Chapter 192 Familiar Outline
"Ning'er," a familiar voice sounded. Shen Qingning raised her eyes and looked at it, and a blue robe of Cang Tianqing came into her eyes.
"Tianqing." She smiled gently, and her eyebrows were soft, which made people trance for a moment.
"Jing'er, are you not good again?" Cang Tianqing raised his eyebrows, looked at the little man who turned around and faced him, and asked softly. Although the child is still young, it can be faintly seen between his eyebrows and eyes that he is very similar to that person.
"No, Uncle Cang, you finally came to see Jing'er," the little boy smiled, and then immediately ran to Cang Tianqing and stretched out his hands to him.
Cang Tianqing bent down and easily picked up the little man in front of him. Then he took a step towards the woman who was still standing still standing still in place. Ning'er, what's wrong with you? He could see that she seemed to be easily distracted today.
Because he has been a little busy in recent days, he has not come to see them for several days. Moreover, in a few days, maybe that man will also come to Cangyi. At this point, Cang Tianqing frowned gently.
During that time, when he looked at Shen Qingning, who was injured and lying unconscious on the bed, he felt a sense of powerlessness in the bottom of his heart for the first time. There has never been an impossible thing he wants to do. And at that moment, it was also the first time in his life that he had encountered such a difficult thing. The woman in front of him is the only woman he likes in his life, but he can't even save her. At that moment, his heart was full of frustration, pain, and powerlessness... A variety of emotions were intertwined, making him hesitate at once.
Then, after holding on for so long, she finally woke up miraculously. The time she opened her eyes, Cang Tianqing didn't know what it was like in her heart. However, these countless emotions are superimposed together, but they still can't beat her excitement when she wakes up. Such vivid emotions make him unable to ignore them.
A corner of my heart seemed to see the woman quietly fill in something at that moment when she opened her eyes. There is nothing more important than her being able to wake up. This is the only thing that Cang Tianqing thought of when he saw Shen Qingning open her eyes.
It's just that although she woke up, she also lost those precious memories. Indeed, it should be normal to fall from such a high place! Sometimes, Cang Tianqing also thinks that maybe losing the previous memory is actually a good choice! At least, it's a good opportunity for him! However, her memory of him was also lost. When she realized this, Cang Tianqing frowned.
He has been by her side for so long, but he still hasn't moved her. He thought, maybe this is fate! Let him meet her and fall in love with her... Maybe all this is doomed.
I still remember that when he proposed to let her live in the palace that day, the expression on her face seemed to be looking at something too strange. I'm afraid he will never forget that expression for the rest of his life! Even if she really lost her memory of that person, but in the depths of her heart, she still unconsciously reserved a place for that person. He thought that all her life, even if she didn't remember that person in the end, he couldn't walk into her heart!
It turns out that five years have passed unconsciously. In the past five years, he can't remember that his father had mentioned in his ear several times that he wanted to take a concubine for him. However, every time, it was easily taken by him. He knew that maybe his father didn't really want him to take the concubine, but he should have known about Ninger, so he urged him many times. In fact, he also understood how his father did it. However, this matter is not enough for him to do it alone! In his heart, she didn't leave a place for him, so what?
Every time he saw her with a splitting headache, he almost wanted to blurt out the vague shadow that appeared in her memory. In fact, he also knew it. However, I don't know why, in the end, I still didn't say it. Maybe it's just the unwillingness in the bottom of my heart! However, this unwillingness, at this moment, as time goes by, no matter how much emotion there is, it will finally return to calm. He doesn't want to see her look so painful for that man again, so it's the best choice for her to come back to him!
This time, he thought, maybe it's really a good opportunity not to be missed! Since you can't get her feelings, let him stand behind her and watch her happy! At least, he can still see her smile. He knew that she had not been happy in the past few years. Even if he could see her smile every time, there were still some other emotions in the smile.
"Ning'er, three days later, there will be a banquet in the palace. At that time, you can take Jing'er with you," Cang Tianqing cast his eyes on Shen Qingning, and his emotions were clearly reflected in his ink eyes, but she didn't understand. Maybe she doesn't want to understand!
"Tianqing, I..." Shen Qingning sighed and wanted to refuse. She is really not used to those lively scenes. Maybe it's not that I'm not used to it, but that I don't like it! In fact, on such a day, sometimes, she thinks, it's good. However, the lack of a certain part of her memory, the occasional headache, and the shadow that appeared in the blur still brought her a great touch. Maybe she really lacks something important!
