Agree in the birch forest

61

Just as the feelings between Zhixing and Keying were like morning glory in the corner, quietly blooming, Zhou Feng's letter was like an autumn wind, beating the bright flowers.

After returning to the dormitory for class this evening, Chen Han came to Ke Ying and said, "What are you talking about with Lin Zhixing tonight?"

"It's nothing, it's all daily trivia. Where are you and Zhou Feng? Ke Ying said with a sweet smile.

"It's almost done." Chen Han smiled bitterly and turned to take out a pink letter from his coat pocket and said, "This is what Zhou Feng asked me to give you."

"What is this?" Ke Ying took over the letter and hesitated.

"I guess it's... you'll know when you fold it." After saying that, Chen Han walked out with the basin...

Ke Ying opened the letter sign uneasily, and only saw that it was written on it.

"I don't know if you can feel it. My words and deeds have been a little strange recently. It's all because of you. I think if I don't reveal the secret in my heart, I will go crazy.

I don't know when, your smile, your eyes, your expression... often appear in front of my eyes. I'm very happy to chat with you. If I don't see you, I will be godless. Finally, I understand that I like you.

Originally, when you left last time, Lin Zhixing and I agreed to compete fairly, but gradually, I found that you didn't have me at all. Just as I was about to quit silently, you came to visit me in my dormitory and asked me to wash your glasses, play badminton with you, and surf the Internet with you... This made me see hope again. For this reason, I was intoxicated with joy.

However, you and Lin Zhixing have been very close recently, which makes me very confused. I wanted to point it out to you some time ago, but when I thought of the midterm exam, it was delayed to today. I don't know what's on your mind. Can you give me an answer? Don't make me suffer any more.

After reading the letter, Ke Ying didn't feel a little hot on her face. There is a trace of joy in my heart, but more is distress. It seems that I have stepped into a Jedi...

The voice and footsteps of my roommate came from the corridor, but Ying quickly hid the letter under the quilt...

Chen Han was the last one to walk into the dormitory. Seeing that Keying was sitting in a daze, Chen Han put down the basin and walked to Keying and said, "Have you finished reading it?"

Ke Ying nodded.

"What did you write?" Chen Han climbed on Keying's bed and lowered his voice.

Ke Ying looked at Chen Han and blushed. She didn't know how to answer.

"Yes - love letter!" Chen Han said quietly.

"How do you know? Did he tell you?"

"Actually, I've known it for a long time. I also hinted to you, but you don't understand."

"I have always regarded him as my brother!" Ke Ying said with a wry smile.

"If you think so, others may also think so." Chen Han was silent for a moment and turned to a faint saying, "It's good for him to understand earlier, otherwise it will be very painful."

Ke Ying looked up at Chen Han and wanted to say something but didn't say anything...

After school the next afternoon, Zhixing and Lv Liang walked to the canteen with the rolling crowd as usual.

"Zhixing!" There was an extremely familiar voice of surprise from the crowd.

Zhixing was shocked, looked around anxiously, and finally locked on a person in the crowd in front of him, and his eyes lit up.

I only met this person in his forties, wearing a set of earthy gray clothes. The square face is angular, the skin is red and black, and the deep eyes under the thick eyebrows reveal awe-inspiring righteousness. He held an old-fashioned bicycle in both hands and looked at Zhixing with a loving smile.

"Dad - why are you here?" Zhixing's nose was sore, and he almost burst into tears. He ran a few steps to meet him.

"I'll do something on the street and go to the old grandson's house." Zhixing's father, Lin Yonghuaidao.

"Is it done?"

"It's done. Do you have enough money?" Lin Yonghuai looked at Zhixing with an extremely loving look.

"That's enough. Is my milk and my mother okay?"

"Ah! It's good. What's your exam number?

"I didn't do well in the exam. It's one place lower than the last time, the third." Zhixing lowered his head and said.

"Your father?" Lv Liang came over and said to Zhixing.

"Ah." Zhixing pointed to his father and said, "This is my classmate Lv Liang."

"Lv Liang, shall we go to dinner together?" Lin Yonghuai smiled at Lu Liang.

"No, uncle, we still have classes in the evening." Lv Liang turned to Zhixing and said, "I'll go there first."

Zhixing nodded.

"It's common if you don't play well, but you have to study hard at school! Look how hard it is for you and my mother to be at home!" As soon as Lv Liang left, Lin Yonghuai said to Zhixing.

Zhixing bowed his head and said nothing, and there seemed to be a needle in his throat.

"Let's go! I'll take you to dinner." Knowing his son, Mo Ruo's father, seeing this, Lin Yonghuai couldn't bear to say anything more.

