Chapter 325 I can't bear to be sad

Mo Ziyao did not know Yunlan's experience in the palace in her early years, but only knew that she was a person who could still stay after witnessing the change of imperial power.

You should know that such a person can't be reused even if he stays for some reason. But how can the empress dowager and the emperor keep her until now? Moreover, she is still free in the palace.

Yuzhi seemed to know some real images and continued: "After the emperor ascended the throne, many palace people in the previous dynasty were dismissed and replaced with new ones. At that time, Aunt Yunlan was on a job in Tianze Palace. The Empress also knew that after the death of the late emperor, the people in Tianze Palace were replaced most thoroughly, because they were the people who witnessed the whole process of the "Palace Change". Speaking of this, she suddenly shut her mouth and looked at Mo Ziyao in horror.

Thinking about it, I accidentally said the word "Palace Change". Yes, how can such a word be said in today's palace? However, Mo Ziyao ignored it and whispered, "Go on."

Yuzhi nodded and said again, "Actually, before the emperor ascended the throne, all the palace people in Tianze Palace had been executed. It is said that the reason why Aunt Yunlan was able to stay was that the emperor insisted on retaining her. The reason is that in the "Palace Change", the third prince wanted to kill the emperor and was blocked by her. The knife was almost cut from the back of her neck to her back. If she hadn't blocked it, there would have been no emperor today.

Mo Ziyao was finally shocked. She clearly remembered that when she first entered the palace, Yunlan told her that she could not protect herself without power in this place. She also pointed to the scar on her neck and said that it was quite light.

It was also because of Yunlan's words that Mo Ziyao felt the sinisterness of the post official before she set foot in this palace fight. But how can I know that the scar on her neck was left because of this!

So, why did she hide it? And what she lied to herself was that she clearly wanted to ignite her wisdom and live well in the harem.

"Mother, what's wrong with you?" Seeing that Mo Ziyao didn't say anything, Yuzhi asked worriedly.

Mo Ziyao suddenly came to her senses and shook her head quickly and said, "It's okay, and then what?"

After listening to her words, Yuzhi breathed a sigh of relief and said, "When she woke up, she pleaded with the emperor to keep her in the palace. The Empress Dowager originally disagreed, but for the sake of her success in saving her drive in the past, she allowed it. People have stayed, but they are worried. So I sent a maidservant to follow her.

Mo Ziyao suddenly looked at Yuzhi and asked, "How do you know these?"

Yuzhi trembled slightly and bit her lips and said, "Because the maidservant entered the palace as a servant, it happened to be the few months when the emperor died. At that time, I knew something about doing chores in the imperial dining room. Later, when he was dispatched, he arrived at Tairen Palace by mistake. The Empress Dowager saw that the maidservant was still clever, so she asked the maidservant to follow her after the draft. However, the Empress Dowager just let the maidservant look at Aunt Yunlan, and she didn't really want to do anything. The Empress Dowager misses the old feelings the most, not to mention her kindness to the emperor. And for so many years, I have never felt that there was something wrong with her.

The maidservant of the previous dynasty took the initiative to stay. Not only the Empress Dowager should be suspicious, but also Mo Ziyao. After following her for so long, she can also feel that once Yunlan is loyal to someone, she will only pay for it all her life.

She couldn't help saying: Is it difficult for her to stay just to wait for me? But at that time, I hadn't entered the palace yet, and Ruan Lingheng didn't know that one day I would go to the palace. It seems that all this is just a coincidence.

Yuzhi looked at Mo Ziyao thoughtfully and seemed to think about it for a long time before saying, "Until you entered the palace, Aunt Yunlan took the initiative to approach you..."

Yuzhi's words shocked Mo Ziyao.

She carefully recalled what happened at the beginning. At that time, she was just a maidservant. Yunlan did mention something to herself. Even later, Ruan Lingzheng sealed herself as a Yao concubine, and she assigned herself a carefully ** palace man, and took the initiative to come to the door and said that she was willing to serve...

Mo Ziyao trembled slightly, looked at Yuzhi and said, "But I don't know her." I never saw her before entering the palace, but she chose her powerless self. He couldn't help but be shocked and blurted out, "That's why the emperor began to pay attention to me, right?"

Yuzhi laughed: "Mother, how did you forget that the emperor knew you first?"

Mo Ziyao was stunned, oh, she was really confused. When he was still a maidservant, Ruan Lingzheng knew himself. However, according to his suspicious nature, it would be strange if he didn't pay more attention when he learned that Yunlan actually chose him.

Looking at Yuzhi and said, "It doesn't matter first or later. Did the Empress Dowager say anything to you after Sister Lan was in Yuyao Palace?"

Yuzhi was stunned, but shook her head: "No, the Empress Dowager didn't say anything, just sent someone to investigate the details of the Empress. The Empress Dowager is a little suspicious of the Empress.

"Empress Dowager..."

Mo Ziyao remembered that at the beginning, the Empress Dowager did not like herself. There are always all kinds of difficulties and temptations everywhere. I didn't even know why the Empress Dowager doubted herself and believed in herself, just because in the blink of an eye, she passed too fast. The Empress Dowager is also a smart person and can do it quietly.

Looking back on this time, the Empress Dowager knew that Ruan Lingzheng would not know. Otherwise, it was her person who beat Yuzhi, and she would not show mercy. In her mind, she filtered every word the Empress Dowager said to herself over and over again. On the day Ruan Lingzheng put herself into the cold palace, she also asked fiercely if she had forgotten her words.

