Chapter 40 The Insulted Lin

"Luo Lin, do you know why I hold that plush doll every night when I go to bed? Because that's what my brother gave me. If I don't sleep with Dayu at night, I will have insomnia. In order not to let me sleep well because of this, Dayu went to buy the plush doll and told me that it was him. He said: He is by my side, and I also believe that Dayu has never left me, because I love Dayu very much, so I will not doubt Dayu's feelings because of this." Ruan Yiyu's face was full of happiness.

Xia Luolin also saw that Xiaoyu was really happy now. He didn't expect that Xiaoyu and his brother Da Yu were taboo love as the world called, but they were together without fear. Their love may be harder than ordinary same-sex love, because they are not only same-sex love, but also a taboo love. What makes them so fearless and don't care about the secular vision and the opposition of their families, so they choose to be together?

Perhaps they have never doubted each other's feelings and have always believed that they will continue in the future. What will be difficult if we identify each other and don't flint back and keep going?

"In a relationship, whether it is same-sex love or heterosexual love, you will encounter difficulties and setbacks, which depends on how you understand these difficulties and setbacks. If Da Yu hadn't taken that step, maybe they wouldn't have been in such a relationship now. Fortunately, Da Yu would have done so, and they would have their current happiness.

Do you know Luo Lin? As long as you are sure, you have to move forward and don't miss a chance to be happy. It is because of people's indecision in their feelings that they have those emotional misfortunes. In the face of feelings, there is always a person who needs to take a step forward to harvest happiness, because feelings are a matter of two people. Even if you fail in the end, as long as you work hard and do what you want, there is no regret.

Ruan Yiyu knew that Luo Lin must love Mu Yingyan very much. It was because he knew that he loved Mu Yingyan very much that he did not want him to regret it, nor did he want him to regret missing Mu Yingyan. Although he doesn't know whether Mu Yingyan likes Luo Lin or not, from Yu Wen's words, he probably likes Luo Lin.

Xia Luolin was stunned. He never thought that Xiaoyu, who was so naive in action, would have such a thorough understanding of feelings, just like what Xiaoyu said. Although the relationship is a matter of two people, if one of them does not take the first step, they are doomed to suspect each other. No matter how close they are, they can't communicate with each other. It is also doomed to suffer from a relationship.

Yan has never forgotten you, even after 7 years.

Human beings have their own soul constellations, their own heavens and their own angels in the world, and the angel that belongs to me is Xiaolin, because Xiaolin let me escape from the horrible hell and gained life.

Maybe the main reason why I can't be together is that I failed him and made him despair. He doesn't know how much I want to be with him and be together forever

I will chase him back. No matter what the obstacle is, I will break through layer by layer, kill the god, and kill the Buddha when I meet the Buddha.

The words of Lin Yuwen and Mu Yingyan alternately appeared in Xia Luolin's mind, but in this case, why should she be engaged to another woman?

What should he do? It's really like what Xiaoyu said. He doesn't think about anything and goes according to his own feelings. However, it's so easy to say, but it's so difficult to do. He also wants to move forward as he feels, but how can it be so easy? He scratched his head impatiently.

"Luo Lin, what's the matter? Have you encountered any troubles?" Zhou Xue looked at Xia Luolin, who had been absent-minded from the moment, and asked worriedly, thinking that something must have happened.

"No...nothing," Xia Luolin didn't know whether to say it or not, but in order not to let Zhou Xue worry too much, he decided not to mention it.

"It's obviously written on your face that I have, something," Zhou Xue won't believe it's okay, but he doesn't want to say it. There must be his reason. She pressed Xia Luolin's shoulder, "Didn't you say that? Nothing can pass. As soon as she gritted her teeth and endured it, it passed. I believe that no matter what, Luo Lin will definitely live," she affirmed, because she has always believed that as long as it is him, she will definitely survive, and she doesn't know where his confidence in him comes from.

