Extra Cen Biqing
Extra Cen Biqing
When I saw her again, it had been nearly a thousand years apart. He became the strangest person with her, close at hand, as if he were far away.
"Xu Hanwen? ... mortals?" He raised his eyebrows and did not hide his sarcasm, "Is it Xinjun who asked you to find me?"
The Xuanyi child tied his hands and lowered his eyes, "Although it is ridiculous... it is Xin Jun's personal divination. Think about it, only if you come out of the horse can you do something.
He sneered, "So Xinjun didn't tell you. Cen Biqing is a person who listens to people at will?"
"Xin Jun only said that he only told the people who cooperated with you, and you would never refuse again."
People who won't refuse? Is this a disclosure?
...A vague image came to my mind.
He silently carried his hands behind his back and looked at a blood-red coral reef. After a long time, he asked, "Who is it?"
"Yishan, Bai Suzhen."
Who is Bai Suzhen? He has always wanted to know who Bai Suzhen is? Who will be the woman who occasionally appears in his dreams?
Why do you feel like you have known each other when you are a stranger?
This question has puzzled him for nearly a thousand years.
After Lan Qing left, he had been sitting on the glazed tiles of the Crystal Palace waiting for her to come. Then, watching her expression go from confused to indifferent, and finally circled in surprise... never noticed him. And he clearly did not perform any spells.
Is vigilance such a bad? He felt that it was really necessary to remind her.
"Wow, are you the snake demon?"
"You are the snake demon!" She suddenly raised her head, pouted, and her eyes were too bright and her face was chagrined.
He thought that he had seen such an expression, but forgot what year and month it was.
Just as he promised this task at the beginning, he didn't think she was familiar with it. Familiar with her every smile, every expression... It's as if her whole body has been engraved in her heart... but it's obviously strange.
If he remembers correctly, he has never seen her before.
It is also because of this inexplicable familiarity that he has always treated her preferentially... although she probably never felt it.
This is a heartless snake demon.
"Susun, have you ever... seen a green snake?" Once, he suddenly asked her this.
"Green Snake?" She thought for a little and said, "Naturally I've seen it... Isn't it you?"
"When?"
She turned her head and looked at him doubtfully, "Of course it's now."
......
I really don't recognize it.
On the day she married Xu Xian, he kissed her.
She said that he shouldn't have been so intimate with her... She said that they were just two unfamiliar people... She said that there was no need for them to be so intimate...
For the first time, he found that although this monster was stupid, sometimes what he said really pissed off.
He kissed her when he was angry, but in the end... he was also confused...
She was always alone in place to confuse his strangeness, but she never thought of coming in to share his mood.
For the first time, she said what she was thinking, but she was facing him. He told her that he had replaced the puppet, but did not tell her that the doll was infused with his spiritual knowledge. He heard what she said.
When she said these words, he was listening to his subordinates report the death and injuries in the palace this time, and her low whisper came to her ear. Then, only her voice was left in his ears.
She talked a lot intermittently, like talking to him, more like talking to herself. He can't remember many words... I only remember her saying that she was scared... She was complaining that he always bullied her.
He heard her say, "Cen Biqing... You are such an asshole..."
He frowned.
She said, "I seem to like you a little..."
He thought that at that moment, he was happy.
She went on to say, "But I can't like you anymore... Cen Biqing, I can't like you anymore."
What she said was right... but... He covered his chest and knew that the wisest way was to let go, but why was this heart so uncomfortable? Monsters... How can there be people's emotions? Maybe it's an illusion.
But he soon knew that it was not an illusion... When he smelled the man left on her, his anger when he got out of control was so clear.
At that moment... he really wanted to destroy her with his own hands... His things would rather be broken in his own hands than stained by others...
And he shouldn't have done that.
Nan Lao once asserted that his face must be a violation of peach blossoms. The number of breath in this life is destined to be destroyed on a word of love.
He doesn't say anything, but he is sneering in his heart. How can a person without love be entangled in love? Her mother, a woman who is dead in love, the best blessing for her child is to remove his love roots.
If you are ruthless, you will be strong, and if you have no love, you will be sprinkled.
......
Then he now...
What is it?
