Chapter 291 Will Rain
He listens to people. Lin Jinrong noticed that many of the words Lu Yan said to her today began with what he heard from others, so he didn't know who he said. Although he doesn't care about this matter for a day or two, he usually comforts her and doesn't take the initiative to mention it. Why does he mention it frequently today?
Lin Jinrong smiled and said slowly, "Minxing went home this time. There are so many things I've heard."
Lu Yan's eyelashes trembled, gently bent the corners of his lips, and said for a long time: "These days, the family has always urged, and you have also suffered a lot of grievances. I had nothing to do, so I inquired about it. If it works, it's also good.
Lin Jinrong looked at him quietly: "You are so considerate."
"You are my wife." Lu Yanzhong lowered his eyes and slowly cleaned up the books, paper, pens and ink on the table.
Lin Jinrong didn't know how to answer his words, so he simply didn't answer. The room was extremely quiet for a while.
"Go back." Lu Yan stood up and blew out the candle. The room suddenly became dark, and I couldn't see my fingers. Lin Jinrong stood and didn't dare to move. He waited for his eyes to adapt to the light and said strangely, "At least leave a lamp to shine on the road."
Before she finished speaking, she was tightly hugged by Lu Yan in her arms. He made her feel so painful that she almost squeezed out the air in her lungs. His movements were fierce, but there was no sound at all. Lin Jinrong panicked and only heard his heartbeat ringing crazily in the dark.
Her voice was swallowed between his lips and tongue. She was like a drowning person. She couldn't breathe. She could only pull his shoulder. She almost fainted. After pushing twice, she couldn't push it away, so she bit his lips fiercely. A smell of iron permeated his lips and tongue, but Lu Yan ignored her at all. She only hugged her tighter and tighter, and the smell of
Lin Jinrong simply let him go, but Lu Yan let her go.
The lantern outside the window shook, and a little light penetrated, which made the room full of shadows. Lin Jinrong breathed down and looked up at Lu Yan. Lu Yan stood there facing her, half hanging his head and motionless.
She had an intuition about what had happened, but she didn't want to ask him anymore. She just held the chair beside her and sat down. That's it. Whatever it is, she can do. Anyway, she has lived enough in her previous life, and now she is tired enough.
Lu Yan stood there for a long time, as if he was going to stand up like this. Lin Jinrong cleared his throat and walked out with his clothes to try to make his voice more natural: "I'm leaving. If you still want to read, turn on the light. What are you doing standing like this?
Lu Yan grabbed her wrist and said, "I have something to say to you." His voice was hoarse, with some imperceptible trembling: "You let me have a nose to ask you, tell you clearly, don't hide it in your heart."
"Yes." Lin Jinrong couldn't see Lu Yan's expression clearly, but she could feel that he was desperately trying to control his emotions. He was very angry. She couldn't help but take two steps back. She felt that Lu Yan's wrist was hot and painful, and her heart was full of pain, as if she was a little scared.
"A few days ago, Lu Shao gave me a box. Inside is a piece of medicine and a prescription... He told me that with this, you can find out the root of your disease and avoid the suffering of your elders. Lu Yan said word for word, "I didn't want to see it, but I don't want you to be forced all day long, and I also want to have a half of my own child with you. I couldn't help it, so I watched it.
Lin Jinrong kept swallowing, regardless of how the medicine slag prescription would fall into Lu Shao's hands. Her mind was only thinking that she should fight back at this time. She completely denied that everything was put on Lu Shao, and then asked Lu Yan, a pile of medicine residues, what a prescription can explain. Question mark Is he stupid? But those words were stuck in my throat, and I couldn't say a word.
"At the beginning, Mr. Shui saw you for a doctor and prescribed a prescription. I remember that the prescription was perfect, and this prescription was almost the same as that one, only a few more medicine than that one." Lu Qian took a breath and continued for a long time, "I thought there was something strange in it, and I thought that this prescription was probably better than Mr. Shui, which was more effective for you. After all, you took so much medicine from Mr. Shui, but it didn't work. I don't believe him, but I don't want to miss this opportunity. I took this prescription and the medicine residue to look for people. Most people couldn't see it, but several of the more famous people asked me if anyone in my family took the elixir to solve it..." Lin Jinrong was silent.
Lu Yan laughed, but his voice trembled: "I said, it's really strange. You are obviously in poor health and need to recuperate. How could Lu Shao give me such a prescription? He didn't have good intentions. What do you think, isn't it, Arong?"
Lin Jinrong took a lot of effort to squeeze out an inaudible "um" from his nasal cavity
Come on.
Lu Yan took a long breath, his voice was a little higher, and it would be a little more normal: "Do you want to see the drug responsibility and drug residue? What else does he want to do?"
