Chapter 9: It's not that I don't understand 1

Xiaolong played here for a week. On the last day, he wanted to see the Yangtze River. Perhaps the children living in the north would like to see the awe-inspiring river once they arrived in the south.

Xiaochuan took Xiaolong to Qixia Mountain. When the first emperor was near the river and the maple leaves were red, the maple trees all over Qixia Mountain were only slightly green, mixed with red and yellow spots.

Qixia Mountain is a Foshan mountain with a temple on the mountain. Xiaochuan has always been an atheist and rarely goes to worship Buddha. This time, he ran to throw a coin to make a wish.

She just didn't believe in the Buddha and refused to step into the threshold in front of each Buddha, as if the threshold was the limit she set for herself. In the past, she never refused to worship every Buddha, but she would not stop in front of the Buddha. This time, she stayed in front of the Buddha for the first time and refused to take that step. Maybe the Buddha already exists in her heart, but it has never given her advice.

In the empty yard, reading the Buddha's Cai Gen Tan, in fact, everything is fate, fate, fate gathering, I'm afraid it's all doomed by God. Even if we are together, there is no fate, we always have to separate, it's just a matter of time.

The people who are separated are still laughing, but there is something missing. It's fate. Let's be friends. It should be fortunate that he is not the most familiar stranger. Even if the fate is over, he can still laugh.

I just don't want to see you sad. Xiaochuan quietly prays for Xiaomei in his heart.

Although Xiaomei said that she was lying to Xiaochuan, Xiaochuan was actually very clear about whether it was true or not. Even if you don't love, you will always have a little warmth. Xiaochuan knew how painful Xiaomei was. He took all his mistakes on himself, perhaps to make Xiaochuan happy, or because of guilt.

I remembered the first meeting with Xiaomei. I met Xiaomei because of orange. In fact, Xiaochuan knew that there was such a person for a long time, and the person he liked was Orange.

"What's the matter?" At that time, Ogawa and Orange had just become friends, and the two of them were crazy about the game called Darkness, Please Close Your Eyes.

"Nothing, it's just that someone has always liked me." Oranges are a little distressed.

"And then."

"I don't know how to make it clear, but I'm very careful about myself."

"Don't like it?"

"Ye-huh."

"If you don't like it, just refuse it. Just do it."

"But..." Orange seems to be greedy for that little warmth.

"Well, as long as you are happy." Xiaochuan learned not to force others a long time ago. Respect is better than force.

"Why don't I introduce him to you? Please help me persuade him." Orange scratched his head, as if it was a problem that he couldn't solve.

"Eh-huh..." Xiaochuan thought for a while, and she would not refuse with her enthusiastic personality. Besides, it was the request of her best friend, "Okay."

Ogawa often thought about what would happen later if he refused at that time. Maybe I will never know Xiaomei, and I will never feel sorry for him. It's just in love, there is no if. You can't go back to the past, you can only miss it.

That night, Xiaochuan received a text message from Xiaomei, a very dragging text message. Xiaochuan smiled and casually made up a text message and sent it back. At that time, Xiaomei called Xiaochuan Sister Chuan, because Xiaochuan was older than Xiaomei.

[Jun Moyin, Zhang Shengye gave up, falling into the red dust is the beauty, and when will the snow become orange.]

contains Xiaomei's name. Xiaochuan is actually a very talented woman, at least she is no worse than Xiaomei in poetry.

From then on, the two began to text messages. Many of them are for oranges. Xiaomei likes oranges. Oranges are just greedy for a little bit of his good. They refuse to let go. If they don't like it, they just procrastinate. Xiaochuan is a woman who is easy to be sad. This time, she looks at Xiaomei and feels so sad.

Later, Orange finally made up his mind to make it clear, but it was not decisive enough. At that time, Xiaomei, like an injured lion, roared wildly.

Xiaochuan, who can't rest assured, uses QQ and text messages to comfort him every day. Even if he is scolded, bullied, and wants to cry, he will not give up. The kind-hearted Xiaochuan is sad to see Xiaomei every day, and he is also sad. It's not fair that people who like don't like themselves. That kind of sadness makes people entangled and painful. The wound is inside. If you don't cut your heart, you don't know how deep the wound is.

Until that summer vacation, Xiaochuan was trying to comfort Xiaomei. If only someone could treat him like that, Ogawa often thinks so.

Xiaochuan knows very well that even if Orange refuses to accept Xiaomei, the one Xiaomei loves will not be himself, but he doesn't know when he loses his heart. Maybe it's because of that text message.

[Ogawa is using China Mobile's pet business. I want to accept you as a pet. The pet and the owner send two cents to each text message. It's free to call each other. If you agree, please reply "Yes". If you don't agree, please reply "No". For details, please consult 10086]

It's just a joke. It's a very ordinary joke among students, but Xiaomei replied [yes].

At that time, I happened to meet Xiaochuan who was sick. He was very heavy. Xiaochuan was very weak and always had a cold and cough. He would get sick for a long time once he was sick. A month was a common thing. In normal times, Xiaochuan's voice is very good. In orange's words, it is "Lori". This time, because of illness, his whole voice was hoarse and he could hardly speak.

From then on, the two people have one more topic, the joke between "master" and "pet". I don't know when the conversation between the two became that Xiaomei would find some topics to bully Xiaochuan or make fun of Xiaochuan, and Xiaochuan would reply in a joking tone, with a little coquettishness.

In fact, Ogawa also seriously thought about the relationship between the two people. She tried her best to maintain her friend's bottom line. I dare not let my heart sink a little more.

[What if I say I like you.] Xiaomei's temptation in the summer vacation may be just a joke.

[Then I don't want to live.]

[Just kidding, how can I like you, unless it's the end of the world.]

[En, the world is absolutely chaotic.]

[Yes, yes]

Ogawa took a breath and couldn't let himself throw his heart in. We are just friends. Xiaochuan warned himself like this, over and over again.

The summer vacation is very long, but it is not difficult. Xiaochuan likes the days at home very much and misses the feeling of staying at home. Xiaomei also invited Xiaochuan to visit him. Xiaomei has been re-studying for a year. She has just been admitted to college this year and wants to invite Xiaochuan to attend the graduation banquet. Xiaochuan's family is very old-fashioned. His parents are very ordinary people, but the education of Xiaochuan is very strict, just like the ancient feudal family. Ogawa's request to go out was naturally rejected. For Xiaochuan, it was just a pity at that time.

If I went there at that time, would it change everything? Ogawa once thought so.

At the end of the summer vacation, something happened to Ogawa's family, maybe a little, or it was very serious. At the end of the summer vacation, Ogawa almost collapsed and even thought about taking a break from school.