Chapter 193 Do you really don't remember me?
There was a slight throbbing in the bottom of his heart. Nangong Mo didn't know where this throbbing came from. It's just inexplicably. When he saw the unclear outline not far away, there was a feeling in his heart that he could not even explain himself. Why? He has never had such a feeling in the years since she disappeared.
What does this feel like? Nangong Mo didn't even know what words to use to describe the throbbing at the bottom of his heart. He felt as if he had returned to that night many years ago. That night, he met the woman who made him willing to give everything for it.
He thought that no matter how bumpy the process was, as long as the ending was perfect, it would be enough. Even at the moment he learned that she was missing, he was so convinced. He was convinced that the woman would always come back. How could she bear to make him so sad? However, after so many years, why is there still no news?
When the dark eyes thought of the woman who still had no news, they seemed to have lost all their colors and became empty in an instant.
Shen Qingning lowered her head slightly. She still felt that she could not adapt to such a scene. She looked aside, but saw the little man sitting in a serious position. His eyes fell tightly at a certain point not far away. There was a completely different expression on his little face. The eyes that always looked at her pitifully and softened her heart a little by little. At this moment, it was instant. Staring not far away with curiosity.
She followed the sight of the little man, but she didn't see anything special. She shook her head helplessly. I'm afraid this little man has never seen such a scene, so she showed full curiosity about such a scene.
The dinner was finally over. This was the first sentence that Shen Qingning thought of when she saw everyone scattered one after another. She is happy. If this dinner was not really difficult to excuse, she would never have come. Sitting here sullenly, she really doesn't know what to do. Everything around her seemed to have nothing to do with her, and she was immersed in her own world alone. Therefore, it doesn't matter to her at all.
"Jing'er," Shen Qingling got up, but saw that the little man stood up and was about to run out. In a hurry, her voice inevitably became a little louder.
Nangongmo was a little unsure. Did he just hear her voice? Such thoughts, as if they were just distant but clear memories in his memory, seemed to be clearly returned at this moment. Even if she has been missing for so long, how can such a deep impression become blurred over time?
It should only become more profound with the change of time! Just like his feelings for her, even after such a long time, she still has an indelible mark in his heart. And these days, he has thought that he can support it until today by relying on these memories, as well as the bits and pieces between them, and the firm belief that she will definitely come back!
However, this time, Nangong Mo was puzzled. The person who had been missing for so long could hear such a clear voice floating in his ear at this moment, and it was still here. How could he not worry too much?
He turned around and looked not far away. There was a vague figure approaching him gradually. Just when he thought he could see more clearly, the figure stopped the next moment. He saw her slowly squatting down and looking up at the little man standing in front of her. Because there is still a distance between them, he can't see her face clearly, but why did such a familiar figure make his heart throb in an instant?
Cang Tianqing has been standing not far away, earning Nangong Mo's expression little by little. Of course, he knows what the man is thinking at this moment. When he hears the voice that has not been seen for a long time, I'm afraid he still can't believe that this is the woman he misses!
A woman who has been missing for so long suddenly appears in front of her at this moment. No matter how much she misses her in her heart, she will still be more or less unbelievable! I'm afraid that I heard it wrong, and that's still a white joy. What evolved from the surprise of that mistake is a strong loss and disappointment. Such an emotional gap should be that no one can bear it! Therefore, Nangong Mo's expression at this moment is indeed normal in the eyes of Cang Tianqing.
Since Ning'er disappeared, he knows that he will send people out to look for her almost every day, and over the years, he has also hidden Ning'er very well, so he has avoided the people sent by Nangong Mo to find Shen Qingning. Over the years, he has wanted to hide Shen Qingning by his side. Even if Shen Qingning's memory has not recovered, then let her stay by his side forever! Although she knows that the person in her heart is not herself, at least in this way can she really appear beside her! And he can see her every moment he misses her, which is really enough for him.
He thought that over the years, such a happy time should have been stolen by himself! He was so selfish that he wanted her to stay with him, and so selfishly hid her whereabouts regardless of her wishes, so that he could stay with him for one more day? Even if it's one more day, it's good.
