Chapter 20

Chapter 20

Su Su remembered that she had promised Cen Biqing that even if he was gone, he would not forget him.

Leaving aside, just for the sake of face, so as to refute Cen Biqing's terrible words, she will also try to remember him... for a lifetime.

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However, she still forgot it and completely forgot it.

It was also very helpless to respond to what Cen Biqing said.

Until today, after swallowing the spiritual algae that returned to the ruins, she found the lost memory... After nearly a thousand years of memory, she picked it up from the depths of her mind.

After all the memories came back, she finally connected all this.

Bai Suzhen has always been Russell herself.

At the beginning of her time travel, she was sealed by spiritual knowledge and took away the memory of her previous life, and she was drawn into love and became a ruthless person, thinking that she was a pure monster. Later, she was robbed of the memory of a hundred years after the appearance of Cen Biqing. From then on, Cen Biqing became a blank in her life, and even forgot her children... After meeting Yuan stingy, she was framed and inhaled the incense that added seven unique incense. This time, she simply forgot all her memories as a monster, because Coincidentally, he broke the seal again and remembered his previous life, which was originally the beginning of a new life, but was dragged into a game by innocence.

It seems that she is involuntary and involuntary every time. The initiative has never been held in her hands. No matter how hard she struggles, she is always controlled by others.

A fate as fragile as life.

This is the main line of all stories. She only guessed the beginning, but never thought that the result would be like this.

Susu laughed at herself. Her life is really a miserable life. Why does she always wander between amnesia and injuries?

"I remember all of them this time?" The fox sat leisurely on the sycamore tree and combed his fur among the flowers.

"I don't want to get up. What does it have to do with you? Why don't you just watch your play?" Susu stood up from under the tree and looked at it coldly, with her hands around her chest and strange eyes.

"Susually... actually has nothing to do with me." The fox blinked and said, "But the person who gave me this spiritual algae will be very sad to hear your irresponsible words."

To this spiritual algae...

The vegetarian is naturally known.

Although she didn't hear everything they said in front of her when she hibernated at the bottom of the West Lake, it was very clear now.

She later carefully figured out the meaning of those words, but she never dared to ask Cen Biqing directly.

The fox asked him at the beginning - do you remember?

Does it mean that he, like her, has completely forgotten the past 100 years? The man who imprisoned his memory and took away her memory must be Cen Biqing's father, right? She heard him call the man God the Father... But after all, he was better than himself. He slowly remembered it himself, and she finally had to rely on this spiritual algae to connect all this. No wonder she was always controlled by others.

She always thinks more and does less. When it comes to the world, it is even more like this.

However, she really thinks about it.

When she was in Xu's house, Cen Biqing had disappeared for a long time. At that time, she didn't blame him. She left her alone here, but she went free, which was indeed an annoying thing.

But now it seems that his disappearance is to pick that spiritual algae?

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She still remembers that he said that he went to Chang'an to kill a person, and that man was Xuan Jizi...

She didn't know at the beginning, but after recovering that memory, she didn't think about it... She was also narcissistic and secretly thought that he was going to kill Xuanjizi... for her? Cen Biqing, maybe he has recovered his memory a long time ago? It's probably just a scattered memory, not all of them.

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This idea made her feel unhappy for no reason.

At that time, she still believed that she was a person, and Bai Suzhen was a demon. Although she now occupies Bai Suzhen's body, she is not the same person.

If what she thinks is true, that is to say, Cen Biqing knows Bai Suzhen... There may be another evil fate.

That is to say, Cen Biqing's preferential treatment for her from the beginning was not because her soul was Russell, but because her body was Bai Suzhen?

This is really unpleasant!

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"He..." Susu was silent for a moment. Can I remember that it doesn't benefit him?

"Don't you understand this? When did Su Su become so dull? The fox pulled his paw and said, "He took the trouble to get the spiritual algae under the ruins, just to give you a chance to choose." The choice of two words was bitten hard by it.

Susu is still silent.

For a long time, she raised her head and her eyes had returned to cold. Fox... Si Ming Xinjun, do you think it's funny to tease me like this? ...Is it that God is so boring that he likes to control other people's lives and is still proud of other people's frustrated and pain?

Now, if she can't guess his identity, she has lived for nothing!

So now, because of his identity, all his cold-blooded and uninterested things have been reasonably explained... He is Si Ming Xinjun! In this flood, the most ruthless god should be.

