Chapter 10: It's not that I don't understand 2

The summer vacation was very calm, but there were some accidents at the end.

[I want to pierce my ears]

[Inflammation]

[However, people want to fight]

[It will be very inflamed]

Ogawa smiled and typed a line of text on the screen of his mobile phone.

[But I've finished playing.]

[...]

Xiaomei was speechless, but Xiaochuan smiled slightly, and ear piercing was also one of her dreams. Maybe happy things can't last too long. There are gains and losses.

On the afternoon of the same day, Ogawa learned a bad news.

"Dad, is there something wrong?"

"I'm in surgery now."

"How's it going?"

"The comminuted fracture of the thumb of the right hand needs to be reconnected and operated on."

Ogawa's family is actually not rich. His father and mother eat by hand, especially his father, who is the backbone of the family. If something really happens this time, Ogawa's heart is very confused.

Ogawa's mother cried when she heard the news, so Ogawa couldn't cry. Xiaochuan has been very sensible since he was a child. Xiaochuan is worried about many things at home. Maybe Xiaochuan is more like an adult than his mother.

Calm down Xiaochuan, strong Xiaochuan, don't cry Xiaochuan, Xiaochuan has done everything he can do. Dad's operation is very smooth, but he can't move around in ten days. Xiaochuan will start school in ten days.

"I don't want to go back." Ogawa and his mother protested.

"No, you can't delay your study for this."

"At least these ten days."

"No, go back quickly."

"But..."

My mother's attitude is very resolute, but Xiaochuan doesn't want to go back. It's not that he doesn't know what he should do. It's just...

My father's injury was a work-related injury. The medical expenses were very expensive, but the unit refused to take the money, and the hospital even began to stop taking medicine. And Xiaochuan has to take away a large amount of money if he wants to go to school.

Everything seemed helpless, and Ogawa and his mother were worried together. Xiaochuan also wants to take a break from school. After all, he can take more care of his father and save a lot of money for his family. But my mother must not agree. In those days, Xiaochuan secretly cried alone and was worried. She had to take care of her father during the day. She couldn't sleep well at night and was irritable to do anything. At that time, Xiaomei didn't know why she quarreled with Xiaochuan, which added a layer of trouble.

Ten days was very fast. Dad's unit finally took the money. Dad recovered well after the operation. Xiaochuan was also ready to go back to school, and he would not quarrel with Xiaomei again. Everything seems to be back to normal.

It's just that Xiaochuan has a little more panic and nostalgia in his heart. If he hadn't been single-intentionally, he would have to go to a school in the south. This time, he can still stay by his father's side during the holiday. If he is not on vacation, if... Xiaochuan didn't dare to think about it any more, and his fear was deeply engraved in his heart.

Xiaochuan returning to school is still a smiling Xiaochuan, still a capable Xiaochuan, and still a strong Xiaochuan, doing what he should do, and being busy every day. I don't know when, Ogawa was surprised to find that he began to rely on Xiaomei, and Xiaomei and Xiaochuan also became more connected.

[What kind of relationship do we have?]

Xiaochuan is not used to ambiguity, or is afraid of ambiguity. Love is actually far from ambiguity, but it is very close. In the past, Xiaowen was ambiguous, and it can't be love in the end. And now the ambiguity with Xiaomei makes Xiaochuan very afraid that he will fall in love again, that his guess will become a mistake, and that he will lose his dependence one day.

[What do you think?]

[I don't know]

[That's the relationship you want.]

[What do I think?]

[You are my wife]

[Wife?] Does this mean that Xiaomei wants to be with herself? Xiaochuan guessed too much, and finally couldn't figure out Xiaomei's thoughts.

[Yes, I'll give you a chance today. I can say three words to you]

[Well...]

[What do you want to hear?]

[I don't know]

[Only this chance]

[I really don't know what to listen to]

Xiaochuan, who is still afraid, answered cautiously.

"I love you." Xiaomei's gentle voice came to Xiaochuan's ear from the phone.

"But..." Xiaochuan suddenly remembered oranges. Hasn't Xiaomei always loved oranges? How could it be...

"Okay, now you are my wife."

"Orange."

"Don't think about it. You are the only person I like now. Orange is in the past." Xiaomei said with a sworn oath.

"Ye-huh." Xiaochuan didn't know what to say for a moment. The warm things in his eyes wandered, moved or scared. From that moment on, it may be happiness.

The happiness of the two people begins like this. Xiaochuan is very sweet every day. Some people will be kind to themselves, love themselves, remind themselves to eat well every day, say good night to themselves, and wake themselves up. It turns out that happiness is so simple. Xiaochuan often thinks so. Maybe all happiness is just because of this memory.

Xiaochuan needs a dependent person, and Xiaomei needs a person who can comfort her. Each of them has their own purpose. The two pretend to be sweet to each other. How many sweet words are said from Xiaomei's mouth, which makes Xiaochuan taste the happiness he has never seen before.

Now I'm praying for you. Ogawa made a wish with coins and worked very hard to throw himself into the spiritual tower that can make a wish. I hope you are happy. I hope you can stop suffering for that person and can comfort you. I'm not by your side. So, please be happy.

In the afternoon, Xiaolong left here. Xiaochuan smiled and sent Xiaolong away. The seven-day holiday and the seven-day reunion were actually very short. Xiaochuan was not a qualified tour guide. He couldn't play with Xiaolong in the past few days, but Xiaolong didn't say a word of reproach.

"I really have an epiphany this time of love. I won't torture myself for someone else, and I won't tear the wound again. It will still hurt. There is a faint pain in a corner, but with a smile on my face, reminding me that I am very strong. In fact, everyone is the same. While licking the wound, I pretend to be strong. Thank you for taking all your mistakes on me. I really feel a lot less guilty. It's just that I understand that everyone knows whether it's true or not, and you don't want to hurt alone. As long as you have loved so deeply, don't ask if it's worth it. Ogawa wrote down such a paragraph in his diary.

I hope my wish will come true, everyone should be happy, and I'm sad to bear it alone. Xiaochuan carved that little sweetness in his memory very hard, hopeing that God could realize his wish.

It turns out that fate is fate, and everything follows fate. We were together because of fate. When the fate was over, we broke up. It turns out that my fate is not you, and yours is not me. Who owns who? Who belongs to whom? At the end of the song, the people dispersed.