Unfortunately, he is not Nangong Mo after all, and the person at the bottom of Shen Qingling's heart can only be Nangong Mo after all! It can only be Nangong Mo. In this life, he knew that no matter how good he was to her, her heart would not tolerate him after all. Even if he really occupies a seat in her heart, I'm afraid that the word "friend" will only be engraved in this position! Perhaps, if you are closer, it is "alamilies". And it can never be what he thinks.
So, in addition to the heartache, he finally decided to let her return to the person at the bottom of her heart. Maybe this is the best for her!
What is the most painful thing in the world? Cang Tianqing asked himself like this. In fact, the answer has been hovering in his heart for a long time, but he just dares not say it. Even if he thinks about it, he will feel pain, let alone say it?
So, Cang Tianqing can understand the pain of Nangong Mo and the unbelievable expression on his face. He knew how many times he had been disappointed, and every disappointment, even if he didn't show it on his face, he just guessed, and he could understand it. After so many searches, every time he went with great expectation, but he came back with a desperate expression. I have never experienced this kind of deep pain.
However, he knew that it was not him but another man hidden in his favorite heart. Even in these days when she lost her memory, she still reserved the most important position for him invisibly. Such pain is self-evident. How can he replace him who is so deeply engraved in her heart? Therefore, even if the experience is different, the pain is still similar.
"Ning'er..." Nangong Mo carefully leaned into the familiar figure step by step. As the distance shortened, he felt that something seemed to accelerate in the bottom of his heart. He is sure that in this life, such a familiar feeling, except for that woman, no one can bring him this feeling. However, in the process of moving forward step by step, his heart began to have doubts again. Since Ning'er is fine, why doesn't she always appear in his sight? Unless... unless something happened in the middle that he didn't know.
Shen Qingning stood up, looked up slightly, and saw the man who had already stood in front of her. At this moment, the expression on Nangong Mo's face was finally no longer as disappointed as usual. Such a surprised and slightly stunned expression suddenly appeared on such a man with extraordinary temperament at the same time. Shen Qingning didn't know how to describe this feeling. In short, it was very strange.
It was really as he wanted. The face in front of him had appeared in his dream countless times, turning and turning thousands of times. At this moment, it finally appeared clearly in front of his eyes. He is really lucky. At this moment, Nangong Mo was extremely grateful for this trip, at least, let him see the person in his dream. So, clearly, the dreamer who appeared in his sight!
"Who are you?" Shen Qingning didn't know what the pain flashed in her heart was. She searched carefully in her mind and was sure that she had never seen the man in front of her. So, why can he know her so accurately? Shen Qingling guessed from the bottom of her heart that he should have recognized the wrong person! However, how to explain the pain that faintly comes from the bottom of my heart?
"Ning'er, you really don't remember me?" Hearing the words, the man in front of him opened a pair of ink-like eyes, and his eyes fell tightly on the confused woman in front of him. Who are you? Nangong Mo never knew when these three words had such a great influence. When the person you miss deeply appears in front of you, that excitement is really indescribable in words. However, when the person you miss asks "Who are you", how can you describe the mood of this moment?
He was very glad that at least at this moment, even if his heart was very excited, it did not show it clearly. Especially when she asked such a question that made him feel painful.
"We, do you know each other?" Shen Qingning looked directly at the man in front of her and frowned. There was a faint doubt in the shallow words, which seemed to be mixed with an imperceptible trembling, and it seemed that even she herself did not notice the small details.
"Ninger, what's wrong with you?" After hesitating again and again, Nangong Mo finally asked the answer he was most eager to know. Why doesn't his lemon not remember him?
How can she not remember him? She shouldn't, don't she remember him?
"Ning'er," just as Nangong Mo was planning to continue the next question, the sky, who had been standing aside with a thoughtful face, walked over slowly. He stood beside Shen Qingning and took a deep look at her. "Ning'er, take Jing'er back first!" He opened his mouth and spoke gently, as if it was not the appearance of the charming prince in his memory. Such an expression and such action undoubtedly complicate Nangong Mo's mind. As soon as the words fell, Cang Tianqing turned his eyes and looked at the man standing not far away from Shen Qingning.
"But..." Shen Qingning hesitated for a moment. She took a look at the man who smiled gently at her. In the days when she lacked memory, it was this man who took meticulous care of her, which made her open her heart little by little and was willing to smile sincerely.