"Ning'er, that day is my father's birthday. I hope you can be there," his eyes were full of her shadow.
"Okay," after all, Shen Qingning still agreed. Maybe it's because of the eyes of the man in front of him that seem to contain thousands of words! After all, she still couldn't bear to brush his heart. In the past few years, she has not known his intention! However, I don't know why, obviously, in the eyes of outsiders, how excellent the man in front of her is, appearance, temperament... are all superior, but she is...
"Linger, I will send someone over that day." Cang Tianqing smiled gently, with a trace of relief, but also with a trace of bitterness.
"Okay," Shen Qingning tapped her head.
Cang Tianqing took a deep look at the woman in front of him again. Maybe in a few days, he will never see this woman again. My heart hurts, but what can I do? For five years, he has used it for five years, but he still hasn't occupied a place in her heart. Therefore, no matter how reluctant he was, he thought it was finally time to give up.
Maybe in his life, he will never meet a woman who can give him such a feeling. However, at least, the woman in front of him has really appeared in his life, bringing him countless emotions and laughter, which is enough. At least, he experienced such an unspeakable feeling; at least, he had so many common memories with her. He doesn't regret it.
"Jing'er, don't be naughty anymore," Cang Tianqing turned his eyes to the little man in his arms and smiled faintly. Even if he really didn't want to admit it, looking at such a small face, he inevitably thought of the handsome man, the man who was loved by the woman in front of him.
"Uncle Cang, Jing'er is not naughty," the little man in his arms was suddenly unhappy when he heard this. He pouted a pink little mouth and immediately retorted.
"Okay, okay, Jing'er is the most obedient. Jing'er is not naughty," Cang Tianqing laughed. Even if the little man in front of him was not his child, he fell in love with him for no reason. Sometimes, he will think, maybe all this is really doomed, making his calm heart ripples, and making such an unforgettable memory appear in his life. Even if her heart is not given to herself after all, she is willing.
Lingying Kingdom.
Wang Qin stood at the door of the study, hesitated for a moment, took a deep breath, and then slowly raised his hand and knocked on the door.
"Come in," soon, a low and slightly hoarse voice came from the study.
"Your Majesty," it has been five years. This is not the first time that Wang Qin has seen Nangong Mo so decadent. Every time, he opened his mouth to say something, but he still swallowed those words abruptly. Even if he says more, what's the use?
In the past five years, Nangong Mo has not given up the news of looking for General Shen for a moment, but every time, he was disappointed. Wang Qin has seen such an expression many times. The prince must have remembered that General Shen was coming again, so such an expression appeared!
"What's the matter?" Nangong Mo looked up and glanced at Wang Qin, and then asked.
"Your Majesty, three days later, it will be the birthday of the emperor of Cangyi. The emperor wants you to go there," Wang Qin replied.
Nangong Mo frowned slightly, and then, unexpectedly, Wang Qin unexpectedly replied "um". Although it's just this light word, it's enough for Wang Qin. In the past five years, the prince has either smothered himself in the room or relieved his sorrow. He is really worried about going on like this, but how can he do it?
"How's it going?" After walking out of the study, Wang Qin still had no idea. He really didn't expect that his master would agree. Jin'er frowned, thinking that she had failed again this time. She knew that her young lady's whereabouts were unknown and how hard it was for King Mo. Isn't she? However, she always believes that no news is the best news. How can such a woman have such a fate? She doesn't believe it.
"Jin'er, the prince agreed." Wang Qin came to his senses and whispered to his wife.
"Since the prince has agreed, how can you return this expression?"
"I just can't believe it."
In a blink of an eye, it was the day of the birthday banquet of the emperor of Cangyi. On this day, as expected, it was really lively, and envoys from other countries would also come to celebrate the birthday of the emperor.
"Ning'er, just sit next to me for a minute," Cang Tianqing and Shen Qingning walked side by side on this quiet path. There are many palace people coming and going, especially those younger maids. When they see Cang Tianqing, they will be slightly stunned. Then, when she looked at Shen Qingning beside Cang Tianqing and the child in her arms, her originally enthusiastic eyes dimmed.
Cangyi Kingdom, over the years, who in the palace doesn't know who their prince cares about? Of course, they have seen the woman in front of them. On that day, after His Highness returned to the palace, he was furious. The reason was not for anything else, so the life of the woman standing beside him was worrying. It was also at that time that they knew that His Highness was concerned about this woman.
