Chapter 18 I owe you an explanation

Xi Xinmiao, who gradually calmed down, looked straight at the eager man in front of her. At this time, she was like a fixed stare, confused, uneasy, resistant, and perhaps mixed with faint pleasure... All kinds of complex emotions alternated in her eyes, and finally, it was fixed as a touch of firmness.

Maybe she is really wrong.

Maybe she can give him another explanation?

In that dream, is that what she really thinks?

She strongly denied it, because it had already taken root and sprouted, but it was difficult to accept the embarrassment of being exposed?

Thinking of this, a powerful jump in her heart seemed to confirm her idea, and her eyes jumped gently and came to her senses, "I'm fine."

Xi Xinmiao replied with a reassuring smile. Just now, she was shocked, but he was scared.

has long been connected to the same root, and she is stubborn and repulsive. This bend is not small.

Shui Sihan heard Xi Xinmiao's answer, and the stone in his heart suddenly fell to the ground. Just as he was about to speak, he didn't expect Xi Xinmiao to take the lead.

"How did I climb to you **?"

It's okay not to say it. Xi Xinmiao's suspicion increased. Last night, she obviously watched him fall asleep. Although she also fell asleep later, did she still sleepwalk to him **? Not only that, but also crawled into the inside of the bed with a good vision?

"Cough---"

Someone's fake cough interrupted her speculation. In fact, when she asked, she felt that there was no need to put the problem on the surface just now. Anyway, they all sleep with clothes. Those rules are bullshit to her, but she just lost her words out of curiosity.

He was not in a hurry to get out of bed. Xi Xin skillfully patted the cold and thin back of the water. He looked at his still sick but not as haggard and perfect side as yesterday. He was sick, and the edges and corners were even more distinct like knives.

"It doesn't matter."

He took her free hand. His face was soft, and the easy satisfaction in his eyes made her feel how determined she was before.

Turn the hand that patted the back to his forehead and nodded with satisfaction. It seemed that the medicine worked.

"How do you feel now? Ah--"

Xi Xinmiao asked while wanting to get over him out of bed. Although it was one thing that she didn't care, it was another thing to be bumped into by others.

There was an exclamation, accompanied by the whirlwind of the front objects in her eyes. When she fixed her eyes again, her body was cold and stood up to face her with a smile. Although it was not pressed, he kept the intimate distance that seemed to be vaguely rubbed, which made her breathe carefully.

"It seems that the recovery is good." Ignoring the strangeness of the moment in her heart, she stared at him and nodded her head.

Looking at the smile in his deep blue eyes, she suddenly realized a problem: her first reaction just now was not to push him away. Her attention has never left him.

"Do you care about me, Aqiong?"

He bent down and released the deep and slightly hoarse hot air on her ** ear beads. His warm lips sometimes brushed her ear beads, causing her to tremble slightly.

"Yes, I care about you."

Shui Yihan didn't dare to expect her to answer. He has always been used to her silence for these questions. He has always been forcing her.

It's just today, it seems to be a little different.

Such a surprise surprised him, so that as soon as he heard Xi Xinmiao's answer without hesitation, he did not move as if he had been cast a spell, and he was stiff all over.

He was afraid that it was a dream, and he was afraid that it would break if he was not careful.

"Real?"

It took him a long time to find his voice, which made people tremble. It's bitter in my heart. If it were any of her friends, she would care about it. The water is cold, and you are just touched by the light of "friends".

"I'm still very happy."

Yes, he still feels very happy, even as her friend, although he hates this identity.

Anyway, compared with the previous freezing point, it has eased now, hasn't it?

As for the future... the eye-catching psychedelic streamer is fixed in the change as the determination of destruction.

The woman under her didn't know that the man had turned so many thoughts at this time, and she heard the gloomy words clearly.

She knew that he misunderstood and was heartfelt. However, some explanations took time to enrich. Now, she chose not to say it.

"Cold, don't get sick in the future, okay?"

Hearing the words, the man was stunned and stood up again. He supported his side cheeks with one hand. At the intersection of her eyes, she was calm and imperceptible heartache. He finally turned into a lot of doting in complexity. His almost transparent hands carefully depicted the woman's face, gently and carefully, as if he was taking care of the treasures of a lifetime.

"Good." The one-word response is more solemn than any oath.

-----Ajoon, do you know that you are actually the one who has hurt me the most, and you can only hurt me.

But you asked me to promise you such a promise. I knew I was embarrassed, but I didn't dare to refuse. Because in front of you, I don't know how to refuse.

-----Han, I just hope that you can always be fine now and not be hurt by anyone and things, including me.

