Chapter 97 How can you call him father
In the following days, Zou Weijun was very busy. But he strictly separated Xiao Jing and Zhang Xiaoxiao. Although Zou Weijun would tell Xiao Jing about Zhang Xiaoxiao's situation every time, he never disturbed the pace of life between him and Xiao Jing because of Zhang Xiaoxiao's affairs. What's more, Xiao Jing won't feel any difference.
After a period of busyness, Zou Weijun finally settled Zhang Xiaoxiao. Zhang Xiaoxiao was admitted to Binhai Third People's Hospital, a famous psychiatric hospital in Binhai City. Zou Weijun also arranged Zhang Xiaoxiao's attending doctor, Li Bo, through some relationships.
Li Bo is not only the best psychiatrist in Binhai City, but also very famous in the country. After Li Bo's preliminary diagnosis, Zhang Xiaoxiao suffered from mild schizophrenia. After a period of treatment, there will be a chance to recover. After Zou Weijun paid for Zhang Xiaoxiao's first course of treatment and hospitalization, he planned to leave the hospital.
Dr. Li Bo stopped Zou Weijun and said, "I hope you can visit the patient regularly, which is very good for her illness."
Zou Weijun lowered his head and thought for a moment and said, "Yes, I come once a month."
Li Bo stared at Zou Weijun's face and said slowly, "I also hope that other relatives and friends of the patient can come to see her."
Zou Weijun pulled the corners of his mouth and said sarcastically, "No one else will come except me."
Li Bo looked at Zou Weijun's back and began to feel a headache. Mental patients like Zhang Xiaoxiao are the most difficult. She can't express it clearly and has no relatives or friends. Therefore, Li Bo knew nothing about Zhang Xiaoxiao's past, and it was almost impossible to find the cause of the patient's illness. Although Li Bo also knows more or less about Zhang Xiaoxiao's experience through Zou Weijun, Zou Weijun only knows one of them.
Li Bo picked up Zhang Xiaoxiao's medical record and opened it and read it from beginning to end. He found that Zhang Xiaoxiao was basically normal when she appeared in court as a witness in the murder of Wu Youran's wife. After that, or before that, what kind of person did Zhang Xiaoxiao encounter that completely broke down her mind? If this problem is solved, it may be possible to open the shackles of Zhang Xiaoxiao's spirit and cure her schizophrenia.
At this moment, Zhang Xiaoxiao's spirit flies between the past and the future, but there is no present. As long as she thinks about what is now, she will feel pain. It is a deep-rooted pain that cannot be removed. I don't know whether it is mental or physical. The only thing that is clear is that the pain itself makes Zhang Xiaoxiao afraid to face such pain.
So, she completely put herself in her childhood memories. Gradually, Zhang Xiaoxiao found that as long as she stayed in childhood, she was happy and happy. Now Zhang Xiaoxiao is clean and innocent. She laughed in her childhood and taught her husband and children in the future. Of course, whether it is childhood or future, Zou Weijun has always been by her side and has never been separated. Therefore, Zhang Xiaoxiao has always been with the fantasy Zou Weijun. She is very happy and satisfied.
Every time Li Bo sees such a happy Zhang Xiaoxiao, he will have an idea, "Maybe there is nothing wrong with letting her go on like this and live in her own world." Then Li Bo immediately interrupted his idea. As a psychiatrist, such an idea will not only affect his work, but also change him from rational to emotional. This is a taboo for psychiatrists.
Today, Zhang Xiaoxiao is telling stories to fantasy children. Li Bo came to her and heard her tell the story of Snow White. This is the first fairy tale Li Bo heard. Zhang Xiaoxiao's voice was very soft and gentle. She said, "Snow White is very beautiful. She has snow-white skin, her lips are red, she is kind and beautiful, and she is clean. All men in the world love her, but she only loves her prince. Snow White and the prince have been together since childhood. They only have each other, and they are inseparable..."
Li Bo gradually heard that there are many different places in Zhang Xiaoxiao's story. But it is not chaotic. Li Bo began to listen attentively. He heard a possibility from Zhang Xiaoxiao's story. This is her story. Zhang Xiaoxiao and a man, childhood sweethearts have no guess. When they grow up, they love each other and vow to be together for life. The subsequent story is completely Zhang Xiaoxiao's fantasy. Li Bo can easily distinguish fantasy from reality with his rich experience.
Suddenly, he heard Zhang Xiaoxiao scream, "He is not a father, he is the chief. How can you call him father!!" Zhang Xiaoxiao began to hug her head and screamed desperately. She kept shouting to listen to a word. Li Bo immediately commanded the nurses and nurses to control Zhang Xiaoxiao so that she would not hurt herself.
