Chapter 64 Separation as a last resort

Chu Si, who fell on the sofa, walked to the bedroom. He sat by the bed and stretched out his right hand to touch Mu Qiyue's face.

"Yue'er, it's gone." Chu Siri looked at the sleeping Mu Qiyue and said.

"..." Mu Qiyue opened her eyes and looked at Chu Suri as if she was surprised to see that he was pretending to be asleep.

"Yueer, I know what you're thinking, but can you believe me?" Chu Siri looked at Mu Qiyue with doting eyes.

"I believe, but..."

"Moon, no one can stop us."

"Sri, maybe this is really wrong."

"Do you regret it?" Chu Sri's voice trembled imperceptably.

Mu Qiyue shook her head, "I don't regret it."

"That..."

"Sri, can you really accept everyone's responsibilities behind it?"

"I can." Chu Si Ri is very firm.

"Seri, this is not something I can solve. Can you really not care when you really hear other people's gossip?" Mu Qiyue sat up.

"I..." Chu Siri was about to answer, but Mu Qiyue put her finger on Chu Siri's lips.

"Don't make such a promise, Si Ri, it's better not to promise than to break your promise."

"How do you know that I will lose my faith, Yueer, why do you still doubt my heart?"

"No, Si Ri, I don't doubt you, I just, I just... Si Ri, there are always his variables in the future. I don't want you, but most of my hope, but later..." Mu Qiyue didn't go on.

"In the end, you still don't trust me!" Chu Sil felt a little uncomfortable.

"No, I believe you, but I don't believe in time."

"Yueer, it's so hard for us to be together, and the elders are about to agree with us, you..."

"Is it useful for them to agree just now? How will so many people treat us if they know that I am gay!" Mu Qiyue was a little excited.

"Is other people's opinions so important to you?" Chu Si Ri is also a little angry.

"Isn't it important! Si Ri, how can we only care about ourselves if we want to survive in this society!"

"I don't care! I just want to be with you!"

"Think about it now, what about the future! Can you guarantee that you will love me for the rest of your life?"

"I guarantee..."

"Sri, don't lie, who can love someone all his life."

"Me!"

"Sri, don't be stupid..."

"Why can't you trust me!" Chu Si Ri is a little crazy.

"I don't trust myself, Si Ri. Maybe you will fall in love with a beautiful woman in the future, marry her, and maybe have a lovely child."

"These are all possible! Now I just want you!"

"Sri..." Mu Qiyue didn't know how to express his feelings. He loved Chu Si Ri, but he couldn't be with Chu Si Ri all the time, because he was afraid that time would change everything. If more and more people despise them, what will Chu Si Ri do? Mu Qiyue seemed to see the picture of Chu Si Ri abandoning him. He was afraid of everything that would happen in the future.

"Moon, you..."

"Stop talking, stop talking..." Mu Qiyue didn't want to listen. He was afraid that he would change his mind after making up his mind.

"Mu Qiyue, what on earth do you want!" Chu Siri was sad and his tone became bad.

"I don't know, I don't know." Mu Qiyue did not dare to say the word separation. He was afraid of his heartache, and he was even more afraid of Chu Si's heartache. But separation is the best for Chu Si Ri, Mu Qiyue thought.

"Do you want to separate from me?" Chu Siri's words suddenly became cautious, as if he were afraid of breaking something.

"I..." Mu Qiyue hugged her legs and looked at Chu Suri with tears.

"Yueer, I was wrong. I shouldn't have yelled at you just now. Forgive me, forgive me." Chu Siri saw Mu Qiyue's eyes and knew Mu Qiyue's thoughts. He chose not to believe it, but hugged Mu Qiyue and apologized over and over again.

"Sri, I..."

"I don't listen. We will always be together."

"Sri..."

"Don't say it, I won't listen..." Chu Siri held Mu Qiyue uneasily.

"Cus Day! Let's break up!" Mu Qiyue roared loudly, and tears gushed out of her eyes.

"..." Chu Siri hugged Mu Qiyue tightly and pretended to hear nothing.

Mu Qiyue shed tears, pushed Chu Sri away with a cruel heart and walked out of the door. Mu Qiyue didn't take anything away, just like he didn't take anything when he came. Mu Qiyue left his small home where he and Chu Suri had only lived for a few days without looking back.

Chu Si's day has been maintained the action of being pushed away by Mu Qiyue after his death. His eyes were unfocused, like a soulless doll, sitting by the bedside.

A tear slowly flowed out of Chu Siri's godless eyes and fell on the back of his hand holding the sheet tightly.

Are they sad when they break up but love each other deeply?

"Yueer, if our side is a woman, will you still talk to me?" Such a sentence suddenly flashed in Chu Sri's mind. Thinking of the corner of Chu Siri's mouth, he seemed to smile and smile bitterly. How could I ask such a stupid question? Chu Siri laughed at himself and flattened himself in the ** where he and Mu Qiyue slept together. He felt the gradually dissipating temperature left by Mu Qiyue and fell into a state of emptiness. This is a measure of human self-protection. Under extreme sadness, people choose to escape and isolate the outside world. This is the case with Chusri.

