Chapter 143 Unable Missing

"Feng, look at me making your favorite sweet and sour pork ribs. Come and eat some." Huang put the carefully prepared food box on the table in Feng's room, looking at Feng, who had been sitting in a daze at the window with a smile and expectation.

"Phoenix, you don't have to prepare food tomorrow. I don't want to eat it."

"At least eat a little. How many things have you eaten these days? How can your body stand it if it goes on like this!"

"That's enough. I can't die."

"Feng! Don't make me sad."

"But I'm really not hungry."

"Even if it's my face, you can eat some." Huang couldn't bear to look at Feng's increasingly thin face.

"...good." After all, Feng was ashamed of Huang, so she didn't want to brush Huang's face.

"Great, here you are." Huang happily handed the chopsticks to Feng. When he saw Feng pick up the chopsticks and pick up the food she made, Huang felt extremely happy.

Looking at Feng swallowing the sweet and sour ribs, Huang looked at Feng expectantly and asked Feng nervously, "Is it delicious? How does it taste?"

"Good...delicious." Feng smiled at Huang, who seemed to have received the highest praise in the world.

"Come on, eat more." Phoenix keeps cooking for phoenix cloth, and phoenix...

"No, I can't eat so much." Feng frowned, as if she was enduring great discomfort.

"Feng, what's wrong with you?" Huang finally found that something was wrong with Feng, "Isn't it delicious?" Huang was so nervous that he quickly tasted those dishes in person. When he tasted that there was indeed no mistake, Huang looked at Feng inexplicably.

"It's really delicious. I didn't lie to you."

"But you don't look delicious."

"This is my own reason. It's none of the food."

"Are you not feeling well?"

"It's okay."

"That..."

"Phoenix, you can eat together."

"But..."

"Come on."

"Good."

When Huang just sat down to eat with the wind, Feng's face became more ugly. He tried his best to suppress his discomfort, but the discomfort became more and more intense.

"Ouch..." Feng covered her mouth and could no longer suppress the impulse to vomit.

"Phoenix!" Huang quickly held Feng and stroked Feng's back to make Feng more comfortable. Feng? Are you all right? What's wrong with you?

"I'm fine, I... vomit..." Feng spit out all the food she finally swallowed.

"Do you still feel bad? Come and drink some water."

Feng shook her head, didn't have the strength to speak, and vomited again. Feng felt that her stomach was twitching.

Looking at Feng's uncomfortable appearance, Huang blamed himself and his eyes suddenly turned red.

"I'm fine." Feng comforted him, but he didn't know that this comfort made Huang feel more uncomfortable.

"It's all my fault, it's all my fault!" Huang swept all his carefully prepared food to the ground.

"This is my own reason. It's none of your business."

"It's all my fault."

"Phoenix!" Feng endured the discomfort and pulled Huang to her side and smiled at Huang like a big brother.

"..." Huang looked at Feng's pale face and bit his lips hard.

"Don't bite yourself." Feng touched Phoenix's hair pitifully.

Phoen nodded, loosened his teeth and stopped self-abuse. But Feng knew that Huang was still in endless self-reproach.

"Phoenix." Feng gently called Huang's name, and such a pitying look made Huang deeply immersed in it. Huang looked at Feng desperately, and his eyes were as if they were sticking to Feng's body.

"Hmm." Huang responded to Feng meekly.

"Don't blame yourself. I haven't eaten anything recently, so it's inevitable that I will have nausea when I eat greasy. I'm sorry for scaring you."

"No, it's my fault. I know what else you can't eat..."

"I know you want to eat what I want to eat, which makes me have a better appetite. I know what Huang is thinking. Thank you."

"Feng, since you understand, don't let me worry anymore, okay? Promise me one thing, okay?"

"You said."

"Don't be so decadent anymore, okay?"

“......”

"Feng! It has been almost two months since you came back from the human world! But in the past two months, you... have abused yourself like this. Even if you don't care, have you considered the feelings of uncles, aunts and elders? They all love you, and so do I..."

"Phoenix, I never thought of abusing myself. Don't you think I eat when I'm hungry?"

"But you eat almost every 3 days!"

"That's because I don't want to eat at other times."

