Chapter 12 Self-harm

Huo Guanyu thought that if Gao Minghui and Ouyang Hongxuan rushed here, the lonely atmosphere would disappear and Ning Xue would slowly return to normal. To his disappointment, except for Gao Minghui and the day they just arrived, when they saw Ning Xue say a few words, he hardly saw her taking the initiative to talk to anyone, and even her eyes did not glance at anyone, as if their group had become transparent in her eyes.

Gao Minghui is as depressed as Huo Guanyu. He thought that his words were very convincing, but Ning Xue seemed to forget what he said after hearing it. She still sat quietly at the door every day and looked at the sky or the ground. If no one pays attention to her, she will not take care of others at all. Hearing Huo Guanyu and Chunzi, she was more silent than before.

Compared with their disappointment and depression, Ouyang Hongxuan is more sad. His own brother married his own sister, and the relationship is chaotic, but behind this chaos is the pride and pride of his favorite sister's life. Seeing that she was so depressed every day, he wanted to comfort her, but when he came to her, he felt that he could not feel her pain and was powerless. Perhaps the eldest brother is right. Without his existence, my sister and eldest brother would be very happy. At least, their childhood has no regrets.

It's just that none of this can be controlled by him. Just like the phone call he received in the morning, no matter how guilty he felt, he still couldn't turn what was going to happen next into a joke.

"Are you leaving?"

Huo Guanyu pointed to Miao Miao, who walked to the car with a bag and asked Ouyang Hongxuan. I thought they would wait until the end of the Spring Festival, but I didn't expect to come here for five days and they would leave.

"I'm not leaving, Bella and the others are leaving. Uncle Ouyang's company has something to do, and Hongxuan has to rush back. I'll ask Bella to follow and see if there's anything I can do for you. Junzi has good endurance, so I asked her to go back with her. If there are more people, they can take turns to rest longer on the road.

glanced at Ning Xue, who was sitting quietly in the corner of the wall, and Gao Minghui deliberately said loudly. He doesn't believe that something big has happened to her father's company, and she can still keep calm.

But what made everyone sad was that Ning Xue was deaf and didn't even look back.

"If she thinks it's so good, let her go! Two big brothers and sisters will be taken care of by you. I'm leaving."

Ouyang Hongxuan nodded to them gratefully. He took a speechless look at Ning Xue sitting there. He sighed and turned to his car.

When Ouyang Hongxuan's car was far away, Gao Minghui couldn't help but feel angry. He stepped over a few steps, grabbed Ning Xue's clothes and picked her up from the stool. Are you deaf? When your brother comes home, you don't say goodbye to her? Do you know how many snow-covered roads we have passed on the way here? How can you let him drive at ease?

"He can take care of himself."

Ning Xue's expression was still indifferent, and there were no ups and downs in her cold eyes.

"Yes! He can take care of himself. What about you? You are her sister, why can't you take good care of yourself? Do you know how many people are sad about your torture when you torture yourself?

Gao Minghui's face, which used to love Ning Xue, was full of helpless pain. This is the first time he has yelled at her so harshly, but his heartache is that Ning Xue will never know.

"My hands are like this! What else do you want me to do? Customer service is difficult, stand up? But what can I do when I stand up?

When he roared so harshly, the grievances in Ning Xue's heart surged up. She can accept being hidden from everyone; she only sighs bad luck when she is mentally ill; but she can't stand being deceived by the closest people! Now, a pair of skillful hands known as ghosts were ruthlessly destroyed by a car accident, and she couldn't accept it.

She never thought she was a very optimistic and strong person, and she had the right to cry for her misfortune. But why do people around you always want to become what they want to see? They have never experienced this kind of desperate pain, and they will never know how sad her heart is.

"Can't you live without your hands? You are so smart, you can choose another lifestyle! Why can't you get up after falling? When you were betrayed by your lover and friend, you could leave him freely. Why didn't you have the courage at that time to leave the current depression? You know, we are all looking forward to waiting for you to come from misfortune!"

