Chapter 181 Qingjun's side 1

The lights are bright, and how many people are inseparable? How many people are willing to have no regrets?

Deqing Palace was very quiet, and only his breathing was heard quietly. Li Shimin specially ordered the Shang Food Bureau to cook light and delicious meals, and I looked at the steaming plates and only drank a few mouthfuls of clear soup. Looking at the safe and motionless meals on the table, I couldn't help but feel sorry. When the maid in charge of the palace saw me like this, she couldn't help but feel distressed and told the palace people of the Shang Food Bureau, "The Empress can only drink clear soup, and you can make a lighter soup tomorrow. At the other end of the emperor, Deqing Palace will report itself.

Some things, the more you struggle, the more there is no way back. Just like my sick body, the more procrastinate it is, the more sinful it is. Life is better than death!

If God wants to make a person desperate, he must first give him enough hope. Twenty years ago, on that day, I was already heartbroken and heartbroken, but God felt that it was not enough and forced me to live a chaotic 20 years again. In the past 20 years, heartbeat, sadness, joy, fear, sadness, fatigue, and now the heart numbness are all moving towards despair little by little. The desolate sigh can no longer sigh the sourness in my heart. The ice in my heart has solidified too deep, and every strong smile will stab the ice cone into the bottom of my heart. Thinking of what Li Shimin once said, I am actually the most perfect object to eradicate, and the others are just people who inadvertently pass by.

I have been thinking about this. I was slightly stunned and wanted to ask him how he had been busy with government affairs for many years and how he had so many thoughts to design to deal with women in the harem. The next moment, I laughed at myself. This is his palace and his territory. Isn't it easy for him to live alone and die alone?

Now, every time Li Shimin comes, he will bring the new Fengyu of the Shang Pharmaceutical Bureau to diagnose my pulse, and then every time the new Fengyu whispers to him outside, he let him go, and when he comes back, he always squeezes a forced smile in his eyes. I looked at him lightly, expressionless, and then closed my eyes and listened to his every move in the hall.

There was a breeze on my face, and I felt that the bed was sinking slightly. I opened my eyes and looked at him. He sat on the edge of the couch and looked at me quietly as usual. The atmosphere was cold and frozen. For a long time, he begged to say, "Forget it, okay?"

I smiled casually and felt a suffocating pain in my heart: "I have forgotten for 20 years... For you, it has been diluted by time, but for me, it is like yesterday. How to forget, how to forget? I sighed slightly and couldn't help feeling more and more sad, "Give me another 20 years? Look at my appearance. Maybe it won't last long.

"I won't let you..." He interrupted the words and stared at my eyes with deep sadness.

I laughed at myself and looked at the sky: "This is a chronic disease, you know. Seventeen years ago, I had been shut down at the ghost gate because of this chronic disease, losing our first child and leaving an incurable root. God is the most ruthless. Give too much happiness and happiness. When the time comes, take it back together and don't leave a moment!"

After saying these words, I was out of breath and tried my best to breathe cold air. Li Shimin sat there quietly, revealing a heavy sadness between his eyebrows, his drooping eyes were dim, and finally he closed his eyes and swallowed a sigh.

At this time, Eunuch Zhou respectfully said outside the curtain, "Your Majesty, Lord Xiao has something urgent to see outside the palace wall."

Xiao Zhu ran to Deqing Palace to see Li Shimin. Could it be something? Li Shimin said "um" and looked back at me again. I am uneasy and a little curious, but I don't know what Li Shimin means. He seemed to see through my mind and sent a message to Eung Zhou to ask Xiao Zhu to enter the harem to speak. Duke Zhou was ordered to retreat. After a while, someone came in from outside the hall and knelt outside the inner hall. Through the curtain, I heard Xiao Zhu's voice: "Your Majesty, Weichen's mansion was stolen last night."

Li Shimin paused and asked nervously, "What's missing?"

Xiao Zhu hesitated, looked up and touched Li Shimin's sharp eyes and immediately lowered his eyes and gritted his teeth and said, "Only missing... All the grass rolls during the investigation and filling period."

What, only all the straw rolls are missing! It seems that the thieves are specially made for the grass, that is to say, there is someone in the Ming Palace monitoring Li Shimin! And once the straw scroll is stolen and falls into the hands of others, I don't know what kind of uproar it will cause. At that time, everyone's eyes are not the thief, it's me!

My heart tightened, straightened up and said hard, "You'er doesn't know my identity yet. I don't want him to carry it too heavily. I ask you to let Youer return to Qizhou immediately. Don't let him know, don't..."

Li Shimin smiled slightly: "Okay, I promise." He paused his tone and added, "However, Yin Hongzhi wants to stay in Chang'an."

Leave the dangerous person by his side, and you can have a panoramic view of his every move. I am grateful that Li Shimin did not kill Hongzhi. This problem is not a big deal to him. It's better than Hongzhi taking a detour outside. I nodded and agreed, watching him order Li You to leave the palace and return to Qizhou after collecting what he needed outside the palace within two days.

As soon as the decree was finished, Eternity Zhou ran in in panic and rushed out of the curtain. Realizing that he was rude, he quickly folded his legs and knelt down and said anxiously, "Your Majesty, the little pillar is coming to report that Lord Wei is kneeling in front of the Taiji Hall with more than a dozen ministers!"