"Feng, are you good to yourself? Please..."

"I'm very kind to myself. I'm really good." Feng looked out of the window again and lost her mind.

Huang actually closed the window and looked at Feng angrily.

"What are you doing?" When Feng couldn't see the scenery outside the window in front of her eyes, she looked at Huang in puzzledly.

"You finally look at me." Huang curled his lips and looked at Feng with tears in his eyes.

"When did I not see you? What do you mean finally?"

"You keep looking out of the window, how can you give me a little look?"

"Phoenix?" Feng doesn't understand what's wrong with Huang.

"Isn't it? Since you came back, you have been either sleeping or staring out of the window. What can you see outside the window!" Huang roared loudly at Feng.

"..." Feng looked at Huang and couldn't speak.

"You don't say that, right? For me, you look out of the window because this direction is the direction of heaven, right?"

"Phoenix!" Feng suddenly frowned and wanted to stop Huang's words.

"Isn't it? Feng, you haven't forgotten him yet! You can't forget him at all!"

"Phoenix, shut up!"

"You can't! You will never be able to do it! You should die!"

"Phoenix!" Feng raised her hand and slapped Huang without thinking about it.

With a crack, Feng was stunned and looked at himself beating Phoenix's hand at a loss. Huang was also stunned and covered his cheeks to look at Feng incredibly.

"I'm sorry, I..." Feng wanted to save it.

The Phoenix smiled with tears and smiled desolately.

"Phoenix, I'm sorry..."

"Feng, you can't forget him, can you?" Huang's tone was calm and seemed to have lost its due popularity.

"Phoen..."

"Answer me!" Huang was roaring, completely without his usual gentleness, as if Feng's words and deeds forced Huang to fall into irritability.

"Yes."

"Why do you still think about him when you know it's impossible! I'm the one you want to marry! I should be the one who will accompany you through your life!"

"Some things can't be controlled by myself, just like I fell in love with the dragon, just like I can't forget him."

"But... you won't have an end. Why do you waste time on this hopeless relationship!"

"I can't bear it. Forgetting him is the homework I will do all my life."

"What about me?"

"Phoenix, I said I couldn't marry you."

"But your destiny is me!"

"I don't love you. Marrying you is hurting you."

"I'd rather you hurt me!"

"Phoenix, stop be capricious. There are many people who like you. Why waste time on me?"

"There are many people who like you. Why do you still care about the person who won't be with you!"

"Because I'm stupid."

"I'm also a fool!" Phoenix roared.

"Who says he is a fool!" Feng laughed, and Huang felt that Feng's smile was particularly distressing.

"I'm not."

"Phoenix."

"If you can't forget that person, then you can't stop me from liking you."

"Why?"

"I know you can't forget that person. I'll give you time. I don't force you to fall in love with me. I just hope you have a place in your heart and I'll be satisfied."

"Phoenix!"

"Feng, I'll wait for you."

“......”

"I will always wait for you."

"I'm sorry."

"Phoenix, don't you even want to leave me a little seat?"

"My heart is so small that I can only live with one person."

"That man should have moved away a long time ago!"

"Yes, but he took root there and couldn't drive away..."

“......”

"Phoenix, go back. I want to stay alone for a while."

"I miss him again."

"I also want to forget him, but he always appears in my mind and linger."

"...Obviously, I'm the one who has always been by your side."

"Love does not depend on time. If I love you, even if the person who accompanies me is him, I will not not love you. But I love her, so even if it's one side of me, there is only him in my heart.

"Feng, I hate you."

"That's great. You can hate it like this, find a good family, and marry..."

"I just want to marry you!"

Feng sighed, "In my eyes, you are the most important relative."

"In my eyes, you are indeed a lover that no one can replace."

"I'm sorry."

"Don't always say sorry!"

"I'm sorry."

"You really can't marry me?"

"I can't."

"Is it impossible at all?"

"No."

"None at all?"

"No."

"I won't die!"

“......”

"Moreover, the elder said that our wedding will be held in a few days."

"You know, I can't participate."

"The elder asked you to marry me."

"I don't listen to every word."

"...Can't just marry me? I only need one name."

"I'm sorry."

"What's wrong with me to like you!"

