Chapter 141: Love or be loved
"Ha, ha, ha, ha..."
After reading these so-called black and white words in my hand, I suddenly laughed uncontrollably and smiled. The tears flowing from the corners of my eyes fell down my hands along my cheeks and hit the documents that seemed pale but permeated with blood.
"Ha, ha..."
With a smile, it turned into crying. A hysterical shout as if he had torn his throat. After crying until he was tired, he lay down and buried his head deep in the pillow and sobbed feeb feebly.
It turns out that laughing and crying is really more obvious and uncomfortable than any pain.
It seems that the thick fog that has been piled up for hundreds of years has finally receded. In the dark canyon that I have already identified, there will still be a light projected from the distant sky, taking me away from all this damp haze.
Everything finally has the clearest answer, and Situ Lei has never done anything that hurt me. The reason why the starfish pendant appeared in Han Heya's hands was that she took advantage of Situ Lei's car accident and claimed to take it from him to deceive me.
She knew that the pendant was unique and could completely replace him in making all authoritative speeches, even splashing dirty water on Situ Lei.
Two years ago, the starting point of all hatred was like a magnifying glass in the sun, concentrating everything on her - Han and Ya.
And this behind-the-scenes black hand, who secretly manipulated everything, from this series of events two years ago to Situ Lei's car accident, she donated a kidney to take away An's property, and gradually upgraded to get close to Situ's family, she can't look back.
However, how did Ye Yichen get these conclusive evidence that could convict Han and Ya be handed over to the court?
When I calmed down, I suddenly thought of this point that I had been ignoring.
Everything is like a domino, pushed to one, affecting the whole body. Everything is set, and everything is connected in an orderly manner without any flaws and uncheckable details.
But because of this, these seemingly meticulous plans also have the risk of not being able to blame once they are given evidence. How did these fall into Ye Yichen's hands?
"If all this is true, then..."
The originally clear thoughts suddenly stuck, and the idea that was deadlocked in the brain quickly spread to the whole body.
I suddenly opened my palm, and the number left by Ye Yichen was still clearly printed in the palm of my hand. Because it was written by a ballpoint pen, they were not quickly blurred by sweat and wiped tears.
I took out my mobile phone in a panic and quickly pressed the string of numbers written in the palm of my hand. Although he is calm, he is also trying to suppress the tension and excitement at the bottom of his heart.
"If all this is true, then the address he gave me and my father's address must be true." I have been repeating such an idea in my heart, constantly hitting my heart like a clock hammer.
"I know you will definitely call."
The phone was connected, and Ye Yichen said preemptively before I could speak.
"Since you expected it, I don't need to say anything more. Tell me." Although my heart is anxious, I still pretend to be indifferent. Such a disguise seems to have been with me for so long that I can't get rid of this mask.
"Since I gave you things, I naturally have no intention of hiding them, but what I want to tell you is that there is no free lunch in the world."
At the other end of the phone, Ye Yichen was sitting leisurely on the window sill, looking at the slow darkness of the sky. His face also darkened, becoming terrible and evil.
"What do you want?" I asked.
"I'm going to graduate. Before graduation, I need a wedding. And a bride." With that, the corners of his smiling mouth slowly drooped.
When he said this, he obviously didn't even know what the answer he wanted in his heart. Just meditating, I felt like I had changed, and actually said such shameless words.
"Marry me, maybe I have used you and hurt you. But now I'm serious. I can give you a unique love that will never lose to Situ Lei. As long as you want, I can take you to Uncle Xia right away..."
In a trance, heaven and earth seemed to be suddenly sealed in the throat. He is not threatening, let alone threatening me. Instead, it sounds more like praying, but every word of this prayer penetrates into my skin like a rusty iron needle and penetrates my heart.
It is faintly revealing, and I must agree to the deep meaning.
"If I don't want to." After a moment of silence, I asked faintly.
"If you don't want me, I won't force you. I'm not qualified to ask for and ask for it. However, this is my last bargaining chip. If I lose the bet, do you think I will fulfill you and him like this? What he said was plain and calm.
"Your chips should have been built on my hatred for Situ Lei. Now that I know everything, do you think I will still give up him and go with you?"
"You will."
"Why?"
"You can do anything for your father. You won't shake the status of 'home' in your heart because of anyone or anything. Even if Situ Lei gives you a new, warm residence now, it is an imitation and can't replace what you really need.
At this time, Ye Yichen seemed to have entered a closed space with absolute zero degrees. In that space, there was no temperature and no human emotion. The words are indifferent, like clear ice.
"Do you already know me so well?" I smiled contemptuously.
