Chapter 41: The World of Heaven

"A Lei, why did you switch to flower dance as soon as school started? Xia Luolin has dropped out of school. What's the point of doing this?" At this time, Anan was chasing Situ Lei's house all over the house and asking about Situ Lei's private transfer.

"I told you that I was leaving a long time ago. You didn't take it seriously." Situ Lei packed his clothes with an indifferent face.

"When did you tell me?" Anlan's mind quickly searched for similar words that Situ Lei said to her, but she had no impression at all.

"Then I'll turn around, and I'll be wherever you are."

"Okay, it's up to you. Anyway, I won't stay in the flower dance for long.

"Where else are you going?"

Situ Lei turned around and smiled at An and said nothing. He didn't know that I had left here first, and he chose to leave this place quietly like me at that time.

He is ready to study in the UK just to stop causing unnecessary pressure and trouble to the other party. Say goodbye, and I will never see you again.

Anan suddenly hugged Situ Lei's waist from behind and clung to him: "A Lei, how long has it been since you smiled at me like this, do you know? Shall we go back to the past?" Anan said anxically.

"I'm still the same as before. I haven't changed anything, but you're different from before." Situ Lei did not break free from Anan's hand holding her, but said softly.

"But I have never changed to you."

"But you know, I just love you like my sister. The gap between us is not easy to fill. You don't understand me, just like I don't know you.

Situ Lei said and slowly took away Anan's hand. He turned around and looked at Anan, whose eyes were about to turn red, and gently kissed her forehead: "I'm not the one who can accompany you all your life. Go find the person who can love you as much as you love me."

"That man has been kicked away by me a long time ago." Her tears rolled in her eyes.

"You won't love me even without Xia Luolin's appearance? You have never liked me, have you?"

"I like you, there is no love."

"But are you in love with Xia Luolin? Don't think I didn't know that she was the child of the Situ family, and you just..." Anran suddenly stopped halfway, because she knew that if she went on, she would poke Situ Lei's pain. And now she has entered the cordon.

"Maybe it was, but now it's not."

Situ Lei always had that shallow smile on his face, and he didn't know when he became no longer stingy with his smile. Although it contains more sadness than before, which is impenetrable.

"I know."

Anran ran out of Situlei's house without looking back. She didn't cry. She knew that what the man said was the most real words in her heart at this moment. He was calmly telling her the most real thoughts in her face.

Even if this calmness and truth are deeply stabbing her, it makes it clear that no matter what she does, she can't enter his heart, because it has been filled with a girl named Xia Luolin, and there is no gap that can accommodate her.

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"Where did you die again? You came back so late." Angan, who had just entered the house, was scolded by the woman in wine-red clothes.

"You don't have to worry about me."

She wiped the sweat on her forehead. Although Situ Lei's home was not far from her home, she almost ran back with her eyes closed. She wanted the wind to wake up her mind and blow away the words she didn't want to admit and the memories she had just created with Situ Lei.

"Don't worry about me? I just care too little about you to get so close to that Situ Lei. If you are not sure about such a good young man as Yi Chen, you want that gangster. The woman continued to nagging endlessly.

"Enough, you don't have the right to say that, A Lei." Anan vented all the emotions that had been suppressed in her heart to her home, and she shouted at the woman in front of her.

"What are you calling? I said he's not happy. I now hope that his good son raised by Situ Bohan will not turn my daughter into a second Ji Yuwei.

The woman hit the envelope in her hand on An's face: "Ye Yichen came to see you today. You can see what he left behind."

"Your daughter is not a treasure at all. Do you think people all over the world are rushing to want me? In fact, he doesn't care if you pack it up and send it to A Lei's eyes. What's wrong with Ji Yuwei? At least the people she likes also love her more deeply, and I.

Anan picked up the envelope on the ground and looked at her mother who had gone upstairs and whispered to herself.

RANRAN:

When you read this letter, I have taken a flight with Luo Lin on an unknown destination. I have done everything I promised you, maybe better than what you have done with him.

I didn't take Luolin away for you, but I really want her to live a simple life in the past. The harm we brought to her can't be counted, and if she knew that all the wounds we did behind her would be even more irreparable.

During my time with her, I found that she was completely harmless to you, and all I saw was because of Situ, who was changing you little by little.