Have they ever seen His Royal Highness, whom they admire, do this for a woman? And everything he had was given to the woman in front of him. Sometimes, these younger maids will also talk about it in private. If this woman really left at that time, what would happen to Your Highness? What is the answer? No one can guess. Because there is no if! And their noble prince will not let such a thing happen. What's more, they don't want this to happen. Such a quiet and kind-hearted woman!
It can be seen how important this woman is in his heart, so that there have been few opportunities for them to see her over the years. Think about it, Your Highness should put her in a very secret place! However, they don't understand. Since Your Highness likes this woman so much, why didn't you let her become the crown princess?
"Tianqing, I'll still..." Shen Qingning hesitated at the bottom of her heart. Looking at today's scene, there should be a lot of people coming to celebrate her birthday, and she didn't like such a scene. If it hadn't been for Cang Tianqing who let her come, and she wouldn't refuse again, she would never have come. She looked at the little man in her arms, with her big eyes open, and curiously at everything around her. For this little man, everything seemed so novel.
"Ning'er," Shen Qingning's next words stopped because of a small gesture of Cang Tianqing. She always felt that today's Cang Tianqing was a little different from the past. However, she couldn't tell the exact difference. Just sit next to me. I have reserved a seat for you. There is a faint inability to refuse in the tone of Cang Tianqing. If she is not allowed to sit next to her, she will definitely choose the corner seat again. In that case, how could that person notice?
"Okay," although he was reluctant, Shen Qingning still agreed. There is no reason. Since Cang Tianqing wants to arrange her to sit next to him so much, there must be his reason! What's more, she knew that no matter what, he would not let her be hurt at all. Based on this, Shen Qingning finally nodded.
"Jinger, what are you looking at?" The little man in his arms twisted his head and didn't know what he wanted to see. Shen Qingning was a little curious. Then she thought that it seemed that this little man had never seen such a scene! Therefore, curiosity is also inevitable.
"Mother," the little man pouted and said with a little surprise, "Jing'er has never seen it." Such a small expression of grievance made Shen Qingning couldn't help laughing. Shen Qingning naturally knew what he meant. However, this tone and expression, I'm afraid anyone will laugh when they see it!
"Then take a good look at today's Jing'er," Cang Tianqing smiled and reached out and stroked his head, with an unconcealed smile in his voice.
Cang Tianqing and Shen Qingning did not sit down, but just stopped under a nearby tree. From this perspective, you can see anything on the field over there. Although she didn't understand why Cang Tianqing did this, she still chose not to ask. From time to time, Cang Tianqing meowed around with the aftergguang, as if he was looking for someone. Even with such a subtle action, Shen Qingning still noticed it. After a long time, a gentle sigh finally sounded in my ear. She guessed that it should be that Cang Tianqing saw the person she wanted to see.
"Jing'er, don't be naughty, you know?" Shen Qingning looked at the little man's eyes dripping and guessed that he would be naughty again. However, today is different from usual, but he can't be naughty. Otherwise, if there is a real accident, it will be troublesome.
"Mother," the little man smiled and gently pulled Shen Qingning's sleeve, and his eyes were full of expectation.
"Jing'er, do you remember what you just promised your mother?" Shen Qingning did not relax because of his expression. She knows too well that she is such a little man, so how can she agree on such an occasion today? Therefore, there was a trace of seriousness on her face, which made the little man, who had a little hope, drop his little head and admit his mistake.
"Jing'er, go and play," Cang Tianqing looked at him like this and finally smiled. Then he called a maid of honor and asked her to play with him nearby.
"Tianqing," Shen Qingning looked at Cang Tianqing with some worried eyes. He also knows the child's nature. I'm afraid it's not good! That's why she put on a serious expression just now. Usually, she has almost never been like this.
"Ninger, don't worry, I'm here!" Cang Tianqing patted her on the shoulder. He knew that no matter how naughty Jinger was on such an occasion, she would still be restrained. Although this little man is usually so naughty, he has never made any disaster at the critical time, not to mention that there is a maid of honor around him! Besides, even if he really got into trouble, he is still there!
The dinner soon began. Although the emperor of Cangyi was nearly 50 years old, he could not see it at all from his face.
Nangong Mo's position is on the diagonal right side opposite Cang Tianqing. From his position, you can clearly see Cang Tianqing and the face next to him. Perhaps because of the night, Nangong Mo did not see the appearance of the woman beside Cang Tianqing clearly, but the familiar wheel
Profile, but he still let him look at it several times.