Agreement in the birch forest
65
In the past few days, there seems to be something missing in the class, which becomes as silent as stagned water.
Zhou Feng ran outside after class and didn't return to class until class. He and Ke Ying didn't say a word, and even didn't even look at each other.
Ke Ying no longer comes to the classroom to study in the morning. She is silent all day long, and she can't see a smile on her face. Usually, he doesn't talk to Zhixing when he sees him, but his eyes seem to have never left Zhixing.
It is "Don't be sad and hateful. At this time, silence is better than sound!"
For Zhixing, he thought that he would devote more attention to learning after putting down Keying, but he didn't have any intention to study. Zhixing's inner pain is not only because of his missing and concern for Ke Ying, but also because of Ke Ying's pain. The only thing that comforted him was that his relationship with Chen Han eased a lot and he was no longer as indifferent as before.
In this day's political class, Ke Ying opened the book on the desk and was about to fall asleep drowsily. Suddenly, something gently touched her head. Ke Ying raised her head and saw a note on the table. She unconsciously turned around and looked at it. She saw that Zhixing was looking at herself with a hopeful look. Ke Ying immediately agreed, and then unfolded the note. It is only written on it:
I want to care about you,
But I dare not approach you;
I want to bless you silently,
But I can't control my feelings.
Your happiness,
It will bring me half of my happiness;
Your unhappiness,
will drive away all my happiness.
However, I have no regrets,
I just hope you can be happy.
Because,
Your happiness,
It is my happiness.
The words are written in the air, floating and elegantly, like the water of the Yellow River, leaking thousands of miles.
When Ke Ying finished reading this little poem, a very soft place in her heart was gently touched. There was a kind of unprecedented emotion, and tears couldn't help flowing down. She felt unprecedented happiness and also unprecedented pain. Since Lin Zhixing attaches so much importance to himself, why does he push himself to others?
Thinking of this, Ke Ying held the note written by Zhixing in her hand and lay down on the desk again...
Zhou Feng glanced at Keying, and a cloud appeared on his face.
Seeing the note I wrote, it not only did not relieve Keying's pain, but also made Keying cry. Zhixing's heart had already flown nine days away, and his body was just a body...
66
Ke Ying held the Chinese book in her hands, picked up her white cushion, and sat at the stairway of the conference room on the fourth floor. There are few people here on weekdays, and it seems particularly quiet.
I don't know how long it took. A series of heavy footsteps came from downstairs, but I was shocked, listened quietly, and found that the footsteps were getting closer and closer.
Suddenly, a man came out of the corner of the stairs. It turned out to be Lin Zhixing...
At noon, after school, Zhixing and Lu Liang came to the canteen for dinner. He used to take a look at Keying's table and found that Chen Han and Keying had not come yet. Zhixing chewed wax with the taste of eating rice...
"What are you doing here? Will you come to our table for dinner?" Suddenly, a joke from Wu Shiren interrupted Zhixing's thinking. Zhixing looked up and saw Chen Han standing in front of his dinner table with a red face. He was stunned.
"Brother... come out." Chen Han ignored Wu Shiren. He looked at Zhou Feng and then at Zhi Xingdao.
After saying that, he turned around and walked out of the breakfast hall.
Zhixing was stunned at first, and then understood what was going on, so he put down the bowl and followed him out.
Zhou Feng glanced at the backs of the two and lowered his head...
"What's the matter?" Seeing Chen Han stopping at the door of the dormitory, Zhixing also stopped and said with a forced smile.
"Have you eaten yet?"
"I didn't... I ate it!"
"Mu Keying... If you don't come back for dinner, I won't listen to her no matter how I advise her."
"Ah," Zhixing was stunned, and then said more like talking to himself, "What's wrong?"
"Go and see her!"
"I..." Zhixing hesitated.
"Don't hesitate, don't be embarrassed. I know everything about you." Chen Han said calmly.
Zhixing blushed and didn't know what to do.
"Go quickly!" Chen Han came forward and pushed Zhixing and said with a smile.
Zhixing woke up like a dream, took two steps forward, and then looked back at Chen Han without saying a word.
