136 Love

Xiaolu, Xiao Cui and other servants all knelt down in panic, and I was the only one standing there in a daze and abruptly.

Yin Zhen looked at me angrily, in a low voice, "Why, don't you know the rules of being a maidservant? Have you even forgotten the etiquette of the maidservant?

I bent my knees and knelt down. I have never been in the habit of kneeling in front of him. I take this for granted, but now I know that it is a privilege given to me. Now that people want to take back this privilege, I have to kneel down according to the rules.

Lu Mintao, do you still think this is in modern times, and you think you are the smart and free thief? No, you are no longer!

In the appeal of Xiao Lv and others, "The slaves are wrong, please forgive the ninth master", my silence was even more obvious.

The chin was picked up frivolously.

"Why, you have nothing to say?" The evil voice showed the owner's anger.

My eyes drooped, let him carry his chin, and let his fiery eyes burn on his face. I don't resist, but I don't speak.

I don't resist because of my powerlessness. Compared with his toughness, I am so fragile.

I don't talk because I don't want to. I just don't want to talk to him now, even if it's just one word.

My silence angered him even more. He sneered and said, "Well, I'm losing my temper!" Do you think you are reluctant to punish you? What do you think is special about you in my grandfather's heart? Ha, it's always just a moment to spoil a woman. For you, that's all! I have lost interest now. In this house..."

"Master Jiu, Master Xiaoping asks for a meeting!" The communication of Xiao Wu outside the door interrupted Yin Zhen's continuous words.

Yin Zhen was silent for a while. He looked at me and suddenly frowned because he heard the communication, and said loudly, "Let her in!"

The door was pushed open, and a woman in a green coat, as moist as a green onion, came into the door. It was Xiao Ping, who had not been seen for many days. It's true that you can move the air and cultivate the body. Whether in appearance or behavior, this woman can no longer find the little girl with lust in her eyes.

She walked forward in a dignified gait. I lowered my eyelashes and got up silently and stepped aside.

Yin Zhen said to her warmly, "Why did Xiaoping think of coming here to see her master today? Is there anything urgent?"

After listening to Yin Zhen's harmony, Xiaoping immediately burst into tears.

"Sir, Lian'er has been crying since early in the morning, and she also has a fever and convulsions. The imperial doctor said that the child was windy and needed a stiff silkworm into the medicine, but there was no stiff silkworm in the hospital. There are no pharmacies in the whole capital that let the servants run all over the capital. The stiff silkworm is the main medicine. If the medicine prescribed by the imperial doctor is less than this smell, the effect is not good. Lian'er has convulsed three times, and it goes on like this..."

"Why can't the Tai Hospital and the whole pharmacy in the capital find this medicine?" Yin Zhen interrupted Xiao Ping's endless euttering and asked the key to the matter.

"Because..." Xiao Ping looked at Yin Zhen's face and hesitated and said, "These days, the capital is under martial law. The whole city has searched for fugitives, and the cars transporting medicinal materials to the capital have been blocked outside the city and can't enter the city..."

Xiaoping stopped talking. He peeked at Yin Zhen's face, as if he was afraid that Yin Zhen would be angry.

I didn't expect their way of getting along with each other would be like this. A woman is in awe of her husband to such an extent that she really doesn't know whether she is happy when she is with her husband. Poor woman!

However, this is just my idea. Judging from the appearance of Xiaoping secretly staring at Yin Zhen's look, while her face is soft and charming, she still enjoys this relationship.

Yin Zhen ignored Xiaoping's reaction. Instead, he looked at me and shouted outside, "Qin Daoran, go to the south gate to pass my order and let the convoy transporting medicinal materials outside the city come in. Also, let Zhu Bizhen send someone to send the stiff silkworm to the house immediately, and there will be no delay for a moment!"

Was it Yin Zhen who presided over the city-wide search? But in this capital and at the feet of the emperor, he moves his whole body with one hair. Who is so important that he wants to search and arrest the whole city under martial law?

A fugitive? The person in charge of the Ministry of Criminal Justice receives many big cases every month, and also searches for and arrests many fugitives. But I have never seen Yin Zhen fight so much. There are not many criminals who can make him search and arrest with all his strength. This time, such a large-scale search...

Suddenly thinking of Yin Zhen's anger and what he said to me that night, I was shocked. Is it Shang Yu?! The person who was arrested is Shang Yu!

On that day, Yin Zhen, who was in a rage, said that he would arrest Shang Yu and torture him fiercely in front of my eyes to avenge my "life and death" with Shang Yu. I know that Yin Zhen has never been a person who just says and doesn't do anything, but I didn't expect him to be so desperate.

Does he really hate me to the extreme, do not hesitate to take risks to cause an uproar in the capital, and do not hesitate to reduce his position in the heart of Huang Ama?

I can't stop throbbing. I not only hate the man I love so far, but also because Shang Yu is in danger, and I may be caught by Yin Zhen at any time.

My heart is overturned, and Xiaoping is already laughing like a flower.

Qin Daoran, who was standing outside, left. Xiaoping was obviously relieved and looked at Yin Zhen with admiration. Yin Yu smiled and said warmly, "You haven't eaten yet, have you? Eat some with my grandfather.

Xiaoping smiled more delicately.

The people quickly set up a table of food, and Yin Zhen and Xiaoping sat down at the table.

Yin Zhen was very caring for Xiaoping. He said that Xiaoping had just given birth, so he should drink more black chicken soup to nourish her body, and then let Xiaoping eat his favorite shark fin soup. He also asked the kitchen to give Xiaoping bird's nest red dates, saying that it was to replenish qi and blood.

