Chapter 68 Want a Child

After Mo Qianyu came home, he didn't talk too much with Secretary Mo. He did the funeral one by one in an orderly manner.

I know what kind of grief and guilt he has in his heart, so I understand him to the greatest extent.

Secretary Mo seemed to be much older overnight. Mo Yu didn't want to have too much contact with him. I knew that his heart could never be forgiven.

The portrait of his mother hangs on the wall of the living room, and his eyes are lonely. Whenever I look at her, I always feel her depressed and strong emotions.

The marriage problem is a bottom line that he can never touch.

Yue Zhiheng's phone call, he will never answer it again.

In fact, I have heard the news from afar that Yue Zhiheng's wife is his aunt's niece. Because of the rapid rise of central forces, Yue needs to form an alliance with Shao and occupy a place in the All-China Federation of Trade Unions. After Yue's senior management weighed, after a long wait, Yue Zhiheng finally won the heavy task of the family, and Mo Yu, the person behind all this who helped him, had already faded out of Yue Zhiheng's life.

"Aheng has his own family," Mo Yuyu said, "I can't look back."

"There are many men with two legs..." I lay with a cigarette in my mouth and comforted him carelessly.

In the past few days when I went home, I was annoyed enough. Speaking of which, I was also a newly married person, but I began to worry that I would be an elderly mother if I would get pregnant in a few years. I have been asking when we plan to have a baby!

This kind of problem is really embarrassing.

When eating at my house, people such as Mo Yuyu with profound acting skills were also asked by my mother to bow their heads and only care about eating.

"You are not young. Your father and I can't wait, so don't let us worry too much." What she said was very serious.

Mo Yuyu replied respectfully: "Mom is right."

"The work in this world is endless, and the family is the most important thing." She said, this is really my mother's most reliable cognition. She has always been a strong career woman, okay? But when she was old, she completely reversed. I said I was helpless!

Let's nod, then nod and eat.

When Mo Qianyu accompanied my father to wash the dishes in the kitchen, my mother dragged me into the bedroom and threw me the card I gave to my father when I got married last time.

"Knot it well. What do you do when you get the money back? Mom and Dad have savings here. What do you want your money to do? I said.

"I'll keep it for you. I have money, really..." I said.

I looked at me contemptuously and said, "You have to raise your family and children in the future. What are you afraid of if you save more money?" Su Ling, you and your father and I are the only child. As long as you have a good life.

"Didn't my uncle say last time that he wanted to open a farmyard and ask you to invest..." I said, "Mom, can you take care of it? Don't make Dad too sad."

She looked at me with a little surprise. Maybe she didn't expect me to talk like this.

I said, "I just hope you can be fine."

For a long time, my mother, who had been forced for half a life, bowed her head and calmed down and said, "Su Ling, you are a child who knows everything in your heart. You should live a good life. Don't be like your mother."

I hugged her. When did my mother, who I always like to speak loudly with her waist up, became thin and weak.

Grandpa's family is an extremely patriarchal family. My mother has been responsible for cooking and taking care of her brother and brother since she was a child. It has become a habit to take care of the family for so many years. When she was young, she hurt her father because she was angry. For so many years, they were cold and cold, but I know that they actually loved each other. So my father has endured for so many years, just because of love, not cowardice.

Dad picked up his grandmother. He retired and had nothing to do. Every day, he took his grandmother out to buy vegetables, went home to cook, talked to and watch TV with her, which was better for her than her two sons.

This old lady who never looked at my father when she was conscious. Now she can't leave him for a step. When she eats, she is willing to eat what her father gives her. Sometimes she holds my father's hand and tears. I heard that the old lady also secretly gave her father a passbook that has been hidden for many years, which makes my aunt a lot of noise. .

I think this is my parents. They have various problems and problems, but they love my family in the most simple way.

After dinner, Mo Yuyu and I went to the street after seeing our parents again.

Fucheng is an ancient city. The tall sycamore trees are on both sides of the road. The wind blows the leaves and makes a rustling sound. When we were young, Mo Yu and I used to ride around here, and more than ten years have passed in a blink of an eye.

Mo Yuyu has a good memory. The little things that have happened before are full of emotions. Those yesterdays seemed to be in front of him. He said, "Look, I've been around for so many years, and I'm still with you."

"Yes." I sighed infinitely, "Have you been calculating for a long time?"

Mo Yuyu said modestly, "It's okay... I always feel that my mother is looking at us in the sky, no matter whether she has doubts in her heart at the last moment..."

I knew that he was extremely guilty and shook his hand hard.

Death is like a stone pressing on the heart. I think, in fact, at the moment she saw Mo Yuyu get married, she should have completely let go of her thoughts. On that day, she was dressed in her favorite clothes and dressed beautifully. I will always remember what she said that day: This is your home.

I think she must like me, because Mo Yuyu likes to be so firm. If it weren't for such a deviation, Mo Yuyu's mother should be the most gentle and kind mother in the world, because she once had such longing and yearning for love and family. But all this completely destroyed the hope in her heart because of deception and indifference.

"Don't look at your father. He doesn't feel good either." After thinking about it, I decided to persuade Mo Yuyu.

The hostility and indifference between close relatives are the most hurtful. I don't want him to remember these in the future. I just remember to hurt.