"No, we still have classes in the evening. Besides, if you go back late, my milk and my mother should be worried.

"Uh-huh, okay! This is 100 yuan. You can keep it and buy something to eat. Don't be reluctant to spend it. After saying that, Lin Yonghuai took out 100 yuan from his pocket and handed it to Zhixing.

Zhixing refused to accept it, but he couldn't help but excuse his father... Looking at his father's back riding on the bicycle, Zhixing was still there with 100 yuan in his hand. There is a kind of loneliness and sadness in my heart, a deep self-reproach and inexplicable panic...

For a while, there seemed to be only Zhixing left between heaven and earth, and everything around him became a hurried passer-by...

62

In the evening class, because of Lv's conscience**, he wanted to stay for the evening class, so Ke Ying could not sit with Zhixing.

Ke Ying sat in her seat, turned over the physics book, read the chemistry questions, and recited the Chinese text... It seemed uneasy.

Zhou Feng didn't sit with Chen Han tonight. As he looked at the English text, he secretly looked at Keying with the corner of his eyes from time, eager to capture something from Keying's expression, but he got nothing.

Throughout the day, Ke Ying and Zhou Feng didn't say a word. Several times, Zhou Feng wanted to talk to Ke Ying, but every time he spoke, he swallowed it. The two are shrouded in an awkward atmosphere...

Chen Han held a geography book in his hand, but his eyes looked at the moon in the sky outside the classroom. His heart seemed to be only about the moon.

Zhixing seriously solved the chemical problem, with an indifferent and solemn expression, as if he were a stone Buddha who did not eat the fireworks on earth. Just as Zhixing entered the realm of selflessness, as if he was an atom, a paper ball suddenly flew over his right side.

Zhixing was stunned and looked up to see Ke Ying looking at herself with a smile, and his eyes were full of concern.

Zhixing picked up the paper ball, unfolded it, and saw it written: "You haven't been hit, have you? Why does it look like something on your mind?"

After watching Zhixing, he felt happy and sad. The happy thing is that Ke Ying is so concerned about herself that she can see through her heart; the sad thing is that she has the high expectations of her relatives, and she can only live up to Ke Ying's deep affection.

In the haze, the back of his father who turned around and left appeared in front of Zhixing again. He slowly kneaded the paper into a ball and threw it into the desk.

Seeing this situation, but Ying's already troubled heart became chaotic, anxious and angry. Is it because I didn't come to class this morning? I don't think so. He still looked anxious when he came in the morning. I think he knows about Zhou Feng's letter to me? It should be. Doesn't this idiot understand what's on my mind? Thinking of this, Ke Ying turned anger into joy...

The bell rang after class in the evening. Zhou Feng deliberately slowly cleaned up his desk and looked at Ke Ying from time to time.

"Here you are."

After cleaning up the desk, Ke Ying suddenly took out a note from her pocket and patted it on Zhou Feng's table. After saying that, he got up and walked out of the classroom with Chen Han...

Lying happily in **, staring at the ceiling in a daze. The face is sometimes deep and sometimes happy, as if he is hesitating to make a decision.

"Alas--" Zhixing sighed.

"What does it taste like?"

Wu Shiren's words attracted the attention of Zhixing. Zhixing frowned, and there was a smell of charred paper in the air. Zhixing looked around and saw that Zhou Feng was holding a piece of paper in his right hand, which was densely full of words, with a golden flame at the bottom. When the flames passed, all the paper turned into ashes.

"Who do you burn paper for?" Wu Shiren laughed and joked.

Zhou Feng smiled bitterly and said no.

"What to burn?" Zhixing asked in confusion.

"Nothing!" Zhou Feng took a look at Zhixing and said faintly.

Although Ke Ying's reply to Zhou Feng has turned into ashes, every word in the letter is like a blade, scratching in Zhou Feng's heart, and every knife hurts his heart.

Ke Ying's reply wrote:

"Receiving your letter makes it difficult for me to sleep and eat. I don't know how to reply to you for a moment. In my heart, I have always regarded you as my own brother. I think some things are never possible.

Since you are my brother, there are some things I shouldn't hide from you anymore. I have a special feeling for Lin Zhixing. Chen Han and I went to your dormitory to see you because you were my brother. As for asking you to play badminton with me and asking you to help me wash my glasses... At that time, I was angry with Lin Zhixing and wanted to be angry with him. And you are my brother, so I have to ask you for help.

I hope you don't blame me, let alone others. In my heart, you will always be my good brother.

