Chapter 85: Superfluous Existence

Situ Lei has nothing to do with who he belongs to and me. I thought Han Heya would end after declaring his victory, at least after filling An'an with his inner satisfaction and vanity.

But what she wants to say is much more than that.

"Xia Luolin, if you still have a little memory of me in your little head..." She bent down and looked at me. We looked at each other, and there was an overwhelming victory in her eyes, not because of her infinitely expanded superiority around us, but because of my fear of her.

"I advise you not to come to invite you to the student union or not, whether you have been moved or not. Take your Ye Chen leisurely after four years of college, and then go home to get married and have children as you like. I should not be bored enough to find something to do to trouble you. However, if you enter the student union, I will acquiesce that you have stepped into my chassis and are ready to declare war on me..."

Unlike the previous Anan, Anan just blindly vents her emotions and does those revenge actions that never go through her mind. She is like a bright knife, clear form, murderous touch, and can clearly see it shining cold light in front of your eyes. Once it is provoked, it will fly in a straight line. Come on, pierce your body.

Han and Ya are different. She never likes color. Whether it is emotional or appearance, she is always a lukewarm and charming appearance. She is ghostly and deep in the city. Her sharpness and scheme are enough to move to the stage, harmful and invisible, and everything she does has her reason and inevitability. If Anan is a knife, she is a box of poison needles, always quietly hiding in the dark. No one knows how many needles are hidden in the box, let alone whether there is poison coated with blood. Once stabbed, the only thing left for you is death...

"I didn't plan to go." Even though I was afraid of her, I still looked into her eyes and said indifferently.

"That's the best. But I always cut down my work, and I may not want to listen to the next words, but for you, I think I'd better make a comparison. Han Heya squinted at the window and smiled with his eyes closed.

"No, I said I would definitely not go if I didn't go to the student union. You don't have to say anything extra. Although you don't have a reason to believe me, I don't have a reason to believe you. Even if I don't go to the student union, you will keep an eye on me until graduation.

"Ha ha, you really get to know me better. Suddenly I found that someone knew me so well. Even if that person was you, I was a little moved..." Han Heya pretended to be.

Yes, she has reservations about everyone, and the word trust does not exist in her body at all. The vocabulary in her body is only cold-blooded, suspicious, suspicious, and eliminated. If you don't eradicate the people or things you suspect, you will not be able to sleep at night and worry about yourself all the time. I'm afraid that if you are not careful, you will fall into the abyss, and you won't even have a chance to climb and breathe.

"However, I'm moved. Do you want to hear it, or are you afraid that you will hear it?" She deliberately amplified the sound of the last word and pulled it long.

"I don't want to hear it. I don't want to know anything that has nothing to do with me."

"Huh, isn't it? But what ranan said to you before aroused my desire to talk. Why can only she talk to someone? Can't I?

"Oc, but that person doesn't have to be me."

"However, I only have one friend, and you are the enemy..." Han Heya said, smiling fiercely, and then disappeared in an instant.

Emy?

I suddenly wanted to laugh in my heart, laughing that I had become her and An Run's imaginary enemy, both before and now.

"I'm back." Anan finally stopped putting up with it and pushed Han and Ya away and left here.

Han and Ya seemed to know that Anlan would do this. They leaned against the door and watched Anlan's back disappear into the distant sunlight through the window.

She was proud and satisfied. She raised her slender hand, covered her lips slightly with her index finger, and smiled. She smiled shyly and shyly, like a daughter in a boudoir. She smiled without showing her teeth and could not let people detect all her emotions, joys and sorrows.

"Ranlan is gone. It's all your fault for stopping me all the time." Han Heya still covered her lips with her hands, as if the joy of watching Anan leave had not yet drifted away.

"Since Anan has left, I also..."

"No."

She interrupted me decisively.

I was alone with her in this deserted school cafe. The air condensed and made me feel inexplicably nervous. Almost no one would come here before noon. I looked around and made it. In case something really happened to her here, I could use something around me to protect myself. Weapons.

Thinking about it, the sweat oozing from the palms gradually moisted his hands.

