Chapter 88 Enduring

Such a loss is very subtle. In the past, I was cheated and endured, but now I am cheated, but I have a feeling of heart and sadness. Forbearance is a knife in her heart. She has practiced a hard heart and has not been afraid of pain for a long time. Now she has returned to the original point.

Just put up with it. Anyway, the love in the entertainment industry is like in the play. It is difficult to distinguish between true and false. Anyway, she is so stupid that it will be used as a cover sooner or later. Anyway, many years ago, she had already tasted what complete loss was.

In those years, when the man left the sentence and left without looking back, she called in her dream again and again, and cried heartbreakingly, and was finally awakened by cold tears on her face. In those years, when her father left, she left a lot of gambling debts, and she also endured humiliation. She endured the days when she was debts and blackmailed.

No matter how sad you are, you have to endure it by yourself, because she still has a mother, because she also has Yuheng. Stepping into this circle is doomed to be disaster-prone. Who didn't climb over with the burden? Dad was watching in the sky. She had to put up with it. Dad hid the great secret for her so hard that she could come from the beginning one day, and she had to continue to endure it.

When she returned to the villa, Hu Yue looked at her with a frightening expression.

"Pocket... What's wrong with you?"

Her voice trembled slightly, and she recovered, only to find that her eyes had been cracked empty and a little sore. Hu Yue must have been frightened by the panic on her face. At first, she was often awakened in her dreams. When she woke up in the middle of the night, she saw that her eyes were swollen and the flesh on her face was concave, like a living dead man. In this way, she even hates herself. Later, she simply stopped getting close to people, gradually alienated her friends, gradually became grumpy, and gradually used her mouth and heartless to deal with the people around her.

She is just a hedgehog. She doesn't want to hurt anyone. She just asks others not to hurt herself. Why do others always want to pull out her thorns?

"I'm cold." He swept away the snow on his eyebrows and answered in a low voice. Hu Yue wanted to pull her to the fireplace, but she persuaded her to leave.

"Your face is blue!"

"It's nothing. Just take a nap."

Nothing, it's really nothing. As soon as you close your eyes, don't think about anything. You will always go when you should go.

Hu Yue hesitated to open her mouth to say something. Seeing that pocket was tired, she just whispered, "Pocket, I want to tell you that I absolutely believe in you what you have done and what you haven't done. You should also believe in yourself."

Hu Yue said this, and the ending was a little trembling. She didn't know how this inappropriate sentence came out. Just as she wanted to ask, she heard Hu Yue's footsteps and walked to the door. Suddenly thinking of something, he whispered, "Go and help me see Yuko."

Adults should be indifferent. Youzi can always care. She is only 6 years old, and she still doesn't know anything, so she is sick.

Hearing the sound of Hu Yue closing the door, he slowly got up, took out his long-lost mobile phone, charged it and turned it on. There are many un Answered calls. As expected, some of them were from Yuheng and his mother. Because I often work outside, it is normal not to go home for ten days and a half months. Hu Yue has already said hello to her family, and my mother should not be too worried now.

Yuheng is busy with business and often flies everywhere. He usually doesn't contact her very often, but he doesn't know if he is here now? If you know, you have to remove Huatianxiu from eight yuan. But now think about it, she is living a peaceful life here. The program is about to be restarted, and life has to get back on track. What's the use of extracurricular work? After thinking about it, I only sent them a text message to report that I was safe.

To pocket surprise, the most calls were made by Gao Xia. She called her every three or five times, adding up to more than 30 calls. His calls were concentrated a week ago, and only one text message was sent at the beginning of this week: "Call me back when you see it." The fingertips hesitated for a moment, but still didn't dial back.

There is another phone call from Yin Wei. This woman really talks to herself very few times. Last time, several months ago, she asked her where Hua Tianxiu might go in a questioning tone. She said that Hua Tianxiu's mobile phone had been turned off, and she didn't know where he would go. God knows how wrong she is. She is not someone from Hua Tianxiu. Can others find her if they can't find her? Hua Tianxiu pestered her, and Yin Wei also pestered her. She felt that she would be driven crazy by them one day.

"Just tell me where you have been before."

