Chapter 74 Tangdi's Past
Han Siru's craftsmanship is as good as ever. The well-off level of four dishes and one soup is more attractive to Pan Hongsheng, a young man who has been taking medicine for a week, than seeing a woman who doesn't wear clothes. Tang Di went down to buy pancakes, and Pan Hongsheng sat on a chair and ate.
Heaven and earth eat the most. Pan Hongsheng, who is waiting to be sentenced for a while, knows that he will be a full ghost even if he dies, and the embarrassing position is really difficult for him to say. The best solution is to swallow it directly into his digestive tract by stir-frying rice.
"It's not enough." Han Siru had a slight smile on Pan Hongsheng's face when she looked at him wolfing. As a conservative modern woman, Han Siru suddenly felt that the problem was more than that the problem was more than that when she heard her daughter was hugging with a boy in the dark sky and a boy's face.
Han Siru, who had the worst plan, couldn't help but be in a good mood after hearing her daughter assure her that it was a misunderstanding and that the two did not have that kind of relationship. Everyone had ambiguity when she was young and frivolous. Compared with the demon of Tang Di, Han Siru seemed to be more humane and more aura.
"Well, I know, auntie." Without raising his head, Pan Hongsheng continued to immerse himself in eating, and even opened the door after Tang Di came back.
It's not that this baby doesn't look good. The reason why he is doing this now is that he is probably really hungry. After all, the two adults look like a child, and they think that even if they make a mistake, they should be able to deal with it leniently.
"There is a pancake. What do you want to eat by yourself? Jiajia, why don't you eat?" Pan Hongsheng ate a big meal, but Tang Jiajia beside him looked at it. A bowl of rice basically didn't move much. Tang Di, who had just sat back on the table, was immediately unhappy.
"Ah, it's okay, Dad."
Tang Jiajia is not in the mood to eat. Although what Han Siru said when the mother and daughter came to the room just now was very reasonable, the words were too explicit. She didn't even know her expression when she heard her mother's words. Now she blushed when she thought about it.
Pan Hongsheng naturally didn't know this. He was focused on eating. After a harmonious meal, he was pulled to the balcony by Tang Di.
The evening breeze is slow. Pan Hongsheng looks at the man in front of him who was once only one step away from the unification of the Jinjiang River. He is respectful and curious, with deep and wise eyes and a faint smile on his face. His temples have been slightly white under the grinding of time. He is not tall but obviously gives people a sense of oppression.
The best among men.
Pan Hongsheng squeaked his lips, but Tang Di still didn't look at him, and the two stood on the balcony.
"Do you smoke?" Half a sound, Tang Di took out a cigarette from his pocket, looked at Han Siru, who was watching TV in the living room, secretly clicked one, and glanced at Pan Hongsheng and asked.
"No yet." Pan Hongsheng shook his head and refused. It's better to be obedient in front of adults.
"Han Siru and I are high school classmates, but her family disapproved of us at the beginning." Tang Di said casually. Although Pan Hongsheng didn't understand the intention, he still listened patiently.
"I was similar to you at the beginning. I studied well and was popular, but no girl in the class liked me." Tang Di spit out a circle in his eyes and seemed to fall into infinite memories.
"My family is very bad. My mother died in childbirth when she gave birth to me, leaving me as a murderer in the world. My father doesn't care about me at all because of drinking. I have been raised by my grandparents since I was a child.
When I was three years old, my grandma passed away. My grandfather raised me to the age of 18 by picking up garbage alone. I used the first grade in the city in exchange for a notice of critical illness of advanced liver cancer.
The day before the college entrance examination, my grandfather passed away. I stayed at the school gate all afternoon. I don't know if I should go to the school gate for the last pre-examination review summary.
Then I saw Jiajia's mother."
Tang Di said slowly, but Pan Hongsheng, who at first just listened to Tang Di's story with respect for his elders, gradually became solemn.
Tang Di's childhood is undoubtedly painful. Grandma and grandpa brought him up and make a living by picking up garbage. Pan Hongsheng doesn't need to think about it. After all, he is not the kind of flower who lives in a greenhouse and faces the filth of the dark world of so many societies. He understands how many people's mockery Tang Di will suffer in this man-eating society. How much pressure is it?
Glancing at Pan Hongsheng without saying a word, Tang Di smiled and asked, "Do you know what I was wearing at that time?"
"Hmm?" Pan Hongsheng was slightly stunned, and then shook his head, but a strange idea appeared in his heart.
"School uniform trousers, hurdle vest, and a pair of shoes bought for 3 yuan in the vegetable market." Tang Di sighed and looked at Pan Hongsheng with some fun.
It's basically the same as Pan Hongsheng's school clothes for the first time!
Shocked, Pan Hongsheng did not dare to look into Tang Di's eyes, and Tang Di didn't say anything more, but looked at some lights in the distance and said again, "Later, Jiajia's mother took me back to her house and said that I was her boyfriend and let me live in her house."
Tang Di sighed: "The next day, I took the exam as usual, but when I went back, Jiajia's mother told me to go with her, and then we came to Jinjiang."
"Jiajia's mother and I both bought tickets to Jinjiang, because we didn't even have a job at that time, and then we lived together.
I stood at Jinjiang Railway Station and told myself that I was going to find the dignity that I was trampled on in this place, and I wanted to make Jinjiang tremble because of me.
Tang Di gritted his teeth and his eyes turned red. Everything in the past was vivid. The two high school students eloped to a strange city, looking for a job, renting a house, buying a house, getting married and having children in daily life. What a pressure it was for the two students who had left their hometowns.
In Tang Di's opinion, he is penniless and lives with a woman who lives in a greenhouse that doesn't care about the world. What will he face, this dog. It is not known how the mother's society will persecute him. How much psychological burden it will take to resist such a great pressure.
In Han Siru's opinion, give up everything you have, whether you are angry or impulsive for a while. After all, in such a terrible world that you don't even dare to recall, what will happen?
"Uncle..." Half speechless, Pan Hongsheng swallowed his dry throat, twisted his neck with difficulty and looked at the man who seemed to have some wrinkles on his face. His eyes were red, tears were in his eyes, holding a cigarette butt that was about to burn to his fingers, his hands trembled slightly, and his blue veins burst.
"Give me a cigarette."
Slightly stunned, Tang Di silently threw the cigarette case and lighter from his pocket to Pan Hongsheng. Pan Hongsheng took it out directly and smoked two cigarettes in a row. After ordering the third one, he began to look at the cigarette case.
"What a waste. I smoked three such good cigarettes in one go." Pan Hongsheng sighed.
"Do you think I'm an asshole? Jiajia's mother is so kind to me, but I left her after having everything. I went to Shenzhen to develop myself. Am I an asshole? Tang Di asked with a wry smile.
Looking at Pan Hongsheng not talking, Tang Di said again, "Xu Yan wants to rush into our house and kidnap Jiajia's mother. Even if there are 100 people around him, it's not enough to see. Do you understand?"
After all, a tear flowed out of the eyes of the man carrying a mountain on the spine.