Chapter 187 Dust Returns to Dust 3
I sneered, she was so stupid! I closed my eyes deeply and laughed helplessly and laughed at myself: "If he knew that you killed the queen, would he still keep you? What's more, what you have done is not open and aboveboard. Your death will only make him less worried. Instead of letting him dismember your five horses, it's better to leave a whole body here.
She was stunned and understood the meaning of my words, but still couldn't believe it: "You mean... the emperor will shut up on me?"
I looked at her faintly and said, "Isn't it? Don't you know much? You are in the same situation as those who were killed by you. The emperor is taking advantage of you, and you are also taking advantage of the emperor. But don't forget that he is the master of the world. The calculation in his heart is definitely higher than your calculation. If you take advantage of the wrong person, you can't take advantage of it at all!"
She fell to the ground softly and burst into tears while taking a deep breath: "If the emperor also loves me, I wouldn't be like this. I... really envy you!"
The love in the world can make people beautiful, and at the same time, it can also make people no longer belong to themselves. I closed my eyes, and the blood in my heart fell drop by drop. I shook coldly and sighed slowly: "It's my fault that I saved you. You and I shouldn't have known each other. But what you have done now is your own obsession. If you make a big mistake, you should be punished. I opened my eyes, with fierce eyes and slowly determined, "Come on, pull it out and hang it."
She was frightened and couldn't believe to look at me, and her trembling lips couldn't bite a word. The maids hesitated to come forward. I glanced at her. They immediately shocked their heads and pulled Mu Yan's arm out. At this time, Muyan came to her senses, looked at my eyes and trembled fiercely, shouted to shake off the maid who pulled her, and cried. I knew that she did not intend to argue with me, and I even knew that her love for me was true, but... However, she went the wrong way. No matter how reluctantly I was, I couldn't bear to see her end up like Song Yi and Nian'er.
I looked coldly at her in pain on the ground without saying a word. She raised her head, knelt in front of my bed, wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and despaired me. I was still indifferent and turned my head lightly. She kowtowed heavily to me, and her voice hammered straight to the bottom of my heart and trembled tightly. Sister... No, Empress Defei, please listen to my last words, please believe anything."
I still glanced at my head and didn't look at her. She paused and said clearly, "Yin Hongzhi is really not a good person. He made the medicine that Yan Zhaoyi was pregnant with, and the assassins you met on your trip to Luoyang were also laid by him. He has eyeliners in the palace and can see everything far away in Qizhou. Now that he has left, but I still don't think he will give up. Please be more guarded. The fingertips trembled and deepened the palm. She smiled and stood up and waved, "I told all the secrets. I feel so relaxed and happy."
She slowly walked out of the hall, and the maid in charge was ordered to take Bai Ling to follow her out. There was almost no sound. The sky quietly printed white fish belly, and the sound of flowers falling was inaudible. I was powerless to sit on the couch and my eyes were empty. I remembered that I saw Mu Yan for the first time. On that rainy night, she lay weakly at the door of the broken temple and asked me to save her. Since then, this unforgivable ending has been planted.
On that day, when the assassin pointed out that Mu Yan killed Weinizi, I still promised confidently that now it was like a heavy slap in the face, with regret. If it had been understood at that time, the following things might not have happened again. And now, if I don't kill her, she will be as guilty and unclear as those who died.
She loves him, so she is willing to surrender to his use, but it is not love after all. The harem is the grave of conscience. No matter what kind of person you are, you will hurt others in order to live. As long as you get the emperor's favor, you can call for wind and rain. Without the emperor's favor, you will be buried in the harem all your life. Many young women will be buried in it all their lives. As long as they don't fall in love with the emperor, they will never turn over. These are nothing. The women in it don't know what love is all their lives.
And he, he never believes anyone. If he must say that he believes, then I'm afraid that Muyan will believe most, otherwise how can he rest assured to use her to do that evil thing? However, this is not her blessing but her disaster; however, he doesn't believe anyone. After my identity is revealed, Mu Yan is the last thorn in his heart. How can he not get rid of it? And no one needs to know about this matter, otherwise someone will die again. Li Shimin is an absolutely clean person.
At that time, the death of Mu Zhaoyuan by Defei has spread from the palace, and I believe that Li Shimin will come to me soon. I got down from the bed early, sat in front of the mirror table that had not been used for a long time, and ordered the maid to comb the most beautiful bun for me and point on the most moist rouge. I don't know how long it has been. This is the first time since I was sick to dress up. The color has not subsided, and I have added a little more sadness. Then, I sat in the seat facing the gate of the hall, and there was the fragrance of tea beside me. I had never been so attentive to wait for a person. Everything around me was not in my eyes. Only the blank hall gate was my only and last expectation.