Yin Wei finally asked in a low tone, as pitiful as a cat begging for food. Pocket racked his brains and didn't know how to answer her. Where did they go before? There are really not many places to do it.

Their underground love lasts for a year, and the time they have spent together is only two months. First love always comes and goes in a hurry, and her first love is even more incomplete. At that time, I always didn't feel like lovers. There was no place that belonged to them. There was no memory of when they held hands for the first time. It was probably to participate in a public event or a dance party. They were just arranged together because they needed to hold hands. Even the first kiss was carried out in a very unpleasant situation.

That time, she was reading the new script sent by the crew and scratching lines on it with a highlighter of various colors. She is not the female number one, but the actress who participated in the female number one is the sister she worshipped when she was a child, so before she could recite her own lines, she drew the female number one's lines first and enjoyed them leisurely.

Hua Tianxiu's face suddenly sank when she saw the script. She thought that it was the thing that she didn't forget to bring her work on her during the tryst to anger him. She flattered him all day long, but Hua Tianxiu ignored it from beginning to end.

Two hours before the latest date, they broke up unhappily. Originally, every minute and every second was like the water in the sponge, which was very precious to them, but that time they gave up time. Pocket came to the crew early. It took an hour and a half on the way, but she felt as long as walking for a day and a half. When she came out of the lounge in a trance, she saw him appear in front of her like magic.

She wanted to cry in her heart, held back all the grievances all the way, and had to guess what he was worried about all the way. However, in order to hold back the tears that were about to fall, the first thing she said was, "What are you doing here for? I'm not afraid of being seen!"

As soon as the words fell, she was picked up by him, her face parallel to his eyes, and her lips were electrocuted.

"If you are seen for the first time, you won't be afraid of the second time." He whispered in a tone that seemed to be suppressed for a long time.

She recovered. Her face had turned red like a pig's head, and her eyes had to look around like a thief. She couldn't prevent it.

"You...what are you doing!" She instinctively just wants to resist, and she can't say whether she is angry or ashamed.

He couldn't take care of her struggle, and the hot kiss came again. She won't forget the feeling of kissing like exploring something, squeaking between her lips and teeth. It didn't take him to slowly let go of her, lowered his deep eyes, and said, "I'll tell the director that I won't shoot you a kissing scene."

She was almost stunned, looked straight at him for a minute, and then muttered, "I don't have a kissing scene... Those lines are female number one."

After gently putting her down, Hua Tianxiu's face turned red, and the traces of teeth biting were slightly exposed on his cheeks, and he left without looking back.

The kiss was not bumped into by anyone. Maybe their relationship was destined to be a flower in the water and the moon in the mirror from the morning. Pocket searched for "the place they have been" in his mind, and there was really no sign. He said to Yin Wei speechlessly, "Do you want to find the road you have walked one by one?"

"Then tell me, where was the last time you two met?"

This woman's stubbornness is really not covered. She said angrily, "Cemeteryyard."

That was before she went to the training base. She met her father by chance there when she went to the cemetery to visit him. She just answered casually, trying to make her give up. Unexpectedly, Yin Wei didn't ask any more questions or make fun of him. She said seriously, "I know" and hung up the phone. In fact, she didn't think about why she met him there. Who did he look at? Unexpectedly, Yin Wei was so obsessed with Hua Tianxiu.

Yin Wei still asked her in a questioning tone this time, "Where is Brother Tianxiu?"

This was the second day after the program team came to inspect. Yin Wei followed the second group of staff to the set. Originally, it was just the initial stepping point and array work, and the guests did not need to participate. When they saw Yin Wei, Pocket always felt that she was coming for her, although she didn't know what her purpose was.

Today's work has more game experiments. Because the number of people in the production team is insufficient, pocket is also required to participate in the experiment. During the break, Yin Wei took a pocket and asked, "Where is Brother Tianxiu?"

The place where the program team settled is the hotel at the foot of the mountain. The set is located in several scenic spots in the mountains. The pocket-sized villa is in the villa area halfway up the mountain, which is still a short distance away. Although she lived here for half a month, she only hurriedly saw Hua Tianxiu two or three times. Who knows that if others can't find him, how can she find him?

"Do you dare to use your mobile phone and call him?" Yin Wei asked.

