Chapter 87 Malicious World
The sun shines on the vast land, and the thick snow layer is covered with light orange flowing sand, soft and bright. The world is spotless, the peaks are picturesque, and the dark green branches are quietly revealed, becoming the darkest color embellishment in the white world.
The program team stepped on the snowy mountain, distributed the lineup, and designed the game channel. The quiet mountainous area ushered in the most crowded moment for the first time in a long time. Pocket went to the set according to the arrangement of the program team. She didn't expect to meet Xiao Shiqian here.
Xiao Shiqian wore a mink coat that was as long as his ankles, with long curly hair and waist. Standing in the snow is like a sculpture, which makes people dare not play in the distance. The staff respectfully next to her. Someone served hot tea, and someone arranged instructions for her. Xiao Shiqian always kept a bright smile, and his manners were elegant and kind. From time to time, the giggle sound was like her song, which could be embedded in people's hearts.
According to the staff, the Spring Festival special is the first program of the New Year. The program team spent a lot of money to invite several superstars as guests. Xiao Shiqian and Yin Wei are on the invitation list. Xiao Shiqian is a specially invited guest. He does not participate in the game, but will perform at the beginning of the program. Because of the schedule, Xiao Shiqian just lined up with the first group of staff this time. Everyone said in a half-joke tone that the couple's file is the biggest hot spot at the beginning of spring. That's right. If there is a star couple review list, Gao Xia and Xiao Shiqian should have the highest matching index in this century. If there is another star couple popularity list, I'm afraid they will be popular!
For this sudden news, the surprise in his heart is not as deep as he thought. Perhaps, he has never positioned Gao Xia as a partner in his heart, so he can also accept it calmly knowing that he "changes his heart". Maybe this "enemy in love" is too perfect, so his heart is more a blessing.
Everyone loves idols for different reasons. She admires Xiao Shiqian not only for her on the stage, but also for her appreciation of life. Xiao Shiqian said that her first performance experience was like this:
"One night, when I was walking on a street in Toronto, I heard singers singing Chinese songs on the roadside, and there were many spectators around me. At that time, I also learned a little basics of bass. The singer-seller had a yellow-skinned and dark-eyed face, but it was more difficult to bite Mandarin than to bite crisp noodles! In order to protect the Chinese mother tongue and not to torture the ears of passers-by, I grabbed other people's bass and began to sing to Mai.
Yes, Xiao Shiqian is a goddess, but she is a down-to-earth and kind goddess. It is said that the singing young man gave her his bass and never appeared again. It was this bass that accompanied Xiao Shiqian for more than half a year. He sang it in his spare time, and finally sang the greatest opportunity in his life.
When taking a break, Xiao Shiqian walked towards the pocket, and his bright smile was like the sunshine on his head.
"Youzi, I have something to tell you."
Grapefruit is Xiao Shiqian's nickname for pocket. Xiao Shiqian has a habit of taking nicknames from all kinds of people. Even if that person already has a nickname or nickname, she will choose another one according to her understanding and habits, just like her unique tacit understanding with specific friends. Originally, she called it a sleeve, but she didn't think it was as good as grapefruit, so she called it grapefruit.
The barren mountains and mountains are full of boundless snow, and I don't want people to get close to the place where she lives now. I took her around and took her to a cafe at the foot of the mountain. The reason why I know this place is that Hua Tianxiu brought her here a long time ago. I didn't expect that after such a long time, some things could still be kept unchanged.
She doesn't remember whether it's still that store or whether the store has been redecorated. Anyway, she will lean over when she comes to a place to settle down.
Opening the glass door, an uncle with a round belly and a bright forehead on his forehead greeted him. The moment he saw the pocket and Xiao Shiqian, the uncle was surprised for a moment, and then handed over the menu. Pocket thought, his surprise was nothing more than two kinds. One was that he rarely met guests in a hundred years, and the other was that he recognized the superstar Xiao Shiqian. Unfortunately, there were too few people here, and there was really no one to publicize. At this time, the uncle must be very depressed!
The store is very small, and the seats are all by the window. The humidity makes the window a thick layer of water mist, and you can't see the scenery outside clearly. At the door, there is a decorative rope made of thick rope, and scattered photos are sandwiched with bamboo clips, which is the maximum decoration that a small shop can do. There is beautiful light music in the store, and the whole room is filled with a warm atmosphere. Xiao Shiqian leaned against the couch by the window, which was really as beautiful as the bright moon.
"I know everything about you and Xia Xia."
I didn't react for a moment. After slowing down, I thought that the so-called Xia Xia should be Xiao Shiqian's nickname for Gao Xia.
"I'm sorry." Xiao Shiqian lowered her eyes faintly and smiled slightly.
I don't know why she felt guilty. She guessed that Xiao Shiqian's apology was to defeat her "enemy", but how could she compare with her? Even if she doesn't lose to her, sooner or later someone will defeat her. What's more, she and Gao Xia are just unrequited.
"I and Gao Xia are not the kind of relationship you think. I have nothing to do with him." Pocket explained a little awkwardly.
"Ha ha!" Xiao Shiqian raised his face with a clear smile, and his eyes were bent like a crescent moon. Her eyelashes are very curved and thick, her amber eyes are shining, and her long hair when she raises her face looks so touching.
"Youzi, you know my personality, and I also know your personality. I think you have the right to know some things, so I don't want to hide it from you."
Pocket just stared at her, and her eyes were full of doubts.
