Chapter 72 Life, Oldness, Illness and Death

"Grandma, I'm back. Do you miss me?" Since meeting Cheng Chen, Shen Shen has moved away from the place where Grandma Suri lives. Although he left here, Shen Shen did not forget here. Grandma Si Ri is still his grandmother. Shen Shen is very filial to Grandma Si Ri. He must spend three days a week at Grandma Si Ri's house, because Shen is afraid that his grandmother will become very lonely if he leaves. Although Chu Si Ri will call home every three months to talk to Si Ri, Shen Shen knows that this is not enough, far from enough, so he will try his best to accompany Grandma Si Ri. . So every time Shen Shen came back, Grandma Si Ri was very happy.

However, Shen Shen still has secrets from Grandma Si Ri. For example, he moved out of the house not to live alone but with his lover Cheng Chen, and his lover is still a man. Shen Shen didn't tell Grandma Si Ri, and he didn't dare to say that Shen Shen remembered the sad appearance of Grandma Si Ri when she came out of the cabinet, so he didn't want Si Ri to make Grandma Si Ri sad again, so he concealed it, just a feeling of guilt that stayed in Shen Shen's heart.

"Grandma?" Shen Shen was a little strange. His grandmother was absolutely happy to welcome him when he came back. Why was there no movement today? A very uneasy mood suddenly appeared in Shen Shen's heart.

"Grandma? Are you all right?" Shen Shen threw all the gifts in his hand aside and looked for his grandmother everywhere in the room. Living room? No. The kitchen? No. Toilet? Neither. Shen Shen panicked. Bedroom? Finally found it. Shen Shen breathed a breath.

Seeing Grandma lying quietly asleep, Shen Shen couldn't help walking lightly and went to Grandma's side to help her cover the quilt.

Shen Shen's hand accidentally rubbed against Grandma Suri's arm. It's so cold! This is Shen Shen's only feeling. That uneasy feeling surged into Shen Shen's heart again.

"Grandma?" Shen Shen couldn't help calling grandma's name again.

Grandma Siri quietly did not respond.

"Grandma?" Shen Shen didn't notice that his voice had trembled a little.

Grandma Si Ri's pale face seemed to tell Shen Shen some information.

"Grandma." Shen Shen shouted again, and tears dripped uncontrollably along Shen Shen's cheeks on Grandma Suri's hand. The heat of tears formed a sharp contrast with the coldness of her hand.

"Grandma, wake up, don't blind me." Shen Shen shook Grandma Si Ri's shoulder with tears as if to wake up Grandma Si Ri from her sleep that she would never wake up.

"Grandma!" Shen Shen lay on Grandma Si Ri's body and cried weakly.

Shen Shen never thought that Grandma Si Ri would leave him one day. In Shen Shen's heart, Grandma Ri and Chu Si Ri were his closest family members, and today's sudden departure made Shen Shen Shen suddenly at a loss. Shen Shen hated himself so much. Why didn't he find anything wrong with Grandma Suri when he came here a few times? Shen Shen regretted moving out. He should have stayed with Grandma Suri. He should have stayed here, but now he hasn't even seen Grandma Suri's last meeting.

Shen Shen didn't know how long he cried. His tears dried up, and he became extremely calm, but no one could see that there was a strong sadness around him.

Perhaps because of calmness, Shen Shen found that there was a letter on Grandma Si Ri's pillow, and the letter said "Deep enlightenment". Shen Shen knew that this was Grandma Si Ri's words, and Grandma Si Ri's words were very beautiful, like the ladies in the early days. Shen Shen also knew that this was a letter left for him.

Shen Shen opened the envelope tremblingly and took out the last words left by Grandma Si Ri in the world. This is Grandma Suri's suicide note, but it's more like a letter to her family. The letter reads:

Cute Xiaoshen:

When you saw this letter, grandma had passed away. I hope you won't be scared when you see grandma's body.

Grandma has been feeling that her life is coming to an end. Grandma is actually doing well. You and Xiao Rier are both proud of grandma. If there is any regret, it is that I shouldn't have hated Xiao Ri'er at the beginning... I don't know if Xiao Ri'er still hates grandma. I hope he will forgive grandma.

Xiao Shen, maybe you don't know that people will really take everything lightly when they are about to leave. Grandma is like this. Grandma hopes that Xiao Ri can be very happy in the future.

Grandma has another thing to trouble Xiaoshen. When Xiao Rier comes back, she may not come back. Anyway, grandma wants you to tell Xiao Rier that no matter what happened before, he is Grandma's good grandson. Let him chase whatever he wants. Grandma will never stop him again. As long as he is happy, grandma is happy in heaven.

Also, Xiaoshen, you haven't brought your sweetheart back to show grandma. Do you hate grandma?

"No!" Shen Shen's tears kept flowing, and he continued to look at Grandma Si Ri's letter in the watery world.

Grandma knows it's not. Grandma wants to say that grandma also wants Xiaoshen to be happy. As long as you are well, grandma will be happy. Therefore, Xiaoshen, you should also grasp your own happiness. Grandma wishes you!

"Grandma..." Shen Shen's voice was a little choked.

Xiao Shen, don't feel sad about grandma's departure. Grandma has lived so old, that's enough. Grandma is going to find your grandfather. When he left me alone in that world, grandma is going to find him.

