Chapter 16 Abtion

Only feelings in the world are the most difficult to describe, especially love, which is unclear, but you have to admit that it really haunts those who love and love each other bitterly. Even if you force it to be imprisoned in a dark prison where the sun is blind, but when you dream back at midnight, you can clearly hear it hissing loudly! It's complaining! It's scolding! In the end, it will gushed out like a river bursting the dike, soaking every inch of skin on the body, hitting the forcibly suppressed heart, tearing every vein of your veins, and hurting thoroughly. At that time, you will understand how fragile and vulnerable the momentum is that you are so uncontrollable and uncontrollable; only then will you understand how fragile and vulnerable you are in your usual disguise; only then will you understand that the damage to the person who loves you deeply is so deep. At this time, you suddenly looked at your heart and found that it was already so pale and weak. After shouting unwillingly, it was exhausted, scarred, slightly touched, and swayed with pain.

But, what can we do? Choose this way, no matter how unexpected you are, it has come true.

So, let's go on like this. I'm not going to give it a chance to recover. Let the clear pain always stay in the most secret corner of my heart, and let it always remind me that I have hurt a person fiercely. And you will never know...

Shui Yuhan looked at the intimate interaction between Xi Xinmiao and Chu Hao without saying a word. All this, in his opinion, was so dazzling. Her brilliance burned his eyes wantonly. There is no him in her eyes; her smile is not for him. Thinking of this, I only felt that my heart was torn and uncomfortable, and my temples suddenly sounded, but my face was still calm, elegant and refined, as clear and distant as a fairy outside the world. But no one saw his slightly drooping blue eyes, which were already obscure.

When you look up again, the phoenix's eyes are filled with water smoke, like a sea surrounded by clouds and fog, which makes people difficult to see the color of the water, and the depth is unpredictable.

Before everyone could react, a man in white in his clothes had stepped into the air. At an unexpected time, he appeared in front of Xi Xinmei and picked her up, leaving everyone with the beautiful back of a peerless man holding a beautiful woman in his arms and flying away on the wide lake. For a moment, the trace disappeared...

"Well, okay?" Bing Ning said with some worry.

"It's okay. Let them have a good talk." On the other hand, Feng Xue's face was calm, but the thin sweat oozed from the palm of her hand. It's changed. Everything has changed since the young lady appeared in the prince's eyes. And is such a change, is it good or bad?

Everyone looked at the two people who disappeared quickly, especially Chu Hao, and were even more shocked: at that moment, he stepped into the air, and Chu Hao seemed to see a light overflowing from him, which made people unable to look away. Without deep internal skills, it is impossible to reach the state of no water on the lake, not to mention that he is still holding a person!

He usually self-apclaimed that his kung fu was not weak, but when he just saw the cold movements of the water, he actually had a feeling of a high mountain. Looking at the direction of their disappearance, the amber eyes gradually glowed with an unclear light and raised a playful smile.

On the other end, the heroine, who was still in the clouds, only felt the sound of the wind passing by her ears. Then she remembered that she was "tied" and looked up at him. His mouth was tightly squeezed, his resolute chin almost on her forehead, and the tip of his nose and the unique inclusions on his body. With the faint fragrance of medicine, his eyes looked at the distance faintly, and he couldn't see the look at this time.

Feeling the powerful heartbeat from his chest, Xi Xinmiao's heart unconsciously calmed down, sighed secretly, and then squinted and stopped looking at him.

Soon, they stopped in a dense forest. The trees were lush and lush. The sunlight passed through the layers of leaves, scattered sparse spots, silently embellishing natural colors. It's quiet here as if she can even hear her heartbeat, but why does she still feel desolate when she looks at the vibrant woods?

A gust of wind passed, and the leaves swayed, like a conversation between the love world, muttering softly.

"What do you want to say, Han?" She finally broke the silence and looked at the independent man with his back to her: with his back and hands standing, three thousand ink hair, flying with the wind, white clothes than snow, clean and not chaotic at all, arrogant but lonely.

Why? You seem to have everything, how can I feel that you actually have nothing?

He finally turned back to her, and Hu Lan's eyes looked deep into her black pupils. The clear sadness in it made her dare not look directly and was relatively speechless.

