Chapter 6: I Decide 2

In the evening, the other two people in the dormitory went home. The one who stayed at school went out to live, leaving only Xiaolong and Xiaochuan. Xiaochuan is bored with his mobile phone on the Internet. Suddenly, I turned to Xiaowen's blog.

Xiaowen is Xiaochuan's first love. Xiaowen and Xiaochuan met in that summer, that sunny summer. Xiaochuan has just finished his black senior year of high school. Xiaochuan is still a simple child and doesn't know what love is. In the summer after the college entrance examination, he couldn't find what to do. Xiaochuan thought about it again and decided to work.

Maybe fate is a very wonderful thing. In this way, Xiaochuan met Xiaowen, the boy who likes to laugh very much, and the boy who likes reading as much as Xiaochuan. Not a handsome man, but a very gentle boy. Love is so simple. Unconsciously, Xiaochuan is a smart child, but he is so stupid in love. I thought I chose to leave, but in fact, I was already stuck in the mud.

The summer vacation passed quickly, and the two became good friends who had nothing to say, perhaps a little more than their friends. A person is far away from home and goes to another city to study.

Xiaochuan is an idle person, but he is also a lonely person, so he often calls Xiaowen and changes his mood for his joys and sorrows. That's how love bumped into her heart when no one knew.

"I'm not happy today." Xiaowen said so.

So Xiaochuan didn't have a smile on his face all day. You are unhappy. I am unhappy with you. You are happy. I am happy with you. It turns out that love is so simple.

I seem to like you. Xiaochuan always thinks like this on the phone, but never says it. I know that the person you are waiting for is not me. I still have a chance. She has been away from you for so long, and Ogawa is looking forward to it.

"Do you know? I don't think the girl chasing backwards is worthless.

"Why?" Xiaochuan felt so sad for a moment, and tears kept pouring out.

"Because the one I chased back is not cherished."

"..." Xiaochuan didn't say anything, because once he opened his mouth, Xiaowen would know that he was already in tears, and sadness gushed out of his heart. He could hold the phone and cry emptyly, without whimpering, without a sound, and quietly sad.

"What's wrong? Are you angry? Xiaowen hasn't heard Xiaochuan's voice for a long time.

"None... Nothing..." Xiaochuan tried to suppress his tears and didn't want Xiaowen to hear himself crying. "I'm going to bed. You should also go to bed early."

"Okay..."

Xiaochuan hung up the phone without waiting for Xiaowen to finish speaking. Tears flowed down his cheeks and cried quietly. No one knew.

[Are you angry?]

[No]

[I don't mean that. I just think the one I chased back won't be cherished]

[Why won't it be cherished?]

[That... The one chasing backwards... Anyway, I just think it's better for two people to like each other.]

[It's still worthless, right?]

[If you have to think so, I can't help it.]

Xiaochuan wiped away his tears, calmed himself down, and dialed the phone to Xiaowen.

"Well, I'm fine. You have an exam tomorrow. You have to have a good exam."

"Ye-huh."

Sad, it's hard to sleep all night. What hurts is the heart.

"Dear, my dear bear, I miss you."

"I miss you too. What's wrong?" The voice was slightly neutral and with a little childlike voice, which was very nice and familiar. Hearing the familiar voice, Xiaochuan burst into tears.

"Nothing." Ogawa choked.

"Silly girl, there must be something wrong. What's wrong?" Xiao Xiongxiong is Xiaochuan's good friend. He has been a classmate for six years and can be regarded as his best friend. What does Xiaochuan have? The first thing is to think of Xiao Xiong Xiong.

Xiaochuan suddenly cried with the phone in his arms. As he cried, he said everything.

"Okay, okay, don't cry anymore." Little Bear listened to Xiaochuan say everything, "It's not his fault. Our Xiaochuan is right."

"En, don't cry anymore." Xiaochuan wiped away his tears and smiled, "It's okay. I'm just sad after listening to it."

"Are you all right now?"

"Ye-huh, it's okay. I'm a strong Xiaochuan." Ogawa said with a smile.

[When do you have time?]

Xiaochuan looked at the thick scarf in his hand and couldn't help being happy. The winter vacation was his birthday. This was a birthday gift for him. At that time, he made a scarf just for fun, but the scarf he made for him was the best and most expensive. The mobile phone cover for the summer vacation was a cross-stitch embroidered by Xiaochuan. One sentence is given away. I hope he can keep it well this time.

[Not necessarily]

[What about your birthday?]

[It seems that there is a part-time job.]

[Do you have time for me to give you something?]

[My friend helped me celebrate my birthday. Do you want to come?]

[Not good, your friend will help you celebrate your birthday. What can I do?]

[Come on]

[No]

[Why don't I go to see you first and then go to your birthday.]

[Hm, is it troublesome?]

[How's it going]

[Forget it, I'd better go to see you]

[Okay, help me hold the book.]

[Okay.]

The reason why Xiaowen is looking for Xiaochuan is that Xiaowen wants to borrow books from Xiaochuan, and Xiaochuan wants to give the gift to Xiaowen. Maybe he can confess to him on his birthday.

On Xiaowen's birthday, Xiaochuan took something and ran to the place where Xiaowen worked. He called Xiaowen's mobile phone again, stopped, and then stopped again. Xiaochuan called over and over again. From happiness to despair, he threw himself into the abyss.

I don't know how long and how many times I have called, and the phone was miraculously connected.

"Hey, where are you? I've been on the phone for a long time, and you've been out of service. Xiaochuan's tone is a little coquettish, not that kind of pretentious, but natural coquettishness.

"I'm at my classmate's house."

"Classmate's home?"

"Ye-huh." Xiaowen said a place name, which is very far away.

"Oh." Xiaochuan's voice suddenly lowered, with a little gly.

"What's the matter?" Xiaowen also heard something wrong with the sound.

"Well, it's nothing, it's just a birthday gift." Xiaochuan doesn't know what to say.

"Let's do that another day." Xiaowen smiled cheerfully.

"Okay." Xiaochuan's voice was so soft that he could hardly hear it. He hung up the phone like this.

[I'm sick]

[Sick?]

[Yewell, I'm not feeling well]

[Is it an illusion?]

[It's true]

[Don't make trouble, go to bed quickly]

[But, I'm not sleepy]

[Go to bed quickly, don't make trouble]

Ogawa found that he didn't know what to say. He had made all his efforts and would be ignored by him every time. Since he liked him, he tried his best to let him know. But...

Tolerance, coquettishness, silence, or struggle, I have done my best, no strength, no confidence, persistence is really tired.

Forget it, is it wrong to torture yourself like this? Ogawa smiled bitterly. Then let it go. Let it go. You don't owe anyone, and you can still be friends, can't you? This may be better.