these and treat it as if you haven't seen anything? Can you do it? Long, can you really do it?
"... can."
"Dragon, you lied again." Feng laughed, "Your heart is also sad. I heard his sadness."
"You heard it wrong."
"Real?"
"Feng, please."
"Dragon, let's separate."
"No..."
"There are enough people who have died. We have been deeply guilty. Don't... Don't do this again!"
"Since we have sinned deeply, our sins are unforgivable!"
"We can't do it anymore, can we?"
"Phoenix!"
"Long, you know, how many fights we have had during this period, and how unpleasant we have had! Our previous love is no longer as warm as when we met in the human world. We can't go back, and we can't go back.
"Really, can't you go back?" The dragon let go of the hand holding the phoenix.
"Yes, I can't go back."
"Feng, I love you." The dragon said softly.
"Dragon, I love you too, but we can't afford love anymore."
"...isn't it? Right..." Long looked at the gray sky and suddenly felt empty in his heart.
"Dragon, let's say goodbye." Feng looked at the dragon with a smile.
"Don't laugh if you don't want to laugh."
"I want to laugh. You can also smile and show me."
The dragon controlled the muscles of his face, pulled the corners of his mouth, and smiled at Feng.
"It's so ugly." The corners of Feng's eyes were wet.
"Hmm." The dragon continued to keep a stiff smile.
"Goodbye, my love. No, goodbye, my love.
"Farewell, my love..." Long didn't know how strong he was to say such words. He looked at Feng and smiled at him, turned around and walked towards the distance step by step.
Looking at Feng's back, the dragon's heart is like a knife.
"Phoenix!" The dragon rushed forward and hugged the phoenix tightly from behind. I regret it, I regret it."
"Dragon, let go." Feng tried to restrain his impulse to turn back, because he knew that if he turned around, he might never leave again.
"Phoenix."
"Dragon, short-term pain is better than long-term pain."
"Phoenix." Long gently called Feng's name painfully and slowly let go of his hand holding Feng.
"Farewell." The phoenix gently opened her red lips.
"...wait..." The dragon grabbed Feng's hand.
"..." Feng stopped and said nothing. Because all his strength is controlling his tears.
"Feng, oath beads." The dragon said and took out the oath beads that they had made a bloody oath.
"..." Feng didn't understand why the dragon took out this bead and looked at the dazzling phoenix. Feng thought to herself, "Maybe this time, I really want to swear to be broken."
"Phoenix." The dragon called Feng's name and spit out a mouthful of blood wrapped in vow beads.
"What are you doing!" Feng looked at the dragon hurt herself like this and roared at the dragon worriedly.
"Ha ha." Long wiped the blood from the corners of his mouth, "Our love is hopeless, but my feelings for you will not disappear. Although the oath pearl is about to disappear because it can't be realized, I can keep it forever with my heart and blood as a medium. Feng, can you take this unfulfilled oath as our commemoration?
"Okay." With that, Feng took out her vow beads and spit out a mouthful of blood on it.
"Feng, you..."
"Isn't it too little for the two of us to have one vow bead as a souvenir?"
"Phoenix."
"You take my bead, and I'll take yours."
"Good."
The phoenix held the dragon's vow beads and felt hot in his hand.
"I'm really leaving this time." Feng clenched the beads in his hand and put him next to his heart.
"Hmm." The dragon loosened the hand holding the phoenix's skirt.
"Don't tell me to turn back." Feng looked at the ground and said.
"...Good."
"No goodbye."
"Hmm."
"..." In silence, Feng embarked on the road back to the earth.
The dragon stood still and did not move. In this way, he watched Feng's back fade away and disappear into the horizon.
The dragon picked up the oath beads in his hand and was silently distracted...
It's just that the vow beads have no dazzling light, but a dark brown red... The dragon groped for the vow beads, because it is the blood of the phoenix... dry blood...
The boundary pressure in the boundary gate leaked from the boundary gate to the boundary.
The elder of the Phoenix clan suddenly looked up with sadness in his eyes. He looked at the bracelet on his wrist and said in a sad tone, "After all, they have not escaped fate."
"I'm back." Feng suddenly appeared beside the elder.
"Just come back."
"I'm sorry."
"It's not your fault, my child."
"Hmm."
"Go and see Phoenix. She has been waiting for you."
"...Good."
"You are going to marry. I hope you understand."
"...I can't."
"It's not for you to get married right away. I'll give you time. Two months, you don't have an endless time in the human world."
"..."
"Go ahead."
"Yes."
Feng was distracted and walked back to the room, step by step... as slowly as possible. Because he doesn't know how to face the green plum who grew up with him.
"You're back." Huang looked at Feng and said happily.
"Hmm."
"You...you..." Huang wanted to ask but didn't know how to speak.
"It's over." Huang looked out of the window and answered her quietly.
"Cry if you want, Feng, I'll accompany you."
"No, I don't want to cry, I don't want to cry at all." Feng shook her head.
Huang stood behind Feng and said nothing. She hoped to accompany Feng in this way and share his sadness.
"Phoenix, I can't marry you."
"...Yes."
"I'm sorry."
"It doesn't matter."
"Phoenix, scold me."
"Why?"
"I'm an asshole."
"No, you're fine."
"Phoenix, don't be so kind to me."
"Will you fall in love with me?"
"..."
"Can't you? I knew it."
"I'm sorry."
"Don't apologize anymore. I know it's not under your control."
"Phoenix... Find a good person to marry. You deserve the best."
"I just want you."
"...I don't deserve it."
"I have the final say."
"Don't be silly."
"I'll wait for you."
"Don't be stupid!"
"I'll wait for you."
"You..."
"I've been waiting for you." Huang said and smiled brightly at Feng.
Feng was silent and looked out of the window without saying anything.