"Because I like you. You are indifferent to strangers, delicate and intelligent, strong and stubborn, and can tolerate everything you.
I touched the starfish pendant hanging on my chest before it came back to me. I didn't have time to compensate him for what he has suffered for me in the past two years. Do I have to give up on him like this and leave him again?
The family has an extraordinary meaning for me, but this time for Situ Lei, I shook its huge position in my heart for the first time.
"Sorry, I can't give you what you want. Thank you for sending these things. As for my father, you don't want to tell me that I will find him by myself.
I closed my eyes, as if I had finally made a decision, and then said it intermittently. In this way, such a decision is like cutting my own meat, and no matter which one is given up, it is undoubtedly painful for me at this moment.
"Is this the answer you gave me? Does this mean that I can't even be a substitute for Situ Lei?" His disappointed voice came from the other end of the phone, but it seemed that he had already made such preparations, without too much unacceptable feeling.
"You are you, and you will not be a substitute for anyone."
Calm down and think back, Ye Yichen and I are not like this. Once I thought that with him, we could get everything we needed, but I didn't find it until I returned to Situlei again. Those are just to cover up the fact that I can't forget Situ Lei.
Outside the door, the sound of rapid footsteps suddenly entered the eardrum. I know this must be Situ Lei's return. In a panic, I hung up the phone without saying anything. Cut off Ye Yichen's words that he had just opened his mouth, but he hadn't finished yet.
I just vaguely heard him say, "Your father..."
There is no follow-up.
I hurriedly put the documents scattered by Ye Yichen back into the bag, and then pressed them down on the pillow to hide them from the sea.
"luolin." He opened the door with these tensions on his face.
"Didn't you say you don't have to come back in a hurry?"
Everything was the same as before. I smiled and looked at his messy hair blown by the wind. Snowflakes are still overhead, like a piece of chocolate cake sprinkled with powdered sugar evenly. I pulled down his arm and gently patted him on the shoulder with the snow on his head.
"Go and change your clothes. I'll cook today." Before he could speak, I pushed him to the bathroom, then threw him a towel and went into the kitchen.
His second-in-law monk poked his head out of the bathroom, wiped his hair and looked at me, who took the apron and really began to cook.
The ice and snow melt and the wind blows away. He sits on the sofa, looking like a male host, but occasionally pry into me in the kitchen like a child.
I can make dessert, but I can't even compliment myself, let alone him.
After working for more than half an hour, I just served a plate of fluffy fried eggs like a cake.
"Is this?"
Situ Lei looked at the arrogant and fluffy egg on the plate with strange eyes, touched it gently with chopsticks, and trembled slightly.
"This is called spring egg, one of the famous dishes of the Xia family. I promise that you can't eat it all over the country." With a serious face, I took the shovel that had not yet been put down in a hurry to explain to him in detail.
"Yes, it's quite spring." Situ Lei suddenly wrote the words 'Can this be eaten' on his face, and then looked at the trembling egg and smiled.
"Okay, go wash your hands, and then we'll have dinner."
"Then I'll take a shower. If you're hungry, eat first." Situ Lei patted me on the head.
"Well, I'll wait for you. I have something to say to you later."
"Good."
While Situ Lei was taking a shower, I quickly went to clean up the smoke-filled kitchen like a battlefield.
I found that life became plain unconsciously, as if when my parents were still at home, they were also like this. Occasionally, they make a little noise, but more often it is like a glass of warm water, full of warmth.
began to fill his happy smile.
The water in the bathroom is churling, and everything is packed up. I want to put away those documents. In order to prevent trouble from being seen by Situ Lei.
Every time I see these things, I hate them so much that I can't wait to call the police now and then make Han Heya's behavior public.
But when I think that Situ Bohan still protects him so much, and that his biological father is like this, a cold sadness floats in his hatred from time to time.
I took the photo of the three of us next to the head of the bed.
"Dad, I will definitely find you." I touched my father's face in the photo and suddenly remembered what Ye Yichen had said on the phone before Situ Lei came back.
The hand stopped, and the face with a gentle smile was also deadlocked in an instant.
Suddenly, I felt dark in front of my eyes, and Ye Yichen's unfinished words began to come back to my ears. At that time, I clearly heard what he said before hanging up the phone. Whether it was right or wrong, it was an illusion in a panic. It was true and heard it.
Why should I avoid the clearly heard words, and hang up the phone in a hurry by default that it is just a fragment of the illusion.
"Your father is in a very bad state now..."
This true and fantastic sentence was finally remembered in this quiet room and when looking at the kind smile on my father's photo.