Chapter 52 The Road Back to the Palace
The sound of the carriage slid through the crystal white jade like rain, reflecting the scorching sun and ticking wheels. The carriage was wrapped in silk on all sides, and the gold-inlaid window was covered by a curtain of light blue cray, making it impossible to see what was behind the light blue cray.
Tang Saier sat in the carriage, wearing a long light blue skirt, embroidered with white red plums on the skirt, tied the unbearable slender waist with a white brocade belt, and tied a green silk into a bun, with only a plum white jade hairpin. Although it was simple, it looked fresh and elegant.
Yinren sat opposite her and looked at him closely. His eyes were as deep as a bottomless whirlpool, sucking everything in the world into the bottomless whirlpool.
However, Tang Saier was not attracted by this deep eyes. She looked at Yin Ren faintly, as if she were looking at an unknown stranger. Maybe she had been attracted by this deep eyes, and she had also indulged in this whirlpool of tenderness, but now, her heart is like water.
She just looked at Yin Ren faintly, with a faint smile on her face, which was a slightly polite smile, just like the smile that the woman in the brothel hung on her face when dealing with guests.
Now, she is dealing with him with this smile.
Yinren... You not only gave up on me for your great plan... but also didn't trust me... humiliated me severely... trampled my dignity under your feet...
I want you to regret... I want you to pay for what you have done...
You are enlightened... This time I will not only take away your country... but also your heart...
The pain in her heart was expanding. She felt that she hated him and complained about him. He was like a high king who dominated everything. He pushed himself to the abyss of despair again and again, beating his heart to pieces with an inverted whip. He never believed himself, doubted again and again, disappointed again, whipping her self-esteem with that cold eyes again and again, those fierce words, those ruthless words, like cold arrows, shooting himself with thousands of holes and blood and blood.
Tang Saier smiled coldly at the corners of her mouth and looked straight at Yin Ren. Her eyes were full of false tenderness, which taught people not to see what she was thinking.
But Yin Ren knew that he knew that she was dealing with him. He knew that the tenderness in her eyes and the charming smile on her face were all pretending. He looked at her fake smile. He knew that she hated herself and that she was revenged against herself.
But he can't blame her. His heart is as if he was held by a hand, with severe pain.
Sier, I don't blame you. All this is my fault. I don't believe you, I humiliated you, and I hurt you first. That's why you now wear this hypocritical mask and refuse to face me with your most authentic expression.
Sier, am I already a stranger who needs to wear a mask for you now?
Sier, how can I make up for you, make up for all this, and make up for the lost things between us that can never be found again?
Do you know? I finally got rid of the gap between you and me, and finally let you start to have a little trust in me, but I ruined all this with my own hands because of jealousy.
Yinren closed his eyes tightly. He was very tired. Last night, he stood in the cold wind all night. He also thought a lot about himself and her.
He decided to compensate her well after returning to the palace. Although he knew that the gap between them had been too deep last night, he would not give up. He believed that one day she would return to him again, instead of sitting opposite him like now, but feeling thousands apart. It's just as far away.
He wanted to stretch out his hand and gently hold the woman in front of him in his arms, but he didn't have the courage. He didn't even know how to face her and how to treat her. He was afraid that he would hurt her again if he was careless.
Just like between them, even if there is only one step away, they are still as far away as the world, and they don't even have the qualification and courage to take a step forward. Those pictures that belong to memory can finally be deeply buried in their hearts, no longer think about it, no longer pay attention to them, and even dare not touch them.
He can conquer the whole southern Chu and the whole world, but he dares not stretch out his hands to the woman in front of him.
"Did you have a good rest last night?"
Yin Ren asked in a low voice as if he had exhausted all his courage.
"Oh... Thank you for your concern. My concubine couldn't be better last night."
Tang Saier smiled charmingly, with a false smile on her face that could not be false, and said softly.
Yin Ren's heart stung like being pricked by a thin needle. He knew what she meant, and he knew that she was still angry.
The atmosphere in the car Luan was extremely heavy, and even the air seemed to become heavy. The silent and awkward atmosphere gradually spread around the two people until it filled the whole car Luan.
Yin Ren felt that he was about to be overwhelmed by this extremely depressing atmosphere.
In his life, he has never been afraid of many people and many things. Even if he faces death, he has never been so depressed.
But now, the woman in front of him has brought him a great sense of oppression.
This is what I owe her.
Yinren gently opened the light blue cyan, looked at the changing scenery outside the cyan, and wanted to breathe some fresh air.
Tang Saier looked at Yin Ren with a proud smile on her face. She knew that the man was guilty. She knew that the man was suffering. What she wanted was that he was uncomfortable.
"Do you hate me?"
Yin Ren looked at the changing scenery outside the veil and asked softly.
"Oh... As the concubine of Emperor Yin, how dare you hate Emperor Yin?"
Although Tang Saier said so, there was a trace of resentment in her eyes.
Yin Ren turned around, caught the resentment that flashed in her eyes, and sighed gently.
"I will make up for you, and I will treat you well in the future. No matter what you do, I will believe you. One day, you will believe in me again."
Yinren looked at Tang Saier, whose eyes were full of tenderness, and a warm smile appeared at the corners of his mouth. He didn't blame her. He just wanted to prove everything to her with his actions. One day, she would give his heart to him again.
Don Saier just smiled contemptuously and looked straight at him, as if listening to a stranger.
Oh... What a man to talk...
The sound of the chariot slid like rain through the crystal white jade, galloping on the ground, stirring up dust after another, and galloping towards the Southern Chu Palace.