Chapter 140 Memory, Destiny 2

Sometimes, he just passes through the window of the next class and secretly glances at her like a thief.

Sometimes, on the stairs up and down the stairs, they pass each other, nod, smile and say hello.

Sometimes, on the way to and from school, far or near, seemingly intentionally or unintentionally, following her and looking at her from afar.

......

With the passage of time, the shadow gradually grew up, and the girl's face gradually became familiar. The new star is finally sure that the little girl back then is Mo Xiaoqing now.

Perhaps it is the world experienced by Gao Shifu, which is too dark and too ugly.

So much so that it was just an inadvertent road disgion and words to help.

He kept it firmly in his heart. It turned into the brightest and most beautiful fragments in his memory. It is the only ray of bright sunshine in the boundless darkness of his whole memory world.

From gratitude to admiration, from admiration to attention, from attention to addiction, from addiction to secret love.

This is a deformed dark state.

In the eyes of one party, the other party is the only hot spring in his cold heart. The angel who saved his world.

In the eyes of the other party, the other party is just a familiar classmate in the wall class. Out of extreme inferiority, or self-esteem. Gao Shifu never dared to get too close to her, for fear that he had suffered humiliation and defiled her holiness. I only dare to worship his savior from afar, like a pilgrimage, in the bottom of my heart.

These subtle, complex, paranoid and perverted emotions are presented in the consciousness of the new star through his heart-to-heart contact.

The new star faces up to the sky, suppressing the impulse to cry.

He doesn't know how to evaluate such a life.

Unconsciously, most of the fragments of memory have flowed into the void in the center of the vortex.

In the whirlpool, only the largest and brightest fragments are left.

The new star was suddenly shocked and thought of a possibility in his mind: "Will all these fragments disappear, which means that this person will also die? Or is it just amnesia? That's right! Where is Gao Shifu's consciousness? The new star's heart moved and began to "call" around and look for it.

A gray city, a cold street corner, a cramed alley.

The boundless darkness covers this world.

In the corner of the street, the car hit the wall, and the door was broken. The cold wind blew, and the ground was full of white paper, and the street was empty.

At the end of the alley, the lonely child sat on the wall with his knees in his arms, trembling.

His head was buried deep, his shoulders trembled, and he sobbed silently.

The boundary of the city is slowly collapsing, disappearing and disappearing in the boundless darkness.

The whole city is shrouded in dark clouds, and there is no light.

A silent call came from the distant sky: "Gao Shifu! Gao Shifu! Where are you?"

"Who? Who's calling me?" The child raised his head, pale, looked around blankly, and asked timidly.

The new star came when he heard the "sound" and appeared at the entrance of the alley.

Seeing the scene of familiarity around, but having lost its color, the new star sighed in his heart.

"Aren't you going home?"

"Home? I didn't. I have no home. This is my destined destination, and this is my fate. I just want to sleep quietly here. No matter who you are, please don't bother me again!" The child said and buried his head.

The speed of urban collapse is getting faster and faster.

"You guys! Why bully people!" The new star said lightly.

"What!" The little boy stood up.

A thunderbolt exploded in the sky. The whole city, from the sky to the ground, tore a huge crack. The speed of urban collapse suddenly doubled!

"You! Why do you know this sentence?" The little boy's whole body emitted a huge red flame. His figure, like a candle in the flame, gradually shrank in circles.

"Your memory. I've seen it all." The new star said lightly.

The little boy's eyes were red, and he roared. He jumped at the new star, punched, kicked and bit his teeth. The speed of body shrinking is getting faster and faster.

The new star relies on his "body" and is strong. He carries a little boy in both hands. No matter how he struggles, he will never hurt him.

"I'm afraid that you will suffer, so I came to you specially. Please look at my memory. In this way, we will be even."

A torrent of information flowed to the little boy along the hands of the new star.

The little boy's struggle gradually calmed down.

......

The speed of the city's collapse has finally eased. Only small fragments are still escaping.

Gao Shifu restored the pale youth form from the form of a little boy.

Very weak and translucent, it seems that any gust of wind can blow him away.

Gao Shifu, a young man, leaned against the wall, sat down, and looked up at the sky.

The sky is full of wind and clouds.

The new star sits side by side.

"I really envy you! Although the tragedy of my childhood is comparable to mine. But after that, I can make so many close friends!"

The new star is speechless.

"I am a tragedy. It is doomed. Humiliation and sin are the only two choices in my life. This is my destiny. I have the freedom to choose, but I don't have the freedom to set options. This is everyone's fate. This is fate!

Fate sets options, and our poor free will makes choices.

We think this is free will. But I don't know that the so-called choice is just a fake.

No matter which path you choose, there is only one ending.

This doomed ending is the truth of fate!

Humiliation and sin, my two choices, behind which there is the same fate: tragedy!

Whether I choose to be patient, bear his humiliation, or resist, I will become a pervert who wants to be a brother. My future is all gray.

Just like before.

Whether I choose to obey or stop, I can only watch the only sunshine in my life and leave my world.

"Ha ha." After thinking about it, Gao Shifu shook his head and smiled bitterly: "It's too exaggerated. My sunshine has never belonged to me. I just humbly stole a trace of warmth from her supreme glory! I don't deserve her. From the beginning, I was destined not to deserve her. Fate, this is my fate..."

Gao Shifu's tone gradually lowered.

The new star is still the same, speechless.

"What can I do when I go back? I bumped into someone in front of her... I had no chance of happiness at all. Oh, no. From the beginning, there was no possibility of happiness. However, before that, I can still comfort myself with a faint glimmer of hope.

I don't ask for much, as long as there is one hope, that's enough.

Now, even the most hope is gone. It's broken!

Pup!

It's like an unreal soap bubble.

Sooner or later, there will always be one day.

I expected it a long time ago.

This day has finally arrived.

What am I doing alive?

Let me leave quietly!

Do you think I will have the courage to open my eyes to face her?

Let me go!

I'm very happy to make such a warm bosom friend like you before I leave.

It's an honor!

Three lifetimes are lucky!

Really! We are now the communication between the soul and the soul.

I know, I'm not far from death. This is my light backlight. I can see your soul through.

This is my superpower before I died. Ha ha.

I know. I can feel it. Your soul is really warm!

It's very warm!"

Gao Shifu muttered. Close to the new star (soul). Falling into a peaceful sleep, a smile appeared on his face.

That's a happy smile.