"You Mr. Hua like to turn off the phone, and it's useless for me to call. If you have any comments, what's the use of asking him not to play this trick next time? Pocket didn't think so. She took out the blanket in the prop box and covered it on her knees. Because the next experiment would be done on the stream in front of her, afraid of getting her clothes wet, the production team asked her to take off her snow boots first and put on thinner waterproof pantyhose. I don't know how long it will take to start. I just feel that it's so cold to stand on the glacier water, and her legs begin to trembling.

"Just make a phone call, do you need to be scared like this?"

Pocket didn't want to talk to her anymore. She took out her mobile phone and dialed Hua Tianxiu's phone. Unexpectedly, the phone was connected. She cursed in her heart. It was really not the right time for Hua Tianxiu to turn it on. As soon as she wanted to hang up the phone, Hua Tianxiu was connected.

"Hello?" His voice is still as low as a cello, and there is a dead silence around him.

"Oh... Didn't you turn off your phone?" She doesn't know what to ask.

"Who said I turned off my phone? What's the matter with me?"

After dealing with a few words from Hua Tianxiu, Pocket is ready to hang up the phone. Before I had time to slide the hang-up button, the mobile phone had been taken away by Yin Wei.

"I said, you will know where Brother Tianxiu is." Yin Wei stared at the pocket, gritted her teeth and said word by word. Opening the address book, I saw that the number that pocket phoned to Hua Tianxiu was not the same as the number he usually used. In fact, she just happened to notice that Hua Tianxiu had two mobile phones. She was curious about who his private number would call. Just now, she really tried it out.

"Why... I told you a long time ago, don't pester Tianxiu, you still have to do this?"

The pocket stood on the low stone. Yin Wei was taller than her, but now she looks taller. Her eyes were wide open, and it seemed to be full of water mist. She looked really pitiful to me. They are also goddesses. Why is Xiao Shiqian and Yin Wei's temperament very different? Xiao Shiqian is the embodiment of the sun, but Yin Wei is like a poisonous snake, tit-for-tat with her everywhere, and the reason is inexplicable. Just because she was lucky enough to get through Hua Tianxiu's phone, did she frame her?

"If you want to chase Hua Tianxiu, go after him. I won't stop you or get in the way of you. I have nothing to do with him."

"It doesn't matter at all? Then who helped you pay off the debts you owe? With your current salary, can you pay it off today?

Yin Wei's tone was a little aggressive. She didn't expect that the news had spread. My heart skipped a moment, and I didn't know what to say.

"Shin Pocket, what do you want? You don't love Brother Tianxiu anymore. Seven years ago, he didn't come back once in seven years because you left. Why do you still need him to help you pay so much?

Yin Wei smiled. Her voice was really enchanting when she smiled, just like her trembling figure. Such arrogance, such sarcasm, and laughter.

Irony, ridiculous, Yin Wei must also be a madman of love. She believes that she has something to do with Hua Tianxiu, so there is no room for change, just as she believes that Hua Tianxiu forced him to leave in those years. What's the use of thousands of explanations? Pocket just ignored her indifferently and couldn't say a word.

"What? Did I get it right? Shen Pocket, have you finally reached this point? If you want to eat this, you can find someone else. Don't rely on Brother Tianxiu for such a shameful thing! How many men do you have to have sex with to be satisfied?

Pocket only felt that the bottom of her heart was cold. She should have expected this scene to happen. Now, she has become a person who is "contained" and "unspoken rules", but this half month is too peaceful, so she doesn't know the news from the outside world. She can imagine what the comments on the Internet will say, and what the anti-fans who hate her will say.

She was furry when she thought of all the possible vicious words. No wonder, during this period of time, she always had the same nightmare. She dreamed that she was stripped, living on the street, being pointed out, and being spit on by others. She dreamed that she was stripped off until she didn't even have a few hair left. She put her hand on her forehead and touched a terrible **.

In a trance, she remembered what Hu Yue said yesterday. She told her in an obscure tone that no matter what she had done, she believed her and told her to believe in herself... It seemed that the gossip outside during this period must be very noisy. But who said it was fake news? Now, she is the most despised and referred to by thousands of people.