Chapter 148 The Trap of Love
I still remember that when she was confessed for the first time, Shen Feng didn't spend much time. She just sent her a bouquet of flowers to take her to a meal in a western restaurant that she thought was actually very cheap. She was very old-fashioned and uncreative, but at that time, she was always regarded as a boy. My mind is simple and I have never enjoyed such a straightforward confession from the opposite sex, so I once felt extremely happy, as if I were dreaming.
In the dream, she is the Cinderella who can't see the future but has a beautiful call story, and Shen Feng is the Prince Charming who came to find her with crystal shoes. At least, she always felt that she was a lucky Cinderella when she didn't know that he approached her for other purposes.
In her opinion, Shen Feng was handsome. Although she had a bad reputation in the town, she might have lived a rebellious elf in her heart, so Shen Feng's appearance completely awakened the curiosity factor in her body. She was not only curious about him, but also curious about the taste of love she had never tried.
So she went in with such desperate love. For the first time, her love was so thorough and heartbroken.
Although the injury has been completely healed and this person has no meaning to her, I don't know why, when she heard Heliandong's words, Dai Zhi would inexplicably remember the previous scene of Shen Feng confessing to him.
Such a vulgar section now seems to be completely unintempted perfunctory. With the doping of interests, everything becomes cheap and humiliating.
Originally, when Heliandong said that she had something to say to herself on the phone, she was nervous for a long time. She thought nonsense about what made her overwhelmed. Later, she found that he only took a few fake jade and wool to identify herself and breathed, but she was worried about whether he had found himself. He has a special ability to doubt himself and test himself, but the result... is such a dull sentence--
"Xiaozhi, you are so powerful that nothing fake can escape your fiery eyes. Then you can't see whether my heart for you is real..."
It turns out that he did so many things and made him think nonsense for so long, actually to confess?
Dai Zhi's eyes widened and looked at the sick **. He could see the sick but still charming man. His mouth moved mechanically. In such a romantic environment, what he said was,
"He Liandong, are you kidding?"
All this came too suddenly and too unprepared. Except for this possibility, she really couldn't believe that he would be real and like herself?
Heliandong's eyes were gentler, and his always cold eyes were full of tenderness that she could not resist. She never thought that such a hateful man who was so cold that he was imamorous and sometimes his face was so smelly that he wanted people to swear was so gentle that it was so difficult to resist. How to resist...
His hand held her trembling little hand that she wanted to take back, and put it on his chest domineeringly. His tone was still full of hegemony exclusive to Heliandong, but it made people feel that it was about to melt. His voice was low and magnetic. He said,
"Xiaozhi, I know you may not believe it now. To be honest, even I can't believe it, but the truth is that although we haven't known each other for a long time, your figure will be deeper in my mind every time we meet. I have always known that now, lingering, and I have been avoiding my feelings, but that time you were in danger, I was almost crazy when I heard the news. I was in a hurry for the first time. All I know is that I can't let you have an accident until I finally find you and see you hurt. , I suddenly understood the weight of you in my mind. It turned out that it was far beyond my imagination. You were so strong, so persistent, so facing difficulties and never giving up. It seemed that it was rare for you to defeat you. At that moment, when you saw me, you cried heartbreakingly, but it made my heart hurt like tearing. At the moment of you, I made up my mind not to let you go again.
Dai Zhi's eyes were unconsciously wet. In the chaotic world, it should have a hazy influence, but his appearance became clearer and clearer, as if it was going to be engraved into his mind.
Warm tears slid down her cheeks. She looked at Heliandong and felt warm and down-to-earth like this.
Heliandong gently passed away her tears, coaxing her like a child,
"Good boy, don't cry. Even if it's a happy tear, you have to change it into a smile, because I want to make you so happy forever."
Dai Zhi finally burst into tears and laughed, pretending to be angry and gently pounding his chest. He said angrily, "Self-righteous guy."
"Ah!"
"What's wrong? What's wrong?"
Heliandong screamed in pain, and Dai Zhi immediately asked nervously.
"I lied to you, haha, but I'm a patient. You can't be so violent."
Dai Zhi was so angry that he wanted to punch him again, but he was firmly grasped by Heliandong. He was no longer the rare mischievous look just now, and his eyes returned to be gentle.
"Xiaozhi, look at you, I'm so nervous. In fact, you also have mine in your heart."