"So forget me quickly."

"It's late!" Huang left Feng's room angrily.

Feng looked at Huang's back and shook his head. He went to the window and opened the window closed by Huang. The scenery outside the window entered Feng's eyes. Unfortunately, no matter how beautiful the scenery is, it can't attract Feng's eyes at this time. His eyes can only accommodate white clouds far away in the sky. Feng wants to see the face he is looking forward to through those scenery. But even if you try your best to look far, you can't cross the cracks of the boundary to see where the dragon is.

"What are you doing?" Feng took out the dark red vow beads and looked at the beads with tender eyes.

"Phoenix is very unhappy today, because I can't forget you anyway. How about you? Are you also thinking about me?" There was no movement in the oath, but Feng's heart was extremely satisfied.

"Dragon, I miss you so much..."

"Long, the elder asked me to marry Huang. No, to be precise, the clan agreed to let me be with Huang. I didn't want to. The elder said he could give me time, but I tried. Anyway, I can't let you down. Long, you really hate it. Why do you live so deeply in my heart that I can't drive you away?

"Dragon, are you going to get married too? Is it the woman last time? Will you marry him? Will you forget me?"

"Dragon..." Feng held the vow beads, sometimes smiling and sometimes sad, and a person isolated all external factors in his own world.

It's not that the elder hasn't talked to Feng, but Feng's stubbornness seems to be fully reflected. No matter what the elder said, Feng insisted on his own opinion.

"You can't be together anymore. What's the use of thinking like this!" The elder hated to look at Feng.

"Even if I don't want to forget him!"

"You can't!"

"I know."

"Then you..."

"It's enough for me to think about him like this." After saying that, Feng smiled very satisfied.

"You..." The elder was so angry that he had nothing to say.

"Big Elder?"

"Hmm?" The elder responded angrily to Feng.

"Have you ever loved each other?"

"Yes." The elder unconsciously masked the bracelet on the other wrist.

"Why aren't you together? Don't you want to love?"

"No. Because..." The elder suddenly paused, and his words were like fish bones stuck in his throat, which could not be swallowed or spit out.

"For what?"

"Fate." The elder suddenly smiled and looked at the distance with a little confused eyes.

"Fate? Like me and the dragon?" Feng is curious.

"It's okay."

"Have you forgotten him?"

"No."

"Haven't you forgotten it for thousands of years?"

"No."

"Will you marry the elder?"

"No."

"Why?"

"My heart doesn't allow it."

"So do I." Feng looked at the direction of the heaven and was thinking about something.

"What?" The elder suddenly reacted and quickly drove away the beautiful memories in his mind and turned his attention to Feng.

"I said the same. I can't forget the dragon or marry. Therefore, elder, don't force me to marry Huang. This is not fair to Huang. She should find a man who loves him to marry.

"But..." The elder wanted to say something more, but Feng suddenly changed the topic.

"Big Elder, did your bracelet from your lover?"

"Ah?" The elder's hand unconsciously touched the bracelet, "Yes, how do you know?" The tenderness of the elder's tears was never seen by Feng.

"Because when I mention your lover, you always unconsciously touch the bracelet, so it must be given to you by your most important person."

"Hmm."

"Big Elder, will you throw away this bracelet after all these years?"

"Of course not!"

"So don't force me anymore."

"Feng, you bad boy, you have been talking about the elders." The elder loosened his frown and looked at Feng with a smile.

"I just want the elder to understand that although Long and I can't be together, my love for him will never change, just like the elder's lover."

"..." The elder shook his head helplessly. How could he not understand that Feng deliberately added that sentence at the end to say that since the elder could protect this fateful love by himself, why he could not. Well, as you wish, I won't force you anymore...but..."

"Big elder, don't do it again."

"...good." The elder sighed and came to persuade Feng this time, but he didn't expect to wrap himself in.

Finally, with Feng's unremitting efforts, the Phoenix clan no longer forced Feng to marry Huang, and chose the person who silently guarded his heart. Except for Huang, who was still working hard to change Feng's mind, no one wanted to force Feng to do what he didn't want to do.

Feng not only persuaded Huang to give up him once, but Huang said to Feng that since Feng can always be consistent with her lover, she can't force her to give up her lover.

