Chapter 17 I'm not leaving
After the crisp sound, it is even more silent.
After a long time, Xi Xinmiao came back from the stone-shaped trance, took a deep breath, restrained all the looks, looked at him deeply, and left without nostalgia.
He thought that he could lie to himself that she was still there without closing his eyes and watching her leave. He didn't know that everything just now was like the pile of broken debris on the ground, and there was no possibility of repairing it.
With a fierce cough, the blood in his throat can no longer be suppressed. The kind of heartbreaking lungs that almost want to be carved out only makes this lonely man more and more heartbroken.
"Master!" Feng Xue hurriedly ran in from the outside. Just now, she saw the young lady go out with no expression. She vaguely felt that something was wrong, so she immediately rushed in. She didn't expect to see such a scene.
Carefully helped the water cold up, and Feng Xue's words only turned into a gentle sigh.
I wanted to persuade her, but Shui Yihan had already muttered to herself, "She's gone, she's gone, it's hard to come, and I'm angry again."
His words were almost broken, and they were scattered in an instant. He was lost, blamed, regretted, and even more hopeless.
Thinking that she may never forgive herself again in the future, an unexplained panic rushed from the bottom of her heart.
No, he doesn't want to do this. He cares about her so much that he would rather be hurt by her than let her be wronged. How could he do something like that just now?
He wants to explain, he wants to explain.
Thinking about it, Shui Yihan struggled to get up. He felt dizzy like stepping into the clouds and was about to fall down.
"Master, be careful!" Fengxue narrowly catches the cold water that is about to hit the ground, and her body is still trembling.
I don't know where the strength came from. Shui Yanhan pushed Fengxue away fiercely and staggered to support his rickety body and was about to go out.
As soon as I went out, a cool breeze came to my bones.
"Lord!" The dark guard guard outside the door saw Shui Yihan staggering in a single dress. In shock, he wanted to go up and help him, but he was cold by the water and said, "Get out of here!" Scared in place, no one dared to intercept.
The Valley Lord has always been a mythical existence like a god. They are slandered by gods and swear to be loyal to the death. They are afraid and respectful.
When did you see an undefeated myth that is now haggard and even a little depressed?
Shocked, anxious and helpless.
If the family members of Blood Valley fall down, what face will their subordinates have to live in the world?
Feng Xue followed with fear all the way and did not dare to hold it, with unconcealed worries in her eyes.
The water was cold and walked in an unknown direction. He didn't know where he was going. He was sick, his feet were floating, and his eyes were like a lost child at night. Now he just relies on his will.
Suddenly, his arm was captured. Before he could see who it was, his heart fell down consciously first.
He grabbed the man's arm with his backhand, pulled it, and pulled the woman he was looking for into his arms.
The feeling of fullness in his arms, the warmth made him selfish and did not want to evacuate, but only wanted to indulge in this moment of peace.
Xi Xinmiao was tightly imprisoned in her arms by the cold water, and her other hand was still empty with a porcelain bowl full of medicine. Because of the pull just now, although she was careful, she still spilled out some.
Feng Xue quickly came forward to pick it up and looked at Xi Xinmiao gratefully.
Gently patted the man's thin back, miraculously appeased the man's trembling body.
"If you are not in good health, you still go out and want to die?" Xi Xinmiao stroked his cold back and frowned.
"I thought you had left." He buried his head in her neck and sucked the faint fragrance of the woman greedily. It's been a long time since he hugged her like this.
"Gone room and drink medicine."
She took his hand and wrapped his big hand, which was very warm.
He led Shui Yihan, who suddenly became obedient, back, ignoring the dark guards who could swallow a goose egg with their surprised mouths along the way, "Bang!" With a loud sound of closing the door, the wandering god of the dark guard isolated from the door pulled back.
It's boiling outside the door!
You can never imagine that the blood valley soul that usually talks about color change in the world is now like a vegetable market aunt.
"Did you see it? Did you see it? Pinch me quickly."
"Ouch! It hurts. Is that true? Lord Gu, that person was the Lord of the Valley just now, right? Is he laughing? He is actually laughing?! It's the first time I've seen Master Gu smile after living for so long!"
"That's right. I always thought that the Valley Lord was not close to me, but they just hugged each other. Look at the happiness of the Valley Lord. When did you see him like this?"
......
It is said that the soul devouring is ruthless, and it exists only for the execution of orders. Now at first sight, it's not true.
But in fact, it's not a matter of cake. Even more impossible things have happened. What else is impossible in the world?
Feng Xue smiled and said no. Anyway, the master finally came back to life.
"Cough--" After reading the gossip, it's time to clear up. "Today's event must not be publicized. Remember it."
"Left envoy, that girl is--" One person in the dark guard asked the voice of everyone. Just now, she was really not polite to the owner of the valley.