I wish you progress in learning

Happy every day

Ker Ying"

63

The summer sky is like a doll's face, just change. Yesterday, the sun was still like fire, and the sky was clear, but today it was covered with dark clouds and rained sparsely. It seems that God seems to be in a bad mood today!

Despless this, Ke Ying came to school early to study. But after waiting all morning, I didn't see Zhixing. But Ying's face was full of anxiety, and the breakfast was also boring, and her heart seemed to be hollowed out.

When Ke Ying came to the class again with Chen Han, Zhixing had already sat in his seat to read a book.

"When did you come here?" But Ying jumped to the front of Zhixing and said with a happy smile.

Zhixing looked up at Keying, and his eyes showed joy. In an instant, he was replaced by a kind of indifferent look.

"Morning! Big friend." Zhixing's tone seemed calm and calm.

"Big friend" is Zhixing's name for Keying after Zhixing confessed to Keying last time, and now he has "retrodued the old things".

Ke Ying was stunned at first, and then when she understood what was going on, the smile on her face froze there and slowly dispersed. It was as if a grain of salt fell into the lake and was slowly diluted.

Ke Ying suddenly thought that the last time Wu Shiren asked Zhou Feng to send a message to him, Zhixing was also so indifferent. This time, Zhou Feng "con confessed" to himself. I thought he knew it, but it was like this. What on earth is he in his heart? Ke Ying's heart was shrouded in an endless distress. There are grievances, disappointments, resentment and anger in this distress...

It was not until about to have morning class that Zhou Feng came to the classroom from outside. He tried his best to hide his pain, but he couldn't hide his gloomy eyes.

"Are you... all right?" Seeing Keying's indifferent expression and tears, Zhou Feng hesitated for a long time and tried to ask.

Ke Ying didn't say a word, still reading physics books.

"What's wrong with you?" Zhou Feng's voice didn't feel better.

"Nothing!" Ke Ying is cold and cold.

"Is it true on your letter..."

"Didn't you make it clear?" Ke Ying vented her anger on Zhou Feng, a little impatient.

"Very good! I think we should talk less in the future. I need a while." Zhou Feng was silent for a long time and said quietly.

"Yes - is this necessary?" Ke Ying hesitated.

"Of course."

"Whatever." Ke Ying looks indifferent...

64

At noon, when eating in the canteen, Zhixing looked at Keying's table as usual. Seeing that Keying was eating with her head down, Zhixing was a little relieved. Somehow, Zhixing only felt that today's meal was difficult to swallow, and even wanted to vomit every bite...

Zhixing ate a bowl of rice. When he looked up at Keying's table again, Chen Han, Wang Ling and Gao Dan were all there, and Ke Ying was the only figure missing. In an instant, Zhixing became like losing his soul and became godless.

Despite Lv Liang's call, Zhixing walked out of the canteen with his head down.

There is a drizzle in the sky. Although the raindrops are small, they are dense, like spider silk, weaving a big silver-white net between heaven and earth. The whole campus, the whole town, the whole world...

Zhixing remembered Ke Ying in his heart, shuttled through the rain like a walking corpse, and the raindrops sprinkled on his body, penetrating into his hair, his skin, his heart...

Suddenly, Zhixing stood there. He saw a girl in pink standing by the roadside and looking at him resentfully. The girl held a purple umbrella in her hand, but did not raise it above her head, but leaned in front of her. This girl is exactly Ke Ying.

Ke Ying's face is wet, and I don't know whether it's rain or tears. A few strands of hair on his forehead were stained with raindrops and shivered in the wind.

Kable Ying muttered a song, and her voice was very low. Zhixing just heard it faintly, "Don't let the other party worry..."

Zhixing and Keying looked at each other motionlessly. A wisps of breeze and drizzle filtered from their bodies. The rain flowed down their foreheads into their eyes, into their hearts, to the soles of their feet, and into the earth... For a moment, the two seemed to merge with the rain and the earth. Body, you have me, and I have you.

At this moment, Zhixing hopes that he is a billionaire and can buy what Ke Ying needs for Ke Ying, but he is not. At this moment, Zhixing hopes that he is an invincible warrior who can block all the wind and rain and all the damage for Ke Ying, but he is not; at this moment, how much Zhixing hopes to He is a magnificent talent who can show his ancient genius to Keying, but he is not... At this moment, Zhixing even hopes that he is a scoundrel and a gangster. He can chase Keying desperately, but he is still not. He is the son of a farmer with high expectations for his relatives and teachers, and a young man with ideals and ambitions. This is Zhixing's helplessness and the fate of Zhixing.

The farthest distance is not the sky, but the heart that can't be touched close. In the wind and rain, Zhixing and Keying passed each other. At that moment, tears moistened each other's eyes...