It turned out that she was just reminding herself that she hadn't forgotten, so she thought about it. She doesn't believe in herself, she still believes in herself.

Thinking about it, Mo Ziyao suddenly felt happy. Yuzhi came to help her and said, "Mother, you don't have to think about anything. Everything is over. No one will hurt you again here."

Yes, cold palace, who would like to come? Mo Ziyao knew that except for Ruan Lingzheng and Qingtian, those concubines in the harem were secretly happy and couldn't get out of here forever.

"It's getting late. Mother, go to bed early." Yuzhi helped Mo Ziyao lie down.

Mo Ziyao didn't lie down and suddenly asked, "What about Sister Lan?"

Yuzhi was stunned before she said, "For so many years, there is nothing to do. I think it's all right. The emperor said, don't worry about it. If you see her in the future, you don't have to say something.

Mo Ziyao was silent. Now that she and Ruan Lingzheng are on the front line, naturally everything is towards him. If he still doubts Yunlan, he should also keep a distance from her.

Yuzhi reached out and pulled the quilt. At this time, Mo Ziyao didn't want to sleep yet. She took her hand and said, "The emperor went through Yongshan Palace overnight and didn't know what happened there. I can't sleep."

Yuzhi looked embarrassed: "But I can't ask."

Mo Ziyao nodded. She knew that she didn't want to ask Yuzhi to go out to inquire. However, she was worried that Ruan Lingzheng would put herself into the cold palace to protect herself. She knew that now she seemed to be separated from his world. It made her feel helpless and helpless. She hoped that she could stay by his side and watch what happened outside. It's always better than now. Everything needs to wait.

Oh, I suddenly smiled in my heart. It turned out that I was not suitable for such a peaceful life. She has never been a woman who needs to be held in the palm of her hand and taken good care of.

Yuzhi sat down next to her again and sighed, "Mother, I have never seen anyone like you."

Mo Ziyao looked up at her and asked with a smile, "What's the matter?"

She also smiled: "You are too strong to be by your side, making me feel at ease. You can rely on your maidservants, and you have always been like this.

After a while, she said, "I think I'm really lucky to be with my mother." Her eyes shone slightly, but the corners of her mouth smiled faintly.

Only then did Mo Ziyao know that the words about her life in the letter were all true. Although she is the empress dowager, she naturally hopes to live a good life in the palace.

Suddenly, she felt very lucky that Yuzhi was still standing in front of her. She felt that she could rely on her, so she would do her best to protect her.

The rain outside has finally subsided. A piece that was still dark gradually revealed a slight light. At least, you can see clearly the branches swaying outside.

I don't know where Zipan has gone. I'm afraid he saw the emperor coming and hiding away.

Thinking that there are still many people around her who are paying attention to her, Mo Ziyao suddenly felt very relieved, smiled and said, "It's fortunate that you and the emperor have come today, otherwise, tonight is really terrible." Although there was still no thunder, she just looked at it. It was so similar that she was too scared to sleep.

Yuzhi frowned and said, "What are you afraid of?"

Mo Ziyao smiled and said, "I'm also afraid of something. I'm afraid of thunder."

Yuzhi was stunned and said, "The emperor has not come to visit you for so long. He wants to wait for the limelight to pass for fear of attracting the attention of others."

"I know."

In fact, she knows and can even guess that Ruan Lingzheng is not idle these days. He has to turn over the signs of the palaces, and he has to sleep alone every night. But I don't feel sad either. If you choose to fall in love with an emperor, you don't even have the ability to bear it, then you shouldn't say love at the beginning.

The emperor also needs people's love. He is superior, but he is also fragile. If you love him, you will naturally tolerate him. As I said a long time ago, I'm not Xuefei, I'm just Mo Ziyao.

After a while, Yuzhi advised again, "Mother, you'd better sleep. If the emperor knows, he will be distressed. I'm here to guard you tonight."

Mo Ziyao sighed and finally lay down on her side. He gently opened his eyes and felt that Yuzhi's hand came to help him tangle the quilt.

But she couldn't sleep. With her eyes closed, she always remembered a lot of things in her heart. At that time, I thought Yuzhi was dead, so I wanted to borrow Yun Xianfei's hand to remove Xuefei. But now, Yuzhi is not dead, and everything is just Ruan Lingzheng's delay.

I clenched my fists slightly. At that time, I hardly knew what I had to look forward to in the future. I just wanted to find an opportunity for those who killed Yuzhi to pay for their blood. At that time, I also thought that whether it was hurting Xuefei or the child in Yunxianfei's womb, I was afraid that Ruan Lingzheng would come to the cold palace to find himself angrily. Today, when he knew the pain of his past relationship, he knew that he had so much helplessness.

So, in fact, it's not that I can't bear to hurt Xuefei, but I can't bear to hurt Ruan Lingzheng's heart. He also knew clearly that Xuefei and Qingyuan took her out of the palace together, but he said that he was still willing to spoil her for the rest of his life. I don't know that he is just making up for the guilt of not loving her anymore. I understand all of this.

And Yunxianfei, who remembered that she had promised him at that time that as long as it was his child, she would not take action.

Mo Ziyao bit her lips. Now he has put himself into the cold palace for protection, and if he causes another bloody storm in the harem, he will only hate himself if he knows.

Now that it is a time of internal and external troubles, he can no longer do these things that he worries him.