Chapter 49 Wounds
Pan Hongsheng has actually realized that something is wrong for a long time. No one who is beaten will have a glimmer of hope in his eyes. His intuition tells him that Cao Gang is definitely smarter than the wild boar in the mountains, and it is impossible not to leave any backhand.
So although he had nothing to do with Tang Jiajia's stubborn desire to leave the dormitory, he went out of the door and told Tang Jiajia to go back to help her get her clothes.
And Tang Jiajia was also stunned, and her face turned slightly red before she remembered that she was still wearing pink half sleeves outside.
Pan Hongsheng, who returned to the room, happened to see Cao Gang's eyes looking in the direction of the window sill. Then he ran over like the wind and looked at a small camera placed there. He kicked it in his arms with a smile. Before leaving, he did not forget to pick up Tang Jiajia's school uniform jacket that fell to the ground.
Outside the door, looking at Tang Jiajia's sad face, Pan Hongsheng didn't know what to say.
"Do you think I'm cowardly?" The two did not go back to work, probably because they were in a bad mood, so they chose to walk towards the playground.
"No, I think you are very strong!" Pan Hongsheng shook his head and said seriously.
With a slight consterling, Tang Jiajia seemed to hear the funniest joke in the world and smiled, but the corners of her eyes couldn't hide her tears, which broke Pan Hongsheng's heart.
"Why do you think I'm strong? Do you know? Since my father died, no one has said that I am strong. Looking at Pan Hongsheng, who was slightly taller than himself, with a little old age on his childish face, Tang Jiajia stared into the other party's eyes and asked.
"Because you can still live strong every day without your father. No one in the world is a coward." Pan Hongsheng smiled, very bright and sunny, but this philosophical sentence was stolen from the old man.
Listening to Pan Hongsheng's words, Tang Jiajia was slightly stunned, then smiled, looked at Pan Hongsheng like a flower and said, "Do you know? I used to be very bold, but then my father told me that he was leaving and told me not to make trouble. I had to learn to be patient at any time, even if I met a strange uncle on the bus, even if he was blocked by the bad children at school and was not allowed to go home, even if..."
"Enough!" Pan Hongsheng interrupted Tang Jiajia impatiently, and her face was heavier and more twisted than before entering Cao Gang's dormitory.
On the contrary, Tang Jiajia no longer has a stubborn face, but becomes quiet, like a wild lily in the mountains, with fragrance and indisputable elegance.
"Actually, I understand everything, but because of my father's words, I don't dare to resist anything, for nothing else, because my father also said that no matter what you do, think about your mother!"
Tang Jiajia looked at the sky and showed a sad smile as if she was talking to herself: "Now I live for my mother. In addition, I have no belief in living. Society is a flood and beast. No matter how hard I struggle, I can't escape the fate of being eaten!"
Listening to Tang Jiajia's words, Pan Hongsheng suddenly shivered. The girl in front of her actually looked at the society more thoroughly and indifferently than herself.
"Tang Jiajia, the death of your family may have caused a great blow to you, but you are the continuation of their lives. They all hope you live well!" Pan Hongsheng tried to squeeze out a smile to enlighten Tang Jiajia, but he didn't expect to touch Tang Jiajia's most sensitive nerves.
"Are you living well?" Tang Jiajia said flatly, "Do I live well?" If I live well, I will live, but now you also see that even if you offend people, there are people who put trumped-up charges on me!"
What Tang Jiajia said is very sorry for Pan Hongsheng, but this is also a fact. There are too few examples like Tang Jiajia in the whole school. Most of them are noble children, and very few of them are children of ordinary families. However, she can only maintain a well-off but still has to study in aristocratic schools. There are too few children.
"Don't be so stressed, at least..." Pan Hongsheng doesn't know what to say. Tens of them are his own. Even if he is full of mouths now, he can't explain it clearly. After all, the facts are there.
"At least what?" With red eyes, Tang Jiajia's eyes seemed to be able to see through Pan Hongsheng's heart, and even he had to avoid his strong eyes.
With a self-deprecating smile, Tang Jiajia said, "I know you want to protect me, but how long can you protect me? One year? What about a year later?
"I can continue to protect you after a year!" Pan Hongsheng said calmly that he didn't need to think about this sentence. Isn't it still good to protect the two little girl now, and God knows what it will be like in a year.
"I don't need it!" Shaking her head, Tang Jiajia resolutely refused Pan Hongsheng's help, and then said to herself, "No one can say anything in the future. Dad also said that he would protect his mother for the rest of his life, but what happened? Leaving the two of us, the front foot is charged for protection fee, and the back foot has to eat and drink for free when the police meet. How much can we save in a month? Do you know? Other people's mother looks like thirty, while my mother looks like fifty!"
A single child lost his father, lost his aura of the past, lost his young mother, lost all his backs, and left with countless ups and downs and a dark future. Tang Jiajia has long collapsed.
Camouflage can only hide your grievances, but not filter your sadness!
With that, Tang Jiajia sobbed and cried again and sighed. Pan Hongsheng walked over and patted her head gently, but said nothing.
"Ah!"
Just as Pan Hongsheng withdrew his arm and turned his eyes to the sky, Tang Jiajia suddenly grabbed Pan Hongsheng's hand and bit his wrist fiercely, and the blood came out in an instant.
Turning his head and looking at Tang Jiajia, Pan Hongsheng just wanted to speak but was robbed by Tang Jiajia: "I don't ask you to protect me forever. When this seal disappears, you can leave me."
Tang Jiajia said with a smile, "Nothing happened before, as long as you remember it!"
This is the first time that Pan Hongsheng saw Tang Jiajia's heartfelt smile, as if a child had got a beloved toy, and the smile was full of satisfaction.
Looking at the blood marks on his arm, Pan Hongsheng did not say anything. Instead, he raised his hand and patted Tang Jiajia's head again, turned his head and walked straight to the dormitory.
He needs to calm down, but his momentary impulse is such a result. Does Pan Hongsheng regret it? No, he doesn't regret it.
After all, he knew a girl, a girl whose heart was full of stories, and even walked into the girl's heart.
Gently looking at the bitten blood-printed arm, with the fragrance of lips and teeth, Pan Hongsheng smiled and took another bite at the previous position, which was more fierce than Tang Jiajia's bite and shed more blood.
"This wound will always bleed..." He muttered to himself. Pan Hongsheng went straight back to the classroom, but did not find it not far away. When Tang Jiajia saw Pan Hongsheng's scene, she covered her mouth and cried silently.