After a period of hustle and bustle, Zhang Xiaoxiao was tied to **. Li Bo injected her with a sedative and watched her slowly fall into a deep sleep. Zhang Xiaoxiao's words lingered in his ears, "He is not a father, he is the chief. How can you call him father?" Li Bo is not the first time to hear this sentence. As long as Zhang Xiaoxiao falls ill, she has been shouting the same sentence. Li Bo can conclude that this is the reason why Zhang Xiaoxiao finally fell ill.
After returning to the office, Li Bo called Zou Weijun. Ask him to come to the hospital once in the next two days. He has something important to ask Zou Weijun. Zou Weijun hesitated for a moment and agreed to go to the hospital.
The next day, Zou Weijun came to the hospital. Li Bo first took Zou Wei's army to see Zhang Xiaoxiao. Today's Zhang Xiaoxiao is a little girl, collecting mushrooms in the woods after the rain. She sang happily: "The little girl picking mushrooms, carrying a big bamboo basket, barefoot in the morning, walked through the woods and hills..." Zhang Xiaoxiao kept picking up some stones and soil from the grass and putting them in her spacious hospital uniform pocket. From time to time, he raised his head and said to Zou Weijun in the void, "Brother, look, I picked a lot of mushrooms." Brother, I'll make mushroom soup for you when I get home." Brother..."
Li Bo whispered to Zou Weijun, "I guess you are the brother in her mouth, right?"
Zou Weijun smiled bitterly without anger or concealing. He looked at Li Bo frankly and said, "Yes."
There is no emotion in Li Bo's voice. He is just narrating a fact, "You are her brother now, and you may be her husband or her child's father for a moment. In short, there are only you and her in her world now.
Zou Weijun was psychologically prepared for Zhang Xiaoxiao's situation, but when Li Bo clearly said it, he was still a little uncomfortable. He said, "No matter who is in her world, there is no one in my world."
Li Bo narrowed his eyes and looked at Zou Weijun. He didn't expect this man to be so straightforward that he could not hide. Zou Weijun's eyes stopped on Zhang Xiaoxiao not far away, "I loved her and I hated her, but it's all over. Now, when I see her, I don't even have any sympathy. She is stranger to me than strangers.
Li Bo sighed in his heart that he was just a psychiatrist. He can treat mental illness, but he can't keep people unharmed. He said, "I invited you today to ask you a question, okay?"
"Please speak."
"Every time Zhang Xiaoxiao falls ill, she will say, 'He is not a father, he is the chief. How can you call him father?' It seems that this sentence has given her a great blow and pain. Do you know what it means?
Zou Weijun was completely stunned. He slowly closed his eyes and couldn't tell what it was like. He thought, "How could this happen?" Zou Weijun took a breath, opened his eyes and said to Li Bo, "I know the meaning of this sentence, but I can't explain it to you. I can only say that this sentence is indeed for me.
Li Bo said, "I don't mean to inquire about your personal privacy, but I just hope to find the cause of Zhang Xiaoxiao's illness."
"I understand, I understand. That's all I can say."
Li Bo nodded to show his understanding, and he continued: "The treatment during this period of time is very effective. Zhang Xiaoxiao has begun to think and speak normally. As long as she doesn't stimulate her, she can still live like a normal person.
Zou Weijun pointed to Zhang Xiaoxiao, frowned and said, "She lives like a normal person? Dr. Li, are you sure?
Li Bo smiled gently and said, "Of course, she is not a completely normal person, but her consciousness shows signs of sobriety."
Zou Weijun relaxed the expression on his face. He said, "Dr. Li, you can say something directly."
"I hope she can live a normal life without much. One week in a month is fine. Look, can you take her back and stay for a week?
"This is completely impossible. My wife is about to give birth. We have been living at our father-in-law and mother-in-law's house. How can I take her back?
Li Bo didn't want to give up. He said, "Maybe you can discuss with your wife and see her opinion. I mainly do it for the good of patients.
"I know, this matter is not negotiable." Zou Weijun looked at Zhang Xiaoxiao impatiently and then at Li Bo. He felt so upset that there was nothing more.
Li Bo is still persevering, "I believe you also hope that Zhang Xiaoxiao will return to normal as soon as possible. Please also believe me. This proposal is not mywo de xins**. I have cured two patients in the same situation as Zhang Xiaoxiao with the same method before, which is scientific and feasible. I hope you can think about it again."
Zou Weijun was silent, and he also hoped that Zhang Xiaoxiao would get better. No matter how much Zou Weijun hated Zhang Xiaoxiao, he never thought that one day Zhang Xiaoxiao would be insane and become a psychopath. Zou Weijun just hopes to live an ordinary life with Xiao Jing and let Zhang Xiaoxiao stop appearing in their lives. But now, what is he going to do?