Chapter 67 May you live better than me.
At this time, there seemed to be some sound outside the door, which also let Anxin know that her short 20 minutes had been used up, and parting was coming...
And this separation will be a lifelong separation.
Suddenly, my heart was so uncomfortable. My emotions kept surging and roaring, but I couldn't find an outlet. In the end, I could only turn into transparent tears, drop by drop.
It turned out that when parting really came, I found that I would be so reluctant, such unwillingness, no matter how well prepared I was before, no matter what I said before to comfort me, but once I really faced all this, my heart suddenly became timid, suddenly retreated, and suddenly I was scared, and suddenly... I couldn't bear to give up...
However, we are reluctant and reluctant, but we can't escape the end of parting, because it seems that we are doomed from the moment we love each other.
What can be done now is to open your eyes, see everything clearly, and remember deeply, because this will become the motivation for me to live in the second half of my life, and memories will replace you... to stay by my side.
Your resolute and cold face usually becomes particularly soft because of falling asleep, just like a child, pure and pitiful.
Gently touched his face, and the warm skin under his palm cut her heart, because every affectionate touch will tell her that parting is true and let her know that this will be the last touch. From now on, your smile will no longer bloom for me, and your tears will no longer flow for me. You The shoulder will no longer let me rely on, your arm can no longer hold me tightly, and all this will not belong to me.
"After I leave, you have to take good care of yourself." The soft voice slowly swings away in the quiet room, whispering the words you can think of at this time: "Remember to eat on time. And cigarettes, I don't expect you to quit, but I hope you can smoke less! Because it's not good for your health. You are not the only one who is sad when you are sick. Then, you should treat Han Xiao well and remember not to lose your temper with her. You don't know how much she cares about your brother who always shouts at her. Do you know how much she has suffered for you? You don't know anything, but you only know how to hate others, you fool!" The complaining words changed because of emotional control, and tears blurred her eyes. However, she still had a lot to say, "And your father, he also loves you very much. Some things are not what you see on the surface! Moreover, if you can, you should try to accept him. Got it?" Just like a mother in the face of her child who is about to leave her, she tells everything patiently, afraid that he will be cold, afraid that he will be hot, afraid that he will hurt, afraid that he will hurt, afraid of everything, worried about everything... she is not around. I can't see everything, so I will be nervous and worried.
However, I laughed at myself. After I leave, you should be happy, because no one can hurt you anymore, and no one will let you get out of control and suffer such a harm............
I want to carefully twist the corner of the quilt for the other party, but I'm afraid that he will be cold, but tears fall on the quilt drop by drop, leaving a watermark............
"Miss Anxin, it's time for you to go."
The time is finally coming, and the man's words announced that the time had come.
Tears are even more fierce, but they tighten their lips fiercely and can't cry. This will disturb the resting person. His body has just finished the operation and needs to rest.
However, there are really too many things I want to say, but I don't have time...
Let these tears replace all words! Concerned, blamed, told, and... reluctant
Because I will... disappear from your sight forever. And you will also become my eternal miss.
Suddenly, I found that God was really cruel and kept tormenting us who were weak and incapable. However, what kind of crimes did we commit to be treated like this, sad to tears, painful to heartbreaking... We who made me have no fate, but we met him in the vast sea of people. At this time, I fell in love with the other party again, but... I couldn't hold my son's hand and take old age with my son.
It turns out that cruelty can be interpreted in this way, but this is not a play, but fate, a fate that cannot be refused, and a fate that cannot be resisted.
Looking at the person who was still sleeping in front of me, I smiled helplessly. Our fate could not be determined, so we met and fell in love, but we were about to separate... Just today, in your sleep, I will leave you forever...
My love, just think of all this as a dream! When I woke up, everything was over.
But if you haven't forgotten, please don't cry, don't be sad, don't cry, because this will hurt me... But please remember...
Slowly bent down and gently left a kiss on the cracked lips, "Mu Junhao... I love you."
No matter how far apart we are, no matter where I am, I still love you............
And then leave with peace of mind............
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Flowers bloom and fall, spring goes and winter, time always slips away in the most inadvertent time. When you come to your senses, you suddenly find that it has been a long time unconsciously... Deep............
The soft music slowly opened in the high-end restaurant, which was as comfortable as a breeze, and the afternoon sun emitted a warm smell, shining on the peace of mind sitting against the window, making her couldn't help smiling and closing her eyes.
And in this blonde restaurant, An An, a girl with long dark hair, and her gentle brown eyes that seem to drip tears, deeply attracted their eyes, and the indifferent smile and the face that did not eat the fireworks of the world made people't move their eyes.
And some gentlemen seem to be unable to withstand the attraction and have taken the initiative to greet her, a foreign girl.
And she just smiled back and didn't talk much, because her heart... already has a master. Although she won't look for another one in her life, now, she still has that person in her heart.
The handsome face suddenly appeared in her mind, and this also made her sigh that time flies, because, in a blink of an eye, four years have passed silently, and those unforgettable and vigorous love seem to be as clear as yesterday, and even now... ...
However, this is over after all... Those things that I don't want to forget will eventually be gradually forgotten over time, and she is now working as a secretary in a multinational company. Although the work is not long, it feels good. Although it is busy but full And her boss is also a very good person.
Overall, I'm living a good life, at least I don't have to worry about being hungry.
When she first arrived here, she was not familiar with the place, and because she didn't accept Mu's father's money, she was penniless. Because she didn't even go home, she was sent directly to the airport by the driver, so after getting off the plane, she was helpless and wandered in this strange country for three days because of hunger for a long time. Hunger led to her eventually fainting on the street, but fortunately, she was saved by a kind couple.
However, the pressure in the heart is more uncomfortable than the pain in the body. The indescribable pain can torture people and often make life worse than death. Therefore, the kind couple has been ill for a long time, and the kind couple also invited many doctors to see her, but it has never been improving, and her bones during that time As thin as firewood.
Maybe as a woman! The hostess here sensed that there seemed to be something on her heart, which caused her to see so many doctors that she had never recovered, because she still needed a mental illness. However, the hostess did not know what made her so unable to let go. After asking several times, Anxin answered with silence, so she just told Ann Heart, this is the place where she wants to live in the future, that is, her home, and Anxin finally understands that she has no way back and can't go back when she comes here, and she once promised Han Xiao to live well. Therefore, with such a mood, she put aside everything and lives hard for a long time. She also began to recover with her determination.
Next, she helps in a restaurant they run, and after work every day, she will go to the local library to borrow some materials, because she has an important thing she hasn't done yet. In less than half a year, she was admitted to a local university with excellent results with her smart mind and unremitting efforts, because she never forgot that it was her mother's wish to go to college.
And at that moment, she smiled happily, but also cried sadly. She was happy to fulfill her mother's wish, sad that she remembered the vow she had made with the man... and finally failed to realize it... It became a fantasy to go to college together...
And when she graduated, she also won a good job with excellent grades.
Now, she lives a good life and feels very happy.
Just............
Pick up the coffee on the table and take a sip. I don't know how that person is doing...
She lives like this, how is he doing?
At first, she often slept in the middle of the night and could no longer sleep. Looking at the moonlight outside the window, her shadow appeared in her mind. She thought about him very much and worried about him. However, with the passage of time, although she would not wake up in her dream, his face was still clearly branded in her heart.
And now, every time I think of him, I will unconsciously smile with blessings on my face, hoping that he will live a better life than himself.
I hope so... the person I love deeply.