Seeing the world, I'm afraid she is the only one who dares to do so, but she is also the only one who can control the owner of the valley.
"That girl--" Feng Xue deliberately raised everyone's appetite. "Can we inquire about the private affairs of the owner of the valley? It's scattered, or be careful of the girl's temper." He stared and said rigidly.
He couldn't please him. The man pouted, but he knew that he didn't have to worry about the valley owner. The stone in his heart fell to the ground. With a ringing finger, everyone would like a ghost, and it disappeared.
Feng Xue looked at the closed door, smiled comfortably, and unconsciously stroked the corners of his mouth. Today, he seemed to laugh many times...
In the room
The smashed chips have already been cleaned up, and Xi Xinmiao sat on the edge of the bed, facing the cold water leaning against the side.
His blue eyes tightly twisted the woman, afraid that she would disappear in the blink of an eye.
"Bout your mouth." She handed the soup to his mouth in a bad tone.
Hearing this, the man obediently opened his mouth and swallowed the medicine. He didn't even frown, and his eyes never left the woman.
The cooperation of patients has saved Xi Xinmiao a lot of trouble in feeding medicine. Soon, the medicine bowl will come to the bottom.
Putting down the bowl, Xi Xinmiao groped for something from her arms, and then turned to the cuff without taking out anything. Thinking about it, it suddenly became clear that she never brought that thing.
"Are you looking for a handkerchief? Feng Xue is ready on the table.
Shui Yihan looked at the silly movements of the woman opposite him. His heart warmed and pointed to the table with a smile.
Xi Xinmiao coughed unnaturally, "I just didn't bring it today."
She muttered in a low voice, as if to defend, but this scene fell into his eyes and smiled deeper.
He grabbed the handkerchief and gently wiped his cold and moist lips. He only smiled, leaving her incomprehensible amorous feelings.
She helped him lie down and helped him tangle the quilt. "Have a good sleep and sweat."
He suddenly grabbed her wrist, "Where are you going?"
It leaked panic. Does she want to leave again? Is happiness so short-lived?
"I---" If he wanted to go back, he was suffothed in his stomach. The uneasiness and anxiety in his eyes made her suddenly have the courage to go on. Feng Xue was right. He had been conniving her all the time, and she...
Stay with him, stay with him. Such a cry in her heart almost occupied her mind.
"It's late today. I don't know if it will recur at night. Can you stay? Just one night, how about one night? Will I ask Fengxue to send you back tomorrow?
He was so afraid that she would say a refusal and hurriedly wanted to delay as much as possible before she spoke.
"I'm not leaving. I just want Fengxue to bring a message to the house.
She explained with a smile, patted the back of his hand to comfort him, and looked at the pale and almost transparent blue veins above, and she wanted to make up for it.
He stared at her deeply and couldn't turn around for a moment. After a moment, the light in his blue eyes conveyed the joy of the master at this moment.
"Sleep, I won't leave, I'll be by your side."
Her voice was soft like a lullaby to coax the child to sleep, wrapped in a magic charm. He was so comfortable to listen to it, and he didn't feel pain.
Gradually, the eyelids became heavy and the consciousness blurred, but the hands were pulled tightly to the chest like holding an amulet. Even in sleep, there was no relaxation at all...
He slept deeply. She looked at his sleeping face, and her heart was unprecedented peace.
Sleeping is coming...
Endless darkness, she can't see her fingers. She seems to have walked for a long time, but she doesn't even know where the end is.
Where is this? Why is she here? What about him?
"and Joan-----and Joan----and Joan---Joon----"
A faint call spread in circles like a halo.
Who? Who is calling her?
"You care about him. And Joan, you have changed.
"Who? Who is talking?"
"I'm you." The female voice has a trace of pride.
"What did you mean just now?"
"What do you mean? It means that you are a self-deceiving fool! Haha!"
"Why, don't you believe it?" The female voice suddenly said sharply, "Is it possible that I said something wrong? Didn't you think about water cold just now? Oh, that's pitiful."
"What's pitiful!"
"It's pitiful that you are still holding on even though you have a tilt. It's really hypocritical!"
"Who the hell are you!"
"I'm you. I know any real thoughts about you. Don't you feel disgusting when you pretend to be in front of yourself? Admit it, you can't let him go anymore.
"I didn't, I didn't!"
......
"Aqiong, wake up, wake up."
There was a slapped touch on his face. Xi Xinmiao woke up screaming, gasping for breath, and his forehead was already cold and sweating.
She wanted to struggle and her shoulder had been fixed. The strong force made her feel a little pain. She frowned and looked at the person, but she looked at her nervously.
"It's okay. It's okay. It's just a nightmare. It's all over."
He hugged her and stroked her back, feeling the woman's rapid breathing in his arms slowly calm down.
What she looked just now scared him. He didn't know that his hands actually trembled a little.