Feng had no choice but to refute that this is a matter of two natures, but Huang replied that this is a matter of love.

Feng was helpless, and Huang silently wanted to impress Feng. The people of the Phoenix clan, including the elders, chose to ignore the matter of Phoenix chasing the Phoenix, because they hoped from the bottom of their hearts that Phoenix and Phoenix could be happy.

Maybe it is really the role of the oracle. When the dragon and phoenix separated with endless sadness, the human world ushered in a new era without disaster. Once the dragon and phoenix were separated, the disaster in the human world never happened again. Human beings thought it was an obvious spirit and worshipped the gods - dragons and phoenixes, the guardian gods of the kingdom of heaven. This is also a mistake. Although Long and Feng have not blessed their happiness and well-being, they have also made great contributions to their stable life.

Compared with the happiness of the human world, the dragon returning from the human world to heaven has suffered abnormally.

On the same day, when the dragon tried to open the blockade of the gate of the heavenly world, the elders of the dragon clan and a group of guards were waiting for him outside the gate.

In fact, the dragon is very calm about this scene. He is not afraid of the punishment of the elders and the accusations of the clan, but it is absolutely unacceptable for him to be forced to marry as soon as he returns to heaven.

"Come on, grab the dragon." The elder ordered.

"..." Long accepted in silence, because he knew his mistake, so he was ready to accept the punishment. However, the next sentence of the elder made him want to resist but it was a step late.

"send him to the marriage auditorium." The elder said so.

"No!" The dragon caught by the guards resisted.

"It's not up to you." The elder had no affection for the dragon.

"Big elder, I can't marry!"

"I gave you time. Now you can only get married."

"Big Elder, please, please don't force me!"

"Dragon, don't force me either."

"I won't get married even if I die."

"Today, even if you die, you have to give me this kiss."

"Big Elder!"

"Let's go." The elder did not argue with the dragon anymore, and a group of people had come to the auditorium in a blink of an eye.

Qian Er, who had been sitting in the auditorium wearing a cover, quickly stood up as soon as she heard the sound of a group of people walking.

After Long escaped from the wedding some time ago, Qian'er has been wearing a cover waiting for him to come back in the auditorium. The persistence and perseverance of this human girl made the people of the dragon clan feel sorry for her.

Seeing the dragon come back, Qian'er was excited, and the dragon people who were moved by Qian'er were obviously more excited than Qian'er.

"Qian'er, Qian'er is back from the dragon!"

The dragon girl who has been with Qian'er said excitedly these days.

"Hmm." Qian'er also responded excitedly, but she didn't know what to say because she was too excited.

"Qian'er, you will be happy! The dragon is the strongest young man in our dragon clan!"

"Thank you, Alan."

"Don't thank me, Qian'er will be happy if she is a good girl!"

"Hmm." Qian'er grabbed Alan's hand excitedly, as if she was getting the courage to face her future husband again from Alan.

"Let them worship!" When the dragon father saw the dragon's return, he just said these five words.

"Let the dragon change into a wedding suit first!" The dragon mother is undoubtedly happy about the return of the dragon, so compared with the dragon father's desire to do things faster, the dragon mother seems to be particularly patient.

"What kind of wedding clothes do you want to pay homage directly! In case he runs away again!" Long's father still has a shadow over Long's last escape from marriage.

"How can marriage be perfunctory?" The dragon mother is very disapproving with the dragon father's approach.

"That's it." The elder waved his sleeves, and the dragon was already dressed in a red groom's suit.

"I forgot that there are spells!" The dragon's mother looked at the dragon in a wedding dress and was no longer picky about anything.

"Start!" The dragon father ordered a ceremony, as if the dragon would disappear one step later.

Alan shook Qian'er's hand and whispered to Qian'er, "Come on." Then he retreated and looked at the newlyweds who were about to become husband and wife.

Qian'er felt Alan's blessing and had some confidence in her future.

This time, the master of ceremonies worshipped the world and the couple said it very smoothly. They thought that Long was now completely controlled by the elder. He could not resist at all, and it was impossible for him to stop, because the elder was very presight and sealed his mouth.

