Chapter 68 Change.

It's just that the world is capricious and can't be controlled by the world at all. Just when he thought he would live like this all his life, and when he was gradually getting used to not having Mu Junhao by his side, God joked with her again.

As soon as she entered the company, her colleagues congratulated Anxin one after another, and she was confused by this inexplicable congratulations. It was not until she was called to the office by her boss that she understood what was going on.

Like a bolt from the blue, she was shocked by all this sudden. She looked at her lips up and down in a daze, but she didn't listen to a word, because the return to China alone made her unable to recover...

What did the boss just say? Go to her motherland? Did she hear it correctly when she went to China? Why is this... so suddenly...what the hell is going on?

"Did you forget to react happily?" Andy, the relieved boss, looked at her stunned by his words and said.

Andy seemed to think that what he said made Anxin happy, but the reality was not what he thought. Now she really couldn't believe what she had just heard. She asked tentatively, "Go to China?"

Do you really go to China, not any other country?

"Yes!" Andy's face was full of blessing and a smile.

Because of his affirmative answer, his peace of mind suddenly became confused. It turns out that all this is true............

And his words were like a small stone, which gradually quieted her heart, which had been polished over time and gradually as a lake, and spread out in circles, and refused to disperse for a long time.

For a moment, everything poured into her mind. The previous, present, good, bad, happy, sad, all appeared in her mind, making her messy and messy...

In fact, it is not too surprising to think about this matter. The boss was transferred to a branch in China, and as his secretary, it seems that it is not too unacceptable to be transferred together, but...

If she didn't have everything in the past, she would choose to go there with her boss, but she had a simple past and gently covered her hand to her heart. Here are her concerns.

"I don't seem to be very happy to see you." Andy said to him with a look of relief, "Don't you want to go back?"

Andy was surprised that there would be such a reaction.

Realizing that he seemed to have leaked too many emotions, he had to smile awkwardly at his boss.

Just want to? Still don't want to? She asked herself inside.

However, there is no clear answer. She has lived here for four years, has been used to the customs here, and has gradually integrated into the life here. If she suddenly leaves, she can't say that she has no feelings for this place, and she can't say that she is reluctant to give up at all. She is like her own daughter, Mr. and Mrs. William, there are many good memories here, and , from being unaccustomed to it at the beginning to slowly adapting, she has also regarded this place as her home.

However, I couldn't help frowning gently. Although I was used to everything here, my heart seemed to have been dug out. I always felt something missing, always felt incomplete, and always regretful. She knew that she was still thinking about it and wanted to know how Mu Junhao was doing? Want to know how Han Xiao and Su Tianyi are doing? I want to know what has changed in my hometown over the years.

As more and more things poured into my mind, the feeling of wanting to see each other began to spread.

At this time, I suddenly found that I seemed to be deceiving myself. Although I would not be sad or sad, and I was used to everything here, today's events made her recognize herself. Because I thought so before, and comforted so much, it was because I knew that there was no possibility of going back at that time, so I had to try to forget it and try to make myself feel better, so that's why I told myself that. And now she finds that she just lacks an excuse to go back, because she hasn't let go at all, and he still lives there. Moreover, it is her own country, the place where she gave birth to and raised herself, and there is everything her most precious. And opened a gap slightly in the tightly tied pocket of missing, and all the emotions roared out.

However, despite this, she still has reason. She asked herself in her heart, can she go back? Can I go back?

Won't what she was most worried about happen? Su Tianyi... Won't he be hurt because of himself? Won't it cause irreparable things because of your reckless decisions?

Thinking so, the excitement that ignited instantly because she knew that she had the possibility to go back was gradually suppressed, and the flames began to gradually go out, because this was the most frightening thing in her heart. Even after so many years, it has still not subsided.

However, as he thought, it has been so many years, and things should have been over a long time ago. Mu Junhao will no longer take himself to heart. Maybe he has forgotten himself long ago, and there may be suitable people around him accompanying him. Although he thinks so, he is happier. , but at the same time, it is inexplicably uncomfortable.

What's wrong with biting his lip, but he should be able to go back. Mu's father should have forgotten himself. After all, he has been keeping the agreement for so many years, and he should have relaxed his vigilance against himself!

"Oh!" Suddenly, he laughed out loud, like a thief.

"You..." Andy's boss was shocked by her sudden smile. He said, "It's okay if you don't want to go with me. I won't force you."

"No!" An An explained in a hurry and found how eager she was. She said, "I just... just..." It's too contradictory... The mood now is complicated and unspeakable. There will be two kinds of problems, and there are two voices in my head that keep fighting, one of which is talking back. Because my heart fell there when I got on the plane, and it was just a body that came here. Another voice said don't go back, don't look back when you leave, and don't you have a good life now? Without this accident, won't you live a step-by-class life? And even if there is, it should be regarded as nothing to continue to live well, and it should not be shaken.

Andy explained at this time, "I want you to go there with me. First, I think your hometown is there, and you should want to go back. Second, Chinese is your mother tongue, which will help you a lot. At least, you don't need to ask for a translator."

What should I do? Will you go back or not?

Anxin's heart was sitting in a fierce struggle, and his head hurt so much that Anxin couldn't help holding his forehead, as if the oil was flying in his ear. And the heart is messy and uncomfortable.

Forget it, you'd better think about it! Now it is impossible to give an answer, because this matter cannot be decided easily, otherwise the consequences are not a joke. After so many years of hard work and patience will be in vain. So, she said, "Let me think about it. Can I give you the answer tomorrow?"

"Good! I'll wait for your answer tomorrow." Andy answered with a smile.

After leaving the office, my mood immediately became heavier.

She really didn't expect God to tease her so much.

For so many years, she never thought that there would be a chance to return to China. She always thought that she would live here all her life. However, God really likes to tease people. Such a thing suddenly appeared and gave her a chance to go back. However, she couldn't go back was the biggest trouble. For a while, she really did it. No decision.

And one day slipped away in this absent-minded process. After work, I didn't want to go home. Therefore, I began to wander aimlessly on the street and watched the various people around me pass by me. The blonde girls and teenagers were so obvious that they couldn't help sighing. After all, I am not a person here. No matter how long I have lived or lived here for many years, my roots have never been rooted here.

Suddenly, a burst of crying came to his ears, breaking his peace of mind. Looking over curiously, he saw a four- or five-year-old boy standing by the roadside crying, and constantly shouting his mother. The sad tears, the scared eyes, and the helpless expression made her heart feel uncomfortable.

It seems that the child is separated from his mother.

But just as Anxin wanted to step forward to help, a woman ran over in a panic and held him tightly in her arms when she saw the child. And kept saying gratefully, "God bless, God bless."

When he saw his mother coming back, the little boy immediately stopped crying and hugged the woman.

And when he saw this scene, he smiled reassuringly.

The mother has always been the support of the child, and the child is also the mother's life.

I couldn't help raising my head. The blue sky was like my mother's love, endless.

"Mom, how are you doing over there? I'm doing well now."

At the beginning, when her mother left her, Anxin once lost confidence in life, but Mu Junhao helped her at that time. Although it was just a sentence, it made her wake up like a dream, understand everything, and made her focus find hope. Now, she has excellently fulfilled her mother's wish, but... ...

The hard-won eyebrows frowned again. None of his promises to that person seemed to have been fulfilled. He said that he would not leave. As a result, he pushed him away and then came here and didn't do what he said at all.

Thinking of his hurtful expression, his heart will still hurt even now.

So, if you can't achieve it, don't say it easily, otherwise it will turn into injury and make people feel like a knife.