"Sister Xue is right. Although I don't know what happened to you, I remember that Chen Yixun has such a song? I remember that the lyrics are sung like this, That'sjustlife, looking for the future in the dream, That'sjustlife, less realistic helplessness, no matter when the wind blows, no longer sideways, always moving forward, the road is always there. The last chorus seems to sing like this. That'sjustlife wanders until it no longer wanders. That'sjustlife is never afraid to come back. When there is no choice, no matter when you choose, it will always move forward and the road is always there. Xiaochen agreed and told Xia Luolin with his tone-completeness, but what happened and the road would always be there.

"Xiaochen is right, the road has always been there," Zhou Xue looked at Xiaochen with admiring eyes, thinking that this boy will finally have a day to speak human words.

If Xiaochen knew that their Sister Xue thought of him so, he wanted to cry. He always spoke human words as if he didn't speak human words.

How could he forget what he once said to Zhou Xue? Yes, how can he forget that nothing can't pass? As soon as he gritted his teeth, he endured it and passed, just like the song sung by Xiaochen. The road has always been there.

"Well, I know, thank you, sister and Xiaochen. I think I know what to do," Xia Luolin said to Zhou Xue and Xiaozhou as if he had made a decision and looked at them gratefully. Maybe it was really like what Xiaoyu said, just let himself be wayward once and move forward by his own feelings.

"Go ahead, next time you come, don't be sad and absent-minded," Zhou Xue said jokely.

"Yes, Luo Lin, next time you come, remember to sing a song for me and Sister Xue to thank us," Xiaochen took advantage of the fire.

"I know, then I'll go first," Xia Luolin looked at Zhou Xue and Xiaochen amusedly, and suddenly found that after figured it out, it seemed that his heart was much easier.

Looking at Xia Luolin's departure, Zhou Xue muttered, "I really hope he can figure it out."

When Xia Luolin walked out of the bar, he always felt wrong. It seemed that someone was following him. He accelerated his pace and left the bar, thinking that it was only nine o'clock now. There must be a lot of pedestrians on the street, and they could also get rid of these people following him. It's just that he forgot that he was hungry. When he walked out of this bar street, there was an alley waiting for him when he went back to school, which was also the only way to meet the school.

After coming to the alley, he was surrounded by someone. Sure enough, someone was following him, which made him feel inexplicable. He lowered his head and recalled in his heart that he didn't seem to have offended anyone, right? Why did they follow him? Isn't it a robbery? He looked up at about 7 people who surrounded him, all with sticks and other props in their hands, with ferocious faces, all staring at him fiercely.

Looking at the appearance of these people, it doesn't look like they want to rob them, but they want their lives. Is this the legendary underworld? He guessed in his heart, but why did he come to him?

"What about Yu Wen and Xiaolin?" Mu Yingyan, who had just returned to the dormitory, looked at Xia Luolin's absence and asked Lin Yuwen.

"I don't know," Lin Yuwen replied angrily. He is still very angry. Even if Yan told him the matter before and after last night, he still felt very angry. Why didn't he tell him such a big thing? It seems that he really didn't treat him as a brother. If it hadn't been for him last night, he wouldn't have known when Yan would have told him.

"Yu Wen," Mu Yingyan intensified his tone and prayed in his heart, but don't leave the school gate.

"Luolin went out," Ruan Yiyu replied.

"Has Xiaolin... left school?" Mu Yingyan asked uncertainly.

"Well, it's said that something happened," Ruan Yiyu recalled what Luo Lin said to him before he left. He didn't know exactly where to go.

He really doesn't want anything. How can he get out of school? Mu Yingyan took out his mobile phone and called Xia Luolin's mobile phone. He must answer it. He prayed in his heart, but a cold prompt came from his mobile phone, "Sorry, the number you dialed has been turned off." At the critical moment, he turned off the phone. He really regretted not sending someone to protect him.

