Chapter 18 Never Let go

(Well... I'm guilty, really, this chapter really can't be squeezed out, so I found some lyrics to fill in~~ First of all, I'll confess to the readers who like this book~~~ I'd better go to the corner to draw circles and curse myself...)

Flowers are not flowers, and the dark fragrance floats all over the road

A journey without knowing where in the world

Look at the Buddha smiling and picking flowers, are you willing to stop?

Saba flowers bloom in the world

It's hard to get enough water near the scattered buildings

The sunset is like the end of the water

Why do you envy the return of a drop in the ocean

Galamadued me for the rest of my life

The frost ink dyeing in front of Jiayuan is not looking for a place

The distant koi sends a ruler and the moon fan shadow is not as good as the dance

Looking forward to getting lost in the morning and evening, lovesickness becomes countless hate

I can't keep throwing a lot of money for who to lose

Singing all night to make the drunk and stay in Hengtang lotus leaf roll comfortable

I'm alone and have no way to return. Don't be infected with dust and trenches.

The heart is crazy and there is no crying. Liu Ming and Qing are all poisonous

It's hard to leave flowers in the morning dew of six baht

It is always difficult to tell the winding path to the quiet path

There are no legal principles in the mysterious place

The wind is twirling and the other side is as fragrant as before

Alan Ruo's colorful and fine-counting flowers

Looking at the prosperity is like seeing a piece of ice in the jade pot

Love is like a phantom, like a fog staining the eyebrows with a little frown

Traveling to the three rivers and the five lakes by mistake

Ode to the ephemer and the world

The reason why wine is that the wine is like a cluster of flowers under the moon in the mirror

There is no need to make a crime in the mountains and ordinary alleys to collect real books

If you look back at Tianzhu with painstaking efforts, you will see the bodhi tree

Conversion to the wheel circuit Hua Kandu

Looking for nowhere to reincarnation flowers for several generations--Hua Kandu. ( It feels quite appropriate. It's finally taken out from the Internet. The lyrics contain what the heroine wants to say to the hero. Can you find it? ^_^ I like it so much~~ I share it with you!!)

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Han, do you know that the world is too harsh to allow me to stay at all. Even if it is a short-term gaze, it is a luxury... I can't promise you anything, so let me go first... Reluctant? No, there is nothing to be reluctant to leave. If you had known that it was a fruitless swamp, why not turn back earlier? Paranoid? No, there is no need to develop feelings. Resolute letting go is a kind of relief. What's more, it hasn't actually sprouted at all, has it?

The hazy dreamlike vague existence can't see the strong sunlight. After all, it is too fragile. It's dawn, the fog dissipates, the dream wakes up, and it's time to go. If there is no trace of smoke, you can't grasp it firmly, and I can't hold it. All the retention is just a deep scar in the other party's heart, secret and sad. Let time stay at the moment when we stop and enjoy together, although, it is sad, although, it is sad...

The footsteps are like lead, and every step she takes seems to exhaust her strength, but she can't stop. The hand hidden in the sleeve was clenched into a fist, so hard that the finger bones turned blue and white.

The cold land is not as cold as the cold in my heart at this time. The warm sunshine can't dispel the coldness of her whole body at this moment. Her indifference makes his heart frozen. But shouldn't he have gotten used to it a long time ago? I'm used to her ruthlessness and the harm she brings, but why is it still so painful at this moment...

Why can you always say ruthless words easily? Why, knowing that you are stingy and determined emotionally, I still expect you like a fool even a trace of soft corners? After all, do I expect too much? No, no, obviously, I can really feel your struggle. Although it is only for a moment, it is a clear existence. However, I have to admire you. You have made a choice without any compromise, and chose the answer you have been pursuing in your heart. The answer is - you want to erase this relationship! You choose to kill this relationship that has never sprouted with your own hands, so that it will be annihilated without a new life.

She knew that the shimmering lake blue eyes behind her had been watching her departure, so she would not show any stay or nostalgia.

But suddenly, the arm was pulled over strongly, without warning, and the mouth had been kissed.

"You--Uh-" wanted to speak in the gap, but his tongue opened his teeth and cleverly got in. It was not like the previous careful temptation, but with crazy plunder, presumptuous and eager, as if to dilute the inner panic and uneasiness.

She resisted. He was strong and imprisoned her at all. She was in a hurry and bit his tongue fiercely, and her mouth was immediately full of salty blood. And he just stiffened slightly, and immediately swept her mouth more violently, entangling with my tongue.

Bitter but lingering, and there is pain...

His fierceness almost made her unsteady.

Xi Xinmiao's figure is originally small, and the water is cold and straight. In addition, he is now like an out-of-control beast, pressing her on the ground almost effortlessly, and there is no room to struggle. I don't know when the belt tied to the waist has been untied, revealing the white belly pocket. The towering chest fluctuates violently with eager breathing, and the hair is messy. All of this is extremely challenging people's visual senses, hitting the cold eyes, and the movements are more direct and presumptuous.

She twisted her head desperately and beat him on the chest, but she was imprisoned on the top of her head by one hand and could not shake it at all. Inadvertently, he looked into his blurred blue eyes, no longer clear, with deep pain, hesitation and panic. My heart hurts all of a time. At this moment, she gave up her previous struggle. If you can feel better, take it.

The water kissed the smooth skin of the people under him, and he didn't even know what he was doing. Maybe he knew it, but he was escaping. The only thing he wants is not to let her leave. She belongs to him. He wants to get her! But suddenly he felt that his subordinates had no resistance. He stopped, looked at her, and closed his eyes. A pair of diamond lips had been red and swollen for a long time.

God! What is he doing?! How could he do this to her?!

"I'm sorry, Xin'er." The voice was still low and hoarse, but full of pain. He gently covered his robe over her, and his movements were extremely soft. But the bitterness and regret in my heart seemed to drown him up. The pain was so painful that he couldn't breathe. He took a deep breath and slowly walked to a tree and sat down with his back to me. His eyes were empty and empty.

She didn't understand his behavior. She tidied up her clothes and sighed secretly. Turn around and leave...

After she left, the water turned his eyes back and fell on his robe I had folded. He got up, walked over with difficulty, picked it up, and there was still her residual warmth and the woman's faint fragrance on it. He slapped hard on the trunk of a huge ancient tree. At that moment, the ancient tree with two people hugging together just pierced a hole in it, and the leaves fell to the ground one after another.

And the man stood in the flying leaves, and his eyes covered by bangs were as heavy as the sea, which was unprecedented indifference and resolute.

"Heart, don't think that this can destroy my persistence. It's man-made. As long as I don't let go, you will never go back!"

In the dense forest, the soft breeze can't soothe the sadness of an injured man. A person, roars, sad and determined.

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