Chapter 22 Tears Secretly

Following the three forks, Long Xiaoqi climbed to Phoenix Mountain and came to the "Wangfeng Pavilion" where he used to go every day. The reason why it is called "Wangfeng Pavilion" is that this is the highest point of the whole Phoenix Mountain. You can not only see several surrounding peaks, but also have a panoramic view of the Long family. The desolate moonlight, ethereal clouds and faint fog set off this place like a fairyland on earth.

"I want to go back by the wind, and I'm afraid of Qionglou Yuyu, and the height is extremely cold... I hope people will last for a long time and live together for thousands of miles." I don't know why, Long Xiaoqi suddenly remembered this word. He remembered that this was the first word his mother taught him, but because he was playful at that time, Long Xiaoqi did not fully understand the artistic conception of this word. Until today, he suddenly felt that he was very similar to Su Shi. One is that the official career is not smooth and capricious, and has been wandering alone for many years; the other is that the family is good, but the fate is bad, and the road of life is uncertain.

"Mother! Why are you willing to leave me?" Long Xiaoqi muttered to herself, and her eyes were unconsciously wet. In his childhood memory, his mother accounted for a large part. Although his grandfather and father also loved themselves very much, they were very busy and rarely met several times a day. Only his mother accompanied him and took care of himself. Sometimes, looking at himself, he giggled unconsciously. At that time, Long Xiaoqi didn't understand very well. It was not until he grew up that he realized that it was his mother's love and the greatest maternal love in the world.

The night is pale, the moon is vast, and the cold wind blows, which makes people feel so desolate. Although it is already April, the night wind in the northeast is still like a knife, gently blowing on people's faces, but for Long Xiaoqi, it is more in his heart.

A mountain, a month, a person, a shadow, is still like this. With the passage of time and the loss of time, it is difficult to break such a quiet and sad picture.

"The descendants of the Long family kneel down!" With a shout, he pulled Long Xiaoqi back to the scene of offering sacrifices to her ancestors. Long Jingdao has inserted incense into the incense burners of his ancestors. Behind him, Long Zhanjun and others stood together, knelt down and kowtowed.

"Pray for the ancestors of the Long family to protect my mother's health and wake up from the nightmare as soon as possible." Long Xiaoqi kowtowed respectfully three times and muttered silently in her heart. With father and mother, there is a complete family; with father and mother, there is he; in his world, father and mother are always the biggest, and they would rather not be high officials, but rather abandon their glory.

Long Xiaoqi followed the big man in such a muddle, and didn't even know when the ancestral ceremony would end. After worshipping the ancestors, everyone left one after another, and Long Xiaoqi was also like a lonely sail on the sea, drifting, but there was no place to stay.

Unconsciously, Long Xiaoqi came to the three fork road again. Unlike in the past, today's three forks road is less bustling people, and there is more solemnity and solemnity when offering sacrificed to ancestors. Long Xiaoqi wandered like this. He didn't know where to go. His father wouldn't let him leave the living area for half a step. However, he was already tired of the familiar smell, not the smell of family affection, but the smell of disinfectant and drugs.

In front of the Longjia living area is a rippling lake called Mengyin Lake. According to the ancient books of the Long family, a long time ago, Mengyin Lake was also known as the wishing pool, because people were still very superstitious. They usually wrote their wishes on paper, folded them into boats, and felt much relieved to see the boats floating on the lake. However, a wish is a wish after all. If you don't work hard, it's just a dream after all.

Long Xiaoqi walked straight along the three forks, walked for about 15 minutes, and then came to Mengyin Lake. The scenery here is very beautiful. The lush lake, green grass, and spring bring vitality to everything, but... when the breeze blows, it will bring ripples and sparkling, making people forget their distress for a short time.

"If only I were the fish in this water." Long Xiaoqi sat on the ground and looked at the fish in the lake playing happily. She was very envious. However, he is not a fish. How can he know that fish also has its own troubles? Throughout life, who can truly cut off love, let go of everything, live without desire, pain and happiness.

