Chapter 165 Self-inflicted unliving
On the roof, Xia Yufeng is like a love scene for half his life, picking flowers and picking leaves like the stars in the summer night sky. He is like a love veteran with all kinds of temperaments and ages. He is a 'blind person' who is estimated to be unable to get a primary school diploma. He is not stingy at all, and his personal opinions and experience are common. Instill it in him.
Chen Shiwen is obviously very well taught in the face of Xia Yufeng's teachings. At least for him, these experiences and suggestions are enough for him to have a strong personality and completely change his face in front of his considerate girlfriend Liu Yao in a short time.
Xia Yufeng had no time to feel the waves in Chen Shiwen's heart at this time. After saying that, he hurriedly left the villa after receiving a short message, and didn't even say a formal apology. I just talked to Xiao Mu and Ning Xiaoru and the ' host' Xiao Chan.
However, Xiao Chan was also careful. He knew that Xia Yufeng must have something urgent, so he did not ask for his opinion, but directly returned a key to him. He said, "The car is at the door. As for the one, you can press and listen to the sound to find it. It's convenient to drive there."
Xia Yufeng was not pretentious. After saying thank you, he hurriedly drove to the place agreed in a short-term.
Driving the car, Xia Yufeng has been guessing what will happen to the man looking for him. Xia Yufeng can't remember how long he hasn't been on the phone with that person. Although the number of the two has not been changed, neither they have been in Beijing or in other places. Even Xia Yufeng can't remember how long it has been since the last meeting.
It's just that I feel that it was a long time ago.
Less than an hour later, Xiao Chan's Land Rover Range Rover stopped at the gate of the China Conservatory of Music. Turn off the engine and send a shortxi to the man saying that he has arrived. A few seconds later, the man said that Starbucks on the right side of the school, come here.
For a while, the car stopped at the door of Starbucks. After getting out of the car and feeling uneasy, Xia Yufeng opened the door calmly and walked in. Considering that he was more or less a famous person, in order to make unnecessary trouble in order not to be recognized, he did not dare to raise his head high and straighten his chest, but casually lowered his head slightly while looking for the target, and one hand kept rubbing back and forth under his nose. His strange appearance has aroused the doubtful eyes of many people.
This coffee shop is not big, and Xia Yufeng can easily find Xue Hairuo, who asked him to meet in a corner. The girl who once had friendship, master-servant relations, and unclear emotions and physical entanglement in the aisle.
Xue Hairuo is wearing a beige coat today, which is a white shirt and two buttons unbuttoned at the neckline. Although it does not expose her round and smooth breasts, it undoubtedly highlights her slender and white neck.
"Long time no see. You seem to have lost weight. Why are you not doing well?" Sitting on the chair opposite Xue Hairuo and looking at the beautiful girl with significantly thinner cheeks in front of her, Xia Yufeng asked softly.
Before Xue Hairuo could reply, the waiter had come over and said, "Sir, what can I do for you?"
"A cup of mocha with milk and no sugar, thank you!" Xia Yufeng said to the waiter with a smile.
"OK, please wait a moment." After the waiter nodded and left, Xue Hairuo said, "There's nothing good or bad. That's it."
For a while, Xia Yufeng suddenly didn't know how to answer. I don't know where to put my eyes, and the atmosphere is very embarrassing.
The two were silent for a moment. Xia Yufeng broke the awkward atmosphere and said, "Hai Ruo, what are you looking for me for?"
In fact, Xia Yufeng hesitated to say this sentence. Because the two had just met, the necessary clichéd opening remarks were said before they were enthusiastic, which was somewhat 'public' meaning, which also faintly broke the 'friend' friendship into the cold palace between the two. This is obviously not suitable for 'friends' who used to say nothing.
"How many days have you been back to Beijing?" Xue Hairuo took a sip of coffee and said slowly.
"Two days."
"Have you seen Weiwei and Zhou Qian?"
"No, but I've been to Weiwei's house. Weiwei is not here. I talked to Aunt Lan for a while."
The two did not talk any more, and the atmosphere became cold in an instant.
"Do you remember what you once said to me?" When Xue Hairuo said this, he did not look directly into Xia Yufeng's eyes, but glanced as if nothing had happened. There is a suspicion of self-confident escape and fear of getting results you don't want.
Xia Yufeng was slightly stunned when he heard this and said to himself: It's bad. What does Xue Hairuo mean? Do you want to forget it yourself? You really don't have to be responsible for yourself.
With this uneasy mood, Xia Yufeng looked at Xue Hairuo, who bowed his head to drink coffee and said, "Remember."
"Can you say it again?" Xue Hairuo said lightly.
Xia Yufeng's eyes looked at the girl who was only less than one meter away from her and was always calm on the surface for a long time. As if he didn't get any results, he sighed gently, squeezed his lips and said, "Anyway, as long as you say it, I will try my best to do it. I'm willing to be responsible for you."
Xia Yufeng remembered saying this twice, once at the broken construction site and once in the classroom of Warner training class.
In addition to telling them, he also secretly said to himself: Before Xue Hairuo and Xu Yewei did not find love or get married, they would never get married. If one day they are tired, they should approach without hesitation and without any complaints.
However, Xia Yufeng later thought that his promise was like a beggar begging for ten yuan by the roadside and said to a penniless rich man that these two yuans were ridiculous for you to follow me after taking them. It's not that Xia Yufeng thinks that he can't give them a happy life, but that he believes that these two people don't need them at all. But now Xue Hairuo suddenly made an appointment with himself. What does it mean to take the initiative to talk about this? Could it be... Thinking of this, Xia Yufeng became more and more uneasy.
"What would you do if I told you to be responsible now?" Xue Hairuo suddenly raised his head and looked directly at Xia Yufeng, who was hesitant, and said.
Her words were like a small stone, thrown into a pond of stagnant water, not only splashing, but also ripples. This ripple wandered in Xia Yufeng's heart and could not stop for a long time.
"I, I'm still the same sentence, I'm willing to be responsible." As a principled and commitment person, Xia Yufeng has no second way to go. Even if you identify Guo Ni.
Is that right? What about your girlfriend?" Xue Hairuo smiled and said that her expression was not much contemptuous, but more bitter.
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Xia Yufeng's eyes suddenly widened, and the coffee in his hand suddenly stopped in the air.
How does she know? When did she know?
She knows that she has a girlfriend, but she vows to be responsible. What is this?
For a while, Xia Yufeng mixed feelings.
"Hai Ruo, I won't lie to you. I do have a girlfriend now. He is my ex-girlfriend who just got back together for a few years ago. If you want me to be responsible, I can break up with her.
Xia Yufeng didn't know how painful his heart was when he said the last sentence. But no matter how painful it is, he has to suffer.
Heaven's evil can still live, but this is his own evil. If he can't live, he can't tell what he says.
Xue Hairuo lowered his head and stirred the coffee with a spoon, squeezed his mouth and didn't say anything. Xia Yufeng knew that at this time, she was mixed with joys and sorrows. Painful and happy.