However, it was not him who came first, but Yan Jingwen.
She stood there and looked at me coldly, a little sad, and said directly, "Why did Empress Defei kill Mu Zhaoyuan?"
I twisted the jade cup and took a sip of tea, looking careless: "You don't have to know the reason."
She laughed and shook her head and walked to me step by step: "In the past, the three of us were the most harmonious. You designed to alienate us for the forces in the palace to protect our sister in this way, but now... How did Mu Zhaoyuan offend you now? Let you lose your temper and kill her! I know her nature and your nature very well. Why did you become like this? Don't you have a woman in your eyes like those jealous concubines!"
"Do you know this palace? What do you know?" I knocked down the jade cup heavily, and the slender cup seat suddenly broke a cut, scratched my fingertips, and lit a bleeding red falling flower. I just felt that my eyes were blurred, and my eyes suddenly darkened: "Do you know the tiredness of this palace? Do you know the suffering of this palace? Do you know the pain of this palace? Do you know all about it?" I turned my head, covered my wet cheeks with my big sleeves, and waved my palm. "I will tell the emperor about this in a moment, and you will know the answer. Go!"
She nodded, turned from the broken jade cup to me, sneered, and said with determination, "Okay! I finally knew that the palace said that you secretly harmed Zhou Cairen, Wei Zhaorong and Cai Chongrong. I didn't believe it at first, but now... Oh, hehe! Yin Qiyan, you are really cruel. Since you are so cruel, why did you persuade me at the beginning? So you don't have one less enemy, do you? And the only explanation is that you have really changed! I only know my sister Xiran, but you are not. You are Yin Qiyan, a disaster that disturbs the harem and disturbs the government! Don't you just want to be a queen? The emperor spoils you. You are more than ten thousand people under one person! But you won everything, but you lost your heart! Muyan is dead and dies with the feelings of the three of us. From then on, I have nothing to do with you!"
A sudden sharp pain in my heart, and I lowered four words from my throat: "Get out of here!"
She raised her eyebrows, tried her best to endure something, and resolutely turned around and disappeared outside the hall. I sighed and was extremely powerless. The wound of my fingertips was thrown into blood, but it was not as good as the crack in my heart. Then he turned his mind slightly, and with a sharp notice outside the hall, Li Shimin came.
It's bright outside, but it's full of candle lights inside. At this time, the candlelight in the room shook, and looking at him under the lamp became more and more ethereal. There is no loss in his eyes, more softness. That kind of softness is not in his face. Only that pair of pupils makes people willing to be intoxicated to death and will never be reincarnated.
He retreated, leaving only me and him. His eyes paused and stopped at my red fingertips. With a sigh, he sat next to me, held my finger, and pulled out a scarf from his arms and wrapped it around my finger. I stared at him and asked, "Are you happy?"
He raised his eyes, extremely deep and did not answer. I lowered my eyes and withdrew my hand and forced a smile: "I'm so unhappy that I'm not happy at all. I killed so many people, and now I have killed her with my own hands.
He didn't blame him, just because he knew that if I didn't kill her, he would also kill her, so his eyes were more soft and pitiful. And I can only turn a blind eye, which is like a set of repeated performances, and I am finally numb. He approached me and suddenly paused with pity. With a muffled sound, his eyes drooped, and a short knife was inserted above his chest and under his shoulders. The knife entered three points, not deep or shallow. He held a short knife, slowly held the hand that pressed the handle of the knife, stared straight at me, his eyes were in pain, and pulled the corners of his mouth: "So now, is it your turn to kill me?"
I was cold and pulled out the knife hard. Then I found that my wrist trembled violently. With a bang, the blood stains on the knife surface fell on the sandalwood table, and the two piles of blood gins combined to reflect the bleeding red light. I couldn't help closing my eyes and looking into his eyes: "Of course I won't kill you. This knife is to pay tribute to my dead Feng. I have never known you. How can I fall in love with a cruel and scheming person, which makes me painful, sad and makes me feel guilty! Let me indirectly and directly... one by one kill my dearest people! From the very beginning, he used me to peek at military books, and even the city of the Sui Dynasty was destroyed; he used me to calm down the forces of the East Palace and explore the news of plots; he used me to get rid of the thorns in his heart and level the harem. Those things that are going to hide from the world, die in the blood and be reborn in the blood. How can I fall in love with such a you?
The blood-filled hand clasped my shoulder. He tightly locked my eyes and forced himself to say, "Terrible? I admit that I took advantage of you, but haven't you forgiven me? In addition, what Muyan did was for us!"