"Mother!" The ticking tears, like scattered beads, fell into the water, rippled a few times, and were merged into the lake. Thinking about the scene a few days ago, Long Jianhui's words clearly echoed in his ear. Is his mother really hopeless? She is still very young, not to mention that she is so gentle and kind. In every child's heart, mother is always the most sacred and has an irreplaceable position.

Tears were like a tide, soaking Long Xiaoqi's eyes and sliding on the originally lovely face. Long Xiaoqi couldn't control her mood. Although she kept telling herself not to cry and be strong, tears still couldn't stop falling down.

The mother's voice and smile constantly appeared in my mind, and every action and every look seemed so beautiful. Every greeting, every concern, is full of strong love. Since Zhang Lingfei married the Dragon War Army, there has been nothing real every day, just occasionally helping the Dragon War Army with matters within the clan. She doesn't have to worry about eating, drinking and dressing. Although life is happy, it is too ordinary. The birth of Long Xiaoqi can be said to be the most significant turning point in Zhang Lingfei's life. Because of Long Xiaoqi, she found the true meaning of life. Because of Long Xiaoqi, she knew that life was so beautiful. Because of this, Zhang Lingfei gave all her love to Long Xiaoqi, with her best care, meticulous care, and all her obligations.

When Long Xiaoqi was very young, Zhang Lingfei would often take him out to play, go shopping and visit the mountains and rivers, which also added a lot of fun to Long Xiaoqi's childhood. A little older, Zhang Lingfei began to teach Long Xiaoqi to read and read, telling him that boys should not only be sunny and handsome, but also a little educated, so that they can be more attractive. Although the young Long Xiaoqi did not know anything between men and women at that time, her mother's cultural temperament was deeply imprinted in his heart.

The sky is gloomy, and you can still see a few more dark clouds floating towards the Long family. The repressed air makes Long Xiaoqi breathless and has a sense of suffocation, as if she will stop breathing at any time. Long Xiaoqi raised her head and looked at the sky. Although the tears in her eyes were not dry, her fierce eyes were really scary.

"Oh, my God! Why are you so unfair to me? Is it so difficult for me to have a warm and happy family? You can not give me gold, silver and jewelry. You can make me do nothing in my life, but you can't take my mother's life casually. In the end, Long Xiaoqi almost roared out. And the weather seems to be rendering Long Xiaoqi's mood at this moment. The wind is blowing, and the blowing people can't open their eyes, and there are thunderstorms, as if they are venting something. Seeing that the pouring rain was coming, Long Xiaoqi was surprisingly calm and stood quietly, just looking at the sky, as if looking for the light in the dark.

"Young master, what are you doing? Come on, it's going to rain soon. Standing by the lake is the most dangerous when it thunders. A people who happened to pass by saw Long Xiaoqi standing by the lake and kindly reminded him.

Long Xiaoqi stared at the black cloud in the sky as if she didn't hear it. Young master! Let's go! Otherwise, the patriarch and the master should talk about you again. The voice of the clan came again inappropriately.

"Hey!" Long Xiaoqi shook her head, sighed, and walked back in the direction of the sound.

"Bang!" A thunderbolt blew the whole lake. The blue electric arc pressed against the lake and hit the ground. If Long Xiaoqi was one step later, I'm afraid the bones would be gone at this moment.

"Hmm!" Long Xiaoqi looked back and said nothing, but snorted heavily.

"Young master, go back quickly! After the sacrifice, the patriarch and the master came to you, but they couldn't find it. It turned out that you were here. The clan did not see any difference between Long Xiaoqi and still said to himself.

"I know, you go back first!" Long Xiaoqi nodded, turned around and left, and walked straight to the room of the Dragon Army. Although he is not going to say everything he knows, he will not let his grandfather and father worry about him any more.