When Nan Lao took the initiative to appear again, the first sentence he said was, "You have always been cold-blooded. Now you still want to taste the love of this little white snake?" ...A word of love, you still have to be cautious and cautious. If you compensate yourself, the gains will outweigh the losses.
"Your words are too much." He looked coldly at it, but his heart was covered with fog. For the first time, he couldn't figure it out clearly.
But he wants to see through it.
He broke through the confinement in his body at the cost of the loss of the yuan god, and finally recovered the lost memory of thousands of years ago.
Nan Lao thinks it's not worth it.
But only he knows whether this kind of thing is worth it or not.
Xu Xian...
Xilu, the mother of the West, loves the abductive child of the mountain, but he can't ask for it. He is not unaware of the ten-life bet with it.
His attitude towards Susu... makes him mind.
He didn't think that he would let Susu go, but he thought of returning her freedom with a paper break.
He originally thought he was stupid, but later he knew that he was the smartest. Su Su's heart is not here at all, not on anyone... It's just forced to stay, so what? If you let her go like this, she will still miss it.
The identity of his father, his mother's experience, and his own face... He didn't want to love anyone. However, it is difficult for him to grasp this kind of love. Only when you pick it up can you be qualified to put it down. When she appeared in front of him again, he thought that it was probably her, and he had the desire to try it himself... And he originally wanted to try to see how the poison hurt people and how addictive it was and unforgettable? Like his mother, he died of drunken love... but in the process of trying, he felt involuntarily heary steps again and again... Perhaps, when he decided to do so, he had already been doomed to his defeat.
For pure monsters, a word of love is more unbearable than human beings.
Demons are similar to demons, which is also an obsession.
Now that you have picked it up, how can you put it down easily?
She looked stupid, but in fact, she was much smarter than him. She left in a hurry and didn't take anything away.
Nan Lao is still a joke. Why don't you stop her? In case she walks away and goes wild and can't chase back again, won't Qinger regret it?
He was silent for a long time, "I can never get what I want."
He gave Lingzao to Nanlao. At that time, I will give this to her..." He gave her a chance to choose, although the result was not up to her.
He closed his eyes and his mind was full of her.
In this case, he will no longer struggle. He just let go and let his heart dominate all this. However, since he chose to sink, how can he be willing to fall alone in a place she can't see... If he lives, he will live with her and enjoy eternal life together... If he dies, he will also take her to hell together... The blue yellow spring, where she can be, can only be an inch of place around him.
He knew that she wanted to break all the concerns here and escape... But how could he allow her to do so?
What I want in this life is no longer the world's hegemonic singing, no longer the cold and meaningless power... It's just like an ordinary mortal, naming her by his surname.
He remembered that his father only taught him what he wanted, so he had to fight for it regardless of the consequences. The price can be paid, but the premise is that you have to make sure that you really want something, not a momentary impulse.
He wants her.
but I couldn't bear to hurt her.
He is willing to pay the price, but the result must be as he wishes.
He asked him to come back and come back to him, willingly without any reluctance.
As long as she comes back, he will no longer be able to let her go.
It's not that he doesn't know the thoughts of the Queen Mother of the West, but since she wants to take advantage of him, he pushes the boat along the water and saves the trouble of rearranging. He created three blue birds in a row, but at the last moment, he accepted all his mistakes and volunteered to stay under the Leifeng Tower.
This is actually a gamble, and he is likely to lose... This is his biggest regression.
Even if she can't get it, he won't allow her to forget each other... Such a tragic ending, no matter how ruthless and smart she is, he is destined to become a thorn in her heart.
At least let her remember him for a lifetime... Of course, this is far from enough. He knows too well what he wants and is willing to pay such a price just to get her, not an illusory thought.
He knows her so well, how can he lose?
She didn't let him down after all.
In the third month, she rushed into Leifeng Tower alone. The first sentence she saw him was, "Cen Biqing, do you dare to make people feel more worry-free!" What does my business have to do with you! What do you want from the Virgin Baba to run to stand up for me!"
If not, how could she take the initiative to come to see him? Now I don't know which corner of the sea is unrestrained.
Naturally, she will not know the boredom and anxiety in his heart in the past three months. So what if it's accurate? Will he still worry about whether the little snake will suddenly be ruthless?