And the situation at this time could not allow him to regret any more. Mu Yingyan walked out of the dormitory and eagerly turned over the other numbers in his mobile phone. When the phone was connected, he went straight to the topic, "Xinhe, help me check Xiaolin's location. Well, yes, it's the Xia Luolin I once mentioned, and tell me the result in 10 minutes."

Lin Yuwen, who followed Mu Yingyan, looked at Mu Yingyan's solemn expression. He knew that it was not the time for him to be angry. "Yan, nothing will happen to Luo Lin."

"Of course not. If something happens, I will let them die miserably," Mu Yingyan's expression was serious and his eyes were fierce.

Lin Yuwen recalled in his heart, how long has it been since he saw Yan's expression? When he was 11 years old and bullied by other children in the family, he knew that the original gentle appearance was not really the case, but did not touch his bottom line. Now, his expression again can only show that Xia Luolin's weight in his heart is really heavy.

"Yan, what's wrong with Luo Lin?" Chenchen, who also followed them, looked at them so seriously and asked worriedly.

"Don't worry, nothing will happen to Xiaolin," Mu Yingyan put away the viciousness in his eyes and said calmly.

"Chenchen, wait for us in the dormitory. Yan and I will go out for a while and come back in a while," Lin Yuwen said to Chenchen.

"Well," Chenchen nodded. Although he didn't know what they were going to do, he knew that he would definitely not help if he followed.

In less than five minutes, he received a phone call from Yang Xinhe. If it was really like what Xinhe checked, Xiaolin would definitely be very dangerous and could not allow him to prepare anything, so he rushed to the address he told and prayed in his heart that nothing would happen to him.

"I'm sorry, please give way," Xia Luolin decided not to have a head-on conflict with this group. He put his hands in his pockets, calmly and said coolly. There was no trace of panic. He knew that if he was afraid now, this group of people would definitely be more advanced.

"Let? Are you kidding me? But we don't have a good time waiting for you to leave school. How can we let you go there so easily? One of them said.

From his point of view, the speaker should be the boss of these people. As for why he thinks so, he feels that this person is a little more than others.

"Why?" He believes that even if he wants to die, he can't die inexplicably. At least tell him the reason.

"Big boss, he actually asked why,"

It turned out that he really guessed right. The person who started talking was really their boss, and the one who spoke at this time really didn't want to complain about anything. He was inexplicably surrounded by a group of people and waited patiently for him to leave the school for some reason. He thinks he is very low-key and hasn't offended anyone. Of course, he has to ask why.

"Two ways, one-on-one and group pick, you choose one."

He did not choose two ways. The so-called single-handedness is that he single-picked a group of them, and the group of them picked him alone. There are seven people here. How did he choose? The so-called thirty-six strategies, escaping is the best strategy. He quickly pushed away the person in front of him. Before they could react, he turned to Running forward, but he was curious that it seemed that they didn't catch up. Why didn't they catch up? He was puzzled in his heart.

When he was about to run out of the alley, he finally understood that it was a front and back attack. There were about 14 or 15 people in the front and back. He stopped and retreated. It seemed that they looked down on him too much. So many people came to deal with him alone, and he also gave up the idea of escaping, but why did he Are you looking for him? Did he really offend anyone?

"Why are you back? You're running," two of them pressed him against the wall to make him unable to break free. The man they called the boss grabbed him by the neck and said casually.

"Can you make me die more clearly before I die?" Xia Luolin did not have a trace of panic. He stared at the person in front of him without the sarcasm of the other party, and asked calmly.

"We don't know who it is. We know that since someone paid us to deal with you, how can we refuse? Who will be unable to get along? Don't you think so?"

" boss, don't talk nonsense with this boy. This boy must be procrastinating," said one of the people who held his shoulder.

He really doesn't know how to say that this gangster is good. Why does he delay the time? He won't suddenly appear like in the novel, and then play a hero to save the beauty. Even if there is such a bloody scene, he is not a beautiful woman.

