Chapter 146, I'm sorry, Pearl--

On the other side...

She looked down at the small cloth bag in her hand. What do you mean... Yong Mingyan, tell me what you're talking about." She clearly had an answer in her heart, but she insisted on listening to him tell her all this. Even if she only had a little hope, she would not let go easily. At this time, she grabbed his front and kept asking, "You talk!"

"She..." Yong Mingyan slowly closed his eyes: "We went too late... The body of the person who died of the plague can only be burned. Perlain asked me to give you this powder as the last time I saw her."

Xinyi was stunned. As soon as he said this, tears came out of his eyes. Her body shook, but she still grabbed Yong Mingyan's skirt: "What are you talking about..."

"I'm sorry... Xinyi, I'm incompetent... I didn't cure Pearl."

She raised her head, with a stunned look on her face, and stared at him: "Nonsense... Aren't you a magic doctor? Can't you cure anyone! Yongming geese! Aren't you awesome! How can there be people in the world that you can't cure! You're talking nonsense... How could Pearl die... How could she die!?" She grabbed Yong Mingyan's skirt and shook it vigorously. Yongming geese! Say it...tell me!"

"Xinyi... Blame me. It's my poor medical skills, and I'm sorry for her. I've failed your trust..." Yong Mingyan lowered her eyes and said slowly.

"What's the use of saying this now..." Xinyi grabbed his clothes to death, and his whole body seemed to be crazy: "What's the use of these! Yong Mingyan... You give me back Pearl... You give Pearl back to me!"

Yong Mingyan did not struggle. She shook herself, and finally pressed her into her arms with a big hand, "Xinyi... calm down..."

Her hand still grasped Yongmingyan's skirt tightly, and almost felt that her broken nails were sharply scraping her palm. Xinyi bit his lip, but could no longer suppress the rushing mood. He stretched out his hand and pushed him away: "How can you let me calm down!!" At the same time, two lines of tears rolled down from her eyes, and she was already sobbing. Yong Mingyan... She is my sister... my own sister..."

He was slightly stunned, then slowly put down his hand hanging in the air, and then lowered his head: "I'm sorry... It's my fault... Xinyi, if you beat me and scold me to make you feel better, then let it's up your heart."

"Even if I kill you... can Pearl come back to life!" Although Xinyi said this, he still reached out and pounded him hard and pulled his skirt. Yong Mingyan, didn't the government say that the plague was not as serious as expected? Then why did Pearl still..." She bit her lips, and the tears in the corners of her eyes slipped out of her eyes again and wiped off her cheeks: "... Last time you didn't save Pearl once... Why, why can you save her again this time..." Xinyi's action gradually stopped, leaving only whispering in a trembling tone: "She She is only four years old... She is only four years old..."

At this time, Yong Mingyan stood there in a daze and lowered his head without saying a word, but his eyes were also red.

"Doctor Yong... Why didn't you save her this time?" She looked up at Yong Mingyan, but the moment the young man hit her eyes, he could only turn his head guiltily and couldn't bear to look again. Yong Mingyan... Why do I trust you so much, but you disappoint me so much..."

At this time, Xinyi's arm was suddenly pulled by someone and pulled them away. Xinyi, no one wants to do this." She looked behind her in a stunned way, and the person holding her was their master, Chongxuan.

"Master...?"

Seeing her face full of tears, he looked at Yong Mingyan standing quietly, and Chongxuan's eyebrows tightened: "Xinyi, you can't blame him for this." Chongxuan said at this time and breathed a long sigh of relief: "...We went too late. When we arrived in Jizhou, Pearl was already... no longer working.

Xinyi was shocked all over his body.

Chongxuan calmed down and looked at her and said, "You know, we could naturally try our best to rescue in that era, but now it's different! Do you understand? We can't do anything, and we can only watch her breathe! Do you think we want this? Do you think Mingyan was not sad at that time?"

"I know," she looked at Chongxuan and muttered, "I understand what you said. I just... I just can't accept this fact..."

"But you can't blame him for everything..."

She looked at Chongxuan and slightly controlled her emotions. Just now, she choked and said, "Master, although Pearl and I are not real sisters, but... Over the past few months, I have always regarded her as my own sister." Xinyi's face also became paler and paler: "I don't accept... I don't accept such a result..." As she spoke, the ending became weaker and weaker. His knees were soft and he was about to fall to the ground.