You have become sharp, mean and unhappy. And I also have an inescapable responsibility. I am the accomplice who slowly pushed you to the cliff behind.

From the first time that Xia Luolin was framed and made her unable to attend the school celebration, we all fell into this spinning nest and could not extricate ourselves. Although I always said that I was not helping you again and again, I still followed it, and finally put the aperture of the bad people on you layer by layer, so that Now I can't even see you clearly, and I can't see myself clearly.

Whether you are wrong or I am wrong, I will bear this matter now. I don't know if it's because we have done too many things we shouldn't have done to her, or because I've been used to being with her for too long.

My feelings for her are not love, maybe closer to family affection. I will protect her as I did before, but she will never be above you.

I still remember the first time I saw you in the garden. At that time, I just felt that I could no longer tolerate anyone in my heart. I tried my best to give you what I thought was good. The most important thing should be my cherishing and waiting for you.

I don't understand what love is when I am young. I just want to be happy to play with this girl who can only giggle all the time. When you no longer appear in my world, I know that I don't have enough strength to keep you with me. At that time, I just wanted to grow up quickly, no matter You have to find you back when you go to the ends of the earth.

And what I look forward to most every year is your mother's birthday, because only then can I come from Hangzhou to meet you.

In retrospect, I couldn't even figure out how stupid I was at that time. Maybe this is love. There is no reason, no basis for love, just want to be with you.

I know you like animals, I know you like strong boys who can protect you, and I also know that you may fall in love with others at any time.

I began to learn to raise Samoy, persistently practiced taekwondo every day, and finally let me wait for the opportunity to fly from Hangzhou just to go to the same school as you and see you every day.

But you told me how much you liked Situ Lei at that time. You laughed so happily and brightly when you mentioned him.

At that time, I knew that I had no chips to win you back. So I choose to help you, and I will help you get everything you think can bring you happiness.

Do you still remember Laxiu and Mixiu, the baby born by the Samoyed dog I raised myself.

When I saw them at first, I decided to give them to you. That's because I foolishly came to your house with two cubs in my arms and said that I would raise them one by one. As long as we had them, we would not separate.

At that time, I didn't know that you already had Situ Lei in your heart. If I knew that I would not have done such a stupid thing at that time, it would have caused you a lot of trouble.

La Xiu and Mi Xiu are named by me, La Xiu loveyou Mi Xiu missyou. Although I didn't say anything, I think you should understand that Mi Xiu stayed by my side because I would always miss you, and Laxiu wanted you to love me. Now that I have taken it away, I hope you can love Situ Lei without any burden.

Whether you can see me standing behind you or not, as long as you are willing to come back, I can hold you tightly at any time. Give you my unchanging love.

I hope you can return to your peaceful life after we leave, and look forward to your happy face when we meet you again.

Ye Yichen.

"Thank you, Yi Chen. Thank you for caring so much about me that no one wants me."

Angan's tears crackled on this page of letter paper, and the tears melted the beautiful words on the paper. Her tears went all the way back to her home. She did not cry in front of Situ Lei or cry in front of her mother, but she could no longer control herself in the face of the letter Ye Yichen left for herself when she left before she left.

Maybe there is no second one in the world who is so dedicated to himself, Ye Yichen.

"You said she would not be above me, but why did you take Laxiu away? I don't need you to do this for me." Anan said to herself while sobbing.

At this time, Ye Yichen and I are sitting on the plane that just took off. He is sleeping like a pig next to me, and he has to help me pack up in the exam. Even if the iron man is tossed around like this by me, he will feel tired.

He almost got on the plane to settle me down and fell asleep quickly. I sat by the window, and we deliberately changed it with others.

Because I like the window, especially when I am in the sky, I can no longer describe my distance from the sky, but integrate with the sky, but I am wrapped in this thick iron sheet.

It's dark outside. I can hardly see anything, and I don't know how high it has flown. I can't see the scene of thousands of lights under my house.

The night sky so close to me is not as beautiful as when looking up from the land. Our eyes are always deceiving ourselves, especially the short-sighted me.

It's always the best not to get it. Once it's within reach, bright things will also become dull. The stars in the sky have long lost their brilliance when they are seen from afar. Everything that is small on the ground also has nothing to do with me with my flight.