"What's the matter?" Chen Han was confused.
"Thank you!"
Chen Han smiled and looked at Zhixing's gradually leaving back. If she had lost something...
67
At the moment when he saw Ke Ying, his dull expression seemed to be suddenly plated with a layer of gold and became brilliant.
Ke Ying was stunned at first, and then lowered her head. But I was surprised and happy.
"Why are you here?" But Ying's tone seemed a little cold.
"I almost searched all over the campus, and I found it here in every corner where you usually go." Zhixing smiled bitterly.
Ke Ying didn't say a word, and there was an inexplicable emotion in her heart.
"Why don't you go to dinner?" Zhixing is full of pity.
"I... don't want to eat it."
"So what are you doing here?" After a while, Zhixing said quietly.
"Remear the text and read the words." It can be concise and concise.
"You are so awesome that you have taken down the books and can recite the text."
"Where did I take it down? It's a lie again!" Ke Ying quickly took the book closer and looked at it carefully. She looked up at Zhixing and said.
"You don't even have to read the book carefully, and you can still recite the text?" Zhixing didn't realize that he had laughed.
"I'm fooled by you again." But Ying was stunned, thought for a moment, and smiled unconsciously.
"Let's go! Shall we go back to dinner?"
"You... go back first. I'll go down in a minute."
Zhixing was stunned for a long time and walked downstairs helplessly. After a few steps, he returned and said, "Actually, now... you also know what I'm thinking, but... I don't think we are suitable for many things now."
After Zhixing finished speaking, he didn't wait for Keying to answer. He walked downstairs, took a few steps, and then came back and said, "Long pain is better than short pain. Let's... be friends!"
After saying that, Zhixing turned around and walked downstairs. After a while, he came back again.
"Why did you come up again?" Ke Ying said with a smile.
"Isn't it ruthless for me to leave you here alone?" Zhixing smiled bitterly.
"That's right!" Ke Ying blushed and continued, "Besides... will it definitely affect your study? My sister said... It's good for each other to deal with it properly... deliberately avoid it, but it hurts each other..."
After Ke Ying finished speaking, she lowered her head and dared not look at Zhixing.
Seeing that Zhixing was speechless for a long time, but Ying unconsciously looked up and secretly glanced at Zhixing. Seeing that Zhixing was looking at him in a frenze, she immediately lowered her head again and her face was hot.
"What are you... looking at me for..." Ke Ying's voice was very low.
"Your sister is your sister." Zhixing's urn sound is full of air.
Ke Ying was stunned and blushed even more, almost reflecting the whole corridor...
Outside, the sky is so blue and the sun is so bright.
68
In this evening's class, because Lv Liang also stayed for the night, Ke Ying could not sit with Zhixing. Zhou Feng ran to the front and sat with Chen Han, leaving only Ke Ying alone.
Ke Ying was feeling bored and suddenly sat beside her. She was angry at first. When she saw that the person was excited, she was surprised and happy.
"Is that you?" Ke Ying said with a smile.
How's it going? Didn't you think of it?" In fact, Zhixing laughed at himself and said, "Look at you alone. Come and accompany you."
"Have I changed a lot now? I dare to sit on your side. I remember when you came to my seat, I said, 'Even if your deskmate is empty, I dare not take your seat.' It seems that I underestimate my ability too much.
Ke Ying still smiled and said no.
"Hey! Where's your 'brother'? Suddenly, Zhixing took a look at the light blue schoolbag and said solemnly.
"My brother?" Ke Ying's eyebrows were slightly embarrassed and looked at Zhixing puzzledly.
Zhixing smiled and pointed to a steel ring hanging in front of Keying's schoolbag.
Ke Ying was stunned and suddenly realized that there was a cute bear made of rubber hanging on the steel ring. When Zhixing usually chatted with himself, he always liked to take off the bear and press the bear's limbs and even the whole head.
Thinking of this, she was shy and angry, and her face blushed like a red peony waiting to bloom in the flowers. I wanted to pull up my face, but I didn't expect to "sneer" and smiled first.
"That's your brother! Your brother!" Ke Ying said with a smile and gave Zhixing a few punches in a row.