Mu Qiyue, who ran all the way, did not set a direction for herself, but ran straight all the way, consuming all his physical strength and running to his heart's content. The wind around dried the tears left by Mu Qiyue.

Mu Qiyue vented pain while running, but when he fell to the ground with physical exhaustion, the painful feeling returned to Mu Qiyue.

Mu Qiyue chose to break up, but she felt painful. He knew that this was the final outcome of the two, but his heart still twitched. The violent gasp and the sweet smell of the throat made Mu Qiyue, who fell to the ground, seem to be a little better. She replaced her mental grief with physical pain, although it was cruel but still effective.

"Dad, Mom, I'm back." Mu Qiyue returned to the small tent on the construction site exhausted.

"Pray for the moon?" Qiyue's mother was overjoyed.

"You still have the face to come back!" Qiyue's father said something sarcastic, but his expression was a little relieved.

"..." Mu Qiyue didn't want to say anything more, but fell on the floor.

"Praying for the moon, what's wrong? Did that boy bully you?" Qiyue's mother came to Mu Qiyue's side to check the wound on his body.

"No." Mu Qiyue said sullenly, and his voice was not bullied at all, as if he had lost his human taste.

"That's good, that's good." Qiyue's mother was a little happy, perhaps the joy of seeing her son safe.

"What's good? Don't come back if you don't break up with that boy!"

"His father, Qiyue just came back from you..." Qiyue's mother quickly pulled Qiyue's father and asked him to say less. She didn't want her son to be driven away as soon as he came back.

"We are separated." Mu Qiyue thought that he could calmly tell Qiyue's father and mother about this matter, but when he said it, his voice trembled and there was a suppressed cry.

"Is he sorry for you?" Qiyue's mother couldn't help but be angry when she heard her son's grievances.

"I destroyed that boy." Qiyue's father wanted to rush out and beat people.

"No."

"How could that be..." Qiyue's mother patted Mu Qiyue on the back.

"Why do you ask so clearly! It's a good thing to share!" Qiyue's father was happy to hear the news that Chu Siri and Mu Qiyue were separated. No matter what the reason is, as long as they are not together, Qiyue's father doesn't care.

"..." Mu Qiyue was not talking, and Qiyue's father and Qiyue's mother didn't know how to express their opinions.

"Qiyue, go to sleep, it's okay when you sleep, ah..." Qiyue's mother patted Mu Qiyue on the back.

Qi Yue's father didn't say anything more. Anyway, what he expected most happened.

At night, Mu Qiyue's family of three did not make a sound. Qiyue's father slept peacefully and raised the corners of his mouth in his sleep. How could Qiyue's mother frown and fall asleep? Her hands never left Mu Qiyue's back. Mu Qiyue seemed to be asleep, but the pillow towel was wet, shining through the moonlight, and she could see a faint light from the corners of Mu Qiyue's eyes.

Chu Siri's small home with Mu Qiyue has been empty, so that Shen Shen has been asking about the haggard Mu Qiyue and Chu Si Ri at school for several days. And Mu Qiyue just shook her head.

Shen Shen found that Mu Qiyue had become very strange from the beginning of class, with no smile on his face or even saying a word. Shen Shen also found that Chu Sri became more strange and didn't answer the phone, and even the phone call to Suri's grandmother didn't ring, as if he had disappeared.

Ten days later, Wei Tian appeared beside Chu Si Ri and took him to the hospital. Fortunately, Wei Tian appeared to prevent Chu Si Ri from starving to death.

"It can't be saved later." The doctor said this to Wei Tian, and Wei Tian breathed a sigh of relief. Fortunately, he felt something was wrong to visit Chu Si Ri, otherwise... Wei Tian was a little afraid to think about the consequences.

I have to say that Chu Siri's vitality is really tenacious, and he automatically woke up after the doctor gave him a nutritional bottle.

"Brother Chu?" Wei Tian shouted happily when he saw Chu Siri's open eyes.

"..." Chu Siri looked at Wei Tian and slowly blinked his eyes to show that he knew whether Chu Si Ri was too weak or he didn't want to open his mouth. In short, no matter what Wei Tian said to him, Wei Tian still called the doctor to see if there was anything wrong with Chu Si Ri.

"Are you hungry out of the language barrier!" Wei Tian asked anxiously.

"He is normal!" Hungry out of the language barrier, the doctor silently complained.

Hearing the doctor's words, Wei Tian put down the stone in his heart. What just worries him is why Brother Chu looks frustrated, why he doesn't want to speak, and why he always looks out of the window! Weitian has a lot of reasons to know. He won't get depression, will he? Wei Tian is worried.

"By the way, where is my sister-in-law?" Wei Tian frowned, as if he thought of something that frowned more tightly, "Brother Chu, does this have anything to do with my sister-in-law?" Wei Tian is not calm.

"They are both two children. Why are they so... so exaggerated!" Wei Tian is puzzled again.

No one could tell Wei Tian the answer, because both of them became silent at that time.

The love between men seems to be more fragile than ordinary people's love.