It was so fast that the news of the theft came to my ears, and Wei Zheng was in a hurry. The theft in Xiao Zhu's house is probably not related to Wei Zheng. Wei Zheng is a stubborn minister. Although he is stubborn, all the things he adjud are for the country and the people. The most important thing is that he has the courage to put forward Li Shimin's mistakes and shortcomings. Li Shimin hates, respects, fears and joys him. Hearing him kneel in front of the Taiji Hall with his ministers, Li Shimin couldn't help taking a breath of cold air. I knew what he was worried about. If so, I had nothing to say.

Li Shimin tried to stabilize his mood, but there were a few sweats on his forehead. He asked in a low voice, "Do you know why they kneel?"

If Duke Zhou didn't say anything in his first report, he must not dare to say it. Now that Li Shimin asked, he was even more hesitant. Li Shimin got up quickly, couldn't help raising his volume, and shouted with anger, "Shit! I asked you if you didn't hear it!"

After his roar, Duke Zhou suddenly cried in horror and said sharply, "Lord Wei, please ask the emperor to give death to the Empress Defei. They want to clear the emperor's side!"

"What a bold!" Li Shimin was furious, and the palace man in the hall trembling with fear and knelt on the ground almost at the same time. But only I know that he is... just very afraid.

He looked back at me, and I turned my head. Half a moment of silence, a few crisp sounds of the bead curtain. When I looked again, I saw a touch of bright yellow around the corner. Eunuch Zhou and Xiao Zhu outside the curtain got up from the ground and hurriedly left with him. The palace people in the hall stood up one after another, standing there and writing panic, and their legs couldn't help trembling. I know they are more afraid. If I die, maybe Li Shimin will let them be buried with me.

I didn't expect that I would still die so many lives. God really treated me well.

I sneered, tears slipping down the corners of my eyes, soaking the hair in my temples so cold.

The wind robe that Li Shimin took off when he came was still on the chair. The maid in charge of the palace stepped into the inner hall and was about to hang the wind robe on the wooden hanger. I coughed gently and motioned her to send the wind robe to the Dragon Hall. The maid in charge held the robe and asked puzzled, "What if the emperor wants to wear it?"

I shook my head with a faint smile, and my eyes gradually dispersed. I was a little distracted: "Your Majesty... he won't come."

"Mother..." She muttered and looked at me with pity. I still smiled slightly and ordered, "When I pass by the library, I will get a Buddhist scripture for the palace, and then go to the ancestral hall to borrow a string of Buddha beads from the palace."

She immediately understood what I was going to do. She opened her mouth to say something, but she bit down and retreated and held the curtain in her arms. I looked at her figure and the bright yellow on her arm, as if I could see the familiar and heartbreaking shadow.

The more you look at this palace, the more it is a cage. There are too many secrets in the palace. The only person who can know is one person on the throne of the Taiji Hall. I picked up the Buddhist scriptures, tried to sit up from the couch, kneel respectfully, gently twist the Buddha beads, and see through the dust words in the Buddha. The memory is no longer shock, and the story is still staged. Indulgence is just for this purpose. It is often said that you can laugh but deceive each other. The overall situation is limited, life is alive, and the candle is scattered. Recite the scriptures and recite the Buddha, redeem the deep sins, and comfort the souls that have passed away. Without hearing or asking, he is self-destructed, and his hope in his heart is already powerless and empty and sad.

This palace is lively again. Wei Zheng knelt in front of the Taiji Hall with his ministers and has spread all over the palace. What is hotter than this is that it is revealed from Wei Zheng that Defei is the daughter of the Yin Shishi of Zhangye Taishou and General Zuo Yiwei in the previous dynasty! Everyone knows that the Yin Shishishi dug the ancestral grave of the Li family, and also knows that when Chang'an City was destroyed, the Li family beheaded him in the city, and the Yin Mansion was punished by the Li family. However, the German concubine sitting in this harem turned out to be the daughter of the Yin family. Not to mention that she can't be the position of German concubine, she must be punished by the state, even twice as much!

The news was disturbed one after another, and the Deqing Palace began to feel uneasy. It was often heard that palace people whispered outside the palace. I have been lying on the couch for a long time, and the surroundings are so quiet, and my hearing has grown a lot. I can hear footsteps when someone steps into the yard, not to mention these palace people talking at the door of my temple. Even if they have the idea of escaping from Deqing Palace, they dare not do it. After all, Li Shimin's order is here.

At night, I heard that the other end of the Taiji Hall had not changed. The ministers guarded outside the Taiji Hall, which was Li Shimin, Changsun Wuji and Wei Zheng. Obviously, Li Shimin insisted on protecting me and refused to compromise, and his like this will only make me more guilty and blame myself more.

I gently called the maid in charge of honor and asked her to put together a few desks next to my bed, then move everything out of the sandalwood cabinet next to me and put everything on the desk. The maid in charge looked at me uneasily and refused to come forward. She knew what was in the sandalwood cabinet, and she half guessed what I was going to do. Seeing that she didn't do anything, I frowned. As soon as she saw me frowned, she quickly agreed, brought a few desks in front of my bed, and turned to open the sandalwood cabinet.

Two sounds of rocking the wooden cabinet, pounding like a cone in the heart, painful and stuffy. The fist was vaguely clenched and loosened in vain, with a melancholy.

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