Although he didn't tell her the following things in detail, it has been nearly 20 days since it happened. Since he dared to tell her like this and ask her like this, he must have touched the cause of the incident for a long time. Maybe he even went to Qingzhou. I'm afraid he also wanted to put up with it at the beginning. When he said those words to her before and talked about the date of the house, he probably wanted to put up with it, but now, he can't stand it any longer.
That's good. Lin Jinrong bit her lips. She frantically wanted to ask Lu Yan, so what if she wanted to see? So what if you don't want to see it? How do you see it? What if you don't see it? He just knows everything, so what? She just hates him, just hates him, just doesn't want to live with him, she just doesn't want to have children with him, and she just doesn't want his children, so what?
"A Rong, you're shaking." Lu Yan picked up her hand and put it on his face. His face was cold. "Don't be angry, we won't be fooled."
He said that Lin Jinrong was shaking, and Lin Jinrong clearly felt that he was shaking. His voice was not so much discussing and asking, but deceiving and afraid of covering up, and with anger and sadness.
Lin Jinrong didn't say what he wanted to say. His throat seemed to be suddenly blocked, and his lips and tongue trembled more and more uncontrollably. Those lingered in her mind and had been fantasizing about what he could say to him one day, but he couldn't say a word at this moment. She couldn't help thinking that even if the child was born, it was lucky that there was no twist, so what about the day she died? Can she hide alive? If she can live, the child will be fine. If she dies, what should the child do? So, she is right. This child can't be born.
Her eyes were sour and astringent. Before she could react, a big tear flowed down her cheeks, and tears flowed into her mouth along the corners of her lips, salty and astringent. She wants to say something,
It's just silence.
Lu Yan took a heavy breath, took her hand away from his face, let go of her hand, turned to the window, and stood with his back to her.
Lin Jinrong sat back in the chair, and the genius collected tears and calmed down. With the little light and shadow outside the window, she went to the table, groped for the flint, and was ready to light the lamp.
Lu Yan heard the sound, turned around and looked at her, and said in an astringent voice, "Don't order it, A Rong, what do you think of this matter?"
Lin Jinrong stopped at the table. She knew that he was waiting for her to say a word, waiting for her to tell him that she didn't take any elixir or anything, or she didn't want to say anything, and didn't want to explain. She said something to him at ease. He is giving her a chance, and he is waiting for her to speak.
But why has her life always been in the hands of them? In the previous life, she seemed to be dead. In this life, she wanted to live a good life, but she had to rely on him. He always gave it, or didn't give her a chance. Why?! People are rational animals, but more often, people are emotional animals. Lin Jinrong was controlled by a kind of hysterly emotion. She couldn't vent it, but she refused to soften it. She just sneered: "It's really hard to guard against. The wolf's nest and tiger's den are nothing more than that.
Lu Yan was stunned. He didn't say anything anymore and just looked at her in silence.
A gust of wind blew in through the window, the Merlin outside rustled, and the air was a little more wet. Not only did the snow pavilion cool down because of this, but it was more sluggish and sultry.
Lin Jinrong thought that she and Lu Yan would stand like this all the time, stalemate with each other until late at night, and even at dawn. She won't give in, and he won't give in.
At this time, Cherry shouted downstairs, "Grandma, it's going to rain. Do you want to leave?" He muttered again, "Why did the light go out?"
Lin Jinrong didn't say anything, but Lu Yan said, "I'm leaving. Let's hit the lanterns and come up."
"Oh!" There were "dong-dong" footsteps on the stairs, and the lights came from the entrance of the stairs, getting brighter and brighter. Lin Jinrong nervously pulled out the handkerchief, wiped his face twice, and straightened the corners of the skirt.
Lu Yan took a look at her, turned around and walked down first.
Lin Jinrong heard that he was whispering to Cherry on the stairs. He didn't want to go down and let Cherry see his strangeness, so he stood for a moment before moving forward. He only took two steps. He saw Lu Qian lifting the lantern up alone without saying anything and waiting at the stairway.
Lin Jinrong walked in front of him with her eyes down and slowly went down the stairs. She went down several stairs before she heard the footsteps behind her back.
Cherry and Shuangquan are no longer downstairs. Lin Jinrong guessed that he had sent Lu Yan away, but he didn't want to go back with him. The last person she wants to face at this moment is him. She picked up her skirt and strode down the Ruyi stack. As soon as she took two steps, she was pulled by Lu Yan's sleeve from behind.
Another gust of wind blew, which made Lin Jinrong's face full of sand. She raised her sleeves to cover her face and hissed, "What do you actually want to do?"