Huo Guanyu, who was beside him, looked at Ning Xue with a painful face. From the day they met, what he saw was Ning Xue, who was dressed as if nothing had happened. However, at this moment, he saw her sadness and her most helpless pain. He could understand the sadness of the sculptor losing his hand, but Ning Xue could not understand the pain when they looked at her negative appearance.

"I just can't get up. I'd rather fall there than die!"

Ning Xue, who was full of tears, completely disintegrated the false watches at this moment. Opening Gao Minghui's hand, she ran out of the courtyard door abnormally.

Gao Minghui was still stunned by her desperate voice, and Huo Guanyu did not expect that Ning Xue, who had always been stubborn, would not pass the hurdle of losing her right hand. For a moment, both of them looked stupidly at the door of the courtyard where Ning Xue ran past in a daze.

When they reacted, Ning Xue had already disappeared.

Running Xue, who ran out from under the eyes of two concerned people, let tears blur her eyes and cry like a tearful person. She could no longer control the sadness in her heart and ran like crazy on the narrow mountain village road.

Along the way out of the village, Ning Xue threw the village behind her far away. It was not until she thought that Huo Guanyu and Gao Minghui could not find her that she slowed down and continued to move forward.

When she passed a small river, she finally stopped. Looking at the slowly flowing river, her tears flowed more fiercely. If time can return to the day of the car accident, she will definitely not go to Yu Zhanpeng's office, so that nothing will happen!

Looking at the false right hand with tears in her eyes, Ning Xue burst into tears. At this moment, it was finally quiet around. Finally, no one came to bother her and persuade her not to cry. However, my heart is still very painful.

Crying and crying, a plan suddenly appeared in her mind. Anyway, the right hand is also useless. Looking at it, you will think about the glory of the past. If there is no more pain, will there be no more pain?

Thinking like this, Ning Xue really squatted on the ground, picked up the stone on the ground with her left hand, and smashed it down on her right hand on the ground without hesitation.

"It hurts!"

The clear pain drove away the sudden fascination of Ning Xue.

Looking at the blood-stained right hand in surprise, Ning Xue was a little at a loss. How can I self-harm? Is it the terrible disease they said?

"Xiao Xue..."

Follow Huo Guanyu to catch up with Gao Minghui and come to Ning Xue first. Seeing her blood-flowing hand, her heart ached and condescending, she raised her hand and flashed.

"Ah!"

Ning Xue exclaimed and came back to her senses. Looking at Gao Minghui's eyes, he was wronged again. Did he actually hit me? The family is not even willing to say a heavy word, but he actually...

"You stupid woman, you can't think about it, can you? Then go to hell!"

Gao Minghui, who had always been gentle as the wind, rudely pulled up Ning Xue, who was squatting on the ground, and pushed her into the water on the side. This woman is hopeless! It doesn't matter if he is depressed. Now he actually hurt himself. I really doubt that she will hurt others one day!

"Minghui, stop it! She can't swim, you will kill her."

Huo Guanyu rushed up, grabbed Gao Minghui's hand and pulled Ning Xue back to his side. On such a cold day, I'm afraid that if her body is watery, the hospital will increase one more income.

"I didn't mean to."

Ning Xue said softly. She didn't know how she hit her hand with a stone just now?

"Go back with us!"

Huo Guanyu, like a big brother, held Ning Xue and walked the way he came.

"You always protect her like this. When will she cheer up?"

Gao Minghui shouted dissatisfiedly. Without letting her wake up, she will only be immersed in her sadness. Who knows if today's event will happen again?

After seeing Ning Xue's crazy behavior by the river, Huo Guanyu and Gao Minghui began to take turns to take care of the work. What relieved them was that Ning Xue had no terrible actions except that she was still silent. However, she still worries the two people who care about her.