Xiaoshen told Xiao Rier not to be sad or feel guilty. Grandma only hopes that you can live well and find your own home.

Grandma's time is really coming. Don't be sad. Grandma will look at you in the sky.

Love your grandma forever

"Grandma!" Shen Shen held the letter tightly in his arms and couldn't cry.

Shen Shen wanted to call Chu Si Ri, but he didn't know Chu Si Ri's number. At this time, he couldn't help but resent why Chu Si Ri made it so mysterious!

The second person Shen Shen thought of was Cheng Shen.

"Shen..." Shen Shen's voice choked.

"Deep? What's wrong with you?" Cheng Shen heard that Shen's voice was obviously wrong on the other end of the phone, and he couldn't help worrying. Who dared to make Xiao Shen cry? I wanted to make him look good. Cheng Chen thought so.

"Shen..." Shen Shen's sentence was incomplete, and his sadness came out of tears for a while.

"Deep, don't worry, I'll be there soon." Cheng Chen couldn't help but feel a little sad listening to Shen Shen's choking.

"Hmm." Hearing Cheng Chen's voice, Shen Shen's mood was obviously much calmer.

"Wait for me." Cheng Chen said, and there was a tinkling sound on the phone. Shen Shen knew that it was Cheng Chen's anxious voice. There was a warm current in Shen Shen's sad heart.

"Hmm." Shen Shen hung up the phone and looked at the grandmother who would never wake up and call him quietly waiting for Cheng Chen's arrival.

Cheng Shen did not know where Shen was, because Shen Shen would report to him every time before going out, and what Shen Shen didn't know was that Cheng Shen sent several bodyguards to secretly protect Shen Shen. Even if Shen did not explain his whereabouts to Cheng Shen, Cheng Chen would grasp his whereabouts as soon as possible. Cheng Shen did not want to monitor his lover, but really protected Shen Shen's safety. Cheng's group is not as harmonious as outsiders think, so he is worried that Shen Shen will have an accident, so naturally he has to work hard.

Cheng Chen quickly came to the door of Si Ri's grandmother's house. As for the door lock, Cheng Chen decisively took out a key to copy Shen Shen. Originally, it was for a rainy day, but he didn't expect it to be really useful one day.

"Deep." Cheng Chen was distressed when he saw Shen Shen sitting by the bed, and his voice unconsciously softened.

"Shen?" Shen Shen saw Cheng Chen and rushed into Cheng Chen's arms.

"It's okay. I'm here." Cheng Chen looked at the old man lying quietly and understood the general idea.

"Grandma, grandma is gone." Shen Shen's tears that stopped falling again.

"Don't be sad. If you are sad, grandma will be sad too." Cheng Chen hugged Shen Shen tightly and comforted him.

"It's gone." Shen Shen has been repeating this sentence. Despite the established facts when Grandma Si Ri left, Shen Shen still does not want to believe it emotionally.

"Good boy, don't cry. Look, grandma walked peacefully. Are you going to make her uneasy?

"..." Shen Shen squeezed his mouth and looked at Grandma Si Ri, and found that Grandma Si Ri's expression was very peaceful, as if she was still dreaming.

"Don't be sad." Cheng Chen looked at Shen Shen sadly.

"Hmm." Shen Shen looked at Cheng Chen, and then brought Cheng Shen to Grandma Suri's bed.

Cheng Chen did not stop Shen Shen's action, but was very obedient.

"Grandma, you see, this is the person I like. His name is Cheng Chen, and he is a big boss! He is very kind to me and I am very happy. Shen Shen tried his best to smile, but tears dripped down.

"Grandma, I'm Cheng Chen. Don't worry, I will take good care of Shen!" Cheng Chen made a vow in front of Grandma Si Ri.

Grandma Suri seemed to hear this vow, and the corners of her mouth were a little curved. I don't know whether it was the illusion of her eyes or Grandma Suri's spirit in the sky.

Chu Siri, who is far away, is carrying out the same tasks as one plus one equals two in his view. However, when he successfully cut off the vitality of the mission goal, the dagger that has followed him for many years has not been interrupted without warning.

Chu Siri frowned, and he took out his mobile phone and dialed the phone at home uneasily.

In his memory, Grandma Si's kind voice did not sound, but a boy answered the phone. He knew it was Shen Shen.

"Deep? Are you at home? Where's grandma?" Chu Sri didn't know what his uneasiness was. He always felt that something was going to happen.

"Sri, go home!" Shen Shen said what he had said countless times, but this time his plea was definitely deeper than ever.

"What's wrong?" Chu Sri really found something wrong with Shen Shen.

"Grandma...milk...milk..." Shen Shen found that he had not told the truth to Chu Sri but was overwhelmed by tears.

"What's wrong with grandma?" Chu Siri's voice was suddenly rising. He couldn't believe what had happened and what the uneasiness was!

"Milk...milk..." Shen Shen couldn't say.

"What's the matter, what do you say!" Chu Sil knew how bad his attitude was at this time, but that uneasy feeling made him unable to care so much.

"Grandma is gone!" Shen Shen summoned up his greatest courage.

Pa... The mobile phone fell to the ground from Chu Siri's hand and changed to twice.

Grandma, are you gone? Chu Siri stood on the spot and couldn't speak for a long time.