Chongxuan quickly picked her up quickly. Xin Yi was still struggling to stand up, but his mind was so dizzy that it was even very difficult to stand still.

"Master, just give it to me." Mu Fangjin's appearance did not surprise Xinyi much. He came with him. He didn't come forward just now. He was afraid that he would appear abruptly and too embarrassed. Mu Fangjin came quickly, reached out to hold her on behalf of Chongxuan, and then bent down to pick her up.

Xinyi did not struggle, perhaps it was said that she could not exert her strength to struggle at this time. Without half a word, she could only lean on his chest, and even her eyelids were too heavy to lift.

"Wang Cai, you take Master and Mingyan to the guest room and let them have a good rest."

A vague voice came from my ear, as if it was from the eldest brother. Xinyi... Don't worry about it. I'll go with you to see if she's okay..."

Then several people said something, and those words were like the sound of the wind, noisy in the ears, and finally nothing could be heard.

Xinyi didn't know how long he slept. He only felt that the towel on his forehead was wet and very uncomfortable when he woke up.

He tilted his head and looked, but he only saw Mu Fangjin sitting alone at the table not far away, writing and painting at the case, and sometimes looking up at her.

The two looked at each other, and he was also stunned. Then he quickly got up and walked quickly and sat on the edge of her bed: "Are you awake? How do you feel?"

"Take away the veil on the head... heavy."

Mu Fangjin breathed a sigh of relief, reached out and took off the veil, and then tried the temperature of her forehead with the back of his hand: "Do you feel uncomfortable?"

"I have a terrible headache." Her voice was a little hoarse and her lips were dry, as if it was because she hadn't drunk water for a long time. How long have I been sleeping?

"It's not long, just one day." As he spoke, he saw that Xinyi was struggling to get up, so he quickly helped her sit up. But after lying down for a day, it's time for you to have a headache..." At this time, the maid Qingchen had come to him with a glass of warm water in her hand. Mu Fangjin took the water cup in his hand and fed it to her mouth: "Come on, drink some water first."

After all, Xinyi still stretched out his hand to take it, but he saw that the position of his fingertips on his fingers was wrapped in bandages, with vague pain. Is this...?"

"It's not yesterday that you broke your nails and bled." Mu Fangjin finally allowed her to take the cup by herself, "Be careful and don't touch it."

She took a sip of warm water to moisten her throat, and then said, "It's not so delicate. Just keep it for a few days." As she spoke, she restrained her eyes and had nothing to say. Looking down, she saw that the small bag containing Pearl's ashes was still clenched in her hand, her nose was sore, and she was about to cry again.

"Xinyi, the deceased has passed away, and this life will continue to live. I have ordered the servants in Jizhou to move to Jizhou... If they refuse, take care of them frequently. He said this and paused, "Why don't you bring them all to the capital?"

"That's what I thought." Xinyi wiped the corners of his eyes with the back of his hand: "But now Pearl is gone... I'm afraid Perlan is not willing to leave her alone there..."

Mu Fangjin nodded slowly: "Well, then wait for a few months. If you go back in the New Year, it will be up to them to discuss it." After saying this, Xinyi nodded slowly and took the empty cup handed to her: "Let's eat something first? The porridge is already hot, or if you want to eat something else, I'll tell someone to make it for you.

"I can't eat it." As Xinyi said, tears filled his eyes again, and suddenly he smiled, and tears had flowed down his cheeks: "You know... As soon as I mention eating, I think of Pearl's snack... She is the most greedy. The one or two catties of chestnut cake that the eldest brother brought at the beginning were almost eaten by her. After eating a few days, she clamoreed for the eldest brother to do it again... Bring her more cakes and so on--" As she spoke, her tone trembled and choked again: "Speaking of which, I still owe her rose crisp in the capital..."

Hearing this, Mu Fangjin also frowned: "Don't think about it anymore..."

"But I can't help it." She turned her head and looked at Mu Fangjin, and saw two tears brushing her cheeks and falling on the quilt, with a slight sound. The more so... the more I can't help thinking about her.

When he saw this, he could only silently stretch out his hand and scrape away the tears from the corners of her eyes with his fingertips.

"Now think about it... I'm afraid there is no sister in the world who is worse than me." As Xinyi said, he also reached out to wipe the tears on his face: "He quarreled with a child and grabbed food with her, deliberately making her cry. ...Second brother, do you think it's outrageous of me?"