When Xia Luolin was not ready to be beaten, the man in front of him kicked his lower abdomen fiercely. He grinned in pain. Shit, without such a sudden attack, he wanted to break free from this bondage, but he couldn't get rid of it. Before he shouted the word pain, another foot hit him before he met, and he also kicked his lower abdomen. Originally, he wanted to kick him back as if he had been seen through. He threw him to the ground, pressed him on the ground, pulled his hair, lifted his head up, and his scalp was numb with pain.

"Don't blame us, you can only blame the people you offended," after saying this, he kicked him again.

"Ah," he kicked several times in a row. It's a lie that he didn't hurt. If he had known that he should have applied for a taekwondo, judo and so on, he could also protect himself by learning some fur, and he wouldn't have been slaughtered so much and had no ability to fight back.

"Big, it's not fun at all..." One of them suggested.

"What's worse?"

"Seeing that he is so handsome and his skin is so delicate, the boss can actually try the taste of a man, maybe no worse than the taste of a woman," the man stared at Xia Luolin, looking at him with an obscene and trivial look, looking at him numb.

"Yes, boss, how boring it is to beat him like this, and let us taste it," the others agreed. When they were ordered to clean up the boy on the ground, the man also ordered that the boss would be mentally and physically tortured on the ground. The boss just kicked twice, how boring it was, and that Isn't that what people say mentally and physically?

"Big, that man also said that this boy is gay. He must like men, and his screams will definitely be very ** and slutty."

"Listen to you, I think you also like to be exposed by men," Xia Luolin looked at this group of people with a sneer.

"It's not good to have a hard mouth," the man waved his hand and motioned them to press him against the wall again.

Xia Luolin hummed and watched them coldly. He didn't forget to break free. He kicked the center in front of him. The painful man hugged his important part and shouted, and his heart was also a little more happy.

"Big brother, are you all right?" everyone asked worriedly. Since they dare to do this to their boss, it seems difficult to relieve their hatred without teaching them a lesson.

"Take off his clothes."

When everyone heard the boss's order, they were very happy to cooperate and took off Xia Luolin's upper body as soon as possible. Because it was winter, when the clothes on his upper body were taken off, he only trembled coldly. It seemed that he could not escape a disaster today, but that's all, he did not regret the kick he had just kicked, and let him from now It's better to cut off children and grandchildren.

Xia Luolin closed his eyes and didn't look at these disgusting faces. After looking at them for a second, he wanted to vomit. He didn't know what to do? But he knew that he couldn't show a look of fear. Who was going to do this to him? He can only desperately break free from their bondage to him now, but to no avail. Does he really want to sit back and die like this? He dares not imagine what they will do to him. Who will save him at this time? Will he come? How could he come? He thought in disappointment.

"It's quite thin and tender," the man known as the boss stroked along Xia Luolin's cheek, passed his collarbone, stayed in his Yin and Hong for a while, and then kneaded and pinched his Yin and Hong's other hand without being idle. He gently rubbed it intentionally or unintentionally through his clothes and trousers.

He didn't react because of this man's trick. He just likes a man, which doesn't mean that he will react to other men. These are just what he thinks. He thought he won't react. In fact, it was like this. He clenched his teeth, otherwise he would make a sound, close his eyes tightly, his expression was also very painful, and his whole body was very uncomfortable.

This damn man was kicked hard by him, and now it doesn't hurt. It seems that it's still too light. He regretted it and didn't do his best.

Everyone looked at their boss, so skillfully getting angry with the man, and they swallowed their saliva. It must be very tempting to see the boss enjoy it so much.

"It turns out that you are so**, slutty, just a little touch, and there is a reaction. Homosexuality is gay. It's really disgusting. Since you like to let men go up so much, it must be great here." After the hand touching his lower body moved to the back of Xia Luolin, he still didn't say a word and closed. With his eyes and not looking at these people, he hypnotized himself in his heart. He could not feel anything or hear anything. Is this a self-abandonment? I couldn't help laughing bitterly in my heart.