Mo Yuyu didn't say anything. I knew he still couldn't let go. We walked aimlessly and unconsciously walked to the gate of Fucheng No. 1 Middle School.

At this time, the students have not yet studied by themselves in the evening. The teaching building is brightly lit, and they can only see the students studying hard in the classroom from afar.

We stood outside the gate of Fucheng No. 1 Middle School for a long time. This is the place we know and record all the young years together. I have gone so far over the years, and he spent too much energy and strength to find me.

Time passed in a hurry, and the initial face was blurred. Only he still remembered those little things. He persistently tried his best to drag me by his side. What kind of marriage, dealing with each other, both of us have delivered their sincerity, and such an emotional alliance is often more firm.

"Mo Yuyu, you are really persistent, really... You know that I am a person who treats my feelings and can't think too much. If I can keep moving forward, I will never look back. If you didn't come back to me, I think I should still be in a bad place now. I know that you have been worried about it. You are not the only one who has been thinking about it over the years. In fact, I also remember..."

"Do you really remember?" He looked at me with suspicious eyes under his thick eyelashes. "What can you remember, such a heartless thing?"

"Stingy..." I curled my lips and went to the commissary at the school gate to buy a cold orange soda and gave him a bottle.

"I'll buy you a soda." Mo Yu took it and looked up and took a sip, "It's so cold."

Two well-dressed adults leaned against the railing of the gate of Fucheng No. 1 Middle School and talked while drinking soda.

"In fact, I can't hate him. There is too much helplessness and giving up. He has been angry with himself all his life and has never been comfortable. It's just pity for my mother... Most of the time, I always dream of you when I can't stick to it. You are still so heartless and affectionate. I think, if these are for me, I would rather not want anything else. How difficult is your feelings and trust? How hard have I made? Is it easy for me? From childhood to age, this is the only thing I insist on the most.

"The numbness...the cold..."

"Su Ling, you!" Mo Yuyu's sincere confession was teased by me again, and he couldn't help but be ashamed and angry.

I laughed. He realized that I was making fun of him. He looked up and drank all the soda, as if he didn't bother to talk to me. I pushed his arm and said, "Go back. Tell Dad that we will go back to Yecheng tomorrow morning." I took a cigarette in my body and turned back to walk home. Mo Yu followed me and said, "Give me one."

I threw one to him and the two of them went home.

Mo Yu's side face was quiet and serene. I peeked at him. Only Mo Yu, who was with me, would have such a relaxed look. Usually, who had ever seen Mo Yu walk on the street with a cigarette in his hand? Thinking so, there was actually a little bit of pride. Because of each other's trust and frankness, a small dimple appeared on Mo Yu's cheek.

Secretary Mo is at home alone.

He sat silently on the sofa in the living room without turning on the light.

Mo Yuyu turned on the light in the living room. The light was orange and warm, but everything was cold.

"Dad, we will go back tomorrow morning and let you know. I'll leave early tomorrow, so I won't bother you. I said softly.

"Hmm." Secretary Mo has always been very polite to me.

"Su Ling, you go back first." Mo Yuyu said to me. I looked at him and went back to the opposite house first.

Mo Yuyu's mother decorated the house very comfortably, and everything was carefully cleaned up.

I still keep the happy character cut for the first time. I brought it on the wedding day and put it in the desk drawer in the bedroom.

I touched the paper-cut, and every minute on that paper was Ruochu's intention.

In fact, I didn't expect that she would send me such a delicate thing. Mo Yuyu is right. I always treat my feelings too much. If I don't give everything in a relationship, I won't stop.

So everyone took a fancy to this point. Yue Shao took a fancy to my loyalty, Baoer took a fancy to my reliability, Mo Yuyu took a fancy to my firmness, and I didn't let them down.

What about Ruochu? There is always a person in this world. After meeting her, you will feel that all the previous things were just for you to meet this person and achieve perfection.

I sighed. Ruochu should be fine now. The old man was seriously ill. Yue Shao was now in power and refused to listen to his orders. Mei You was anxious and didn't care to talk to me.

I believe that she can settle Ruochu abroad. As long as Ruochu is still alive, I can still think about her from afar. Even if the loss of her makes me heartbroken, no matter how reluctant it is for me.

When Mo Yuyu came home, I was still sitting in front of my desk in a daze. He came over and stood behind me.

I turned around and said word by word, "Mo Yuyu, I want to have a child."

Mo Yu was stunned and opened his eyes wide in an instant. His beautiful black eyes were covered with a fog, which was very unbelievable.

Yes, I want a child who will give all the love I can.

"I... I..." Mo Yuyu's face turned red. He lowered his head and rubbed his hands. I continued to say, "When we go back, we will discuss it with Zheng Langming. It's my business to have a baby. Just contribute a little... Why are you blushing?"

"Artificial insemination?"

I nodded, "I want to have a child."

Mo Yuyu touched my hair, "It's painful to have a baby..."

"I'm going to give birth."

"Good." Mo Yu looked at me. In fact, I knew that he also had such an idea, but he didn't say anything, so let me talk about it.

I just want a child who has the confidence to give this child a stable family environment, with love and warmth, and what I have given is what Mo Yu and I have never received.