The future is very long. I don't know if the decision I just re-decided is right. Forgive my hesitation and selfishness.

"You (you)--"

Then shut up at the same time.

Why didn't you come that day? He couldn't ask this sentence.

Where did you go that day? She just started this question, but it ended in "you". It seemed that she didn't have the courage to ask again.

I don't dare to ask. I'm afraid to touch the secret sadness in my heart. The traces engraved on the birch tree have passed. The years have passed, and the rough appearance seems to be unharmed, but when I touch it, I find that the branches are still swaying.

Both of them took the care that they didn't want to be touched, and they immediately stopped it if there was a little strangeness.

Just like this, can you really do something that hasn't happened?

Who said that she was not touched, who said that she was indifferent, everything was just the self-righteous guardian of this strong and loving woman!

Otherwise, the hesitation, the worry, the harsh question in the heart...

What else do you need? Her apathy is already the best explanation.

The hidden truth is easy to understand. She chose to bury it in her heart, but he didn't dare to speculate because he was afraid.

What about you? Look at them all the way, do you understand?

The light and shadow outside the window slowly illuminates the room through the thin window paper. It seems that the two people who look at each other are still.

"Ajoon, you today---"

"It's strange, isn't it?"

She smiled skillfully, tilted her head and looked at the deep blue eyes that flashed with doubts, and said what Shui Yihan wanted to say.

He stared at her, unlike her joke. He wanted to see the intention in her eyes, and there was a touch of uncertainty in his eyes: Can he really catch her like this?

"I just suddenly saw something clearly and felt that I was a little ridiculous before."

Xi Xinmiao is like a self-deprecating, but it is shocking that the water is cold.

He couldn't wait to ask, "See something clearly?"

Not wanting to miss the slightest change in her eyes, a trace of joy suddenly rose in her heart, as if she had seen a glimmer of dawn. What she meant, did she mean...

She stroked his thin face with both hands and held it instead. She knew that the brilliance in her eyes was blooming for the man at this time. It's just that this is a thorough answer. Will it come too late?

"Ah Han, give me time and let me give you a real explanation. Don't run away anymore, don't be afraid, answer with your heart, okay?

She stared at his eyes and conveyed her firmness to his worried eyes.

He sighed in his heart: He paid too much, and she owed him an explanation, a real explanation. Maybe that's what he deserves in return.

If it is gratifying to get a look back from the woman in front of him, then her response is simply ecstatic to him!

He doesn't believe in heaven and earth, but now he is full of gratitude to God. Did he hear his prayer?

After such a long time of persistence, she really saw it and stopped avoiding it?!

Shui Yihan has never been so lucky for her illness. If it hadn't been for such an opportunity, how long would she have escaped?

In the gap, Xi Xinmiao had carefully escaped from his imprisonment. Looking at the man with an unbelievable face in front of him, he smiled.

If it hadn't been for her to help him, he would still be in a daze.

"Is this true?"

He was worried with careful piety, holding her hand with a trembling force, like a porcelain doll that was easy to break.

"I swear to it, I will give you an answer."

Xi Xinmiao stretched out her hand and pointed to the white jade wrench finger tightly wrapped around her thumb. She didn't understand what he meant.

Shui Yanhan quickly understood, and the slightly uneasy handsome Ruyan slowly turned into a comfortable smile that went straight from the bottom of her heart, elegant and dusty, clean and transparent.

"But before that, I want you to promise me one thing."

"What's the matter?"

"Give me back a healthy cold water."

"...Good." He locked her eyes, and in her smiling obsidian, he saw himself smiling and nod.

So happiness is so simple; so happiness, he can also have...

All the grievances and unwillingness are gone, and the smoke has dissipated.

Turning around, the original moment of thorough understanding was also unexpected. I hope it's too late. I hope it can make up for it.

She suddenly didn't want to escape. That dream made her see a lot of things clearly, so let her let her go once!

"I've been out for so long. I don't know what's going on over there. I'll go first."

The feeling of speaking the words in her heart is unprecedentedly relaxed. Maybe she was too easy to let go before.

"Ajoon, I want to know why you..."

He was indeed puzzled. Although he was delighted with her transformation, he also knew that when he did not wake her up to the nightmare, she did have a consistent rejection of him.

The woman who was coming to the door stopped, and his eyes followed her figure.

"Maybe it's your little follower who has done a lot of work."

Thinking of yesterday's angry Feng Xue scolding her, it was the first time. Xi Xinmiao now thinks that she admires her growing good temper.

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The water looked thoughtfully at the direction of Yiren's departure, and then slowly showed a trace of softness...