Extra abyss and stingy, the double law of peace in the world
My mother came from a humble background and was an ordinary peasant woman with mediocre qualifications, just because she once helped her when she was depressed. Later, her father became popular and sought an official position in the court. He stood firm and felt his kindness before he took her to Chang'an and became his concubine, allowing her to eat, wear and live a peaceful life.
Since he was sensible, his mother has been educating him like this. If you live for a lifetime, you must get your job. Only when you live and die will you get peace of mind.
He knows that he is a concubine and can never fight with his legitimate son.
His temperament, coupled with his mother's teaching from time to time, naturally he can't compete. As long as his mother is there... He has nothing else to ask for.
When he was eight years old, a Taoist priest came to his family. It was none of his business, but the Taoist priest fell in love with him at a glance and wanted to accept him as an apprentice. Thinking that the Taoist priest helped many officials in the court to do legal affairs, drive away demons, and accumulate some reputation. As soon as he talked to his father, his father agreed.
He wanted to refuse, but learning Taoism was not what he wanted. What's more, if he really enters the teacher, it will be difficult to see his biological mother in the future. The mother has no relatives and no reason, and her foundation is unstable in this huge Pei family. It is not a matter of being discriminated against and bullied by servants for a day or two. He is also the second young master of the Pei family. In front of him, those servants can still be more respectful. If he leaves, her life will be more difficult.
However, that night, my mother came to his door, her eyes were burning, and she said, "Stingy, you go with the Taoist priest. Taoist priest is a master, and you can only learn some fur, which is also good... Don't worry about your mother. Your mother is very kind, and naturally you can take good care of yourself... If you miss this opportunity because of your mother, your mother will definitely feel guilty for a lifetime..."
He will never disobey what his mother said.
On the second day, he said goodbye to his parents and followed his master on the road to the four seas.
The Taoist priest is called Xuanjizi, which is different from the magic stick that has been cheated in the world. He has killed demons for many years. Although he has not been refined into a fairy body, he has also kept his immortal appearance. With this anger all over his body, few monsters dare to approach wherever they go.
The master called him Yuan'er, just because he was a disciple of a secular family and did not really get started, so he did not give him a Taoist call.
He traveled all the way with his master and learned a lot. At the age of ten, when the master traveled through northern Xinjiang, he inadvertently got a Taoist ancient book from a vendor, in which there were seven unique refining methods. Unfortunately, the ancient books had gone through wind and frost and were some incomplete. He only knew the general idea, but he didn't know how to take the last step of Dan.
The master thought hard for a long time and sent him to the mountain and sea demon world alone to find the herbs that were refined. He made a house on a local unknown lonely mountain and devoted himself to research.
He later thought that if they hadn't gone to the northern border, didn't save the desert vendor made by monsters, and didn't accept his ancient books as a thank-you gift... He didn't go to the mountain and didn't catch the barbarian bird... Maybe there will be a difference later.
But all this happened after all...
After all, he also met the hit white snake.
Date finally forged his half-life of regret and pain.
Later, he returned to the world and handed over the collected materials to the master. The master pitied him when he was young and had been away from home for a long time, allowing him to go home to rest, and he stayed alone in the mountains to develop seven unique introductions.
He returned to Chang'an, but never saw his mother again.
There are no tears, and the heart is just a emptiness of enlightenment. As early as the moment he left home, he knew that his mother was suffering from dysentery, and life and death would only come sooner or later. Since sending him out of the house is the mother's last part for her son, how can he fail?
It's just this human heart, how can the relationship between mother and son be blocked by years? Even if he didn't see the life-and-death separation with his own eyes, he was still sad and never lost a penny.
He did not leave for three years in Chang'an, just to keep his mother's filial piety.
Three years later, on the Bon Festival, he saw the white snake with big pure amber eyes again. It's just that this encounter is destined to be a bad opportunity. How can a wrong beginning achieve good results?
She came for the beast, but that beast had struggled to turn to him before, and he also promised to save its life. However, I didn't expect that it would be her who wanted to catch that kind of beast.
