Chapter 139 Memory, Fate 1
"Ah! What is this? Look at the mind mirror! How can you have a mind-viewing mirror..." The monster's head suddenly screamed. The scream came to the back, which was already blurred and couldn't be heard.
When the new star looked at his arm again, the image of his head was gradually fading, and a sense of fullness filled the arms in his consciousness and his whole body. The new star gradually felt extremely energetic, and the state returned to full, more full than full, full.
What just happened?
The new star can't be remembered clearly. He only remembers that he had gone through a trance. He didn't know what happened during this trance period. The only impression was probably a mirror, the virtual shadow of the mirror.
In addition, it is the scream of the head when you are awake.
After screaming, the head, like ink in the water, gradually faded and disappeared.
The world is distorted and disappears.
Wh!
After a short period of chaos, the new star found that he had returned to his original place: Gao Shifu's memory world.
But it seems to be a little different.
The room is still that room. There was a stranger in the room, tall, powerful and as strong as a bear.
Through Gao Shifu's memory, the new star knows that this person is Gao Shifu's half-brother, Gao Shidao.
Gao Shifu was tied all over, stripped naked, like a dog, and thrown in **. At this time, Gao Shifu was thin and weak, and his face was white and yellow, and he looked malnourished.
His eldest brother, with a leather whip in his right hand and a fierce smile, slapped Gao Shifu's scarred back fiercely.
Then he took out a candle from the bedside and lit it. The wax oil dripped and burned on the scars just now.
Gao Shidao smiled goldly and cursed something, and the new star could only hear a chaotic buzz. He knew that these words were mostly unbearable insults, so that the owners of memory were subconsciously blurred and filtered.
The sound can't be heard, but the person's feeling at that time can be clearly perceived by the new star.
This is also the law of nature. Some things may be so far away that I can't remember them clearly. The first thing to eliminate the memory is the details, then the general, and finally, the feeling at that time.
Gao Shifu's feelings at that time were pain, the pain of tearing the anus, the pain of tearing the anus, the despair, the despair of life, the despair of the world, the anger, the anger of burning heaven and the earth, the hatred, the hatred of the sea of blood, the sadness, the sadness of seeing through fate. All the feelings, in the end, like a hundred rivers returning to the sea, converge into one sentence:
"This is your life!" Gao Shidao tied back his trousers belt, tidied up his coat, left this sentence and went away.
Leaving Gao Shifu, alone, seemed to dare not look at his dignity, turned off all the lights, groped in the dark, wiped the ** petals, smoothed the back scars, and suppressed his sob.
"Is this my life?" In the boundless darkness, a young heart sounded as if it had experienced all the vicissitudes of life.
The world banged and broke. The new star found that he seemed to come to a whirlpool, which was composed of fragments of various memories, like crystal glass falling to the ground, reflecting various scenes.
In the center of the whirlpool, I don't know what it is. It seems to be a bottomless void, slowly swallowing up the memories in the whirlpool.
The whirlpool slowly rotates, and the fragments gradually flow into the void in the middle and disappear.
The new star salvaged a piece from it casually. As soon as he touched it, the whole person seemed to immediately throw himself into the world of that fragment.
This is a black fragment, the scene in the fragment, or the picture of his brother insulting him.
The new star touched a few more pieces, all black, and the scenes are similar.
The new star came out and finally returned to the edge of the whirlpool. Counting, similar black fragments accounted for 40%.
In addition to 40% of black memories, there are also 30% of red memories.
It is a scene of fighting. On both sides of the fight, he is always alone, fighting against all kinds of "bad guys". There are small ones, some big ones, many ones, and most of them are being beaten.
In the memory of fighting, his brother's figure often appeared in the distance. Based on the impression in his memory, the new star knows that most of these fighting events have been secretly manipulated or contributed by his brother.
I watched a few new stars and knew that this was another kind, so I stopped paying attention to them.
His eyes turned to the most beautiful, crystal clear, as bright as diamond memory fragments in the whirlpool.
The most eye-catching area, with red in white, is very attractive.
New star investment.
Red is probably a symbol of fighting. The initial scene was still a fight.
It is said to be a fight. In fact, most of them are Gao Shifu squatting in the corner, protecting his head and face with his hands, allowing the people around him to punch and kick, and even spit and pee.
The beginning is still an old-fashioned beginning, and the process is still an old-fashioned process. However, this time, the second half of the process is different.
A little girl, carrying a schoolbag, passed by the alley.
It may be the psychological role in the subconscious of the memory owner. The place where the little girl passed was sprinkled with golden sunshine from the dark cloudy sky. In her memory, it was originally gray, like a city with yellow and black-and-white photos. Under the sunlight, it showed a crystal luster and bright colors.
The golden sunlight followed the little girl all the way, drawing a gorgeous track from the gray world.
"The world has color because of you. Where you are, there is heaven..." Suddenly, fragments of this poem popped out of the consciousness of the new star. This is Gao Shifu's acacia (poem) for this woman.
The little girl walked through the alley, and after three or two steps, she retreated back.
"You guys! Why bully people!" The little girl puffed her cheeks angrily and pointed to the "group fight" crowd.
It should be the subconscious role of memory. On the top of the little girl's head, there is a holy aperture, and behind the little girl, a pair of holy wings are stretched out. At this moment, the little girl turned into the best angel to save the lost lamb.
"It turned out to be you guys! Believe it or not, I'll tell your teacher tomorrow? Believe it or not, I'll tell your parents tomorrow! There is no education! So many people bully one person..."
The little girl's voice is crisp, pleasant and erratic, like the sound of nature leaking from the clouds.
Her sound waves passed by, a wall and a tile, a brick and a stone, all turned into treasures, shining with a shiny luster.
This fragment of memory is as beautiful as a poem and as gentle as a fairy tale.
Even the new star couldn't help but subconsciously appreciate it for the second time.
After, the new star looked at some brilliant "diamond fragments".
Each scene is different, but they all have one thing in common. In the picture, this angelic little girl must appear.