"Let's continue what we just said."

Her target is still me. Anlan just happened to be with me as an accessory for her to pass the boring time and find more fun for herself.

"You have probably heard that the student union has always recognized that he is the bride-in-be of his Situ family."

"Hmm."

"That's because they don't know anything, but just guessed out of thin air. This can be seen from what you just said to you and her reaction."

Han Heya wrapped her fingers around her hair, as if waiting for me to show my expectation and curiosity for her follow-up words.

"Actually, Rian has given up Lei to me. She is just homeless and lives in Situ's house."

Angan, homeless?

Han Heya's words added another line to the originally chaotic line. Although I'm not curious about it, their things will always be bound to me inextricably and become trivial things that are closely related to me.

Anlan, who was once jealous of my simple existence and wanted to get rid of it quickly, actually gave up Situ Lei to Han Heya. I don't know how to understand this matter. But the only thing I can be sure of is that what she is saying to me now is absolutely true. An's escape and her sense of superiority have fully confirmed the authenticity of this sentence.

"Are you curious?"

"No, it has nothing to do with whom he is with."

"I hope you always think so. It's okay. You can go back."

She waved her hand absent-mindedly at the door. I was like a servant she was ready to go. When I was happy, I called to play with it. When I was bored, I was swept out of her like garbage.

But in a sense, my sense of existence is not as good as that of a servant. At least she will pay the servant, and all I get is her twisted laughter and worthy of this twisted scar.

"luo Lin, it's time to go back." Before I left, Ye Yichen suddenly came. Han Heya's originally calm face suddenly couldn't hold the calmness. He looked at him and said, "Did you come here?"

"What do you want for breakfast?" Ye Yichen looked at me with a smile, as if she didn't hear what Han and Ya asked at all.

"Whatever."

"Then let's go." With that, Ye Yichen pushed me out of the cafe, leaving Han Heya with a stiff face.

"I should have told you to come back after the talk. Why did Han and Ya also appear there?" On the way, Ye Yichen said to me in a reprimanding tone.

"I didn't know she would go, as if she had been eavesdropping on us outside the window."

"She really has a bad taste." Ye Yichen's tone seemed to be laughing, and Han Heya's taste was getting lower and lower.

"What about you? Why did you come? Didn't I tell you not to follow me?

"Do you don't want me to come, or don't want me to know what you talked about, or don't want me to see the sad expression after you learned about Situ Lei."

He is like this again. I'm afraid he can't hold my feelings. Distrust and insecure.

But his worries are right. Those things have indeed brought a lot of shock to my heart and really hurt. Even if I show calmness and pretend to be indifferent, Ye Yichen can still see through it.

"No, it's just that you don't have to worry about me so much, just like before, as if I don't exist. Just be yourself and live the life you want to live.

"Do you think it's superfluous for me to be by your side? Oh, that's what you thought two years ago. When he made you unforgettable in your heart, you couldn't accept me. So now, after knowing that he almost died, did your bad character make you feel self-blame again?

"No."

"What is that?"

"Yes..."

I can't say how I feel, but I feel that my appearance is sudden and shouldn't be for them. I disrupted everyone's peaceful life. If I didn't show up, maybe I can still live a plain life with my parents at home now, which may worry them, or I may not have as much freedom as now, but at least I still have home to go back to and have my family to love and be loved.

And Situ Lei and Ye Yichen are the same. If they don't meet me, they can live their own young master's life in a comfortable home. Even if you pass by on the road, you will not have any intersection with strangers, and you will not feel bad about me, and you will not bear the danger and pain of losing your life at any time because of this love that is destined to hurt each other.

"Why don't you talk? Am I right? You can't forget him. Even if I promise to protect you forever, you will refuse me thousands of miles away as before, even if my heart is hollowed out, you won't let me live in.

"Yes, I'm indeed a good man. After he smashed my house and killed my mother, do you think I will fall in love with him again because he almost lost his life!!!"

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The pale sunshine finally lit up the whole campus, and he and I fell into a dead silence...