Chapter 51 Capture
All dignity collapsed in front of him in an instant. Isn't that what he wants? He took away her remaining dignity, humiliated her fiercely, hit her, and made her want to die immediately.
This is not love, just a simple conquest.
Maybe he has no love for himself for a long time.
The boundless fear is like a weed growing desperately, spreading little by little in her heart, gradually occupying every corner of her heart.
Why? Am I going to encounter this kind of thing? Why? Am I going to be treated unfairly? Why? Do I have to bear all this?
The man who shed tears even in his sleep...
The man who used to be vulnerable like a child in front of me...
The man who is defenseless against me...
The man who said he would protect me forever...
The man who held me tightly... and said he wanted to try to believe me...
Where...
"Didn't you lie to me?"
Yin Ren was stunned and stared at the woman under him, questioning.
"No... I didn't lie to you..."
Don Seer cried and said.
"You lied to me! If nothing happened between you and him, where did your clothes go? Why are you wearing his clothes?
A terrible cold light flashed in Yin Ren's eyes and asked angrily.
"Really, I didn't lie to you. Nothing happened between Nangong Fu and me. Really not..."
Tang Saier cried loudly. This sentence had exhausted her strength and remaining dignity. Her tears gushed out like the tide of the breach, and her face was full of grievances, shame and anger.
Why...why have you and me reached this point...
Yin Ren... Why don't you and I even have the most basic trust...
She has been loved all her life. From birth to adulthood, everyone around her regards her as a treasure, pity her and spoil her. Today, she knows what humiliation is, collapse, fear and despair.
All this was given to her by the man in front of her.
He first took her heart, then humiliated her body, and finally trampled her dignity fiercely.
Yin Ren... Is this your protection for me? Is this the way you love me?
Tang Saier suddenly felt very funny. She wanted to laugh very much, so she laughed loudly, crying and laughing.
Yin Ren looked at Tang Saier in a daze, looked at her laughing face, and his whole body was frozen there.
Nothing happened to her and Nangong Fu. She didn't betray herself. I misunderstood her...
In an instant, he blamed himself, felt guilty, and came to his heart like a tide, beating Yin Ren fiercely.
He seemed to have fallen into a cold ice cave and stiffened in an instant. His eyes gradually changed from the boundless night to endless self-reproach.
Looking at her little face full of tears and her aggrieved and frightened eyes, Yin Ren suddenly wanted to kill herself.
What did I do? What have I done to her?
Why... I just concluded that she betrayed me without asking her... Why didn't I even give her the last chance... and just convicted her...
Deep self-reproach is like a poisonous snake, gnawing at Yin Ren fiercely and pulling him into the bottomless abyss...
He suddenly remembered the night in the Qingyou Palace. He hugged her tightly and gently said to her that I haven't tried to trust anyone for many years. Now, I want to try to believe you. Would you like to believe me?
He remembered that the gentle woman held him tightly and gently said to him, "I also believe you."
Is this my trust in her? Is this my love for her?
"I'm sorry..."
Yin Ren said softly, his eyes full of self-reproach and guilt. Now he doesn't know what else he can say to her and what else he can say to her.
He has had many women in his life, but he has only loved Tang Saier, but now, he has hurt her severely and humiliated her.
He once thought about cherishing her, because in his heart, she was different from other women.
But now, he has done such a thing to her.
He couldn't wait to kill himself immediately.
In his life, he gave a lot and lost a lot, but he never regretted it, but now he regretted it. He regretted why he didn't ask her. He knew that he had hurt her deeply.
"Nothing happened between Nangong Fu and me. If you still don't believe it, you might as well continue."
Tang Saier lay on the golden silk**, tightly grasped the golden silk quilt covering her body, and looked at Yin Ren fixedly. Her eyes changed from fear to resentment. She looked at him coldly and said hatefully.
"No... I believe you... I'm sorry... Have a good rest... I'll go out for a walk..."
Yinren smiled glancholy, looked at Tang Saier with apologetically, grabbed the purple robe on the ground, put it on himself, turned around and walked out of the camp, leaving Tang Saier to lie quietly in the camp.
Tang Saier lay quietly on the golden silk**, closed her eyes in despair, and slowly slid down a line of tears on her face.
The boundless night is like a ruthless big hand, holding everyone's neck fiercely, holding those who can't sleep in the night until they are suffocated.