"Wow, I really remembered all of them." The fox didn't care about her indifference and still looked like a hippie smile. Susu, don't look at others like this? They are really thin-skinned.

"I used to be stupid, but people always grow up, and I'm not the kind of stupid person who doesn't shed tears without seeing coffins. If you treat me as someone you can tease at will, you are wrong. Her tone suddenly cooled down, "From now on, I, Bai Suzhen, will break up with your kindness. No matter how much it is, I will bother Xin Jun to let you let me go. A humble little monster like me can't afford to play with you powerful gods.

If there was still room to return to the world last time, this time it was true.

Bai Suzhen has no feelings, and there are not many people in her heart. But she really put the fox under her wings. Although she has always treated it so rudely, if others bullied it, she would not stop... However, in the end, this is the result.

And what she couldn't let go most was her death.

Bai Suzhen is stupid, and she deserves to be locked in the dragon array... She doesn't expect the fox to help her... But she shouldn't. She shouldn't just look dead and be indifferent.

In fact, it was not only so indifferent, but also sent her seriously injured and amnesia to the chessboard of the Queen Mother of the West.

How dare she treat such a person again?

......

Maybe it's because you don't have a heart. It's even easy to cut off your feelings.

Since she said it, there is no time to take it back.

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"Ouch~" The fox covered his heart, "Susu is planning to cross the river and tear down the bridge? Will they throw it away like a rag after using it?

Susu didn't want to pay attention to it anymore and turned around and left.

The fox shouted behind him, "You are so ruthless and have no conscience... At least they are also working for you, and their fur is no longer as bright and smooth as before."

"Si Ming Xinjun," Su Su's footsteps suddenly stopped and turned to look at it. There was no hatred and pain in her eyes, only indifference and strangeness. You are an excellent god.

The old monster said that the biggest difference between gods and demons is that gods are empty thoughts, demons are obsessions, immortals do not have enough ability, and they are not so extreme. They are also poor people who struggle hard at these two ends.

"Wow...is it harmful to people without dirt... Is it more and more like my youth?" The fox's mouth is crooked, and his eyes are already a little deep. Isn't Susu resenting me for smoking your love? ...If so, can I return that love to you?"

"Love?" Susu stared at him, "I've always wanted to ask you, what am I to you? Why did you want to draw my love and seal my consciousness?

"Well...of course..." The fox held his cheek, thought for a moment, and said that he was sincere. Of course, it's for fun.

Susu raised his eyebrows. He really hasn't changed a word for thousands of years. When she first crossed, she heard a man's voice from chaos, which was very evil. At first, she didn't know anything, but it was also because she was the first person since she came to another world that she always remembered his voice and what he said... Although she didn't remember it for more than a thousand years. Come on, but now that the memory has returned, the man's words are still in his ears.

What he said was - "Your fate is so messy and disorderly, and the ending is undecided, but it is very interesting. Even the old man can't help but be curious... Well, my life is destined to be wrapped in peach blossoms. Do you think it would be fun if I sealed your spiritual knowledge, broke your love roots, and let a ruthless person go through the peach blossom disaster?

"I'm looking forward to... your performance."

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Yes, he used to have fun.

Think about it, this is really a fun thing. But if her partner is her, she just wants to beat the fox to death.

This is a matter of principle.

She will no longer pay attention to the fox. This time she is really leaving. She doesn't have so much time to spend here with an extremely boring god.

"Sosu, do you still want that love?" The fox screamed at the back.

Su Su's footsteps did not stop and his head did not look back. Since you like it so much, keep it for yourself... I don't want that thing."

Yes... Why does she have that love? Even if it's gone, she doesn't feel that she lacks anything. Some feelings, just click and stop... She almost fell in love with the feeling of control. If she adds one more love thread, she may not be able to figure out her emotions.

Now that she has a plan in her own heart, she will naturally no longer let those things outside her affect her decision.

On the other hand, even if she has those things outside her body, it will not affect her current decision... So what's the difference between whether she wants it or not?

Bai Suzhen, before being a person, after all, she was a monster!

Although she has been a person for decades, she has also been a monster for more than a thousand years. I'm afraid this can never be changed. But what's wrong with that? She fell in love with the feeling of being a monster.

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The fox's eyes were deep, patted his fur and sat on the sycamore tree, "Tut... so pitiful, abandoned again."

For a long time, it raised its head. I think I'm as beautiful as a flower, lively and cute... There are fewer species in the world that can appreciate my inner beauty~ What should I do? It scratched its face, "It's a little lonely~"