The agreement with the Queen Mother of the West is naturally nothing... He has never been a trustworthy person. He can leave this Leifeng Tower if he wants to, and he can stay if he wants to... But now he dares not leave.
She will never know that his heart is much more honest than his appearance. He heard his suppressed voice as if he didn't care, "Oh, what are you doing here?"
She was choked and said firmly, "I can't go shopping!"
This is not what he wants to hear. He can't say that he is a little disappointed. Still looking at her blankly, "Go around casually."
She stared at him as if she had never had a grudge before, as if she had been stepped on and shouted, "Cen Biqing, you are a big bastard! ...You are determined to eat me, aren't you? Don't give me any face!"
He smiled bitterly in his heart. If he really ate her, how could he be so uneasy... Did she look up at him or herself?
"Cen Biqing," she sighed as if giving up, "Why am I eaten to death by you?"
He was stunned.
She has jumped up and put her arms around his waist and imprinted her lips.
This is the first time she took the initiative to kiss him when she was awake... He found that he enjoyed her initiative... Although she was always like an angry little beast, very rough... It made his lips hurt a little... It doesn't matter. He can teach her about this kind of thing. When his consciousness drifted away, he thought, if we could stay together like this, he would lose his freedom. Even if you are imprisoned in this Leifeng Tower all your life, there is nothing wrong.
He just needs to have her.
su su......
su su......
......
susu.
Suddenly remembered the first time I saw her...
That day was actually much earlier than the first meeting she thought. That was when he was first exiled to this mountain demon world, and his mana had not been imprisoned.
She fell from the sky and beat away two snake demons who flirted with him... Naturally, she herself was also seriously injured and was bruised by the two demons. He stood aside in silence, just thinking that she was more trouble. If she hadn't stirred in, he would have beaten the two uneyed monsters.
Cen Biqing, how can anyone bully him if he wants to bully him?
She smiled at him, but took a breath of cold air because of the wound at the corner of her mouth.
Snake Demon Good**.
This is the first time he has seen such an embarrassed snake girl.
"Hey," she said, "I saved you."
Purpose?
He raised his eyebrows and waited for her to go on.
"But I can't save you all the time." She looked at his face left and right and concluded, "You look like a ghost, and you can't blame others for flirting with you!"
His eyes were deep, and his hands clenched into fists under his blue sleeves. He hated others to talk about his appearance most in his life.
"If you want not to be bullied by others, then try to become stronger." When she said this, her eyes were particularly bright and serious.
He slowly loosened his clenched palm, but suddenly wanted to laugh.
He never felt weak.
But... maybe she is right. He needs to become stronger so that there is no one to bully him in the world.
After this, she never came to see him again. But he never forgot...
Later, he saw her again, but this time, he just hid behind the tree to watch the play and never came out again. He recognized her at a glance... but she just stared at him hatefully and dragged her prey away.
Later, the man sent someone to kill him... He had killed them, but he also touched the prohibition and damaged his vitality... When he woke up again, he was already on her wild water.
......
At the end of the so-called experience, he was as reluctant as when he came. Naturally, the Father knew that under the threat of his mother, he also deprived him of a hundred years of memory while lifting his prohibition.
But he always remembers her, although vague.
But I have never forgotten.
He toss and found the woman in his dream... until she fell in love with the mortal.
It's never his... Everything about her has never been related to him.
He waved his hand and broke the water mirror that had just condensed, and since then he stopped paying attention to her news...
I don't know how long it has been.
Only then did he know that she had been injured by others, ate seven unique leads, and was taken to Bailong Cave by Nanlao to sleep for a hundred years.
......
It's just an unrelated monster...
He told himself this, but he violated the principle and personally abolished the person who hurt her.
......
She often asked him later. Why do you like me?
He didn't answer, so she didn't tire of asking again and again.
He thought for a moment and smiled, "Maybe it's a long time."
She shook twice and said seriously, "I thought I fell in love at first sight... But when I think about it, you were really rogue enough at that time. What an innocent person I was dragged by you as a cushion... If I hadn't been so kind, I would never have left you anymore..."
"Is it..."
"Of course!"
......
She seems to like to recall the past recently... He is a little helpless.
has always been doomed.
He doesn't believe in fate, but if that man deserves it... he will accept his fate.