"I used to say frankly on the program that I admire Xia Xia very much. It was the first time I cooperated with him at the beginning of this year. Because both of them are very busy, I don't have much contact with him. I didn't know until recently that Xia Xia had fallen in love with me for a long time. He has done a lot of things to attract my attention. It is also common to have some gossip in the entertainment industry. He has been a little frequent in the past few months, including breaking up with Yin Wei and what happened to you before..."
Xiao Shiqian said this, and his tone paused for a moment. Pocket seems to gradually understand what she means, but how can it feel that the clearer it is, the more vague it is? It turned out that Xiao Shiqian and Gao Xia had been in love for a long time, but the two of them were too busy with their careers and passed by again and again, and their relationship was not full. Xiao Shiqian recalled their first time getting along with each other in private in a light tone.
"That was a few months ago, on my birthday. At that time, I was recording in the same place as him. He asked me to have dinner together after recording. I didn't want to call him over. I remember that at a celebration banquet in Gamer, the production team was full of sincerity and always invited. Xia Xia was like that in public. She didn't want to disappoint, so she didn't refuse.
The recording ended very late. I didn't expect him to come back in the early morning. At that time, he was drunk and locked himself in the recording studio and played drums desperately. When he saw me, he hugged me and muttered, "You're still here. I knew you wouldn't leave."
Speaking of this, Xiao Shiqian's face was full of unconcealed happiness. Pocket only felt uncomfortable. Of course, she remembered when it was. That day, she and Gao Xia were still sitting together. He kept advising her not to drink too much. Unexpectedly, he also drank too much. Maybe at that time, he already had Xiao Shiqian in his heart, but he was helpless and used wine to relieve his worries? The artist's romance is like this, like an octopus locked in a water tank. Even if the inner waves are turbulent, it can't resist the shackles of the outside world.
"He stayed in the shed all night and did nothing. He slept peacefully, but his hand refused to let me go. It's still low, calling mom."
When Xiao Shiqian said the last sentence, her face showed a calmness that did not match her age, which was rare in her. Feeling that she had revealed too many irrelevant words, she stroked her long bangs, smiled and said, "When he woke up, I pretended not to know his ugliness and asked him about my gift? He was like a child who did something wrong, holding his head and couldn't speak for a moment. I was just teasing him. I didn't think he would take it seriously. He came up and gave me a kiss.
Pocket smiled half-heartedly and half-sadly. The male god and goddess also have a green and ignorant side in their first love.
"We are all too young and arrogant. I refuse to capture the gentleness in his heart, and he refuses to admit it, so things have been delayed until now. It is said that he also went to the amusement park for a secret private meeting, and I don't know who he was looking for this time.
It was not until half a month ago that he sang that song for me in the Summer Hall that I understood it all at once. I didn't expect that he was such a person who would express his feelings in this way, but I also admitted it. Who let me be a big child like him?
Xiao Shiqian said, smiled gently, picked up the cup and took a sip of coffee. Pocket only felt panic in her chest and didn't know what to say.
"For good, he is looking for you, otherwise, I may really believe it and think that he is a person who is always in love."
I understand this, but who said no? Shen Pocket and Gao Xia? No one will take it seriously. Even if there have been several scandals before, it will eventually disappear. Who will remember her for the rest of her life?
"Youzi, I apologize to you on his behalf. I can see that Xiaxia is very happy to record the program with you. I hope these things will not leave you a knot.
"Of course, we didn't have anything..." She was dumb, and all she could think of in the end was this sentence.
"Well, I have to go back to rehearse first. I'm so happy to talk to you in person. I feel much more comfortable!" Xiao Shiqian rolled up his clothes and turned around calmly on his high boots. He sat in the same place in a frenitude, with unspeakable bitterness in his heart. The taste of coffee is found by yourself, but the bitterness in my heart is given by others.
After sitting for about ten minutes, she slowly recovered and unconsciously stretched out her finger to the fog on the window. In the past, she had the habit of doodle on the white fog of the window in winter. It's just that this time, she doesn't know what to draw. His fingers stagnated in the air for a while and circled a circle.
Two circles, three circles...
It's cheating, right? It's a naked deception. It's not the first time she has experienced this kind of thing, but why is it so uncomfortable? It's because Gao Xia told herself that he was her friend, and she believed it as a wishful thinking. Did she really regard him as a friend? Is it because those confessions are too dreamy, so she fell into the dream and didn't want to wake up?
Although she rejected him, and although she had never fantasized about his relationship with her, he took advantage of himself. Shen Pocket, it turns out that you are so stupid, so easy to deceive and use? She doesn't know what she is resisting. She doesn't like Gao Xia, who has illusions about her, but she likes to treat her as a friend.
Only at this moment can she understand what Gao Xia has brought to her in the past ten months. His smile was so bright that the sky cleared up as soon as the Buddha smiled. What he said is so true. He likes her who is happy and doesn't like her who is unhappy.
The world always shows a malicious side to people when they feel that it is suddenly enlightened. As arrogant as Gao Xia, he will also choose such a humble means to test the heart of his lover. He is as cheerful as Gao Xia. The love hidden in his heart is so perverted. Seven years later, the first time I met someone she thought was sincere to her, but this was the result. She lay her hand on the window and printed five deep fingers. Through the transparent five-finger printed glass window, I saw that the snow outside began to float again.
"Miss Shen, do you need paper towels?" The boss handed over a white tissue and asked politely.
She looked up at him in surprise, took the tissue and wiped it on her hand, said thank you, nodded and got up and left.