Chapter 67 Feather ignition
"Isn't it cruel for a man to marry a woman who loves him?" Mo Yu sat up, hugged his knees, and asked me seriously.
"You haven't seen my mother's previous photos, have you? Before getting married, she smiled happily in every photo, full of love for the world, and she would bend her eyes with a bouquet of flowers. My mother's eyes are very beautiful... But as I grew up, she never smiled again.
Mo Yuyu coughed, "Su Ling, in fact, I hate myself."
"When I vaguely felt that she seemed to know the truth, I was afraid to see her. Every time she calls, I always say that I'm busy, and then gradually, she stops calling me.
"Su Ling, can you imagine that her beloved only son avoids her. Her husband never cares about her and always treats her with a tough and indifferent attitude... I'm really sorry, but I can't help it. I feel guilty and embarrassed. I can't face it. Mo Yu bit the back of his hand, and the sound of sobbing was like an injured beast. "I just think that when we finish this period of time, we will go home and live for a while... She will feel at ease when she sees that my life is normal."
"Feather, I understand," I sighed, "I understand."
Mo Yuyu's childhood grew up in a strange and depressing family atmosphere.
Secretary Mo is a person who looks impeccable on the outside. In fact, he is used to cold and violent. It can also be seen from his attitude towards Mo Yu. When he was a child, he was extremely strict with Mo Yu. If it was a little bad, he would be severely criticized and even angry with Mo Yuyu's mother.
And his mother, in an atmosphere that has never been loved, gradually becomes indifferent and stubborn.
Mo Yuyu's mother has a serious obsessive-compulsive disorder. She always wipes everything spot, and all the things around her are organized in an orderly manner. She can only find a sense of security in such a harsh environment. Because she can't communicate with her husband normally, she always spends her time in an emotional anxiety, and her whole body presents a kind of neurotic **.
And Mo Yuyu grew up in this strange family atmosphere. His father never looked at his mother. His mother loved him but couldn't express it. He was a too lonely child with an extremely closed heart.
He talked to himself in his closed heart, played various role-playing, and keenly pry into the direction of things, so as to make plans quickly. In fact, he has always been a sultry and interesting person, but this kind of fun has been hidden under his taciturn appearance until I was found out.
Every day in class, he will sit upright and take notes meticulously, but he will draw exaggerated cartoons on the sketch paper. When we are not familiar with him, although I always shout at him, he has never been bored. Every time he looks at me, his eyes are always full of research and temptation; until I am careless. Tell him that in fact, I didn't like boys since I was a child. I like beautiful girls. He didn't make any comments at that time and didn't have any surprises. At that moment, I thought that Mo Yu's soul should have recognized the sense of belonging.
If it weren't for Mo Yu's interference, I don't think I would have tried to cover up my true sexual orientation.
He adopted a protection policy for me, but the means of interference were so rude that I was very angry with him when I was young.
In fact, even Mo Yuyu as an adult has never changed his protection policy, but his methods are more and more ingenious, and I have experienced all kinds of ups and downs and inner torture, and I have become able to understand this unique possessiveness.
"You... are so lonely!" I touched Mo Yu's hair, which was wet.
In fact, this man usually hates other people's touch very much, but he only opens his fragile side to me.
"Su Ling, in fact, I can't live without you." Mo Yuyu said, "I will be jealous... How can you be so frank with your feelings and give everything? Qin Ru doesn't like girls at all, you know, but you are clumsily good to her, but she speaks ill of you behind my back. While enjoying your kindness, she attacked you in the dark, but you are still so stupid! Sometimes I feel bad for you, but you can see that after so many years, you are still like this!" Mo Yuyu only has such an aggressive long speech in front of me every time. "But you still try to write a love letter to a girl who keeps attacking you behind your back. Don't you know that this kind of stupid thing will make her catch the handle and publicize it?"
"That's just because she likes you, and she doesn't have to care so much... It's been so many years. Why do you still remember it?" I whispered.
"Do you want to help others like this? Can't I just not see others bully you? For so many years, you can only be the most intolerant of me!" Mo Yu was very angry.
In fact, he is such a narrow-minded and awkward person with a good memory. I shrugged my head and decided to let him vent.
"Su Ling, you treat me badly... Since you were a child, you bullied me and threw me a secret. I helped you guard the secret, but you didn't care at all. I helped you deal with interpersonal relationships and wanted you to avoid being hurt, but you fell out with me. I don't care if you beat me, but you directly break up with me and then disappear... You don't even read all my letters, and you don't respond to all the contacts. You are the most ruthless to me in this world!"
"I..."
"What are you? Are you looking at me now? If I hadn't pestered you, would you have married me?"
"No." For a moment, I blurted out that it was too late to regret. At this moment, I told the truth and angered him.
Mo Qianyu looked up at me sideways, and his eyes were cold for a moment. "I don't have anything else to help you anymore. If the first thing is over, now my mother is not here, and I don't have to act for my family anymore."