She turned her head again and looked at the man who was staring straight at her not far away. She didn't quite understand where the deep affection in his eyes came from at this time. Yes, affection for her? As long as she thought about it, she felt that there seemed to be some feelings surging in her heart, but she had no impression at all. This feeling is really bad. Just like you desperately want to recall something, but you still have no impression at all. That kind of hesitation, that kind of confusion, really makes people feel uncomfortable. What kind of relationship does this man with peerless glory have to do with her? At this time, she was eager to know the answer and to solve the mystery that puzzled her, but there was still no way to start.
The little man in her arms gently pulled her sleeve. She just came out of the chaotic thoughts just now. She looked down at the person in her arms and saw that he looked very sleepy.
"Ning'er, no matter what kind of confusion you have in your heart now, leave it until tomorrow! It's very late now, and Jing'er must be very sleepy. Whether Cang Tianqing's words were intentional or unintentional, Shen Qingning finally compromised. She has to admit that this man has the ability to make you compromise invisibly. He grabbed her weakness, the little man who looked very sleepy in her arms at the moment.
"Okay," Shen Qingling nodded. It's really not appropriate to talk about things on such a night. If there is anything, let's leave it until tomorrow!" Jinger, say goodbye to your uncles. We're going back. She said with a smile.
Finally, on the venue that seemed a little empty on such a night, two men were left to look opposite each other. Wang Qin, who has been following Nangong Mo's side, has already retreated a few steps and left such a place for these two people.
"I know what you want to ask, and I also know that you must have a lot of doubts in your heart now," Cang Tianqing's eyes have been closely following the figure who left. No matter who is, you can see the deep affection for that woman in his eyes. Only she, only the woman, even if she really feels his deep affection for her, she still doesn't mention it at all. There were several times when he was ready to speak, but the topic was still changed by her. He didn't know whether she did it on purpose or whether it was really just her unconscious act. This answer, even today, is still unknown.
Once, he was jealous of the man in front of him. Why could he make such a cherished woman so easily fall in love with him, and no matter how much he paid, he still couldn't get into her heart. Between her and him, it seemed that there was always a veil. He could faintly see the figure, but he could never see the real appearance clearly. Such a hazy feeling made him feel unprecedented frustration.
What does a man like him want? However, in this world, the only one he wants is always unavailable. Is he willing? No, how can he be willing? Therefore, he tried his best to hide the woman, just hoping to accompany her every day, which was enough. However, with the arrival of this man, the hope will be dashed after all.
And this time, he was voluntary. He admitted that he was indeed too selfish to let two people who loved each other miss such a long time. This happiness that should not belong to him in the first place, finally, even the shadow can't be touched.
"So, should Your Highness explain it?" Nangong Mo frowned deeply, the doubt in his eyes, the anger that had been faintly revealed on his face, or the slight emotion in his heart.
"Of course," Nangong Mo did not expect to hear such an answer as Cang Tianqing. He thought that at least he would not be so straightforward. This hall really needs an explanation for King Mo. After a slight pause, Cang Tianqing continued, "It's just that it's really not suitable to talk about these things now. What's more, I think that the mood of King Mo today should not have recovered! So, now is really not the right time, what does King Mo think?
"So, Your Highness, when do you think is the best time to talk about this?" In the faint way, Cang Tianqing could still hear the anger mixed in Nangong Mo's tone. He knew that this anger was unavoidable. What's more, now that he thinks about it carefully, he also admits that he did something wrong. Therefore, he has a reason to do so.
"Tomorrow," Cang Tianqing turned his eyes around, then withdrew his sight and said lightly, "Tomorrow, I will give King Mo an explanation. So, is King Mo satisfied? He spread out his hands.
"Okay, then I will wait for Your Highness to give me a satisfactory explanation tomorrow. I hope, Your Highness, don't let me down!" After saying that, Nangong Mo turned around, took a step, and was ready to leave, but was stopped by Cang Tianqing.
"King of Ink," blurted out, Cang Tianqing thought, at least let him know that he has a child today! He guessed that he should have seen the person who had been missing for so long and had no time to take care of anything else. Even the little man in Shen Qingning's arms who was very similar to him, he ignored it. It's better to let him know first, at least let's slow down tonight!