"Hey, teenager... Long time no see." Her voice was very clear, just as before.
She asked him if he had any words, and she told him that her name was Susu.
She called him stingy.
After that, she turned around and left after the beast. Come and go as casually as the wind, and no one can keep it. He thought that he was envious at that time.
A Taoist apprentice is envious of the life of a monster.
Later, the seventh princess, whom the emperor loves the most, had a serious illness. After recovering from her illness, her face was miserable and her appearance was withered. She cried in the bedroom day and did not want to see anyone. The emperor is very worried about this. His father knew that he had learned from Xuan Jizi, so he came to help him.
He put down the book in his hand and lowered his eyebrows faintly. The master once said that there was a grass called a female corpse on the hanging wall of Guqi Mountain, which was transformed by the daughter of the Yellow Emperor. Eating it helps the woman regain her face.
The father was overjoyed, even if he was ordered to go quickly and dedicate it to the seven princesses to relieve his worries.
He nod his head, but there was always a little lingering in his heart.
After picking the female corpse grass, I suddenly remembered the little snake in the mountain. I haven't seen you for a long time, and suddenly want to see if they are okay.
When it was reacted, the people had already arrived at the mountain. This meeting finally laid the foundation for a bad fate.
Later, the second highness was seriously ill, and the national teacher divined and predicted that only by letting the second highness be a monk in Heze and devoted himself to the Buddha could he get a healthy body. With the seizure of the throne, the biological mother of the second highness naturally did not want her son to leave like this, regardless of the country. After some discussion, he replaced the prince as a monk.
His expression is always very light. For him, it's just another cage, and maybe the Heze Temple, which is far away from Chang'an, can be cleaner.
It's not that I won't be lonely, but I'm already used to loneliness.
So, when everything was broken so suddenly, he was so helpless and at a loss.
She came to look for him from time to time and talked about some of what she had seen and heard in the demon world. He held the scriptures, but all he heard was her words.
In fact, this is also good... He can also feel the warmth of his mother and master, and can also start to be less lonely.
He treated her as a friend.
The environment he lived in since childhood made him estranged and indifferent. He is always on guard against those who have bad intentions and will not make friends easily. But... that's a monster, a pure monster. Compared with people, he feels that demons are more frank.
This emotion finally deteriorated quickly on the day she transformed into a human form.
She inadvertently turned into a human form because of the greed and convenience of eating Fuyuanzi. In addition to his astonishment, he had a lot of mind in his life. When did she become a human form? ...And then there was a burst of ear heat. They are usually so intimate...
This emotion has been unable to let go, and he began to fall asleep for many nights.
In the dream... she was dressed in red and smiling.
He woke up from his dream and was covered in cold sweat. I didn't dare to fall asleep anymore, so I turned on the oil lamp and read the scriptures at night.
Wushan got up at night and inadvertently saw him. He advised him to take care of his health and didn't need to work so hard.
He smiled bitterly... subconsciously clenched the scriptures in his hand.
Only he knew that overnight, the sky turned white. This scripture always stays on the same page.
His heart is no longer here.
He knew that this was what the master said, the magic barrier.
He wanted to avoid it, but she treated him more and more intimately, which made him unable to avoid it.
He began to hate himself. She was a monster. She didn't understand the etiquette of the world and the defense of men and women. She just regarded it as the most normal relationship. Only he can no longer be distracted.
I really know what she thinks about him after his birthday.
She said her thoughts so boldly, and he found that he was in a panic with some surprises that could not be concealed in any way.
But he also knew in his heart that she was a monster, immortal, and had a long-lasting immortality, and he was just a mortal who was not deeply religious. After all, he would die.
Susu can not care about these things, but he is not her after all.
He was a little hesitant.
And these unexpected things began to happen. It was so powerful that he didn't even have a chance to avoid it... It made him start to hate his cowardice.
The master went down the mountain to find his residence, and the first sentence was: "Yuaner, you are very close to the white snake monster."
The second sentence is: "As a teacher, I asked you for your help and lowered it."