For a while, Zhixing went into the fog. Looking at Ke Ying's appearance, he also laughed. It's just that this smile is more of a sense of complacency.
"Where did you put the little bear? Have you lost it?" After laughing for a while, Zhixing said.
"I cleaned it and hung it in the dormitory. It's so cruel that you don't always 'cut off' its limbs!"
When Ke Ying said the word "cruel", she deliberately looked scared and looked very cute.
"Real? One day I will cut off your limbs. Do you think I'm cruel?"
"Ouch! How dare you?"
"Even if you dare, how can you be willing to give up?" As soon as the words came out, Zhixing's face was hot.
Ke Ying saw a sense of embarrassment on Zhixing's face. Her face turned red unconsciously and immediately lowered her head.
"Yes! Let's talk about you."
"What's the matter with me?"
"Why haven't you talked to Zhou Feng recently?"
"Because...don't you know?" It's so strange.
"How could I know!" Zhixing is more surprised than Ke Ying.
"The letter I wrote to him, didn't he... let you read it?" Ke Ying blushed.
"What letter?" Zhixing suddenly remembered that Zhou Feng's "burning paper" that night. If he had any understanding, he said, "Is it written in a big notebook?"
"Ah! How do you know, isn't it? He asked you to see it.
"That letter..." Zhixing wanted to let Zhou Feng burn it, but he changed his words and said, "I haven't read it. What did you write?"
"I... forgot, so why did you become indifferent to me again the other day?"
"Because..."
When Zhixing told Ke Ying about his father's visit and his thoughts, Ke Ying was both happy and sad.
"So that's it... I thought..."
"Why?" Zhixing asked back.
"Nothing!" Ke Ying smiled and turned his face turned red and said, "I want to know, in your eyes... what kind of person am I?"
"To be honest, in terms of your appearance, it's not very beautiful." Zhixing thought for a moment.
"Yes!" But Ying admitted it, but she was very unhappy.
"But you have an inner beauty. The beauty of appearance is short-lived, and it will color its legs with the passage of time. But the inner beauty is eternal, just like the sun, it always emits light..."
Zhixing was very emotional, which made Ke Ying very excited. She seemed to see Zhixing's sincere and fiery heart, surrounded by a happy, beautiful, happy and warm aura.
"Is I really like this in your heart?" Ke Ying's face exuded a holy luster, as if the soft moonlight sprinkled on the delicate peach blossoms.
"Of course! In addition, your voice, your smile, and your long hair all left a deep impression on me.
Kind praise will bring pleasure to people, not to mention the praise of lovers? But Ying didn't say a word, but just smiled faintly and quietly thought about it.
Seeing Ke Ying's happy look, Zhixing's heart was overjoyed. And he didn't know what he was like in Keying's heart, so he deliberately said, "You have too many advantages!" Hey! Unlike me, I don't have any advantages at all.
Zhixing thought, but Ying would definitely say, "Who said you have no advantages at all..." and then praised herself. Thinking of this, Zhixing was secretly happy and secretly looked at Ke Ying with the afterglow of the corners of his eyes.
Ke Ying is still immersed in the quiet beauty, with a sweet and pure smile on the corners of her mouth.
"Oh - how do you look like me? There is no advantage at all." Seeing that Keying had no reaction, Zhixing unconsciously lengthen his voice and repeated.
Ke Ying still bowed her head and muttered, with an intoxicated expression.
"Didn't you hear me?" Zhixing blushed and raised his voice.
"Ah! I'm listening! Didn't you say..." But Ying suddenly understood the meaning of Zhixing.
"Oh!" Zhixing shook his head and sighed with a smile, "I also wanted you to praise me, but you didn't say a word. It hurts your self-esteem!"
After listening to Zhixing's words and looking at Zhixing's expression, the smiling cells burst out. She smiled back and forth. Although Keying covered her face with her hand, the smile still jumped out of her fingers, jumped on Zhixing's face, and turned into a silly smile...
For a long time, but Ying stopped laughing. When she wanted to say something, she was immediately stopped by Zhixing.