"For so many years, I've been thinking that I don't like women, but I only miss you for so many years. What do I want... I just want a woman who doesn't like men to get married, so that it won't cause the same tragedy as my parents. That's all." Even in the case of redness and swelling like honey and peaches, Mo Yuyu's eyes were extremely beautiful, big and bright. The long eyelashes were stained with tears, and big drops fell down. He cried very sadly.
"Go, I don't need you..." He actually pushed me. I didn't pay attention for a moment. I was pushed to the ground by him and fell firmly. Mo Yu didn't seem to think that I was unprepared at all. He hurried to pull me and pulled my arm in pain.
I couldn't stand it. I jumped up, pressed his hand behind his back, and pressed it hard on **, "Feather, that's enough! You're in a bad mood. I'll let you, but you can't say anything that hurts people.
"What else do you want me to do! I don't have any desire for you. You kissed and slept in your arms. The family also agreed to help each other. What are you going to do now? What do you want me to do? You will feel that I don't think you are pitiful at all, so I will marry you.
"You are a big liar. You are not only men who like to cheat before marriage, but also GAY. When you want to achieve your goal, you lie and talk about your own special sense of responsibility. Do you remember what you said? You go with me... You go with me! You can't let your mother save money. It's not good for you to pretend to be generous before. Why don't you continue to pretend? If there is a little setback, you will expose your dark and twisted little heart. As for you!"
I scolded him for being out of breath. Mo Yuyu was pressed under me without saying a word. I let go of him and fell down on **. I was really angry and gave him another kick. Mo Yuyu didn't move when he got a kick from me.
"Oc's it, I was wrong in the past... You hid so deeply that I really didn't know it before. I have broken my head because of my youth and ignorance. Without Mei You and Ruochu, I don't know what I am now. But feathers, the most difficult barrier in my life, is that you came here with me, and I remember your feelings. Between the two of us, if it's a man, don't say that you wait for the opportunity in a roundabout way. For me, you are already a very important person around me. After experiencing time and changes, you have not let me go. No matter what happens in the future, I have no intention of leaving you.
"It's okay if you lose your temper... To be honest, if it really doesn't work, I'll leave. Everyone, get together and break up."
Seeing that he didn't speak, I wiped his face silently. In this world, only he can make me cry every time. "Have a good rest. I'll go home first. I'll pick you up tomorrow. We'll go back to the funeral. The family is waiting to go back to deal with the matter. Let's talk about the next thing later, okay?
I knew he was a stingy person, but I didn't expect that his evil fire would soon spread on me.
I have known for a long time that if I want to take advantage of it, there will always be a day when I will be liquidated.
I raised my leg and walked out, but there was a sound behind me. Mo Yu jumped down from ** and turned over the desk lamp on the bedside table. The desk lamp rolled under his feet, and he stepped on the desk lamp again.
Mo Yunyu didn't care about the table lamp that was crushed by him. He ran behind me and hugged me in two steps. His voice was hoarse, and he howled even worse. "You are not allowed to go."
"Didn't you say you didn't need me?" I prolonged my voice. Looking at his reaction, I was sure that he was angry with me and released his dark heart.
"I..." Mo Yuyu choked.
"Okay, no more." I pulled Mo Yuyu's hand, like a child. From childhood to age, I don't think he has ever lost his temper so badly. His temper is over, and the matter is over. Mo Yuyu's anger has dissipated a lot, and he looks more and more obedient.
"What you just said is true?" He asked me in a low voice.
"Really. My woman has left, and now she doesn't have a job. She is still waiting for someone to earn money to support her family and buy a small building and bar for me to be the boss... It's not suitable for us to get together and break up. We break our bones and connect our tendons. I'll take this back."
Mo Yuyu breathed a sigh of relief, "Su Ling, will you accompany me home?"
"Of course, that's also my mother, who charged the change fee. I'm also sad..." When I quarreled with him, I only felt that my eyes were dark. I lit a cigarette and stood on the balcony with my arms in my arms. "Feather, don't do this in the future. Just say anything in the future. I don't like too many twists and turns, and I don't like you and me. Now in my heart, you are my relative. Love will have expectations and hope, but I don't have this expectation for you. What I want is your most real appearance. I will never laugh at you. No matter what your other side is, I will never do it!" What I said is resolute. I'm not afraid that he doesn't love me, let alone that he will be disappointed, because he is a relative.
Mo Yuyu was by my side and looked up at the sky. "Mom... In fact, I didn't lie to you. I will be very happy in the future."
"I've revealed what I'm sorry for you before. If you mention it again, I will definitely beat you."
"Hmm." Seeing Mo Yu nodding honestly, I spit out a smoke ring. The tiger is not powerful. You think that Master Su is a sick cat.
To deal with him, only the vernacular is the most useful. I know that when it comes to pretending to be calm, I will never be better than him.
Mo Yuyu is actually... such a person.
The two of us quarreled and howled. At this time, we stood on the balcony and blew the wind quietly. We all felt very relaxed.
I feel at peace even after quarreling. Maybe I can only feel so safe if I partner with this freak in my life.
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