The master treated him with the kindness of nurturing. It was he who took him out of Chang'an's cage and gave him a new life. This kindness is difficult for him to repay.
But... in the face of the master's request, his first reaction was... resistance.
And the family letter sent by my father from Chang'an made this incident even worse. He told him in the book to help the master subdue the white snake.
He held the letter paper in his hand and slowly kneaded it into a ball. He didn't know that Susu had abandoned his brother. In order to treat him, his father believed the master's words and took out Susu's inner elixir to give him the skill of returning spring to solidify his roots.
His mother's greatest command to him was not to disobey his father's order.
For the first time, he felt that the choice was so difficult to decide.
One side is his relative, and one side... is his vegetarian.
No matter which side he chooses, it will always chill the other side.
The world is safe and complete, and you can live up to the Buddha.
He couldn't think of a complete solution... so he had to lose one person.
The master put the demon-killing medicine in the osmanthus tea, which was hidden in it with the rich aroma of osmanthus. As long as the monster drinks, there is no power to fight back.
He restrained his eyebrows and packed his bags. Because he knew that Susu would not come.
He deliberately went to the wild water to find her, that is, to tell her that he wanted to go back to Chang'an, cut off all the past events in Heze, and be his noble son.
He thought she wouldn't come.
But she came...
He almost saw God mocking his self-righteousness again and again.
He knew that the master was potentially outside... He finally wanted to preserve Susu and knocked over the tea cup in her hand.
But what he didn't know was that the master's medicine was not only added to the tea, but also added to the incense. Since she entered this room, she is doomed to die.
"It's worthy of being my good apprentice, well done!" The master no longer believed him, otherwise he would not have hidden it from him and added the medicine to the incense. Saying such words is just to cut off his retreat and upset Susu's mood.
But when Susu stared at him and questioned him, he found that he could not even make a little excuse.
Because... what the master said is true.
He didn't hurt her heart, but after all, he hurt her.
He thought that he would never forget her eyes at that time, resentment, despair... There were two flames burning in his eyes. Such a look finally became a nightmare for him in the next few hundred years, scratching his heart again and again.
He didn't know that the master killed the killer and made a trap in the courtyard...
What's more, I don't know that the little beast she regards as her family is scattered in order to save her...
He didn't know anything about her hatred and despair. He got rid of the power of medicine. When he woke up from the fainting, he stumbled out of the door and saw the scene of Su Su being demonized and clinging to his master with an axe.
He doesn't know any cause...
And he can no longer continue his consequences.
" Xuanjizi... Pei Wende... You are all going to die! In my life, I, Bai Suzhen, will find you... I will never die!" This is the last thing she said before she left.
He later thought that if he was destined not to be together, it would be good even if he hated it.
At least as long as you hate it, you won't forget it.
"You are the fate of eternal loneliness, and you are destined to have no closeness. If they are obsessed and lingine among these ordinary customs, they are no longer the only ones involved. The man in purple folded his fan and shook it gently, "You didn't want to believe it before. Did you believe it this time?"
"Is she... okay?"
He raised the corners of his lips, "She is a demon. How can she die so easily..."
That's good...
He said to himself behind him: "No relatives, no worries, no love, no hatred, no mercy, no death. Even the seven unique leads can't help you. How hard should your fate be? No wonder... huh."
He had a meal.
What he owes, he repays little by little, and he has no regrets in his life.
The bell rings, long and far-reaching. Above the golden hall, there is smoke.
He kowtowed. Disciple Pei Wende is willing to escape into the empty door.
The old monk's voice is strong and old. The world is prosperous, but there is still nostalgia?"
He lowered his eyes. ...No more."
"Do you regret it?"
"No regrets."
Three thousand green silks are scattered. The old voice of the monk sounded. Today, you have converted to Buddhism, and since then, you have been left behind. You should cut off love, cut off vulgar roots, and have nothing to worry about. All kinds of wealth and glory in the world have nothing to do with you. You are not restored, this life is only to defend the Dharma and save all sentient beings. Give you the name of Fahai.