"Now, don't praise me. If you want to praise me now, it's equivalent to beating me. Am I looking for praise?" Zhixing smiled shyly.
Zhixing's words attracted a series of happy laughter.
"Are you taller than Wu Shiren?" After a while, Ke Ying suddenly asked.
"Why are you asking this?" Zhixing asked puzzledly and smiled, "Are you afraid that I can't beat him?"
"Fuck you, I just want to know."
"I'm seven-five meters taller than Wu Shiren. I seem to be so tall since the third year of junior high school!"
"Real? I seem to be so tall since the second year of junior high school.
"How tall is your father?"
"It's similar to you, maybe a little taller than you."
"How can it be? Is your mother short?"
"No? Why do you ask that?
"Why are you so short?"
"Fuck you! My sister is taller than me.
"That's for sure. Who is not taller than you? You may be the shortest in our class except for Wang Ran!" Zhixing didn't think about it.
"Really?" But Ying looked at Zhixing with a red face and said angrily.
"Ah--" Zhixing suddenly realized his mistake and hurriedly changed his words, "But you are the highest in my heart."
"It's almost the same." Ke Ying showed a satisfied smile, a smile rising from the bottom of her heart.
Zhixing also smiled happily, as if he was secretly overjoying his improvisation. At the same time, Zhixing understands that in his own eyes, Ying is one centimeter tall, and one centimeter shorter is short, which is just right now.
"I saw you looking worried this afternoon and asked you what was wrong. You said someone said something about me, but I didn't ask when I was in class. Who is it? What did you say about me?" But Ying suddenly remembered something.
"Nothing, I've figured it out now." Zhixing thought for a moment and said with a faint smile.
"You - say it! Ah?" Zhixing's words aroused Ke Ying's interest. She grabbed Zhixing's arm with both hands and shook it coquettishly.
"Osh, come on, let me go, I said." Zhixing fluttered and said with a smile.
"It's almost the same." Ke Ying let go of her hand and smiled proudly.
"I said you can't ask who said it."
"Oi, say it quickly!"
"At noon today, a good friend of mine in my class asked me... asked me..."
"What? You said it all!"
"Ask me if I'm chasing you." Zhixing spoke very quickly.
"Then what did you... say?" After a while, Ke Ying asked with a red face.
"Me? Tell the truth!" Zhixing looked indifferent.
"Ah! You said it all!" Ke Ying is nervous.
Zhixing glanced at Ke Ying and smiled unconsciously.
"What are you laughing at?" Ke Ying also said with a smile.
"I laugh at why you are so nervous."
"So...what did he say?" But Ying's head is very flat.
"He... said you don't be angry."
"Don't worry! Say it quickly!"
"He told me, how do you like her? It's better to call someone in our class than her. After saying that, Zhixing laughed unconsciously.
"Is even Wang Ran better than me?" But Ying took a look at the short and fat Wang Ran, and his face was blue, white and purple.
"I guess his meaning also includes Wang Ran." Zhixing smiled and said.
"Who...who said that? . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . After a long time, the words were incoherent.
"Didn't you promise not to ask me who said it?"
"So what did you say?" But Ying asked for a long time, but Zhixing didn't mention it, but Ying had to ask.
"I said you don't have to persuade me!" Everyone's eyes are different, and nothing can stop me from saying anything now.
Zhixing's words were very vague, but Ying understood the meaning of Zhixing. A harmonious smile appeared on her face, and her unhappiness was swept away.
"Why did you refuse me last time?" After a long silence, Zhixing suddenly asked.
"Because... I don't know either."
"Oh--" Zhixing sighed, "I feel that you may really treat me as a friend at the beginning!"
"Then..." Ke Ying wanted to say, "That's not true!" But she turned around and asked, "What about now?"
"I don't think so?" Zhixing looked at Ke Ying and asked tentatively.
Ke Ying blushed and smiled and lowered her head without saying a word. Her eyes were full of flexible and long colors, like sapphires in a clear water lake.
Zhixing's happiness suddenly rushed out, as if the hydrogen balloon had burst, and the gas inside was scattered. The whole body is like honey, sweet and sweet