I know that I was so intimate with other women in front of me on purpose. He wanted to tell me that I was no longer the woman he spoiled, and he was no longer interested in me.

How can a person as proud as him endure his woman pretending to be someone else and leaving him again and again? Therefore, he wants to stimulate me by doing this to tell me that I am not so important to him. He doesn't care at all!

I knew that any woman would never be very important to him, so I wanted to leave him. Is it necessary to do this to show me?

I stood silently in the corner, trying not to look at Yin Zhen's face to spoil Xiao Ping and Xiao Ping's gentleness like water. But their affectionate words still reached my ears without hid.

I look calm, but my heart is sad. Knowing that Yinzhen was deliberately showing it to me, I couldn't take it seriously. Obviously, I originally wanted to cut off the relationship with Huijian, but at this moment, I still feel sad.

Is this jealousy?

I have never tried this kind of emotion, and it is so heartbreaking and unbearable. I didn't expect that one day I would be jealous for the man in front of me who hurt me and hated me.

It turns out that jealousy is such a strong emotion. When jealousy burns in the chest, it can make people do all irrational things. I looked at Xiaoping's sweet face and just wanted her to disappear in front of her eyes immediately.

Sadness, worry, anxiety, sourness, disgust, hatred, all emotions lurk in the emotion of jealousy and can break out at any time.

I really want to cover my ears and shrink into the corner without looking or listening, but how can I show my emotions so much in front of people? I lowered my head to my chest, and if I could, I wanted to bury my head in the sand like an ostrich. I hid my gray face and unbearable expression of pain. Licking the wound alone is much more decent than being bloody in front of people.

I don't know when the servants in the room went out, leaving only me, Yin Zhen and Xiaoping, who were locked by the chain. I looked at them. The two of them were drinking tea, but they seemed to be drinking honey. No wonder the other servants hid out. They were so sweet that the viewer was ashamed. Yin Zhen was teaching Xiao Ping about tea tasting. He held a teacup in one hand and put it in Xiao Ping's ear with the other hand to caress it ambiguously, while Xiaoping was intoxicated and soft in his arms.

No one on the side of the two of them stung me. I know that Yin Zhen is taking revenge on me. I broke his heart, he hates me, and I don't blame him. But how can he be so intimate with another woman in front of a woman who has ever been intimate? Do you want to tell me that the sweetness we used to be is not just the precious privacy between us, but also the most cheap things that can be seen everywhere?

Yinzhen, where do you want to put me to be satisfactory? My heart is dead. Do you still want my people to die in front of you?

My face turned pale and my heart was so stuffy that I could hardly breathe. I grabbed my chest with my hand and gasped, but tears fell down at this time.

Yin's eyes seemed to glance at me, and he immediately turned away. He was indifferent to my painful expression. However, he stopped the action in his hand and pushed Xiaoping away from his arms.

"Go back!" He said coldly.

Xiaoping was still immersed in the love just now. She couldn't react to Yin Zhen's sudden change in attitude. She was stunned for a long time and said, "What did you say?"

"I said you should go back. Isn't your lotus still sick?" Yin Zhen's attitude was even colder.

"But, my lord..., Lian'er has a wet nurse to take care of her, so it should be okay..." Xiao Ping said as she boldly pulled Yin Zhen's arm and shook it.

A woman who is in love is also desperate. I covered my chest with my hand and watched this scene sadly.

"I said go back, don't you understand?" Yin Zhen suddenly changed his color, pushed Xiao Ping away, and shouted, "Get out of here!"

Xiaoping looked frightened. She stood up in a hurry and almost trotted all the way out of the house.

Yin Zhen stood up and walked straight to the big bed. When he passed me, he didn't even look at me. He fell straight on **, hooked his arm and put down the bed curtain. He looks very tired.

I sat on the carpet at the end of the bed and stared at the bed curtain in a daze. A thin bed tent isolates us into two worlds. We stand at both ends of the world, proudly sticking to our respective sides, and no one approaches anyone.

I lay on the carpet, with a cushion under my head, and the other one was held in my arms. I curled up and watched the flame of the only oil lamp still on in the room suddenly disappear, like the withered grass in the cold wind, dancing the last dance of death.

The light burned out of fuel, and the lights finally went out, as if the love between the two of us disappeared.

It's dark all around, the eyes can't see, and the hearing is more sensitive. A slight turn over can be clearly audible.

I don't know how many times I tossed and turned this night, and he was also sleepless all night lying in the tent.

Since that night, Yin Zhen has appeared less in Changluxuan. If you occasionally go back to Changluxuan for one night, you will be sleepless all night outside the account.

From the occasional words of the little maids of Changluxuan, we know that Yin Zhen often attends banquets in their houses in the capital. He always comes back very late and is often drunk. As soon as he came back, he either went to the Lanxiangyuan of the Wanyan family, or to the Xuancaoting of the Lang family, or to the yard of other concubines, or he had not been to Qiyuezhai in Jifujin and Qingpingzhai of Xiaoping.

He is hiding from me. But I don't understand that since he didn't want to see me, why didn't he send me away and lock me in another yard, but let a prisoner he didn't want to see occupy his place?

I can't figure out his thoughts, and I can't figure out his own thoughts. I should hate him. What happened that night left me with lingering fears. That's a fear from the body to the heart. But every time I think of him, my heart is more painful, or intertwined with hatred. I can't tell which kind of emotion is a little more.