There is no doubt that the cold water is indeed a rare beautiful man in the world: every stroke is like the most perfect masterpiece in heaven. Indescribable, indescribable. Handsome and beautiful, charming and handsome, that is the combination of many extreme beauty and extreme handsomeness. Obviously, it is a contradictory temperament, but it is an unexpected harmony in this man.

Holding her hand and gently brushing her long hair, his movements were natural and casual. His hands were slender and almost perfect, inadvertently touching her skin, slightly cool and trembling.

She did not move, waiting for his next move.

A long sigh seemed to have a thousand words, but it finally melted into this complex sigh.

"Heart, can't you still do it?" That's what he asked. The tone is very slow, very soft, so that people can hear a trace of heartbreaking sadness.

She was stunned and looked straight at him. It took a long time to spit out a word, "Yes." Light, but decisive. Seeing that the faint light in his eyes was finally extinguished by his ruthless determination, and it was instantly dim.

What he said is inexplicable, but she just knows what it means. Step by step, get to know him little by little, from the initial encounter to the current acquaintance, from the exploration of the restaurant to the birthday gift, from the first meeting in the capital to far away from the suburbs of the capital... There is him. He has been accompanying him, protecting himself and condoning himself. It's not that I don't feel it, it's not that I'm not moved, but it's just that it's an extravagant. It's not him, it's her. She can't afford such feelings. So, let her cut it decisively...

He smiled and smiled at her. The smile, gentle and sad, made her heart hurt fiercely. Force yourself not to overdo it. "If you don't want to laugh, don't laugh. No one will force you."

Don't smile at me like that. You smile like this will make me feel that I made an unforgivable mistake. I'm right! Between love and family affection, what's wrong with choosing family affection? I just want to go back to my hometown and my familiar family. I have been away from them for so long that I almost forgot that I am a modern person! I won't stay here, I will go back, and I must go back! No one can stop me, including you!

"Yes, no one forced me." He muttered her words, but this smile only belongs to you, and you, you know? There was a weak bitter smile at the corners of his mouth, and his jade-like eyes dimmed a little.

Seeing the man who hurt himself in front of him, who can imagine that he is the blood valley owner who frightens the world? Xi Xinmiao's heart was also depressed and uncomfortable, and she was overwhelmed by a stone.

"Han, this is not like you, nor is it you." I don't want to hurt you, but why do you have to force yourself to embark on a road of no return? Now, since the damage has been caused, I can only choose to minimize the damage, which is the only thing I can do.

"What should I be like? Xin'er, what should I be like? Step by step, the steps are more and more difficult and heavy. Cold and cruel? Bloodthirsty and ruthless? Or is it the tyrannical?

She couldn't answer any questions in a row, and her throat seemed to be stuck fiercely. She couldn't spit out half a word, which was extremely uncomfortable.

"That road leads to no return, but I am willing. In fact, I haven't had a choice for a long time, have I?" He laughed at himself. Since when did you become so different from yourself? Or, in the past, it was not really yourself at all? Looking at the woman in front of me, my eyes were entangled and sad. "It was you who made me find a new self. I was wandering in the endless dark abyss. Originally, I was going to stay in the dark forever, but you appeared and handed me a hand. That hand, slender and tough, made me think for the first time. Think. I tried to hold that hand and let her take me away from the eternal loneliness, but the distance of only a few millimeters is the eternal barrier between you and me! And you are no longer willing to reach down! Even if it's a charity, you won't reach down a little further so that I can grab your hand! How cruel you are!"

He was stunned like an electric shock. He stared at the peerless man who complained to him in front of him for a moment. There was an uncontrollable trace of bitterness in his heart, and he asked himself over and over again: Is that so? Is that so? Did I treat him so hateful? Give him hope and let him down? Admit it, and Joan, you are a selfish woman, hopelessly selfish and annoying! Obviously, you can't stop your good feelings for him, and you pretend to say that you won't let him get close to you. If you refuse cruelly at the beginning, if you don't always have such an ambiguous attitude... How can you cause the current situation! And Joan, what are you pretending? You are really not a thing!

That's all. Maybe it's time for everything to be clear.

"Han, listen to me tell a story." She said to him, faint, as if soft as a breeze, and into her heart.