"Pending to the bridal chamber!" Under the shout of the master of ceremonies, the whole auditorium was full of applause for the blessings of the dragon people.

The huge space is full of blessings and joy, and only the dragon's heart is full of despair and pain.

The elder controlled the dragon and followed Qian'er into the bridal chamber.

For the special reasons of the dragon, everyone unanimously decided to eliminate a series of activities such as what groom accompanied the wine and the bridal chamber, and let them go directly to the bridal chamber.

After the elder let Long enter the new house, he released his control. The moment Long felt free came back was like rushing out of the new house, but the elder had already set up a boundary around the new house. Unless the elder released it, Long would not want to leave the new house.

The boundary of the dragon's anxious continuous impact, but he didn't expect that this seemingly temporary boundary had not moved at all. The dragon's painful hammer is strong. Qian'er sat obediently, but her heart couldn't help sinking.

"Why don't you want to marry me?" Qian'er finally couldn't help asking.

"I have someone I like!" Long couldn't see it, so he sat far away from the bed and was distracted.

"Did you last run away from marriage for him?"

"Yes."

"Then why did you come back?"

"Because..." Long's eyes suddenly dimmed.

"For what?"

"Because of fate, because God doesn't allow me to be with him."

"Ah?" Qian'er doesn't understand.

"Ha ha, we just can't be together, so I'm back."

"Then why can't you marry me?"

"Because I love him, I can't do anything wrong to him."

"But you can't be together, can you?"

"This doesn't stop me from loving him." How similar this sentence is to Feng's remarks, worthy of being two people who love each other.

"Can't you forget her?" Qian'er is still fighting for her own happiness.

"I can't."

"Can you like me?"

"I can't."

"But you have married me, and we have worshipped heaven and earth."

"I was forced to do it."

"Whether you are forced or not, you have married me."

"Sorry, you should find someone who loves you. I'm not suitable."

"You have married me, and I am your person."

"I won't marry you."

"You have married!"

"I don't agree!"

"That's the truth, isn't it?"

"I'm sorry."

"You..."

The two were silent. The dragon was thinking about the phoenix far away in the earth, while Qianer was mourning her life and mourning her love that had withered before it sprouted.

"Isn't it uncomfortable to cover the lid? Take it down and take a rest."

"Only you, my groom, can lift my cover."

"I'm not your groom."

"You are."

"Then you can continue to cover it."

"Good."

"You... forget it when I didn't say anything."

The dragon continued to be distracted on the stool, while Qian'er sat in a daze.

It didn't take long for Qian'er to speak.

"Can't you really love me?"

"I can't."

"I just want a name."

"I can't."

"Well, then I don't want anything. Don't want you to love me. Don't want you to admit that I'm your wife. I just ask you to promise me one thing. I'll help you beg the elder to stop forcing you."

"What are you talking about?"

"Give me a child."

"Sorry, I can't do it."

"Why?"

"This is betraying my favorite person. I can't do it."

"Can't you treat me as him and give me a child?"

"No."

"I just want a home!" Qian'er said loudly.

"...sorry."

Qian'er cried and sobbed in a low voice. Long heard that he wanted to pretend that nothing had happened, but the guilt of his conscience forced him to speak out.

"Why are you crying?" Long asked in a low voice and didn't expect Qian'er to answer him.

"I'm an orphan, so I'm more eager to have a home than anyone else. When I know I'm getting married, you don't know how happy I am. I think I can finally have a family. I don't expect my future husband to be alone. I just hope that he can care about this family and fight for this family with me. We can have several children. A group of little ghosts surrounded me and called my mother. My wish is simple, isn't it? But why can't it be realized?

"I'm sorry."

"Can't we live a good life? You can not love me."

"I'm sorry."

"..." Qian'er's heart was like ashes, sitting motionless by the bed.

Long feels guilty about Qian'er, but this is not the reason why he can betray Feng.

The dragon took out the vow beads from his arms and groped gently.

"Feng, I miss you." Long said in his heart.

So nothing happened on the wedding night of the dragon's bridal chamber. The next day, when the elder and the dragon's father and mother came to visit Long and Qian'er together, they found that one of them sat here and the other sat there, and there was no trace of change of clothes on their bodies.