Dai Zhi paused and paused again, silent and didn't know how to answer.
She was injured once, and the wound was still very serious. Although the wound has been scabled and fell off, how can the shadow be so easily removed?
It was because she had no eyes that she fell in love with a man who approached her for the purpose. Her father had a heart attack and left her forever, which made her homeless and made her desperate. In those days, she simply felt that the whole world seemed to have collapsed. At the same time, she hated Shen Feng, she also hated herself. Why did she fall in love with Shen Feng? Otherwise, her father would not have died, and her family would not have died. Every time she hated herself, she would plant the seeds of doubt in her heart. As a result, she was really afraid of loving the wrong person again.
She is already scarred and can't afford another blow and destruction.
But at that moment, her mind remembered the Heliandong who came to her side like an angel when she was desperate. If it hadn't been for him, how could she be such a bright and promising self now?
She remembered every moment and every picture she spent with him, his cold appearance, domineering appearance, smiling appearance, indifference, ruthless appearance, and every expression seemed to be stored in her mind. As long as she pressed a certain key, it would float one by one. Now.
Especially at the time of the accident, he came to save himself desperately. His nervous and distressed appearance was even more lurking in his internal organs for a long time. Although he forced himself not to think about him every time, he couldn't help thinking about it every time.
She was also very entangled. At first, she relied on him. Later, he always told herself not to think about him anymore and met again. She desperately forced herself to keep a distance from him, as strange as strangers. Her fate was so teasing, but in the end she kept them together tightly.
Dai Zhi suddenly laughed.
It turns out that there are some things that have long been doomed, and no matter how you escape, you can't escape.
What's more, she can't lie to herself. As this domineering and arrogant guy said, she does have him in her heart, so why do she need to cover up and suppress her feelings?
The past is irreparable. This time, just this time, let her be capricious again, believe again, believe in fate, believe in love, believe in... Heliandong.
When Heliandong saw Dai Zhi suddenly laughing without warning, he suddenly became nervous and quickly grabbed Dai Zhi's hand.
"Don't you believe me? Do you still think I'm joking with you? Xiaozhi, believe me, am I really serious, or are you actually... not yet me in your heart? It doesn't matter. You don't have to give me the answer now. I can wait until you like me one day. I'm sure there will be one day!"
Heliandong is so nervous that even he doesn't know why he is so nervous.
Is he... too into the play?
All this seems to be a matter of course. God gave him such a good opportunity, so that the two of them can make rapid progress, so that Dai Zhi no longer always refuses him thousands of miles away, so that the starting line he lost to Zuo Tianyi can be shortened or even surpassed in an instant.
He thought that Dai Zhi would treat him much better because of this, but in fact, she is no longer as cold as before, but she is not as positive as he thought.
He was lying in the hospital and couldn't control what was going on outside. He was worried that Zuo Tianyi would take advantage of it. Last time she said she would come to see him, but he also thought it was because of Zuo Tianyi.
So he was in such a hurry to do it, but, damn it...
Why did he think such fleshy love words that he would be so into the play when he just said it? Every word and every word he says seems to be shouting from the bottom of his heart, not any purposeful or utilitarian means.
Why is this so?
Why was she so worried and nervous when she hesitated just now? Why was his heart so warm and hopeful when he looked at her... All this is true?
His mind also recalled every fragment of their relationship, and everything came to his mind like a movie. Even if he didn't want to admit it, whether it was a fake play, the woman in front of him did not unconsciously break into his heart...
Maybe everything can really become this happy ending, ignoring all the bad processes in the middle. As for those dirty and ugly means, she should never know.
Heliandong thought quietly in his heart, why is there still a strong uneasiness when he intends to do so?
"Hey! Previously, you said that you would use those fake things to test me, but it turned out that you had ulterior motives.
Dai Zhi fell into it confusedly, fell into the man's gentle trap, and fell into this nine-death love game. She made up her mind and let go.
Isn't it very creative? Of course, you have to have ulterior motives when dealing with special people, otherwise how can I move you?
Heliandong, who understood Dai's meaning, suddenly pulled her into his arms, as domineering as ever.
"The dirt is dead!"
The unprepared Dai Zhi suddenly fell into Heliandong's arms, and a vague voice came from Heliandong's chest, but the voice in his heart was--
This kind of ungentle, romantic and scary confession is really rustic, but damn it! She actually felt that there was no gentler and more romantic confession in the world...